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To my everything, my Aziel, my Natasha. Every month with you, feels more and more special. To conquer each day with you holding my hand so tightly, I couldn't be more grateful for it. To see your eyes glimmer every day, is such a blessing. Every night, I talk to God, and thank Him for the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me, which is you coming into my life. You made me feel like the luckiest person in this world. You make me feel the happiest I could ever be. With all my sincerity, with all my love, you truly are everything to me. To have someone whom I could run to when things get rough. To have someone who would hold on tight to me when the boat gets wobbly. You are a blessing. I never had someone like you. Someone who makes me look forward for each day that would come. Someone who makes me smile even just from her breathing. And someone whom I want to sleep soundly together at night. I am flawed, I have my imperfections. I am insecure, I barely open up because of fears. But for you and with you, I am trying. I am doing my best to say what's on my mind and my feelings. I want you to know everything of me. I want you know all of what's going through my mind. It's not easy, but I'm doing the best as I can to do so. Baby, my love for you is getting deeper and deeper. To the point that, if things go wrong, I don't think I'd be able to carry on. You always make my mornings, afternoons and nights. Everyday seems a lot more easier because of your presence. Each day, I wake up with so much excitement in my heart to spend it with you. And you don't know how pissed I am that the time moves so slowly, because I just can't wait to talk to you through voice call. You turn my tiring day into a healing and refreshed one. Baby, I am sorry. Truly, genuinely, I am. I told you, right? I'm not good at composing words, that people misinterpret me. I am neither not good at expressing anything that I am feeling. But for you? For you, I'm willing to do all. I'm willing to improve myself to be better for you and for our relationship. That's how much I love you. I hope that as we go through more months together, I'll be able to express myself more, so that you'll be able to love me even more. Thank you for all the efforts you made for me. All of those are not put in vain. all of those means a lot to me. I love you so much. More than anything in this world. I love you. I don't know if what I've done for the past days affect how you feel towards me. But I deserve that. I just want you to know that I really am grateful to be loved by you. And you should not think that you are not good enough. Because baby, you are. You are more than enough for me, and you are worthy of everything good in this world, especially love. I am sorry for what I did. And I will not forgive myself for that. I just want you to know, that everything I did in this relationship was pure, was real, was sincere and was genuine and not forced. I understand how you feel. And if you loved me less for it, I will understand, even if it hurts. But I want you to know that my feelings for you, will never change. I love you the same from the beginning. My excitement in this relationship is still the same from the beginning. I love you with all my heart. And I wish that it won't end here. I wish that you would still give me another chance to prove myself, to change myself for the better. I don't care if what you feel for me changes. I just want you to give me another chance. Even if it means going from the start of the line. Even if I'll be having my competitors. I'll prove to you that I am like no other. I'll prove to you that I am worth your love, your time and your effort. Just... please don't let go. Please. I love you wholly. No, I don't only love a piece of you, I love everything about you, you at your best and you at your worst. I will fight for you, and for us. I want to be there for you always. I want to be by your side in the starry night as we find the peace we've been looking for. I love you so much, and I will wait for you for as long. I love you, always and forever.

ㅡ Yours truly,
Nikki.

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Before you, it was nothingness and numbness for me. Encountered those who didn't knew my worth. Yet after all those, I have met you. The only one person who could love me for who I am. The only person who makes my every day exciting and makes me look forward to, every time. And so, as you happened, you gave me a reason to live and continue on.

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02/17/22 - Another beautiful month spent together. Another month to be grateful of the love we have. My eternal love, happy third monthsary. Days are coming too fast for us, it seems like yesterday we introduced ourselves as Seungcheol and Mingyu shdkfjk. Now, we pledge to each other as Aziel and Andre. My love I have so much things to tell you. I may not be good at words but I hope that through this little something I have prepared for you, you will love it. So sit tight and just enjoy reading through all of this, okay?

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As I take my slumber at night,
all I ever dream of is you.
Of how your touch gives me the sense of warmth.
Of how your smile gives a joy in my heart.
Of how everything that you do lights my world in a flash.
You have kept me gaze upon the stars,
but yet your beauty is more alluring to look at for me.

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In the stillness of the night,
I found myself missing you the most.
With the only thing that runs through my head
Is me with the memory of your head on my chest, listening to the silence of the calming night.
The darkness of the surrounding and the shimmer of the stars, paved my way closer to you.

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Through the rough oceans, I would venture if it means that in the end I would be able to see you, with your hand reaching out for mine. Through the mountains, I would climb if it means that at the top I'll get to wrap my arms around you. All of those trials, I'll go through it with strong feat if it means I could conspire the world to be with you.