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Yes, my angel did answer my question last night. I plead for practical tool to work out the positivity exercise, as bridge to convert my perspective towards others. This morning when I woke up, I intentionally to lay in bed waiting to receive my gift, yes, my angel never disappoint me, He reveal to me the answer.
In addition, He also inspired me question that I was pondering for few days.

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Sasana- Swee Lee

I am always being together with my existing Soul part of myself and I am making effort and moving forward to develop my spirit. Most of the time, my inner sound always calling me and guide me to the right thing I could try and do and I should and should not do…for this time I am in Biography workshop , I hope I wish to ask angles directly :

How to connect and develop my higher self ( The top three in 9 fold man)?

Even For today morning there is no clear answers yet but I am having a inner peace, clear mind and strong motivation to making effort in the moment. And I think I get the first enlighten of the answer. Thank you so much, I am feeling delightful with this.

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Yesterday night I dreamt intermittently I knew that my “I” was telling me something about my hidden self but I failed to figure out the whole picture.
Unlike last night and the night before after I listened to Vera’s talk during the parental workshop with almost full attention.
The 1st night I dreamt about my uni lecturer, a nice man but arrogant. The 2nd night I dreamt about my one of my mum’s decision on me. Shocking... I after realized the meaning behind these dreams.
The moral: If we pay full attention during the online workshop, maybe we may not get insight during the day but we may get it at night. 😊

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Thanks, Vera.

After the session with you yesterday, I received this inspiration:
Picture and music are the ways the spiritual world communicate with us.

I brought this thought to sleep:
Is it really musical or just sounds from the spiritual world?

I woke up this morning with a short tune in my mind, and I recorded it down as below.

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While I drawing the picture, especially transform witch , I found Witch could be basic of valley , it is part of drawing , not something screw the drawing.

Questions: What if i cant recall the witch ?

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Leng : How do I solve my biography's question? 

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Leng : How do I solve my biography's question? 

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Harvest : it is not a matter the physical body is big or small, but it t is matter the size(strength) of your inner.

I could not remember well. I can only remembered some of the words.

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I find that if I live with the questions in my heart, the questions already sent to the angels’ world without my head knowing. This I only realized this morning when I received some ideas of what to do!

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I asked myself a question yesterday why I want to bring the right education methods in my opinion to my children and future generation? What events in the past had causes that inner voice?

This morning, there are pieces of memory here and there but still no one clear answers for it... probably it just has no clear answers but is all those pieces and bits that form the thought.

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After the drawing, I was shocked to find out how much stress I have been putting on myself to be right. To do the right thing. My witch was so tiny n trapped under huge stones. And the hero waiting to pounce on the witch if she dares to step out of the cave. And this i have unconsciously stacked those heavy rocks on my own child.
At night, i sent out a question before i went to sleep.
How do i help the wounded child?
I woke up thrice in the night, worried that i might have missed the message.
When i eventually woke up, i reminded myself to close my eyes n wait. COMMUNICATE

To my surprise, thats exactly what i have not been doing with the child. Today, i will try to move away some of those rocks, allow my hero(aka the policeman) to sit back and let the witch stretched herself a little. Only then can communication happen.

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PenangW-Fion
My question: How can I help my husband? When I woke up this morning, no insight that I got. But just before day 2 class starts, I got the insight. The person that need help is me, not my husband. I tend to be problem solver for people around me. That's my reflection.

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I do not have clear image for my answer, but I can feel more courage in me to move on and do my daily practice

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Mei

What can I do more to guide Ryan - a smart boy who ignore learning but  put full attention in gaming ?

No answer yet .

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As I was drawing the Witch, I could see all the faces of people who laughed at me when I was growing up. But as I started to draw the witches, that angry feeling slowly faded... and I ended up drawing a simple witch (which I realised that I had forgiven them at this present time). I just wonder should I just continue drawing all that naughty witches (as how my feeling on that time) instead of potraying my current feeling...

I also discovered that I had not love myself enough... Always putting all the attention to everyone else but me. .. To love myself and be present is something that I am still trying till now... That's why I always feel lack of confidence of my own capabilities

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How do I transform my childhood frustration into strengths? I heard the word this morning, acceptance

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Some reflection on yesterday drawing. To look at the drawing, we need to look at the whole picture, and same thing to our life phase. Yesterday dialogue brought back my childhood sweet memories. My mum as my angel who always enrich me, I was blessed she become my mum. Yesterday before sleep I send a message to my angel, I hope angel give some inner strength for me to transform my childhood trauma into love. After that I fall asleep very soon, This morning when I wake up, I feel fresh. I have a wonderful morning walk. And I believe I can do it better and better.

