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I made so many friends here. But now everyone's gone. One person that has even commuter Suicide. Goodbye

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also I LOVE THE THEME!!!!

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It's kinda depressing how I haven't seen Austyn in a long time

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It's kinda depressing how I haven't seen Austyn in a long time

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I know that I have been a huge ass hole and I know that I have hurt some of yall. I am really sorry for being an ass because I am such a screw up and I fuck shit up and start even more shit. I am such an ass and I'm sorry. I dont know if anyone will see this but I am thinkin about leaving padlet for a while. At least a month or more. Idk I'm just going through a lot and school isn't helping much. I might get on to say hi every so often but I am in such a big hole and I just need a break from everything. I might kill myself but I might not. I need help but I dont want anyone else to hurt because of what I am going through. I am sorry for hurting you all and I'm sorry for everything I have said. I am going to stay on here for this week but idk abt next week and so on. I love you all so much and that is why I am going to get off for a while.

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Where are my friends? Where are you all?

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Where are my friends? Where are you all?

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Anyone on? I miss Bryce and I don't have anyone to talk to. I also feel sad, but I don't know why..

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Anyone on? I miss Bryce and I don't have anyone to talk to. I also feel sad, but I don't know why..

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Every one of you guys. I'm sorry I can't help you all...

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Every one of you guys. I'm sorry I can't help you all...

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Pain free

Would mean so much

Less stress

Less worries

More happiness

I want to take it from them

All of them

My friends

You guys, yes

I want to take it

I will handle it all

I already help

Everyone when they need it

So why not be able

To carry all of your pain?

Your burdens?

Your fears?

Let me help you

All of you

Don't worry about me

I’ll be fine

You’ll be happy

So I will too, right?

I just want you to be okay

To be happy

You all deserve happiness

I can do it

I can provide that

Just let me help you

Through your fears

Your hard times

Your pain

Let me be a friend

One you all deserve

-Austyn, 12/11/20

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Steven, you are a very bright Kid. and i got to say most boys are really complete idiots (Well the ones i met🙄) you are very wise for you age even know I don't know anything about you but you are very kind and caring i know you are going through a hard time with losing your friend and i am really sorry for all the pain i have caused and everything that i have done you make the chat so much calmer i get it you don't talk much or even be on the chat as much but you make WAYY more sense I do you need to have a good life You are smart you use your brain and i would like to know about you btw sometimes i like your mysterious personality because idk lol but yeah Steven don't let the world fool you I don't hate you I love you bbsf!

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I cleared the chat because it was getting really laggy for me

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I cleared the chat because it was getting really laggy for me