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Hello everyone, I'm Nur Jannah binti Mursyidi from 2K6. You can call me jannah or jajan. As you can see from my class, I'm a DIP student. I actually rejected DIP in the beginning , but my parents accepted the DIP offer. So, I am now officially a DIP student for more than a year. I was born in Melaka and I live there too. I have also lived in Terengganu. For me, Terengganu is better than Melaka because Terengganu is more calming and relaxing. Melaka is calming and relaxing too, but Terengganu is just better. I miss Terengganu so much. I want to eat their Karipap Ikan and Nasi Dagang wrapped in banana leave. So, back to the topic, I'm the second child out of five siblings. I have three brothers and a sister. My mom is a medical officer while my father is an engineer. I love cloudy sky and sunny day so much. I will literally force my friend to follow me go jogging when it's sunny. I will tell you more about myself in other posts. So, stay tune !

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A girl that always smile and always happy. The main character in a group friend. Even though she is always happy, didn't mean she doesn't have any problem. She just prefer to hide and didn't want to be a burden to her friends. That is ME. Hi, everyone. This is my personality. I'm an ESFP person which is according to MBTI, ESFPs are known as the Entertainer personality type. We are often friendly, outgoing, and enthusiastic, and we enjoy making things happen by getting others excited.

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read books (especially malay novels)

play netball

hanging out with my friends

FOODS

cats

cloudy day

sunny day

sleep

socializing

café hunting

watch movies with the loved ones

explore nature

hiking

daisyyy

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somewhere too quiet

losing friends

public speaking

running

toxic environment

not enough sleep

coffee

something salted egg flavored

avocado

horror movies

something terrifying

somewhere too dark

jumpscare

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Netball is one of my hobbies. I started playing netball when I was 11. At first, I don't like netball that much because our coach is very fierce and strict. I am often looked down upon by my team and coach. But I like it here in KGP because they appreciate me and always tell me that I'm great in netball. But still, I'm not great enough to join the MSSD. And just for you to know, I will always play netball and ii will never stop.

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These are my netball sapphire team members for sport's

day . I honestly miss them so much. Especially F3 players

since they are now at Bangi campus. They always

support me no matter what. So, for your information,

netball is the only sport I play since primary school. But,

I've only been to MSSD once. Last year, I can't go to

MSSD because I'm not old enough. Same goes too when

I'm 11. This year, I will make sure I got into the MSSD. Oh

yeah, when I'm stressed, I will always play netball

because it will help me to relax. Netball is one of the

most important element in my life. Without this sport,

my life will definitely be totally different. I hope one day I

can go to the MSSM. Inshaallah, one day.

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This is 'nasi ayam penyet'. This thing is the yummiest thing i've ever tasted. I will always eat this thing when me and my family goes to a restaurant or when we stopped at RnR.

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Reading malay novels is my hobby. I like to read something about life and love. When i read novels, i can stay in that place for more that 3 hours. I like to read books from iman publication. Sadly, I'm not that interested in books anymore, I can't even finish a book in months.

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My dream is to be a Biology lecturer. Why? The answer is simple, because i love Biology. I love learning about nature, I learning about love animals and I love learning about my body. And I kinda like to do hands on things especially experiment. But there's only one thing I don't like about doing an experiment. Obviously, it's lab report.

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This is my dream university. This is The University of Birmingham, United Kingdom. Why do I choose this university as my dream university? It is because ranked 84th in the QS World University Rankings 2024 and, as a Muslim, I need to pray and cover my 'aurat', so I need to find a university that is muslim-friendly. And after doing research, this university has a large Muslim population and offers facilities like prayer rooms and halal food. The Islamic Society is very active in organising events and support activities. Fun fact , my grandfather also studied here for his master , so he kinda inspires me a lot too !!

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I love this poem. I love chalant people. I love when people understand me without needing me to explain too much. I love it when people love me sincerely. And I’m very glad to say that i found those kind of people. #ilovemyfriends

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This is daisy. It's my favorite flower. In Norse mythology, the daisy is known as the sacred flower for the goddess of love, beauty and fertility. Because of this, daisies symbolise childbirth, motherhood and new beginnings. So they're a great flower to give to welcome a new baby! But i love it because of the color combination and for me this flower symbolise sincerity and honesty plus it also makes me calm.

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This is my favorite movie. You might be wondering, why do I choose this movie as my favorite movie? This is because I like fantasy movie that's not too hard for me to understand. Also, this movie has a very interesting storyline, it teaches us not to judge other people based on their looks and this movie shows us the unbreakable bond of friendship. The School for Good and Evil is a 2022 fantasy adventure film about two best friends who are transported to an enchanted school that trains aspiring heroes and villains to maintain the balance between good and evil.

So, what's your favorite movie?

