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At the very first place, I’d like to thank you for willing to accompany me these past few days. I don’t know what word is suitable to express my feelings but being with you makes my heart warm. Aku nggak tau ini karena kamu bikin aku comfortable to finally let myself lean on you atau kamu memang ray of the sun.

Frankly speaking, you’re so good at doing all the request. Ibaratnya, kalau nendang bola ke gawang nggak pernah meleset? Iya kaya gitu lah kira-kira. The session happened way better than I expected. You’re bringing out the expectations into reality. And it shows that you pays attention to details.

Cause conversation is the main key (at least through my point of view), I’m going to point out the way you made the conversation went really well—how it flows slowly yet so meaningful. Dan bukan conversation yang bikin aku harus mikir berat.

Besides, the way you treat me is making me raising a solid 10 point for you—it truly caught my heart. Kaya yang aku bilang sebelumnya, you’re creating the warmth I never thought I’d ever feel. You’re turning all the surreal into reality and you’re making it so wonderful.

Terus, kamu suka kasih encouragement either directly or indirectly and I love that. Somehow, waktu rasanya udah capek banget tapi ngobrol sama kamu kaya bikin energi nambah lagi. Kamu beneran ray of the sun bust aku yang loyoan without you knowing. It feels like we’re the good match in a relationship. Makanya, obrolan sama kamu tuh nggak bikin jenuh. Pokoknya, kalau ada 8 aspek yang perlu dinilai, aku akan kasih kamu straight 10. 👍🏻 I hope you understand why.

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Hi again, Jayi! Thank you for the wait... maaf nggak sabaran, masih cenat-cenut but I'm excited to write to you! This time around, let me write something about how I feel when I was with you. #JIAHHH.

In short, it was amazing. You are amazing! :]

I think it's obvious that I'm a tad bit of a lonesome person who is always excited to talk about things. And, oh, how I loved talking to you. I was excited the whole time I was with you. Was it the sugary chocolate I downed before meeting you, or was it just my heart threading red strings around you—either way, I really loved spending time with you. I love how you responded back to me with the same effort... love how you took care of me. It's amazing how connected I feel with you despite how brief our meeting was—I felt like I've known you for a long time...

Telegram was jealous of us, I know it was with how it treated us. Regardless, despite it all, even so... our love wins. #LoveWinsAll.

Thank you, Jayi! Thank you for the willingness to spend your time with me, thank you for the warm affection and tender kisses, thank you for listening to me, thank you for talking to me! I'm just grateful for you and I feel like I might melt away with endless I love yous if I keep on typing so... hehe... I love you! I hope to see you around, perhaps soon? :3

In the meantime, please take care. Thank you for the card, I wish you an early new year, too! Semoga happy-happy ya pas jedar-jeder nanti malam. (Aku sih bobo.) ^___^

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hey... sorry for taking forever to reply and please dont say sorry too, it's fine. i understand you had things to take care of and I’m just glad you reached out when you could. you’ve been working hard and you deserve rest. i really had fun with you, with you, I’ve found someone who understands me in ways I didn’t think anyone could. you make my world softer, calmer, and happier, and I feel incredibly lucky to have someone like you walking through life with me. thank you for being you and for choosing me too. i need you to remember that your well-being matters more than anything, not just to me, but to the world that is softer simply because you exist. thank you for drawing for me and remember the detail that i told you, mamah gonna be home and take care of the fish, i hope in another i can tell you how the fish going. thank you for the time kakak. :3

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To my dearest Kak Yiel,

These past days with you have been a quiet blessing I’ll always hold close. The days we’ve spent together have been a quiet blessing, moments that felt simple, yet meaningful in ways words can hardly describe. I’m grateful beyond measure for the warmth you’ve given so genuinely. Thank you for being there—for filling my days with warmth, laughter, and a kind of calm I didn’t know I needed the most. Your presence has been like a soft sunrise after a long night: steady, gentle, and full of grace. I’m deeply grateful for every little moment, every conversation, and every kindness you’ve shared so sincerely.

Kak Yiel... When I think of you, I think of someone who embodies gentleness in its truest form. You’ve carried yourself with maturity and warmth, the kind that doesn’t demand attention but naturally draws comfort. You’ve been tender in words, caring in gestures, and genuine in your way of listening. All the things that make someone feel seen and cherished. You’ve played your role not as an act, but as someone whose heart understands affection in its quietest language.

And now, as this chapter gently closes, I just want to say thank you—once again, and maybe one last time. Our time together will always remain a beautiful memory I’ll look back on with a soft smile. I hope the world continues to be kind to you, just as kind as you’ve been to me. Farewell, my Dove of Heart, may your path be bright and filled with peace.

