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HELLO DEAR ACES! From the (founder of Cutie-ficationism)

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“I was slowly learning that love did not mean holding on, which I had always thought, but rather letting go.”
― Ken Wilber, Grace and Grit: Spirituality and Healing in the Life and Death of Treya Killam Wilber

Recently, I reflected on the lives of cancer patients like Nightbirde as well as those who are terminally ill and on the verge of dying. I do sometimes conclude that "Life is unfair or Canvas is a bitch (😌😌💅💅💅)", but I do awakened that this is my old familiar mental trap. For cancer patients, "Life is terminal." It doesn't sound motivating from a lower point of awareness, because who really wants their lives to end. But opening yourself to the mystery of death leads to opening yourself to a lot of questions on Life.

There is a lot of grief, pain, and trauma on this pandemic, and we share the reality of suffering. And we can never feel true pleasure when we shut down from our pain. I do have phases wherein I want to run away or be left alone in my thoughts... but it does not reflect my True Nature. Sometimes I need a beam of light to remind me of Who I Am.🕯️🕯️

Always have the open-heartedness and the open-mindedness to transform and sculpt yourself into WHO YOU WANT TO BE.

Nightbirde once said, "“You can’t wait until life isn’t hard anymore until you decide to be happy.” That left me on a commitment to have an inner shift towards Life and be fully present for it. Sometimes I truly wished that the energy of depression leave me in peace, but that is shutting myself to my core trauma. I was in the constant pressure to contribute something into this planet, but as I see everything in it's utter perfection... my spirit and faith grew.

From where I stand now, I hope you get closer and closer to your own truth. I deeply believe that Life is one curriculum we are bound to experience. I hope you plunge yourself in the dance of Life and experience the deep welcoming of all its changes. Play with Life. Embrace its unpredictability, its uncertainty, and its fluidity.

I wanted my life to reflect that I loved everything in this Universe. My life is not about me anymore as I have behaved this way in my immature past. I always remind all of you to have the candle of faith to walk your own pathways.

We all came from stardust and we share the DNA of the Universe so from one cute soul to another: I wish all of you loving kindness, peaceful awareness, and deep realization of Self.

I am deeply proud 💟 and appreciative of you all who are bound in my Presence.

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remember to take a rest, just like my cat :>

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One thing about me that annoys my family is that I am an indicisive mess (I swear I am working on it). Considering this course was a product of my indicisiveness actually. Everyone else was prepping for college and I did not have a plan at all.

It is hard making a plan after all your previous plans never followed through. I planned on staying on my previous school; I transferred. I planned on taking ABM; I started and graduated as STEM. I initially planned to be an engineer and surprise surprise I am in psychology. Nothing went the way I wanted it to, but I had fun and I am having fun right now with you guys. I am happy.

So what am I trying to say exactly?

I guess is that to enjoy the journey. Learn to bend and go with the waves. It's not that bad to sometimes surrender to it. Sometimes you need to go along the whims of the universe. Sometimes you need to let the wind take you and see where you land. We must remember that life is not a one way street. There are plenty of ways. Find your own path in your own time. But remember that what you think is your way is not the only way. It is important to stay firm with your goals and your identity and morals but allow space for flexibility and change.

You must think it is a lazy choice and it could be. But remember that though the world waits for no one, neither does it bend for anyone.