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Please make some noise (noise)

Give me a sign (sign)

This can't be life

If there's a point to losing love

Repeating pain (why?)

It's all the same

I hate this place

Stuck in this paradigm

Don't believe in paradise

This must be what Hell is like

There's got to be more, got to be more

Sick of this head of mine

Intrusive thoughts, they paralyze

Nirvana's not as advertised

There's got to be more, been here before

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Life's better on Saturn

Got to break this pattern

Of floating away

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Find something worth saving

It's all for the taking

I always say

I'll be better on Saturn

None of this matters

Dreaming of Saturn, oh

If karma's really real

How am I still here?

Just seems so unfair

I could be wrong though

If there's a point to being good

Then where's my reward?

The good die young and poor

I gave it all I could

Stuck in this terradome

All I see is terrible

Making us hysterical

There's got to be more, got to be more

Sick of this head of mine

Intrusive thoughts, they paralyze

Nirvana's not as advertised

There's got to be more, been here before

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Life's better on Saturn

Got to break this pattern

Of floating away

Ooh (ooh, ooh)

Find something worth saving

It's all for the taking

I always say

I'll be better on Saturn

None of this matters

Dreaming of Saturn, oh

I like this song because it relates to our world nowadays. I sometimes feel like i will be better at other place and i also feel like i wanna disappear from this world.

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Ikhlas, A.K! is a very interesting book. It's about a man, Adam who is a very good muslim, met someone who's named Kaseh which is the daughter of a rich businessman who doesn’t know anything about islam even though she was born as a muslim. I very recommend this book for someone who likes romantic books but not too extreme.

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This quote basically explains the kind of person I want to become. I truly admire people who become the reason others start trusting again, and I love those who make me feel comfortable just by being around them. So, I really want to be that kind of person too.

It makes me happy to see other people happy. Let’s see by the end of the year, can I become the person described in this quote? Hmm… Pray for me guys

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Besides SZA’s songs, I also love Cortis’ songs. My favourite Cortis song is “Joyride.” It’s catchy and fun, and I can listen to it on repeat for hours. I really hope they release more songs like this on their second album. If they do, I’ll let you all know!

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This is tuxedo cats, this cat is cutecutecutecute. And also this cat is my favorite type of cat. Cuteness overload !!

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Silly pictures and crazy times, sisters at heart and partners in crime. The sugar to my tea, the moon to my night. That is the definition of this girl. Her name is Ishqa Ayra Damia binti Norfahizam. I love this girl with all my heart. She's the one who helped me with my works, she's the one who comforted me when i cried and she's the one that knows me the best. I really hope our friendship can maintain Fiddunya wal-akhirah. Love you, ceqaaa.

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This girl is the one who stays with me since PPCS 2022 until now. My unpaid therapist, my partner and my sister. Maybe not by blood but sisters by heart. For Amatullah, I want to tell you that I love you so much, only Allah knows how much I love you, Ama. I hope our friendship will will never break even if we're far apart.

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This is Maya. I love her so much.Even if everyone left me, she will always be waiting for me, always there for me. I love her so much. She's very pretty and kind . I love her so much. I hope this friendship will never end.

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This is putri from 3K1. Since I don't have an older sister, I treat her as one. I want to thank her for all she has done to me. I kinda miss her to be honest.

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As someone who's crazy, i need someone to be crazy with me. This friend of mine is like a walking comedy show! She always have me cracking up with her jokes and funny antics. Hanging out with her is like a guaranteed happiness boost! She understands me, she matches my frequency, i can tell her anything and she will throw the best advices. She is sometimes my therapist but she can also be the one who needed the therapy. Also she's my sugar mommy. Always be the one who buys something for me. hehe

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I love my family. We are not perfect, but I always feel safe around them. I used to think that family was not that important, but then I realized that family is everything. They are my friends, my therapists, my entertainers, and my everything. I can always count on them because they are always there to help me, and I love helping them too.

I love the fact that my family is not too serious. They enjoy making jokes, sometimes they are lame, and sometimes they are really funny. I truly hope that my family gets everything they have ever wished for, because they really deserve it.

To umi, abi, abang, epah, man, and adik: I really love you all. Please stay with me forever. Thank you for always being there, for always making me laugh, and for shaping me into the person I am today. You guys really prove that blood is thicker than water.

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this is my mom. i love her so much because she works really hard to give our family a better life. she’s also done so many interesting jobs, and i want to tell you about them.

my mom got a MARA scholarship to study medicine at Monash University in Melbourne. even though she had to repeat a year, she didn’t give up and graduated successfully! she started as a houseman at Hospital Melaka, then became a medical officer at Hospital Alor Gajah.

after that, we moved a lot because of my dad’s work. my mom worked in a prison, treating prisoners, and later in clinics and hospitals in terengganu and melaka. she worked in emergency and psychology departments, and now she checks students’ health at schools and gives them vaccinations.

through all these jobs, she’s met many different people and learned a lot. she gives great advice, gets along with everyone, and still raises her children including my disabled sibling so well. my mom is one of my role models. i love you, umii!