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kakak.. i don’t even know what to say bcause kepala aku sekarang isinya cuma ‘maaf, maaf, dan maaf’…

makasih ya kakak udah mau nerima permintaan aku lagi buat balik nemenin hari aku beberapa hari ini. i’m really really really grateful for that (aku harap setelah ini kakak masih mau nerima aku..)

kakak you should know… there isn’t a single gift from you that i don’t like. everything you give me always means so much to me. aku selalu suka, semuanya 💝

makasih ya untuk semua perlakuan dan juga kata-kata manis yang selalu kakak limpahin ke aku. i really feel loved by you. thank you for spending your time on me even tho i know you’re super busy. makasih untuk semua usaha kakak biar aku selalu ngerasa disayangi dan dicintai

you’re such a loving person, kak… truly. like, how can i still feel so loved even when you’re super busy? ya apa lagi kalau bukan karena kamu orang yang punya segudang besar kasih sayang

i’m so sorry for semua tingkah ceroboh aku that might’ve made it seem like i don’t appreciate you. i never meant it that way… 😓 i’m sorry if i made your days feel heavier these past few days kakak 😓 sorry… thank you… and i love you kakak..

(i really hope this isn’t the last. i still want to make up for everything to you…😓)

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kakak, thank you so, so, so much udah mau luangin waktu buat aku beberapa hari ini ☺️✨!! udah nemenin aku, bikin aku senyum, bahagia, bahkan terharu. pokoknya, hari-hariku jadi jauh lebih berwarna karena kakak. berkat kakak juga, stres ngerjain proposal rasanya ga seberat itu, soalnya ada kakak yang selalu ngibur aku ❤️

oh! aku udah pernah bilang belum kalau aku tuh paling seneng pas kakak pda? kalau belum, aku suka banget kak! kata-kata kakak tuh maniiiisss banget, sumpah 👍 sampai bisa bikin aku ngerasa hangat dan hampir nangis saking sukanya, makasih banyak ya kakakk...

jujur, aku sebenarnya pengen lebih banyak pda lagi, tapi aku juga paham banget kakak punya kesibukan, aku tau kakak juga pasti udah berusaha nyempetin waktu disela-sela sibuknya kakak, makanya itu aku tetep happy no metter what 🥰

aku selalu seneng tiap kakak udah manggil aku adek atau ily, suka! aku seperti bisa merasakan sayangnya kakak dari panggilan itu ☺️✨ apalagi pas kakak nyebut diri kakak dengan panggilan iyal yang aku kasih padahal aku aja masih bingung ide darimana sampai bisa buat nama iyal untuk kakak ❔

sebenarnya ada beberapa momen tuh aku sempet ngerasa sedikit kecewa, karena kakak kadang kayak—apa ya... kayak kurang peka gitu... tapi itu cuma beberapa moment kok! dan aku ga pernah bener-bener bisa kecewa soalnya selebihnya tuh kakak bener-bener ngetreat aku dengan baik. ntah dari gombalan cringe yang kakak kasih, kakak yang ga tau sesuatu, bahkan kakak selalu ikut aja sama asbunanku, semua itu beneran selalu bikin aku senyum tiap hari 😁❤️

makasih ya, kakaakk. aku bahagia banget bisa ketemu kakak dan jadi pacarnya kakak, aku dengan yakin bisa bilang kalau aku bersyukur banget beberapa hariku ini dilewatin bareng kakak!

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Al! My baby, my love. My day up until now is pretty much just sleeping.. But I hope you have a pleasant morning!

Al, Al, Al...Thank you for the 24 hours we spent together. I truly felt your full attention, and it meant more than I can say. You didn’t just show up—you always give me what I wanted. Kisses and hugs that I cherised. And you really listened to what I said, thank you. You read the form thoroughly, and followed my preferences like you were signing up for something serious. ⭐️

The way you match my energy? Impressive. Whether I’m a joking ness or calm, you move with me instead of against me. That kind of understanding is rare. You’re rare.

I was honestly so shy about waking up so late yesterday. Embarrassed, even. But you didn’t make me feel bad. You were patient. Still gentle. Still loving. That softness... I noticed. And I'm happy that you could turn one nad event to a good one ;)

Every “I love you” from you has weight. None of them go unheard or unnoticed. I hold onto each one like it matters—because it does.

Every gift you gave, every story you posted, every writing on base you wrote, and especially the last video gift... they’re all precious to me. They aren’t just gestures; they’re memories now. Proof of how deeply you care, in your own way.

