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Titles?
"February Spawned A Monster"
"Oh, Time. No Friend of Mine."
"I Am Not A Dog On A Chain"
"Time Will Always Be The Only Constant"
"Clocks Are More Honest Than People"
"Mirrors Are More Honest Than People"
"I Just Wanna Go To Concerts Again, Man."
"Self-Sabotage"
"IN THE FUTURE WHEN ALL IS WELL"
"SELFCONSTANT"
"Misery Is My Only Company"

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- Could refer back to drawings in that red sketchbook I kept this time last year, compare to this year, add present drawings, then  for 'future drawings', use current style to exaggerate/illustrate the better mindset I'll be in

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3 drawings connected/interacting with one another?

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3 drawings connected/interacting with one another?

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What if each drawing I just one person? With multiple faces that would be my old drawings?
Faces closest to the 2 dividing lines will be interacting with one another

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February 2020, before quarantine:
- Still in highschool
- Fat lol
- Short, light brown hair
- In school plays, a band me and my boys made, practicing for our first gig at some dance showcase thing at school
- No job
- Toxic friends
- No confidence
- Much weaker overall than I am now

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Look back in small red canson sketchpad for when my style just had begun to bloom, compile/redraw how I felt based off those drawings and writing I did at that time

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Draw hand on separate sheet of paper, will overlap between 2020 and 2021 drawings, 2020 monstrous figure will be grasping for 2021 renaissance sculpture me as if thats what it wishes it currently was, but is too impatient and is about to destroy my own future self.

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February 2021, 1 year into quarantine:
- 2 confusing, virtual quarters into UCR
-30 lbs lighter
- Long, black hair with shoddy bangs
- Vastly introverted now, no desire to reach out to school clubs, zoom chats- no desire to socialize in the slightest, really.
- Graveyard shift job
- 1 good friend, that's all I need
- WAY more confidence in myself
- Much stronger overall than I was last year

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Of course, my current little red sqaure sketchbook (a.k.a. my pride and joy that I cherish as if it was my firstborn) is packed with drawings I can reference to compile how I feel in current day. Slap those together with what I've learned about using charcoal and I've got a masterpiece incoming (hopefully lol)

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Drawing my current self as a renaissance bust, sorrowful yet content facial expression, trying to ignore 2020 me and not get stuck looking at the past

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February 2022, hopefully things are back to business as usual (?)
- 6 quarters into UCR, second year student
- Body will finally look the way I want it to
- Probably just longer black hair and the same shoddy bangs lol
- Maybe less introverted? I doubt it, I think things opening up again is going to make it worse since I've gotten used to my own little bubble
- Will most likely have the same job
- Hopefully the 1 good friend has stuck around
- Will be a stronger person that the present version of myself would look up to and be proud of.
- Hopefully tons of concerts this year of all the artists who kept me going this far

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Use style established in past and present content drawings to represent what I think the future holds for my mental and physical health - just continue the story the way my story will continue as time passes and another solid year flies by.

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I'm going to end up having to take a photo of myself as a means of getting onto paper what I have in my head and it is for sure going to be cringe, so I'll spare you having to look at that but TRUST me the final product is going to be great lol