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I love you

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Oh oh oh HOLD ON  this one is one of the special ones cause it has this 'one sentence' that is probably one of the cutest things ever i swear- this is why i love you fuck.

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Oh oh oh HOLD ON  this one is one of the special ones cause it has this 'one sentence' that is probably one of the cutest things ever i swear- this is why i love you fuck.

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❂ [h] Jungkook J. [A] 4 hours ago Reply

@☢ Yongguk B. Shut it--- I'm slow with this 'love' thing. Before you, I barely knew what it was.
*and though that's technically true, I know it's not the main reason... For in reality, I was hesitant--- wary of opening my heart to you, of leaving myself raw for your own entertainment, I'd made it a stark rule to never fall in love... and you'd trampled right over it... disregarded the caution tape lining my palpitating heart and instead... we took a chance--- and I've yet to even come close to regretting it*
Someone---?
*but the word barely leaves my lips before I come to the closest guess, the only person you've dared really mention to me... this 'someone'... your little sister--- and all I can do is nod gently, eyes widened in shock and lips agape without a breath of sound wafting from them... for suddenly the nervousness hits as I'm once again reminded of what this thing called 'love' involves... opening up... showing each other's "everything"*
*with a gentle snort, I reach over, ruffling your hair, the thought of your offer enough to summon a gentle hum of approval*
Kook would like that... But--- Fuck...
*winces at the first jab of pain that rolls up my spine, my hands itching to cup my backside, but I refrain, though the redness tinting my cheeks gives away my shame--- it's embarrassing, really, as someone who'd never before been the receiver--- and immediately I know I have to swear you to secrecy about this*
Baby, don't--- Um... Tell anyone that I--- Fuck, how do I say this... No one has to know I just took it up the ass, okay?
*and though I try to level out the sternness of my tone, my palms are already easing down to soothe down my sides and I know then that there's no way you could take me seriously... yet*

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"Hyung, if... it's true that all of BTS was what made me begin, then... you're the ending that I want."
"you're the ending that I want"
It hit somewhere deep i have to admit. why am i doing this you might ask, its simple, because i somehow made the mistake (?) of going through our history and decided some parts needed a little highlight, some parts needed to be reread, some parts needed to become reminders of how much i love you, some parts of our history are golden. we were rough diamonds now slowly shaped. even recently we had quite the argument but thats how it should be. not everything are gonna be rainbows and flowers, cause that makes the food bland. some salt is always needed but god...talking to you, fitting our puzzle pieces together, its always so fucking enjoyable. its that feeling, that feeling of relief  that washes over me  every single time we  get past somethings. its like everything is becoming complete bit by bit- is it weird to feel proud of it everytime? you might say a thousand of sorry, but i admire every single one. thank yous and sorrys more precious than anyone else would think. and if only you could see you the way my eyes see, you would have loved you too. cause You....You are beautiful. Never ever forget that.

"You who started out as "he" that brushed aside my cruelty... You who reigned in confidence and a splendor all his own. You who had me gushing behind the scenes until a dear friend smacked me hard enough to drive me forward and give that you a chance. You who felt the need to prove to a disgusting little husk like me that love was possible, that it truly did exist... You... who was the first stable thing I'd known back in 'that' time--- who adored me for my faults and who kissed every bit of me, whether real or prosthetic. Fact or fiction. Facade or just... face. You who showed me what it was like to calm down and to just be... "

You weren't cruel, you weren't stubborn...you were in disbelieve, you feared the unknown...and that's okay, I'm glad i could push it aside and wrap my blankets in your heart to take over the small parts of it at least. I'm happy you took a huge part of my heart, I'm glad you exist cause fuck...Love....My love, KookGuk began something no one else can ever BEGIN for me.
Oh, do you remember than one time i sent you a poem and you panicked and thought i wrote it and then cursed me when you googled it lmfao-
Yongguk B. 48 seconds ago Reply

@Jungkook J. I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:

where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

And then i was like "I CAN WRITE ONE" and i wrote you one but then that was not as good as pablo's and im sorry but shh let me be

Yongguk B. 49 seconds ago Reply

and my heart beats
like thunder knocking at god's door
and tears my chest open
bleeding for you....

and this soul rises
up to the sun..
and it burns for you
and your feels...

