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I don't think I will finish this list in this lifetime

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I don't think I will finish this list in this lifetime

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JKJKJKJK I FOUND A WEBSITE TO PIRATE BOOKS

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Columbia is literally rioting rn and I have never felt more unsafe, also lik the way the world is so horrible makes my stomach hurt. Im trying to find comfort in the stage managers and we are scheduling margarita times because we all need someone to lean on <3

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Each disrespect is harder to excuse and I think im done

They chose neutrality, they even chose it over me

Im done for realsies. Columbia is literally rioting rn and 1) its taking me back to all the performative shit they all do 2) they haven't checked in on me and 3) lik I was talking to Matt about the whole Josh thing and he was lik he didnt want to tell josh to be better because he didnt want him to get sad and depressed during the game and I straight up said well now im probably going to leave the game and was quiet. lik im sorry you made the choice to have the game be toxic for everyone because u didnt want to hurt his feelings but fuck that, I dont want to be an afterthought for people I once considered friends.

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Luke kept changing his moving day and was SUPER against me getting a dog (Wasn't decided yet but I there tht option out there) and yet he wants his sister to stay over for 2 months rent free and hav his mom basically vacation there all the time... yet he wouldn't even consider me getting a dog. The family stuff wasn't an issue till he was lik no and im lik sry didnt realize u could have people over but I cant have a dog??? ALSO I dont think he's going to do it because OG he was going to move in May/summer, then end of summer, then fall, and no fucking end of October??? no one moves into the city end of Oct, lik wtf and he didnt even tell me, bro my semester starts in August wtf was u suppose to do for those 3 months???

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Had no idea B&N does a Book Con in NYC and I missed out... Signed up for everything so hopefully I can go next year!

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Become a Disney Cruise Line Stage Manager

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Become a Disney Cruise Line Stage Manager

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I tried to leave the mouse but he wouldn't let me!

Once I get my first contract:

Buy a Quirky Cup Reading Log for your travels

Maybe a daily Journal?

DEF GET UR NAILS DONE

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So my NYC friends have encouraged me to throw my own Quince

Gonna be Cinderella Themed

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Soooo I cracked my front tooth and it's super bad and ima need to spend $4,400!!! To get it fixed!!! Ima be so broke ill never afford an apt ever again

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Sorta had a fight with my DND group, I mean they are all men and totally killed peaceful protesters using water and the police so lik ACAB and then this one guy who the DM always defends basically didn't care at all about my character and her story line and disrespected her in such a personal way I left the group... and seeing how they keep planning sessions and canceling them for the same campaign IDK if ill ever join them again.

ALSO the DM is lik "proud" that many years ago he "defended" the one guy from being bullied by another player and its like WTF its basically happening to me but im suppose to smile and take it??? naw, im too old for this shit bye

HAHAHA a little birdie told me tht they are gonna "visit" me but they are going to be in JERSEY!!! HA just fucking spit in my face at this point wtf, so instead of visiting me they r just gonna hav a bois week I guess, and honestly makes sense, im not one of them and they have made it SOOOOO fuckign clear these past few months

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I miss my bird

Ive seen so many families come and support their kids at Columbia I'm jealous I don't have that. (To add on to it my mom was asking about tht and I was telling her tht most parents don't have to cross the country to see their kids shows so it makes sense tht she hasn't seen any of mine... even tho last year she travels out here to see Ali's softball games...) (But its fine im used to it)

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No social life- its work work work and rehearsals and school and repeat (I luv tht I say no social life but this has the most in its section)

Trying to learn Western Apache

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PSM for Waiting for Lefty @ SoHo Shakes

Schapiro Operations Crew at CU

Receptionist at MTC

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Getting my Masters at Columbia University in Stage Management!

Just ended my 8th show at Columbia!!!

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Do a Broadway show

Do an Off Broadway show (Of my own merit)

Have a Quince X2 in NYC

Do a Disney Show (IDK where)

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So I broke up with Shary cause he is gonna stay in Texas but we did do the whole if ur still single in 5 yrs we will try again

Update:

We are still txting every once in a while and idk he seems lik he's asking me what my career goals are and trying to see if we can both live our lives together once we get out of school

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Okay so I just got a job to be the PSM of a show at the FLEA!!!

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Finally got my salsa

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I never realized how F-up it is I never got asked to be in a pic in Cali

Fuck Juliana and them all for coming to Bettys Shakespeare shows and not including me in the pic cause I was backstage

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I fell on the Subway and broke the mug my dad bought me...

(Im fine, im more sad about the mug)

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Miss em

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Because I wanted that mom! I wanted the mom who made me afternoon snacks instead of just telling me to look for loose fries in the McDonald's ball pit. Why does Patricia get that mom? If Donna Shellstrop has truly changed, then that means she was always capable of change, but I just wasn't worth changing for.

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Wishlist: For when I want to treat myself

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Wishlist: For when I want to treat myself

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1. Converse

2. Stickers

3. Little cute stapler

4. Books

5. Small Stopwatch (Maybe Magnetic)

6. Xena Work Wear Boots

7. Foldable Ruler