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No dream at all last night for me, but I know it will be smooth for today's lecture, no worry about the internet line problem.

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Instead of harvesting, I would like to express some feelings and thoughts.
When I drew the picture "Valley for Harmony", my mind just went blank and I did it randomly at the moment. I did not follow what Vera had drawn earlier except that I started with the yellow light. However, I was clear about the light, witch and hero. I was shocked when I saw other people's drawings were having the same elements as Vera's drawing. I doubted whether I understood the instruction for the artwork wrongly.
In the next half session, I was having a serious headache and it lasted till the moment I fell asleep at night.

Anyway, I still gave myself a question "Shall I continue this journey?" Unfortunately, this morning, I woke up naturally but I was almost late for my work. I couldn't sense the moment. Later, when I got free, I started to think about the question. A lot of uneasiness and frustration I could feel. When I walked down along the staircase to prepare for this workshop, I fell from the staircase. Luckily, I managed to make the last balance action and save my laptop for this workshop. Hence, you still see me here.

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Last night, I was thinking about this question 'How can I be a better teacher?'. The answer came this morning while I was watching a video sent from my personal coach. Relationship + connection. A teacher is a mentor to the students,  a coach to them. Without a good connection or relationship with them, I can never be a good mentor to guide and nurture them.

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I asked myself two questions last night but no answers yet in this morning.

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Sasana Weng Hing
I had a dream related to changes and rules.
We need to change.
Thanks

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Had sent a thought  before sleep but at the end, have a deep sleep last night.

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In fact, I have done this many times, the recent is a question I brought to sleep and the next day, angel has brought someone to give me an answer. Very amazing

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Catherine

I was shocked when I found the witch I drawn is clearly told me it's a teacher. I have no impression on any teachers who did encourage and motivate me during my school time. I also have no contact with any of the teachers from primary to college. After the reflection, then
I asked myself: how could I be a better teacher? What can I bring to my students?

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I watched the wisdom of trauma movie before goes to bed, the words by Dr. still ringing in my mind: The trauma is not from hurt, is from dealing the hurt alone. I start thinking, whether which events in the past that I faced alone ? and how this event change my thinking?

Get some answers for the first question, while second question remain unclear.

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I had a nightmare last night, and there was a black shadow behind me when I turned.  I yelled out, and when I woke up, I realized that I was dreaming, and I quickly took my husband's hand before falling asleep again and then i sleep well all night .  I found that my home, my family members are my light from darkness , and they  are my support.

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I-Thian

My ask a question but I haven't get answer yet.
My question is about the night excersice.
What is the difference of the sleep at night and the nap in afternoon?
Can people who work night shift during their work do this excersice in the daytime sleep?

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When Vera you mention we can’t be hero to the children , they hv to be their own hero. During drawing of harmony valley , I realize I can’t figure out a clear picture of hero. End up i have a thought and shared to my group members that the experience and memory of my childhood actually become the hero and give md strength for now.  This finding help me to realize  that that I always try to be the hero to my childten and students which I might overly set my goal as a “hero” for them even though my initial intention was just trying to help and guide them.

I found that I hardly pay full ‘trust’ to angel even when I do meditation and bring question to sleep. I wonder n think is because the low self esteem of myself, worrying to surrender to angel is a sign of “I can’t do well” “I need help”
I need to learn and figure out way to appreciate myself and acknowledge myself and so able to trust n surrender myself to angel when I need help

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More connecting to my childhood life, I able to see the light hidden at the back from my parent especially from my quietly father.

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Harvest for me, yesterday drawing, witch is good for us to breakthrough! Thanks witch!
I was waken up by my hand phone clock, not remember that  I shall imagine what Vera said yesterday... But I fell full energy today.

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I have a dream yesterday, when i wake up i still remember, but now i totally cant remember my dream. I dont know why. This morning, i suddendly have a idea about my teaching in my mind, maybe this is my harvest.

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I always have some strange ideas in my mind. Before going to bed, I thought why is the time only 24 hours a day, who set it? I don't think anyone in this world could give the right answer. Look back on yesterday's doubts this morning, the answer remains the same.

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I did not sleep well last night.  Other than from waking up to feed baby, I feel that I went to sleep anxiously waiting to be enlightened. I shall ty again tonight.

