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Ludi call me at 087xxxx

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ปี 2021 จะเป็นปีของฉัน

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ปี 2021 จะเป็นปีของฉัน

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doain ya moga 2021 dapet yang longlast :(

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Caranya biar ga friendzone gimana weh

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BERSYUKUR BGT MASUK SXC

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SxC menjadi tempatku untuk pulang

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eh anjir pengen banget ketemu kalian smua huaaaa

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Jadi sahabat cukup gak ya?

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Kayak filosofi kodok. Kodok lambang evolusi, dari telur-kecebong sampai jadi kodok. Artinya, perubahannya gak instan. Walaupun sering dipandang lemah, tapi kodok bergeraknya sangat cepat. Kayak aku, sering merasa kecil, insecure dan lemah, tapi dengan akselerasi dan bernyali sebesar raksasa, aku yakin aku akan menjadi kuat. Sampai tahun berikutnya pun, aku gak akan berenti bilang makasi ke diri sendiri karna udah bertahan sejauh ini. Gak berenti bilang makasi juga ke Tuhan udah kasih segala blessings, punya circle yang sangat baik dan suportif kayak SxC.

Tahun ini, I grow up soo fast. Aku bisa exceeded my own expectation over myself. Akhirnya, gak lagi ngerjain sesuatu karna berharap approval dari Mamah. Ngelakuin semua biar AKU yang happy. Walaupun capek, banyak mengalami penolakan, bahkan sampe gak bisa connecting the dots karena terlalu banyak eksplor sana sini yang penting senang. Gembira.

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Travel. Your money will return. Your time wont!

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kayaknya cuma ke distract gara2 tugas-tugas.....

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Kemarin malem nangis gara-gara dpt kabar Undip smst depan online lagi, semakin pesimis, masa setahun sama kalian tp gk pernah ketemu?

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Lagi need partner, tapi kok gatau partner nya siapa :(((

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I’m sorry I dont exactly have anything good to say about 2020, but I’m glad to have met so many good people! Thanks for helping me stay sane in this weird times ☺️💫

p.s. foto kucing to accompany you getting through the rest of the year (?) mangatzzz guise

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Tenangg, kita ga sendiri kok

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Bener bener bersyukur banget tahun ini🙏
Kek smua masalah tahun ini kelar banget diakhir tahun kecuali covid🤬

Apalagi ketemu dan gabung sxc!!

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rencana Tuhan adalah yang terbaik. Aaamiin...

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Pengen bilang makasi banyak buat diri sendiri udah bertahan sejauh ini. Walaupun kemarin2 masih ngalamin quarter life crisis, tapi sekarang

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Semangat banget ikut SxC karena salah satu crush ku salah satu anggota SxC, terimakasi SxC

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2020 is definitely full of drama, but it is one of the most valuable year in which I met so many caring and very loving friends. Super happyyy tpi asli drama, ngeselin, super full dan kadang mau gila juga rasanya wkwk, cuma pasti ga ada yg sia-sia yekan.

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2020 berat yaa...
Ada yang berpulang ada pula yang datang😊

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you can't curse a year that has show you your blindspot

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you can't curse a year that has show you your blindspot

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Tahun ini banyak banget kekesalan, karna kuliah harus online, keterbatasan kebebasan ketemu orang, bioskop tutup and you name it lah. Tapi tahun ini juga yang mengenalkan aku dengan konsep acceptance. Jadi bisa nerima diri sendiri dan juga situasi saat ini. Karna online, jarak bukan lagi masalah. Jadi bisa coba volunteer sana sini, coba internship dan coba lomba yang jauh juga. Walaupun lebih banyak gagalnya, aku tetep bersyukur dan bisa terima keadaan. Gagal itu win win solution kok, aku gagal tapi aku belajar setelah itu. Juga belajar kapan harus berhenti dan beristirahat. Di tahun ini, sempet berada di titik terendah. Cemas gak karuan, panic attack beberapa kali, berantem terus sama kepala sendiri. Tapi dari situ belajar juga, bahwa disituasi gelap pun, I survived :)

Thank you 2020!!!