Thank you for being an intentional lover to me. Someone who doesn’t just love loudly, but loves thoughtfully. I have no idea how to make up to you for staying with me for a day, like, I myself never give you a gift. I'm sorry... Al, never take anything for granted. I hope your future is kind and gentle to you. I hope you take care of yourself like you take care of me: loving. Honestly, Al, I hope we can stay longer! 🌹

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pertama-tamaa nalaa mau say thanks duluu buaat kamuu. you're a good  person. soo it wass a 10 out of 10 or I'd rather give you infinity!Being with you is like being wrapped in a never-ending summer, where every moment is golden and warm. You make even the simplest things feel extraordinary. i love the way you treat me. kak kamga knows how to make me blushin and happy all day, bikin aku tenang setelah masaa masa ujiaan yang surammㅠㅠ I love the way we can just be ourselves when we’re together. kamu jugaa ikutin random topicnya nalaa mulaii darii kucing sampee pindaahan ke planet lain barengg ibu ibu kantinn. dann smuaa cerita ceritaa kitaa buat nalaa tenang and balikk semangat lagii. kamuu jugaa ngejalanin yangg adaa di form dengann baikk. soo ngga adaa kritikk atauu sarann apapun.

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KAKAAK SELAMAT MALAAM. First, makasih makasih banyaaak yaaa udah mau spend waktu sama aku walau bentar huhuhuuu T____T. MAAF AKU NGILANG TERUS KARENA SIBUKKKK BANGETNGETNGET. Makasih jugaaa yaa kakaak sudah mau nungguin aku terus hufffff ♡♡♡♡ SENENG BANGET AKU BISA KETEMU KAKAAAAKK. Kakak superduper baik &&&& perhatian juga deeeh :33. MAKASIH MAKASIH BANYAAK YAAA, kakak sehat selaluu jangan lupa mam banyakbanyaak, terus bahagia selalu juga yaa kaaak. May good things always be around you. ONCE AGAIN MAKASIH BANYAK YAAAH! I'm so grateful bisa ketemu kakak ♥️

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Hey, good evening. I would like to apologise for just having the chance to get back to you. If I could be honest, these past few weeks, I have encountered something, but I really hope that you still forgive me for my inability to keep up with your conversation. Though, I may admit that you have brought me to the world which I never expected before. You have shown me how it feels to be utterly loved. You have shown me that everything was beyond wonderful when you were around. Yet, every encounter shall be followed by a farewell, indeed. Just so you know, despite the fact that we knew each other in a brief time, I hope you remember that I cherish every fragment I have held of you. I cherish every memory that we have made. You effortlessly made me happy—it is not an understatement to not highlight that you have made a boundless of cute videos for me. It was unexpected because nobody has never done it for me. But, I know that you, once again, never failed to make me happy. You have never failed to keep me in the cycle of your tenderness. I must admit that a relationship with you is the one that brings me spark instead of warmth ... Does it signify a negative notion about you? Of course not! For I had an episode of sadness, you can say that all of them successfully made my life feel like I had a cherry on it! Yes, with you, everyday is always summer—everyday is always spring.

Please don't stop scattering happiness in this cruel world. Your presence matters and I will not forget to reaffirm you everyday! Being with you feels like I came back to my childhood home where I still find a childhood wonder within. Being with you feels like my shoulders are not heavy anymore. You ease my mind; I believe everyone who has ever met you agrees with my statement. You have something that makes people feel drawn to you. Your charm is something else! The way you explained your likings ... 🥹 That’s the seciest thing that you could do—help. Just know that I really love talking to you and bet, I will come back to this home sooner or later. Just know that my heart always calls your name. I hope it is sufficient to describe what I feel about you, despite the fact that I know that you are not able to be described by words. You are beyond everything; the stars, the moon, the sun. You invented the word love because ever since I met you, my mind kept humming your name as my own love. You are easy to admire, you have all that people never thought they could.

I am really happy for the chance I could be loved by you. Everything we have passed by together will be engraved on the tree where everything begins. Thank you for being the best companion of my 2025. You are the first one who can make me laugh easily. You are the first one who will be the destination of my wandering. With you, I feel whole. If the world allows us, hope that we can meet again as two beings who love each other. If the world allows us, I will wait for your warmth on my doorstep.

For once again, Jal Yimut, I will keep adoring you because you deserve a lot of good things in this world. Just don’t stop making everyone singing and dancing happily. Please, let the world know how your love is. After this, I will pray for the best outcome of anything you are currently encountering. Wish you the best of luck. Do not forget to eat well and keep yourself healthy. Thank you for everything, Jal! You are one of a kind and you should know that. I hope the world continues treating you well. As once love, will always be love. Until then, live well. Until then, be happy always, Jal!