and I love you,
more than shakespear could ever word
more tha pablo nerudo's love qoutes
...
and i love you

#ByMe

Yeah, sucky i know, shut up. I'm feeling so emo now, like I'm hella emotional cause nostalgic feeling be hitting me hard and im like pressing my hand against my chest like *inserts memories playing and eyes glistening with unshed tears* yeah i- why am i feeling awkward and shy all of a sudden fuck you hfuwegfuwensaoidwq.
do you remember the first time that you were confessing where you accidentally tagged the poor kid Yugyeom instead of me- i was feeling so emo on that moment but then i was emp + laughing-, it was a mess /.__./

Jungkook J. [A] 5 minutes ago Reply@Yongguk B. I adore you.

Literallykilledmeimsoedeadgonetoheavenihateyouimjustjokingidonticantfuckyou

I adore you too, every single part of you, your perfection and your flaws.

Jungkook J. [A] 5 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. In every way--- every capability of my being.

Jungkook J. [A] 4 minutes ago Replyoh shit that was to yugyeom

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why am i still laughing at this one-

Jungkook J. [A] 4 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. I sicken myself sometimes with worry for you---- wring myself taut with jealousy.

Jealousy....insecurity...we have come a long way. whoever said being soulmates in every way possible was easy, shove a 120 inch dildo up their ass cause fuck, its a survival game...and when you win...god...when you win...its pure bless.

Jungkook J. [A] 4 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. Because leave it to me to screw up a relationship---

Jungkook J. [A] 3 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. But darling there aren't words... there aren't--- the feelings I have for you, I cannot mold into words.

Jungkook J. [A] 3 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. But I'm gonna try my damned hardest to try.

Jungkook J. [A] 2 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. I don't wax poetry, my sweet---
Haven't for years.

Oh babe....Oh love, i didn't know i had a poetic side before you....it just bursted out outta no where and i was so shook by you and myself and everything and ...it was worth it. you were worth it. you were the one and gosh who can ever lose the one. love has many definitions, yet in my dictionary one name was printed infront of it. a name that held the world and it was yours. somehow, those trembling hands of yours calmed down the hurt heart of mine...and man, i wonder if you know how good it felt to have you sink into my arms....

Jungkook J. [A] 1 minute ago Reply

@Yongguk B. So please be patient, and realize that you've chosen the most bumbling, potato of a person to exist.

Yup, i got a potato, boiled it and ate it, and then the potato decided to cling onto my throat and choke me, stab my lungs and shuffle all the way into my heart and be there forever....such a couch potato. indeed a potato, gonna keep you safe in the chains of my heart.

Jungkook J. [A] 1 minute ago Reply

@Yongguk B. However could one be so precious--- We aren't even 'official', but I see we've transcended the standards.

Jungkook J. [A] 42 seconds ago Reply

@Yongguk B. And I---
I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that. I'm okay... As long as you are.

Jungkook J. [A] 6 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. You're bringing out the white-hearted Casanova in me that I'd never known existed---
giving a 'fuckboy' a reason to change...

this fuck boy- i wonder if you were indirectly telling me you wanted to top, but well im sorry i love breeding my baby all the way to Brazil and back- did that sound too rough? sorry baby, im passionately rough and if you did not like it we wouldn't have had sex before ;)
This padlet was supposed to be romantic, idk whats happening bear with me gorgeous-

Jungkook J. [A] 6 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. So please-- bear with the skepticism... the bluntness... bear with me, my darling...

I'm sorry...i can't bear you...i can only fall into you daily, to wake up to your messages and sleep with your messages. to cry when you are sad with a mood as harsh as an angry snake and be happy when you are. your voice and yours angry 'meh's that piss me off, your cute little squeals that deaf people when you mistake me for your bird but x10 its so fucking cu te if only you knew how many 'evidence' of your voice i have saved- *coughs* do you remember that "NO BABY NO" yup. i still have it saved, ain't gonna delete it.
Ever.
No don't even argue with me.
It's still a no love.
No.
Don't.
No.

Jungkook J. [A] 5 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. Just know---
You... I need you, got it? I need you--- I need you really badly and I envy anyone that ghosts a smile on that face.

