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one. you're so adorable
even if you say that i'm cuter, we all know that's a lie. i could go on and on about how cute you are dammit. can i squish you in my smol arms forever? i think i'd like that a lot
two. when you pout
oh my god - when you puff your cheeks out, it's actually the cutest thing i've ever seen and i have to keep resisting the urge to smack them
three. that jawline of yours
it's so shARp that it cUTs me, i could even slice the vegetables for dinner with them like h oly sh i t. speaking of dinner, i can't wait to cook for you everyday in the future h hh
four. have i mentioned how cute you are
i could go on and on about how cute you are dammit. can i squish you in my smol arms forever? i think i'd like that a lot
five. but you're also daddy af
not that i'm complaining or anything - you're such daddy material ngh but just pretend you didn't hear that cause you'll never let me live that down istg you bully. n-ngh daddy i love everything you do to me, i love it when you punish your baby boy, i love you
seven. i love waking up to you
from your husky morning voice to just seeing a new reply from you to me, i can't help but feel all giddy and floofy as soon as i wake up
eight. our future
wow hi can i just put these here for a bit  .. .. .. ... . ..
scenario one. my smol self just in the kitchen cooking for our family when you come up from behind, both kiddos in hand before pressing kisses all over my neck hng
scenario two. i always imagine me getting drunk at 3am and you're there to just pick me up and you'd gimme a piggyback ride while we walk down the street c o u ghs and there's a lot of cheesy jokes and puns
scenario three. one day i'd just fall sick and it'd be up to you to take care of me which means ... cooking - i can just imagine you struggling so much just to make some soup and you'd be trying your hardest and panic every time you hear me cough adgshhdsashk
nine. no questions asked just this
HOT KOREAN CAMBOY JEON WONU 1 minute ago Reply
jinan i dare you to marry me
ten. i just love you
from the way your arms wrap perfectly around me or the slight crinkle in your eyes whenever you smile. i just love all those small things about you wonu

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it's not much, is it? it took me a while to choose a ring for us but i think i found the right one. it's not a proposal, i'm too shy to do one of those but it's not a promise ring either. they say that promise rings mean the couple isn't ready for marriage but one day it'll happen. although for you, i'm always ready so i got these rings to represent us and something else. remember all those times you made my heart do a thing? this is it, my heartbeat and yours, we're pretty in sync i'd say. inside the rings i decided to engrave our names for each other inside, wonu and jinan; a name that only we call each other. i would make a dumb cheesy pun about rings but it's not that grate. oh god i think i should stop myself but hey wonu, i love you, happy one month of dealing with me baby ♡

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i met someone new today, i hate him so much. he keeps saying that i'm not even a top which is obviously a lie because i'm such daddy material. jeon wonwoo can go suck a dick, he's the real bottom.

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we fought again, pretty sure i won the fight but then again ... i did go down on my knees for him. IT WAS A MISUNDERSTANDING DAMMIT. i thought he was gonna give me something but boy was i wrong.

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for some reason it felt weird not seeing him around, i really wanted to argue with him for some reason? i don't think it means anything, why would i miss a trashbag like him in the first place. i think being one of the single amigays is affecting me hAHAHA I'M BYE.

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okay so he admitted he missed me and called me a cute piece of shit. i bet he got dared to do that, it's not like him to tell me this but it did make make me happy. i was expecting him to tell me i'm short or something, he must be drunk ahAHAHAH??

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i completely blacked out yesterday, wonwoo called me short after i said something and then i got drunk last night, i can't remember what exactly happened but everyone was telling me i kissed wonwoo !!! FIRSTLY, IF BY ANY CHANCE WE DID KISS - THAT WAS MY FIRST KISS. SECONDLY, I FEEL LIKE KISSING HIM AGAIN. i should really stop drinking like this. remind me to hide all the alcohol bottles for the sake of my health.

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so we ended up cuddling, just as friends obviously and i made up a nickname for him; wonu. it sounds really cute, i think it suits him a lot eheh. oh yeah, he started calling me jinan - it's better than twink so -

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i've been neglecting this diary haven't i?? there's been a lot on my mind like wonu and i just need somewhere to write all my feelings down. for some reason, i keep trying to glance at wonu. he's like a magnet i'm attracted to him i can't keep my eyes off of him. junk said that i was in love with him, doubt it.