Aaand happy Valentine’s day. I hope your day will be full of love and prosperity. Make everyone happy, Jal!

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good afternoon, yiyiii! i’m so sorry i just got the time to open Telegram again... aku senin kemarin langsung sibuk dan pulangnya bener-bener kecapeaaan. just a little TMI: it’s raining too here! glad i made it home safely, and i hope you do too.

yiyi, i think i should be the one who apologizes to you. you’ve been too good to me, kamu selalu nemenin dan nanyain aku for the past few days, and also you do understand that i needed time to be alone to gain my energy back. you’re also the energy that makes me heal even faster. :]

there’ll be no criticism for you, yiyiii! OK SO first of all, i want to say thank you for the past few days. thank you for allowing me to be your girlfriend! i’m honestly sad that our time together must come to an end, but you’ve been great to me. i feel so comfortable with you. there’s a lot that i really want to say and pour into words, but as you know, words aren’t really something i’m able to do well. i do realize that you being there for me for the past few days really brings out the joy in me! answering your texts and having a random conversation with you will always be my favorite time of the day. i thank you so much for giving me such joy, and thank you for being someone i could rely on! you’re the best from the best.

do you know that i also love how you pamper me and how you express your love to me. kamu selalu make sure untuk apa kabar aku setiap harinya, dan kamu selalu respon setiap chat aku yang kadang nggak jelas dan super bawel! aku suka bangeeeet that you’ll always make time to chat with me even though you’re busy, and i also love how you understand me even when i struggle to explain myself to you. thank you so much yiyi for everything! i love you the most. ayuk pacaran lagi kapan-kapaaaan! ♥️

thank you so much, yiyi! i love it so much. i don’t know how to express how thankful and how loved i am right now. :( i also got something for you! tapi aku masih ada urusan dulu! i’ll send it to you soon! ok!

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Kakakkk, terimakasih yaa untuk harinyaa. Jujur diluar ekspetasi aku sekali. Makasih karna sudahh jadi pacar yang baikk untuk akuuu. Kakakkkk lucu banget tauu😭😭 sangat amat gemass, kakakk jugaa pengertian sekalii. DAN SANGAT AMA WoA DJJSJEJJEHEHEHHEJSIS SELALU MEMBUAT AKU SALTING =D kakakk bener bener memenuhi criteria akuu sekaliiii, aku bener bener happy banget seharian sama kamu!! Kamuu juga selalu excited buat menanggapi semua cerita akuu, jadi aku tidak excited sendiri =D terimakasih ya kakakk ganteng. Pokoknya akuu happy sekali seharian sama kakakkk ;) sehat dan bahagia selalu yaaaa kakk. Aku sayang kakakkkkk 🤍🤍🤍🤍

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GEMESSS BANGETTR??? MAKASIHHH YAAAA KARENA UDAH MAU NEMENIN AKU SEHARIAN INI AKU BENERAN SENENGGGG BANGET BISA NGOBROL SAMA KAMUU, KAMU SERU BANGETTTT BANGET MANA LUCU BANGET LAGI AKU DIPUJI TERUS JADI SALTING BANGET KALO SAMA KAMU GA BOONG, BENERAN SE SENENG ITUUUU TERUS KAMU JUGA FSR POLL MAAF AKU NINGGALIN KAMU TERUS?? KAMU JG KALO MAU PIGI PIGI BILANG DULU KE AKU JD NYA AKU NGGA HARUS NYARI NYARI KAMUU, TERUS KAMU CARE JUGA WOIII IH SUKAKKKK GEMESSS. SO I'L GIVE YOU 100000/10 CZ U REALLY DO YOUR BEST, THANK YOU SOO MUCHHH IAAA PLEASE ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF :3

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First off all thank you so much ya karena mau spend time bareng gua. Jujur lu seru banget diajak ngobrol, ada aja topik nya. Terus lu juga bener bener bisa nyesuaiin sama kriteria yang gua mau. Lu bisa banget di ajak love hate, paling gacorrr dah pokoknya kalo soal love hate, soalnya beneran ngeselin wkwkek. Lu juga fastrespon banget dan selalu ngabarin kalo mau kemana mana, bukan tipe yang ngilang tanpa kabar. Pokoknya asikk poll deh, lucu juga. Sekali lagi makasih ya, stay healthy and be happy.