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The person receiving the award on stage is my grandfather, also known as Tokwan. He is an emeritus professor in Mechanical Engineering. Throughout UTHM’s upgrading process, he held several important positions, such as Dean and Director of Corporate and International Relations. Most impressively, he was the individual responsible for making UTHM the first public university to offer an Aeronautics program, allowing the university to produce professional engineers in their respective fields.

I think all these achievements are more than enough to inspire me and make me want to become a professor. Because of him, my mom lived in the UK for several years, which helped her gain more experience and knowledge about other places. I think that is really cool.

My Tokwan makes me want to pursue a high level of education because I realized that with a good education, you will be surrounded by educated people. But, of course, the best part is that I myself will be educated. I can use my knowledge to help more people. Another reason is that people will respect us if we are educated. Money does not buy respect, but knowledge does.

My dream is to become a professor who is caring for my students, helps other people a lot, is friendly with others, but at the same time follows the rules and takes care of my deen. I really hope I can achieve my dream someday so that I can also inspire other people, just like my Tokwan inspired me.

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Have you ever wondered what it feels like to take care of a disabled person or in this case, a child? Well, I have a little brother who is disabled. His name is Uthman Affan bin Mursyidi. He was born with global developmental delay. He makes our family a little different, but that is also the reason why our family is unique.

He has delayed motor skills, like walking and sitting, speech and language difficulties, slow cognitive development, limited social interaction, and trouble with daily self-care tasks compared to other children. He still can’t really speak, so it’s sometimes hard for us to communicate with him. He also struggles to control his emotions. When he is mad, he throws things around, hits us with toys, and sometimes pulls our hair. He likes to play with our things, tear our books, and scatter toys everywhere. So, we always need to keep valuable items locked in our room.

Sometimes, my family and I feel frustrated when he does things like that, but he is our responsibility, and it’s not his fault that he was born with a disability. So, we always have to control our tempers. Maybe that’s why people say I’m a patient person. Of course, sometimes when we can’t handle it anymore, we scold him a little. Despite all this, he is still a loving person. He will come and hug you to say sorry if he makes you mad or if he sees you crying. He always smiles, and his smile makes us happy. He also loves to greet other people. If someone bothers you, he will chase that person to protect you.

We always need to consider whether a place is suitable for Uthman, since he is easily overwhelmed. But that obviously does not stop us from traveling or living life to the fullest. Having a disabled family member does not prevent you from doing everything, you just need to do it in a slightly different way. At first, our family struggled to take care of him since my parents are both working and my siblings are still young. But now, we have adapted and learned how to care for him properly. Uthman has also improved a lot since he started going to school and attending therapies. I am proud of him, and I hope he continues to learn and grow. I can’t even imagine what our family would be like without him. He lights up our home and brings us all together.

So, if you ever come across people with disabilities, please be respectful. They also have feelings and deserve to be treated like anyone else. I hope you learn something from this post. Thank you for reading!

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This is me and my family during Hari Raya celebration. We chose navy blue as our theme because it is much better than the other color recommended by my brother which is neon green with light reflector. So, what I like about this Hari Raya celebration is that I am allowed to wear shawl. Usually, my mom always ask me to wear instant hijab and bawal (the square one). I don't know why but my mother doesn't care about it this year. But at last, I kinda regretted my decision because the awning is not meant for my face, it makes me looks so chubby. After all, I still like the hijab. Also, another thing I like about this raya is that our family went to my grandfather's house before hari raya. I think for the last two years, we went to my grandfather's house wether on hari raya or second day of raya. Why? Because my mom is a doctor and she needs to work on the first day of raya. But this year, we already moved to Melaka and now my mom's work is easier and less busy compared to when she was working at Hospital Kemaman. So, that's what makes this raya one of the best raya ever. But what I don't like is that I get less duit raya than last year's raya. Maybe because I'm now 13 ? I don't know.

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The picture above is my manifesto poster. I'm running for 'Exco kerohanian muslim asas 2 perempuan'. Firstly, I have already been thinking to be this exco since last year. But for last year, there will only be one exco which means I need to fight with foundation 2 students. Which basically means I will lose. So, I keep my dream until this year and I tried to be MTP. Alhamdulillah, I achieved my dream. But then now I realize, taking this position will make your day a lot busier. But you know what, it's too late to regret. So just go through it and be happy !!