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fuckity fuck, it's 4am and my body hurts like hell. i went over to wonu's just to do some baking but he uh - we - we did it. it was really ... intense for my first time. they say it always hurts first time around but i kinda enjoyed it a lot. he's such a daddy??? oh god if he reads this, i'm going to jump into the kiddie pool and drown. hopefully i'll be able to walk tomorrow or we'll have to delay our comeback pft.

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i'm a mess right now, i feel so happy and embarrassed and oh god my heart won't stop beating so fast. i was on the verge of breaking down on the spot, so many people saw ... that. the day finally came, i don't think i was mentally or physically prepared. he made a 69 reasons why he loved me and i'm so??? i can't think properly, i must be dreaming. he asked me out.

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so i realised how kinky we are, i got dared to well uh - tease wonu which kinda led to something else. i should get him to carry me around everywhere, my body hurts from last night. i tried taking that bdsm test everyone was talking about and my results were really .... high. i never knew i was like this but at least wonu and i are really compatible.

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so i was in such a bad mood in the morning but after wonu kissed me, i felt so safe and alive?? i think he's got some magic to him, god, i'm so whipped for this tall idiot.

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i'd like to thank my parents for my smol genes because now i've found out that i'm a perfect fit inside of wonu's jumpers. only problem is that my head barely fits out the top so it's harder to breath actually wait i take that back - wonu's my oxygen so it's the best.

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i've been around to like a billion different stores trying to look for a wonu's birthday present. i wanted to get him something that would mean a lot so i ended up with a lil pupper. it's not even our first month but the thought of starting a family with him makes me so excited. i wanted this doggo to be the first edition to our family, we can take care of this lil fella together heh. i hope he likes it.

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AAAA I'M SO HAPPY, HE LOVED THE DOGGO AND WE'VE ENDED UP WITH THE NAME COCO. apparently it's also pronounced as cock-o. dammiT THIS IS SUCH A LUSKETEER MOVE. i still can't believe he's younger than me, my boyfriend is growing up so fine. time to spoil him with cuddles and kisses.

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i managed to snap a picture of wonu without being tackled to death. i keep clicking on my camera roll just to look at this picture asdfhjkgl. he looks so hot wtf?? silver hair looks really good on him, i hope he keeps it for a while.

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okay so it was kinda unplanned but wonu met my dad and i'd have to say it went pretty well other than the fact that dad found out about the stuff we do. he seems fine with it now but they've already started calling each other papa and son. my heart is swelling so much, i think we've got his approval ehehe.

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we spent most of the night just talking about our future. winwin got married a while ago and i just feel so sappy suddenly?? i've always wanted twins, one boy and girl as for their names - i tried combining wonu and my name together to create woojin and jinwoo. i think it's really cute heh, we'd have a complete family. wonu, me, our kids and coco.

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our monthsary is coming up but i found out i have a track and field event to get to. luckily i managed to swap things out so i'd make it back just in time to celebrate it with wonu. the things i do for this guy, it's all worth it.

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i just picked up wonu's presents from the store, everything costed quite a bit but i'm so excited to see the look on his face.

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oh my god, it's tomorrow. i'm not ready for this, time to hide this diary for the sake of my life. i pray everything goes well, bYe.

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you will not believe how long it took me to get this from the store to our place. first of all i had to get all the amigay's help because of how giant this damn bear is. you're probably wondering why a bear and i can assure you that there's a perfectly good reason. the minor reason is that i want to cuddle with you as we lay against the bear - the main reason is whenever i go to sleep, i hate leaving you because you seem to miss me a lot. wonu, every time you miss me just hug the bear. it'll remind you of me, you got the jeon jinhwan shamp of approval

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oh hi there. you're really dumb and i hate you. but i'm even more dumber, and i'm stupidly in love with you. i never knew i could feel like this about someone and it just makes me happy to know that you're my boyfriend.

reading the padlet you made for me actually made me cry - i'm so weak wth i don't think my heart can handle your sweetness, it's done so many flips and turns whenever i see you or hear your name

i could go on and on about how much i love you but that means filling up 920174891 worth of pages. i can't believe we've made it this far so here's to our future together. i love you ... baby heh

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i decided to buy us two polaroid cameras. i'm no photographer but i can't picture a life without you. you see, there's a double meaning behind this camera. one represents your famous name of camboy cOUGHS and for the other one, i want each picture we take  to represent all our memories with each other. remember that thing i told you i was working on? you'll see that soon i promise wonu.