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it’s totally okay! your network udah working kah ini? or belum? and nooo, sayangku.. you’re more than perfect to be my partner, and i honestly feel so comfortable and grateful to be yours. huhuhu, time flies so fast, i really can’t believe it 😞. feels like baru kemarin we started this, and now here we are. also, thank you so much for being my partner these past few days, yaa, sayangku! it truly made me so happy and gave me a lot of warmth, really. thank you for making me smile and for sharing your time with me, sayaangku ♥️ OMG AND THE GIFT. LUCUBGT PLEASE TOLONG AKU PINGSAN YA??? 😞

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HALOO, iyaaa Halooo Kak Yihir??? di sini nih nah iya di sini, haii kak Yihir sayangku cintaku duniaku... i wanna say thank you to you for accompanying me for a day! kalo ditanya senang ga? aku bakal jawab pake banner yang aku print A0 tulisannya "AKU BAHAGIA SEKALI" masa aku dibikin nyengir terus seharian ini?? HAHAHAHA. Thank you juga udah beneran mau nemenin aku selama nugas (walau masih kegoda kasur) dan mau dengerin gombalan mautku.. 😣 aku beneran ga salah bisa milih kamu buat jadi pacarku ini ><

But i would say sorry kalo agak slr sayang, terus kalo misal ada hal hal yang ga berkenan di kamu i really say sorry ya (please maafin aku) i love you i love you i love you bintang lautku ⭐

Last, mungkin kak Yihir bisa dengerin lagu ini (https://open.spotify.com/track/7nEZZ1mWK7h98x8ENbQuqJ?si=XjUqODF4Rt2AGt8XnEdHaw) ya di waktu senggang, i love you sekali lagi Kak Yihir! Sehat selalu yaaa ❤️

SERU! satu kata yg bisa aku gambarin waktu pacaran sama kak yihir itu seru!! aku nulis di form maunya low maintenance tapi aku ngrasa tetep seru ga boring samsek sumpah... kak yihir bisa lanjutin topik ke mana mana plus dia itu lucu... ada aja idenya buat balesin chatku HAHAHAHA. terus yang aku suka dari kak yihir dia bales semua bbc aku... literally semuanya tuh dibales.. makanya obrolan kita jadi makin panjang. selama pacaran aku ngrasa disayang banget deh, padahal free rent.... tapi dia sampe pda... lucu ga sih... dia juga bikin pfp couple manips????? HELLO???? ya Allah, naksir banget 😭 tapi mungkin ada sedikit miss di awal awal, perasaan aku nulis di form tuh buat engga kirim foto idol tapi kak yihir ngirim pas greetings ke rc aku, mungkin aku salah isi formnya ya.. soalnya aku nulis 'dont' jadi kak yihir salah nangkep, TAPI im totally OKAY KOK beneran soalnya itu cuma pas awal doang selebihnya engga dan sesuai sama form yg aku tulis, i still love him anywayyy. overall aku ga ada saran atau kritik lagi, ini full honest reviewku selama pacaran imut sama kak yihir. Thank you kak yihir and nima!!!

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Hello, Jal Yihir Kashvait! Hehehehe, my Jaja. First thing, I want to thank you! Thank you for being my company for almost a week. I hove you have fun the same or even much more than I do. Because I have so much fun spending my days with you by my side.

I'm glad that we could talk about so many things even though maybe in the end we might not really interact much because our schedule but trust me, I'm happy and I don't really mind—instead I appreciate you for always giving your time.

Then, let's rewind to our first meeting. I'm so excited to meet you because I've seen you eversince the first QnA on Greaves Hill (I think). You caught my attention because:

1. YOU USE INTAK??!

2. In one of those question (about Gunwook and something more), Zlatan recommend you.

3. Your name is so beautiful!

(Bonus)

4. YOU AVAILABLE ON LINE (and I heard your love language is sharing on VOOM).

As I get to know you, I think you're an impressive person. I love how you tell me something I don't know. I love how you recommend me something new. I also love how you teach me new things and also excited when talking about it!

It really unfortunate that time is not on our side. But no worries, in the first place I have 0 problem with low maintenance relationship. So it's fine.

I don't know if it'd be categorize into critism, advice, or maybe just a yaps. After our 3rd or 4th day I think our dynamics shift quite a bit. I hope it's not because of me. I wanted to say sorry if I might offend you. Or maybe my attitude irritate you. :c ALSO! The Voom incident. Ckck. I was really mad when the announcement come out. But what can we do.

Other than that, I'm so glad to finally be able being yours. I don't know if this can be counted as proper honest review or not but I'm really thankful for you! Xixixixi. I'm sorry (again) for this late honest review. Love you more my Jaja. (Lovestruck)(Lovestruck)