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Name: Floreyn Ann Balaobao Dubrea
Birthdate: August 28th of 2007
Age: 16 years old

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If you find this letter, I assume I have passed or you're simply investigating my documents, for some reason...

In the last few years, I have been involved with the internet, or as what we call the Media in this generation.

It is not that easy, social media has been stressing me out. People are arguing, the government, the issues, it's overwhelming...! Even my friends, too, they affect me.

Sometimes I wonder, what's wrong with me? I ask myself questions everyday. I wonder how or why I ended up being depressed, and anxious about everything. Could it be the Social Media..? I don't know.

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I've been lacking sleep... I feel stressed more and more everyday. It could be just my ADHD making me hyperactive, making me unable to sleep.. Scrolling through Social Media helps me burn the time at night before bed time. I don't think 11-5am is a bad sleep schedule. I still wake up early, just a little tired. Must be the school activities I get everyday. Though, I think I should sleep now, after a 10 minute media break.

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A reflection paper:

Question no. #1
-"Why do I like these medias?"

Answer:
I like the media and the platforms I use because of how it displays contents I like. However, most of times, I can see posts or comments that relates to something negative like discrimination, criticism, hatred, and so on. This negativity then leads to social media conflict, when people begin arguing online about the topic.

Question no. #2
-"How are these medias influencing, or affecting me?"

Answer:
The medias I am exposed to influences me either in a good, or bad way. A part of the media can influence me to do or be good by seeing motivational posts, helpful posts like maintaining a healthy diet, helpful comments, and more. The media can positively influence me in several ways, and so will the bad side. There is and will be a big part of the media where it's filled with negativity, examples are racism, war freaks, starting arguments for literally no reason, insensitivity, and the list goes on. Somehow, it does affect people including me. As a victim of being cyber-bullied and false assumption, anyone can make something up in order to ruin your reputation for their own entertainment. How did that affect me? I became overly emotional with what happened, so did to my now old friends. It soon sent waves after waves of arguments within the group.

Is this healthy? Apparently, no it is not, especially with all the negativity I have to deal with.

What steps should I take to change it? I might say it's easy, but it really isn't. First, you have to take a break from being exposed to the media. Second, is when you start to adjust. It's not easy, adjusting takes a while. Third, is when you learn how to avoid the negativity that the media holds.

This is seriously a long process to take, but it's worth the while.

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The subject mostly spends their time on this platform, as far as what we observed, talking to just one person after completely disconnecting from their friends. They are now spending under an hour and a half in this platform, from 3-6 hours in the last 6 months.

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The subject usually spends 1-2 hours on the platform, mostly scrolling through art related posts.

In their account, they upload photos of themselves, and the digital drawings they made.

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The subject's most listened playlist in this platform

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The subject usually spends their time listening to music, playlists, and podcasts in this platform for 2 hours, and 6 in approximate.

This said playlist was made by the subject that contains music which they think suits or describes their personality.

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The subject spends their time in this platform for less than 30 minutes a day. Simply scrolling through updates, and seeing what's currently going on.

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I'm starting to feel more horrible after the media consumption I had. I thought this would help me, but.. I think it's too much for me. NO. If there isn't anything that could cure me but the internet, THEN SO BE IT..

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There's been so much conflict between my friends and I lately. It's overwhelming me, it really does. It made me cry.

I decided to stay away from them from now on. I can no longer withstand them. [████████ ███] simply wants tea. (TERM USED FOR GOSSIP) I can no longer trust them, either.

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After gathering enough information, this is what we have:

Hobbies: drawing, singing, listening to music
Favorite col.: red, black, white
Favorite music genre: alternative indie, rap, "liminal" music
Interests: liminal spaces, horror, args(ALTERNATIVE REALITY GAME), lore, art

Assumed diagnosis: anxiety, █████████, ADHD
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This is one of the subject's best artwork yet(without any sensitive content or detail).