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At the end of 2020, when I was doing the cleaniness in Grandma´s house and a watched in the TV a MV of seven boys very nice that made me head explode with their talet and then them made me happy and created a place where I feel comfortable and loved, it should be said that I began to be a true army only in 2021 since before I did not have a phone or the freedom to share them, since the beginning of 2021 they became my vice and obsession. Every time I see them my heart is warm.

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When I was in the third grade of elementary school, while playing soccer with my friends, I stepped on the top of the ball, I slipped and fell on my back, the noise was not as strong as the pain I felt at that moment. I clearly remember that I couldn't breathe and I saw everything black and white, I felt like I was dying, it was horrible.

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Family trips, reunions with people and special moments.

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Family trips, reunions with people and special moments.

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I have never traveled further than Ocaña, but even those short trips with my family make me want to go back in time, we always stopped at various stations to eat something and take photos. We left early in the morning when there was not much traffic and the weather was excellent, when we arrived where my girlfriend gave us the typical Colombian lunch that we all love (sancocho and the seca, in addition to the orange juice). I remember the meetings there with the whole family.

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The question about my feelings and personal growth.

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The question about my feelings and personal growth.

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2020 has many meanings for me, but the most traumatic is the depression I experienced.
Let's go back to the year where the Covid 19 pandemic was at its peak, everyone was sent to quarantine and you could leave the house. I was 14 years old, to my surprise my feelings had not awakened, I am talking about anxiety, depression, frustration due to fear of the future, annoyance at seeing that others were moving forward and I was not. Sometimes I got up and didn't even greet my family, I didn't say a word all day, I felt guilty for not knowing what was happening to me. That whole year I was blue and gray with no answers.

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My dream since I was a child had always been to go to study at a university in a central city and the fact of starting a new life has become stronger and stronger, but that dream was shattered when I began to see that my family's finances were not enough. It was the right one to keep me away. I sunk into a reproach towards life itself and cried for a week straight, then my family began to give me solutions and that's how I ended up studying online, it's not that bad, but my dream of going in search of new horizons is still kept looking to be fulfilled.

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I have already said that BTS made me feel alive again since I met them.
In 2022 I didn't have much time to watch all their content during the week because it was the last grade of school and I had a lot of homework, that's why I always waited for the weekends to see everything related to them, I admit that I also stayed up late and saw a lot of concerts and live while I was at school, but if I had known that all that euphoria of seeing them together was going to end I would have done everything possible to enjoy those moments more... Second part?

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On October 17, 2022, I imagined and had in mind a great day, my week of vacation had ended and I was returning from my daughter's house. I told myself the day before, I will exercise and go out with my friends, but the BTS company had another surprise for me. I woke up and took my cell phone to see Bangtan news like every day, but that day I found another type of content: "... We are proud to announce that BTS is going to complete military service, so their return as a group It will be until 2025." My first reaction was, THIS IS NOT REAL, I even had to go to Twitter to confirm and YES, it was true, I cried and cried, even my mother came into my room worried.
I didn't know how to react, it was very hard to know that my seven angels were not going to be around for 2 years, the time that day seemed eternal, I was looking at the phone, crying, I even slept for 4 hours in the afternoon. My depression returned after that day. I regretted not having taken the time to see them.

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Many people don't realize it because they don't want to, others because they are very asleep.
My first awakening was when I met BTS, they made me smile after my depression in 2020, thanks to them I am what I am now and I am not afraid to say it, because they saved me. The second and most important thing is ME, who I am, this year I decided to work on myself, I started reading the book "Make your dreams come true", and it was an encounter with myself, I was able to see my traumas, fears, dreams and all those layers that cover me. beautiful being. After following the letters of that book step by step, I feel lighter (I pay more attention to what I do and ask myself why I do it), I feel loved because I sincerely love myself, not only my body, but also myself. being, what I have been, what I am and the person I hope to become, I accept my mistakes because from them I can learn to be better, that is awakening, being aware of my power and what I am capable of doing because I come of the light.

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A salary is just that if there is no vocation.

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A salary is just that if there is no vocation.

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One morning in March 2022 I had my first official picnic with my best friend and a few other friends. What I remember most about that day was the stress of shopping and doing the math because we thought we wouldn't be able to buy enough food, but it turned out that we exaggerated and we had to save it for the trip to the pool that we had that afternoon. We told each other a lot of things. While we played classic games with friends, took photos and recorded videos for Tik Tok that day, once the sun was high we had to run under a very refreshing tree where we took a short nap. The place was quiet and we were happy.

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This year I had a bitter time due to my mother's condescension.
Last year, at the end, a friend of my mom asked me to take care of her daughter for a few days, this year at the beginning the same thing happened, but those "days" turned into weeks and even months, but the girl was still here . Something that didn't bother me until he started to exceed my confidence by taking my things and messing them up to the point of getting lost. Her stay here became hell, I endured it until the slightest thing irritated me and we ended up fighting. I talked to her mother and she didn't stay again.
For 2 months now there has been peace.

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The power of speaking and setting limits