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ignore my name 🙏

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How long?

The boy in my head

he is cautious but sympathetic

he has long legs

and brittle bones

how long will you hate him?

this boy, he lives inside of me

squeezed between my rib cage

thrown around my chest

as i try to tuck him away

how long until he can’t take it?

i’ve always had a feminine grace

humanity in my eyes

but society gets petrified

so i have to block him out.

how long until he stops faking?

my ribs are exploding

from inside my heavy chest

i attempt to shove him down

not wanting him to resurface

but, his wings of masculinity

begin to protrude out my sides

how long until he finds the words?

if you look closely

youll see him

in the way i dress

how i act

always begging

to peak through.

how long until he says it?

my chest is open

my heart bared to you

yet my glass body has fallen to shards

that threaten to pierce if you come too close.

how long until i can’t find him?

i’m begging to let him out

but he’s trapped in my skin

yet sometimes

i think he’s trapped

in the girl

that you perceive i am

how long will he hide?

i am a boy, without the

long legs and brittle bones

my glass body may look menacing,

his wings broken and bruised

but all i want is for you to believe,

believe me when i say

i’m losing myself in this body.

how long will you hate me?

how long until i can’t take it?

how long until i stop faking?

how long until i find the words?

how long until i say it?

how long until he can’t find me?

how long will i hide?

how long until i die?

a poem about being trans

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From the POV of people who chose to put down kids. (a criticism)

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this is about not being able to go out and do stuff typically teenagers do and feeling left out

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A poem about health care

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Musicality vs The World

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pink ‘domination’ - the poem speaks out about how women face gender bias in male dominated fields/industries. 