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You have so much love on your heart, just give some on YOURSELF

baru dapet itu beberapa hari lalu, dan sadar, ternyata selama ini agak jahat sama diri sendiri, bukan agak sih, jahat bgt malah

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Kok bisa ya 2020 menjadi tahun yang mengejutkan?

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Rendahkan diri kamu serendah-rendahnya supaya ga bisa direndahin sama orang nantinya

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Lagi overwhelmed karena lagi ngerjain 6 tugas uas yang tanggal deadlinenya sama! :((

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I was trying to articulate how 2020 was, as i look back to my archives, phone gallery, my own memories, everything that tells about 2020. And I get stuck to find decent words to describe this year. This year ofc didnt fulfill my expectations until i could say masyaallah-2020-is-so-darn-legit-anjir type of confusion or speechless cause so many my plans are all failed. I also was diagnosed covid19 hahaha and yes i lost my friend today, my all-time friend, he means a world for me, and yes today i still feel grey. But thanks to 2020 cause i finally find such a safe place, comfort place to express my self, with so many positive influences from kindhearted people, SxC Semarang!!! I hope 2021 will be my golden year, and got a shocking news that we can go offline, aamiin✨

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Selalu mikir kalo diriku ansos, eh ternyata eh ternyata 2020 menjadi tahun kebangsaan ansos aka #stayathome🤡

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JANGAN BAPERANNNN

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Hmmm gimana ya ternyata besok masi online kadang seneng kadang kok semakin buruk dan ansos

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2020 banyak sedihnya tapi banyak bersyukur juga! Thanks udah mewarnai naik turun nya hidup, bantu aku unuk berproses, dan pastinya ngebuka pintu buat jadi the best of me. Grateful karna uda di kelilingin orang orang baik dan selalu support. Semua keterbatasan ada hikmah dan value nya, terimakasih udah survive 🧡

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A Journey, Hiking a mountain; Searching for my life Meaning

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A Journey, Hiking a mountain; Searching for my life Meaning

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If there is one word to describe my journey this year I would probably say.. Hard and Worth it.  Start this year by responsible for one of the biggest Investment competitions, attend many events, competitions, and meetings.  I have to keep up with my materials that getting harder and harder.  A couple of times I have been burning out, cry, and sick (many maybe?).
However, life teaches me many things.  To be a humble person, a grateful one, and step by step guide me to meet my mission and keep me on the right track.  Through hard work I have learned to be an honest person ( but probably I had done my lied for the first time this year), I learn to be a humble one, respect each other, hold my ego, hold anger, and more feeling another human being.

And after all of my hurt journey now my friends and I have come out from the scary rain forest and now my friends and I start the new journey with the new family.  Through thins and thick I have learned to be more human.

This is a start or maybe the end of my organization journey? Who knows?  I am only praying and pray and do my best for this community. I hope for them to be a man and women who could impact other communities and also keep this community grows!

The future is so blurry, but what I know for sure.. I am on the right track and keep walking and walking to find the highest land, the peak of the Mountain.  I hope God always bless me on my Life journey, Amen.

One keyword maybe to share:
-"People don't care how much you know until they know how much you care"
-"You could be idealistic, but remember You're only a Human! You have a limit, and it's okay to do something wrong but remembers at the end the main point is studied from mistakes! Not remembered it as a Failure person!
-"Love, you could get love from anywhere: Friends, family, God.. Not always from your girl/boyfriend"
-"Trust, as you want to be trusted!"

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2020 has been a tough year. I lost my uncle due to covid-19 virus and I broke up with my boyfriend. But despite all the loss, I have come up with valuable lessons and every morning I can see myself in a mirror, I am growing much stronger than before.