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The matching sweater you see up there is the matching sweater that I bought during outing with Qaseh. I spent RM80 just to buy those two sweater. Before we went to that store, we already went to Bath and Body Work to buy Qaseh's body mist, Watsons to buy skincare and we went to a gift shop to buy a present for teacher's day. When we go back to IPGKRM we are super duper hungry. So, we went to the mamak restaurant in front of IPGKRM and bought fried maggi for Ain, rice with chicken and curry with milo 'ikat tepi'. But Qaseh was still hungry because she just ate a little, so we bought 'ayam gunting'. And then we head back to our room. There's only one thing we don't have when we go back. It is money. We don't even have RM10 left in our pocket when we are back. huhu

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Since I'm an MTP, I also got extra works to do, like for example we need to handle events and so on. So our first event we need to handle is teacher's day celebration. Muslim spiritual exco needs to handle flower delivery for lecturers. So, we need to find any florist available, take order, place the order, wrap the flower and print the notes for lecturers. We, MTP decorated the DM until 12:30 night, and still, the next day we need to handle the event. It was so tiring, but I don't care about it. Since this event is the first event i have ever handled in my life , it’s not perfect and there is just so much thing i can improve, but it makes me happy to see lecturers and student enjoy what we did. And for lecturers, I want to say Happy Teacher's Day !!

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Recently, I discovered a K-pop group made up of young teenagers, some born in 2009 and only about two years older than me. I was amazed that at such a young age, they have already produced great music, created impressive choreography, performed on international stages, and even won several awards in less than a year after debuting.

I love watching their videos because they are fun, creative, and show their true selves. That’s why I admire them so much. It makes me sad to see them receive so many negative comments, but I truly hope they stay strong and continue making more amazing music.

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I went to her house for class project and i i got to play with her cutee cat, i want play with it again huhu …

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This is the picture of me and my best friend on my first day at school !! To be honest, i miss her and also my old school because i used to be the top student there because the syllabus is so easy huhu

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Cute, isn't it ? I love this video soo muchhh because it's freaking cute.

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This was one of the best parts of our trip to Padang. I enjoyed this moment so much because I had never tried horse riding without anyone assisting me before. It was kind of hard, but overall it was really fun. I’m looking forward to learning more about how to ride a horse like a pro.

You know, my brother learned how to ride a horse at his school. So when he rides a horse, everyone looks at him and kind of praises him. Personally, I think he’s just okay, not that pro though.

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I have always wanted to try adventurous activities such as rock climbing, white-water rafting, and other exciting challenges. But for now, I have other priorities, and my mom wouldn’t allow my dad, my siblings, and me to do such activities because they can be dangerous.

So, it’s my dream to try all these adventurous things once I have my own money. It’s fun to take on challenges and prove to others that you’re capable of doing them.

Is anyone else interested in these kinds of activities?

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Last holiday , me and my family went to Padang and Bukit Tinggi , Indonesia. I had so much fun. In this picture , I was wearing Indonesian’s traditional dress. It was sooo hot, I sweat a lot that time.

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In this picture, i was riding an elephant in Thailand. I went there when I was 5 years old because my dad has work there. It was such an amazing experience for me. I had a lot of pity at the elephant because they were hitting the elephant using whips.

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i have always been interested in this field called marine biology. since i was raised at terengganu, i often go to the beach and eat breakfast by the shore. those memories make me interested in knowing more about marine biology since i also went snorkelling for a few times and get to explore ocean’s beauty. but for know im in a dilemma … i dont know if i should continue microbiology, zoology, ecology or marine biology. i think its obvious that i would love to learn about our environment. i love animals

but i dont like seeing animals get hurt so i cant be a vet. i love ocean but im kind of scared to explore the ocean and to encounter scary and dangerous animals like sharks, poisonous fish, jellyfish, stingray and slimy animals. i would love to learn microbiology but im scared that i will get bored easily and the choice of work is not that interesting. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔, itsokay gang, i still have plenty of time to decide my academic pathway, for now i need to focus, finish my assignments, answer exams carefully, be active in more competitions, volunteer more and please doakan me to get 3.8+ , i need another 0.01 to reach that cgpa, i wanna make my parents proud.

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this year, i cant join mssd netball again because of age restrictions, and its hard to train for u15 categories because they are all at seremban campus, so i just help ishqa to train the u18 team and i became a quartermaster again, i really want to join next year’s mssd since next year is my last chance to join the mssd, pls pls pls let me join it , i love netball wholeheartedly and i want to help ishqa achieve her goal or dream or something, i know she can do it, i believe in her, and actually , i want to prove myself that i can do it too, i have been playing netball for 5 years babe, i wanna see wether i improve or not and at least i need a closure because i know its hard for me to play netball after i finished highscool so please let me join it next year, i wanna create more memories of something i love with someone i love

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i yearn for a clear face, normal bmi and ofcourse i want people to know me, to have conversation with me, i want tl be an outgoing person and extrovert, i dont like being quiet and awkward especially with seniors