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Eevonne

I drew a witch and a fairy yesterday, it brought me back to my childhood memory when i was in my elementary school.
But this morning, when i woke up and looked at the same drawing again, it revealed the inner meaning from this drawing. That fairy that i drew was actually resembles me.
That dark forces which i drew was reflecting the way i faced my obstacles, challenges in my life, very negative. But the light of hope in this drawing was directing me to the transformation. Not to my aware that I was slowly transforming myself to the hero of my own.
The pearl that i harvested yesterday was patiently allowing the children to become the  hero of their own.

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After finishing class yesterday, I felt very peaceful when I went to bed at night.

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i had a good start with study and job interview but i ended up not getting into school i wish and career path i wanted. I am not complaining but i have the fear of not achieving what i am working onwards now. I asked why? I had many visions in my sleep, i cant remember them all. But somehow it gives me peace and assurance.

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r下課後，隨手找了老師提及的作者，翻找了一些短視頻，看了幾段視頻就打住，似乎在咀嚼深思，但在夜晚入睡前發現作者在敘述的是自己的過去現在的反射，而我停下只是因為當下的直覺反應：不忍直視，尚未準備好看到真實的樣貌

在上課前一直我在拖拖拉拉⋯⋯應該完成的工作項目一直在拖沓，反而一直在整理自己四周（一直在堆積）的物品。在整理的時候，自己也清楚藉以這個清理的動作來整理思緒和汲取平靜的時刻。

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在聽老師的課時，一直依賴著CC,沒有CC時，則集中所有的精神怕錯失一字一句，而頭部的刺痛忽隱忽現。課後的反思：自己以為抓住老師的每字每句，並以為可以即刻得到‘拯救’，抑或是立馬藥到病除的處方，而忘記這些需要自己的看見，老師僅是引領而已

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Paik See

In fact, I do not have any questions or problems to get the answer from Angel at the moment since I have obtained my answer previously. So, sorry that I do not have any harvest fruits that can be shared. Any suggestion that I can do ?

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I ask myself whether all my fear have really gone? I decided to hand it to God. In the morning, i feel refresh and energetic . I believe this is the answer for it

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I could sense something a miss within..but created a inner peace and hope to really feel the presence of oneself

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Wen Wen

This is the second time I attended this kind of course. First time is with Suzanne. What I feel is I feel the inner peaceful on me compared with first time. Looking forward to more inspiration in this time 😊

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Yap Lee Yong

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Having that pain showed me deeper inside of myself, how I was abandoning myself.
I begin to see that everything has happened for me.
The consciousness provides us the freedom.

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I asked the question in my mind but no answer yet. I had no dream yesterday.

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CW
Regardless of the moment the power of darkness still exists, at the same time angel wings have been embracing.

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Become Children's  light，Not dragon or witch

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When I was a child, I was yelled for a long time, often in panic. When I grew up, I accidentally copied my mother's footsteps. Until one day, I don't want to be like my mother. I decided to change. I become empathetic to my children, and I want to give them unconditional love. I also want to give this love to the children in my class. But many times I accidentally suppressed my own emotions, and I am not happy. Also, many people say that is ok to scold children. I struggled because I don't know if it's right. Just like what sheay shared yesterday, about worries and flexibility. Until I listened to the teacher vera  parent biography workshop on the weekend, plus yesterday's lesson, plus the trauma video. When I got up this morning, I knew better what I wanted. What I really want is unconditional love. When the child encounters difficulties, I just want to accompany him and listen to him, but when I am not ready yet, when I have emotions, don’t depress myself too much. I allow myself to have sunny and rainy days. I can only ask myself what I can do better next time. I want to embrace my imperfections. Because the child also needs the real me.

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Before  i went to bed last night. i recalled my witch. in fact i seldom want to face to it. most of time i dont like the witch do everything , refuse it, struggle to fight. now i think i can meet it and accept it by myself.  witch and hero of be myself.

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原来伤口的裂缝是光入境口

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I haven’t had any answer yet this morning for my question. But it leads me realise to give space to it, live and continue working on it. This thought like a light, and I feel relief.

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A few years ago, after I came into contact with Waldorf education, I became more and more aware of the influence of my childhood experience on me. I often regarded "it" as the enemy.

Slowly, I learned to accept it (childhood experience) as a part of me. Just like yesterday, when I need to reflect on my 7 - 14, I found I became calmer and more accepting towards it.

