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Neuroticism I experience high levels of emotions associated with this element of the Big 5. For years I have had problems control my anger. I tend to have loud and sometimes uncontrollable outbursts. When with other people I can lose control of my emotions, leading me to be very angry or sad for almost no reason. Also I believe that these influxes of emotions may have to do with my family situation, my parent's divorce that has left permanent scars in my emotions

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When talking about agreeableness I think that I truly rank highly on this portion. I tend to be very compassionate about people and things that I care about. Sometimes almost too much. I would say that I am not a push over, but I definitely do more for others than they do for me.

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I would say that I am definitely a extrovert. I am very outgoing when it comes to friends, and even strangers. As a child I was always the class clown I seek the approval of others through laughter. I also hate when I feel left out regardless of the activity. I seek friends of all types, looking for a feeling of belonging.

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To me I find that when comparing myself to the humanistic theory I find that where my needs are change heavily and often. Whether it be from wishing I had more friends, to hoping that my parents are not arguing and not paying attention to me or my sister. Things in my life have improved greatly in the last few years. The lowest point in the hierarchy of needs I have been has been looking for safety. When my parents got divorced we almost lost our home, and were almost out on the street. The divorce left both my mom and dad in debt. This was some of the worst times in my life. Not knowing if we would keep our house or be forced to be in some unknown location. However that did not end up becoming necessary, we pulled through and stayed in our house. My mother and I have been doing very well as of late and I can only be thankful.

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Growing up I was definitely more id than superego. I would focus more on achieving pleasurable and desirable situations. I believe a event that has shaped the way I am with people; was when my dad and mom got divorced. It has made it harder to trust what people tell me . I do not try to be this way but due to the events in my life I now understand why I feel this way. Growing up however I have completely changed when talking about Id and superego. Today I find myself putting others first the majority of the time. In my option this is also due to my parents. I have had to teach myself how to handle most of my situations, leading me to care more for others.