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it's been two months🎉
way longer actually. more like three, right?
but officially, two.
♡two fifteen♡
or, well, for you, two sixteen :')

i don't think i've ever been so happy for so long in a relationship.
(that sounds,, somewhat depressing,
but it's a happy thing! i promise !!)
there's a lot of reasons, and i could tell you all of them if you'd like to know, but that's,, a weird way to spend our anniversary.
i just need you to know that. it's very important to me that you do. and that thought was the spark that pushed me to do this, so of course i needed to include it.

i'm happiest when i'm with you.

building off of that first point: thank you.
maybe it's just my imagination,
or maybe it's the truth.
but i just get this feeling, here and there, that you're giving in to me, letting me get my way.
sometimes, i'm selfish. and a lot of times, i'm childish. and still, you never get mad at me or complain.
and i'm grateful for it. thank youㅡ

and i'm also sorry for it.
it's not fair for me to always get what i want. we should compromise and share. i want to give you the things you want, too. i'll try harder for you♡

and i... really.. really.. really.. love you.
like a lot.
like maybe if i weighed it, it would be ten gazillion ×999 kilos.
like i could starve for days and still feel full.
like i could run around the world and still my heart wouldn't beat as fast as it does when i'm with you.

maybe not as much as i love yoongi thoughㅡ
heh, just kidding♡

you >>>>> yoongi

and that's saying something. considering how much i love yoongi.

i felt like i hadn't expressed myself enough, so i did this butnowimembarrassedthatwassosappyandcheesy kwkfkwx yeLLs and rolls around, kicking in the air.

qjdjjad well, now you can't ever say i don't love you. because i just told you exactly how much i do c:

i love you.

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in which i use songs to say things i find it hard to tell you face-to-face:
playlists for you, from my heart.

( so please pay attention to the lyrics !! <3 )

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when we are apart:

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+ come back, be here ㅡ taylor swift
+ without you ㅡ oh wonder
+ don't leave me alone ㅡ baek yerin
+ just one day ㅡ bts
+ i miss you ㅡ soyou
+ can you hear my heart ㅡ epik high ft. lee hi
+ you & i ㅡ iu

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when i am with you:

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+ you are me, i am you ㅡ zico
+ you are my everything ㅡ gummy
+ my dear ㅡ red velvet
+ spring is gone by chance ㅡ loco ft. yuju
+ really really ㅡ winner
+ i'd lie ㅡ taylor swift
+ i'll pick you up ㅡ standing egg
+ say yes ㅡ loco, punch
+ always ㅡ yoon mirae
+ lego house ㅡ ed sheeran
+ fool ㅡ red velvet
+ nagging ㅡ iu ft. lim seulong
+ true love ㅡ coldplay
+ limón y sal ㅡ julieta venegas
+ all about us ㅡ he is we ft. owl city
+ talkin' bout love ㅡ j rabbit
+ warm on a cold night ㅡ honne
+ darling u ㅡ yesung, seulgi

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places i want to go with you, a list of adventures:

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+ paris, france ㅡ to reenact beauty and the beast and to explore one of the most romantic cities in the world.
+ 42 wallaby way, sydney, australia ㅡ to visit "p. sherman" as well as one of my most favorite childhood movies. and maybe you can show me around some other places, too.
+ seoul, korea ㅡ so i can show you around this time. first, my aunt's cute lil garden house. then, my favorite library/bookstore. street shopping and street food. so many places !!
+ disneyland ㅡ because you're my prince wjfjjajcsi'mshygoodbye
+ the whOLe world ㅡ anywhere because i don't have to be in disneyland to be at the happiest place in earth (i just have to be with you)

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the best boyfriend ever, a list of things i love about him:

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+ dork

+ super cute

+ calls me 'pretty'
+ miNE
+ listening to my stories
+ his stories
+ and listening to them
+ really really nice
+ always makes me laugh
+ dorkiest dork ever
+ whippedt (for meeeee♡♡)
+ akskwjdjajaz chEESY
+ so so considerate ; ^ ;
+ my dork
+ mine
+ oH Oh OH this face: ._.
+ ndjwkdjd i love it
+ always tries his hardest
+ even to the point of overworking himself😔
+ so many many nicknames
+ retweet and like spams
+ he calls them his "daily stalking"
+ nkdka what a dOrk
+ so dumb and clueless ekcnakkx
+ bUT ALSO REALLY SMART ¿¿?!?!?¿?!¿!
+ HOW DOES THAT WORK¿?!!¿?!?¿
+ he helped me with math and i got all mushy and soft and fell in love even more
+ but all he did was help me with math¿¿¿¿????
+ like two problems.
+ bUT HE'S SO SMART I'M SOBBING
+ ahem,, this list is making me emotionalㅡ
+ oh oH OH AND WHEN HE CONFESSED AJAKXIOAKA
+ "will you go out with me?"
+ "yes or yes"
+ a dORK (293892)
+ sorryㅡ mY* dork
+ aND THEN AND THEN
+ THE BEST PART IS:
+ he made the "yes or yes" part a poll and someone else voted before i did
+ aND HE THOUGHT IT WAS ME AND GOT SO EXCITED
+ im crying how cute what a dOrk he's so duMb
+ he got so excited thoughㅡ
+ even though he made it yes or yes
+ so he cleaRLy already anticipated my answer
+ or he was just being his v cute dorky self to get me to say yes
+ butofcoursei'dsayyeswhywouldn'ti?¿¡!?
+ so i did c:
+ he's so modest
+ he's really good at cuddling and matching layouts
+ but he doesn't believe in himself 😔😔
+ but he's so good at them 😔😔😔
+ he doesn't believe me 😔😔😔😔😔
+ but that's😔okay😔
+ because I 😔believe😔in😔him😔
+ anD AND
+ he loves animals 😭😭
+ thAt's vEry impOrtant !!!
+ you know what else is important?
+ the fact
+ that he's
+ a dORK
+ sorry
+ and he likes being called op*a
+ i rarely do it, thoughㅡ
+ maybe i should do it now
+ since it's an event and all??
+ this is special enough right????
+ right????
+ that's okay i think i'll do it next time
+ ndkakdjax
+ i bet he read that and got so excited
+ then so disappointed
+ awww imagine the cute puppy pout on his face
+ oOH that's another one
+ cute puppy pouts
+ (he always denies this, but it's true)
+ hEAD PATS !!!!
+ oh and when he gets lowkey jealous
+ jsjxjajf stOP BEING CUTE
+ (he denies that, too, but it's true)
+ lowkey intimidated by my occasional paragraphs/rants
+ jwjxjakd tbh i know he can do even better
+ amazed at my "perfect grammar"
+ gets sad about being unable to couple dp
+ cue the cute puppy pout
+ watches dramas w me
+ and then gets jealous of the main male leads
+ bcifangirloverthemalot
+ so then after that, we watched dramas with him as the male lead wjfjakkxs
+ andifangirledoverthesecondlead
+ cue the cute puppy pout (2)
+ is this too long
+ wants to be manly/gentlemanly
+ he really is, though
+ don't tease him about that, you guys
+ he's trying very hard
+ and it's working
+ because here i am
+ whippedt as heck
+ writing this huge list
+ My Boyfriend Is Manly And No One Can Convince Me Otherwise
+ unless he wants to be feminine
+ then heck yes
+ Everyone, I'm Gay (part 3)
+ (isitpart3or4)
+ (or5??¿?)
+ (this is too long isn't it)
+ the many many nicknames he gives me
+ (is anyone still reading down to hereㅡ)
+ always asking me how my day was
+ (rip bless your soul)
+ good morning messages
+ (i could go on and on)
+ good night cuddles
+ (but ive already gotten too sappy anxjja)
+ he makes me so sappy
+ (oh no why did i do this)
+ and shy
+ (i don't think i'll be able to show this to him)
+ dnkakdka markie i love you dies goodbye♡