Jungkook J. [A] 4 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. This is the sort of vanilla bean caramel macchiato decaf lite whip shit that I---- I'm not used to...

Jungkook J. [A] 3 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. But you're making me want to---- to... Fuck, I--- Sorry, I'm still collecting myself.

Jungkook J. [A] 3 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. You're precious, alright? In case I never show you enough or in the right way--- You're precious and deliriously perfect and---

Jungkook J. [A] 2 minutes ago Reply

@Yongguk B. Shit--- My eyes burn. This is gross, I--- Fuckfu ckfuck...
Stay with me, please. Until I figure myself out--- Mold into a man worthy of you.

I'm pretty sure it was late, hella late when i was conflicted between laughing, crying or just simply combusting. why am i making this again- Idk. some memories just...they are so sweet and you know im a kind of person who wants to selfishly share all the sweetness with my one an only, the one who can never be replaced, the one with the golden key to the chains of my heart.

Jungkook J. [A] 1 minute ago Reply

@Yongguk B. Please, please--- let me have you... Let me be the one to chase this time...

How cute...you know....I'll always be the chaser...always...

Jungkook J. [A] 1 minute ago Reply

@Yongguk B. I think I'm done--- Shit, how do these things end, I----

Jungkook J. [A] 1 minute ago Reply

@Yongguk B. Is it awkward to just cut it off now? Is that weird--- I um... You're great, bud--- You keep doing you, until I do--- I mean---

The awkwardness was just pouring off of those words...i could imagine you fiddling with your fingers, groaning and face palming yourself unable to do YOu and just....it was absolutely adorable....you were adorable, no wait...you are adorable. the most adorable little shit i had ever seen, that one thing that has the control of my mood, the one i don't ever want to lose. and i won't...just like how you won't ever lose me...never....ever.

Jungkook J. [A] 20 seconds ago Reply

@Yongguk B. I adore you. I adore you. I really fucking adore you. Okay, I'm done--- oh m yb gosh...

and then...you said it.

Jungkook J. [A] 49 seconds ago Reply

@Yongguk B. i love you.

I was somewhere between shook, fuck me in the ass, what is going on, combusts, tries to stay manly, what is manly, god save me, prays like a hoe in heat, BTS please blood sweat and cry on me thanks, brbr taking a nap in my grave.
yeah- i was VERY emotional as you notice and conflicted but god fuck...thank you, its refreshing everytime i hear it, it makes my day every morning.

I could wake up by you daily, allow my hands to wrap your figure into my embrace. i can sink into you, your sleepy face and your parted, bow shaped lips. I could look into the red eyes, clinging to the dream land when i want to be the land of dreams you live in. and i shall be. the proposal had been made and ....let the people think of what they'd like to. the emotions had been poured and no one can ever put claim...never again can they do that. cause of the demonic hands cling onto your soul to try to take you away from me, i'll still hold on with the last bits of my strength. cause kookie....my love, My darling. you. You are the reason this story started, feelings created a dangerous mix that bloomed into a gorgeous flowers and even though the flowers held thorns, and even if it bled...it only watered its own roots. love, how long our journey will last is something that can not predict, but as the moment is here, i shall pull you into me, let our souls stay calm in each other's arms, allow them to fall into each other over and over again...actually, i was reading something a while ago...it was...interesting.

he walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in his aspect and his eyes;
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies

reminded me of you- oh this was one of the most hilarious posts of yours...

✔ [h] Jungkook J. [A] 3 days ago Reply

@Yongguk B. i'm sorry, darling---

i'm re-reading and processing.

the last time i've gotten anything above a ' u r haw t' was like.... last november...

still makes me gi gg le

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Hi...
Well there are so much to say, so much to do, so much i can word into sentences, never ending sentences that might not own the best of the worlds but i will try to fit the best of them here. there might not be that many fancy words but there are poured from within this heart of mine. 2 years you say? well it had been quite a wall hasn't it been? it had been so long yet the time seems rather little. it feels as if we had been together for thousands of years. from the smiles, to the fights, to the random, stupid as fuck cries but well, that makes us...us doesn't it? who cares for the side eyes, who cares for what people think. if they are curios; they can go ahead and ask as many questions as they can, if they get the wrong idea, let them do cause they won't ever understand.