However, I was often unconsciously bound by it, even sometimes I am aware that I am throwing the emotion or repeating the unwanted reaction to others again, but I don't have a strong will to stop it.
I always upset when this happened.
I wish to get some directions on how can I work with my inner to slowly release the chain.

I have a dream yesterday night, I can't remember the contents but I can feel it is something heavy, and I have an intuition that it was related to my childhood.

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When I was drawing and chatting, I recalled a lot of happy game time when I was a child and the daydreaming girl that I forgot.

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I thank my guardian angels for protecting and shelter me. I prayed that my fear and insecurity will eventually subside. I had a dream about me living in a poor condition boarding house with faces I’ve never seen before. However, despite the horrible environment, people living in the house gave me warmth and care that lingers even after I woke up. Then I realised I have longed for someone to take care and pamper me as I’m exhausted from constant giving and caring for others for as long as I can remember.

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I had dreamt of my childhood yesterday. What a good memories and experiences i had. I was thinking, 'what shall or shall not be apply in my teaching?' It is an interesting question that I need to figure it out.

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While there is some spirit enquiries, I easily noticed the messages from angels or divine or nature (whatever u naming given to it) at any time or can said, it is there all the time for us to retrieve into intellect or formulate it into words

For advices from Vera, I again formulate my intention to change some specific habit last night which I difficult to change since young.

Today, I felt I have stronger intention to stop the habit.

Grateful for a fruitful learning day.

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things come things go. Follow what has happened and follow the flow. You will naturally have the answer.

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I noticed my personal question yesterday that I use to over reasoning. I looked for the answer this morning, yet haven't receive the messages. Will keep it and wait for the answer...one day

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In the darkness, we see light. Darkness is the reminder of light

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I doubt if should rely on Angel, as I firmly know in my mind that only ourselves can help ourselves. None the less, I tried to seek for help to be not so intellectual and be able to listen to my feeling before sleep. I dreamt some weird dreams. Like buying clothes for people to wear, helping a friend moving to her things to new house, n riding in an elevator that is moving in spiral shapes up high. some weird uncles in pub that behave and acting like young idols movies stars and etc. Well, this morning the first moment I open my eyes, the first thoguth is to look for my handphone and prepare breakfast. But the gentle reminder of teacher Vera is replaying in my mind. So I did choose to continue lying down for another while, the mind did appear 4 mandarin words. But somehow i just couldnt recall about that now at all.

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I - Angie
I asked " how to love myself ? " last night before sleep. This morning while I was tidy-up my table a piece of paper slipped from one of the files , it's a poem read by Charlie Chaplin on his 70th birthday
" As I began to love myself  by Kim McMillan"

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Question: How can I keep the child in my space and rhythm.

Harvest: Open your heart, give love and security. Be engage but not authority

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Can you give me the strength to overcome the habit of complacency so I could be more balanced?

Harvest: Recalling events from school to see the different characters of hero and witch in play gives clarity to the decision I made to be an educator.

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Before i sleep, I watched the movie introduced by the teacher VeraI (Wisdom of trauma). I get some power and self-affirmation from this movie. And the teacher's words, all is fine. I bring this message to sleep,no dream yesterday. At this morning i doing meditation, i feel i can have a life with love and spirit rich 💓 i have to choose anf listen to my inner voice from higher self.

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Listened to the children, provide them with guidance

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And this morning, I realized maybe I am the witch in the Harmony Valley. Many people might not like the witch, I feel like people don't like my bad temper and short patient which I am being putting on the "sign of not so good personality".
Through the drawing, I should understand that, what makes the Harmony Valley complete is including the witch as well!
I should accept who I am, and appreciate myself, with more confident. Which is not necessary to be approved by everyone.

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Seh Cheen

I got headache since yesterday night, wish can have a good sleep but it not happen.

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After I finished the drawing. I felt that the world is very beautiful. I always think the world is beautiful. Everyone might have had memories that are not good or met bad things in the past, or is facing something bad now. We don't need to avoid thinking about it, just accept it because it is what made who we are today, it is a lesson in our life, everything happened for a reason. Even if something seems cannot be solved, hopefully it will have a solution one day. Just do what we can for now, immerse ourselves in what we enjoy doing in our life and keep moving forward in your own pace.

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My past -the good and the bad- is a part of who am I today. I can't change it. I can't escape it. I just need to accept it and appreciate all the blessings I have.

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Last night before sleep I ask myself a question that had been entangle for a long time. Why am i always feel I am not good enough? Why I always feel being look down upon by some others? How to free myself from this perception?