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Growing up in a chaotic environment creates people who want order in their life. Once Jeannette moves out on her own she discovers she enjoys having order in her life. This can be seen when she says "My life with Eric was calm and predictable. I liked it that way." Jeannette's life was always chaotic, she could never catch a break from burning herself to moving all of a sudden in the middle of the night. Once Jeannette found herself with an orderly life, she knew that it was exactly what she liked. The picture I chose shows a scribbled drawing which reflects the chaotic part of Jeannett's life and a neat drawing shows the predictable and orderly life she likes.

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What's a royalty-free license? Royalty-free licenses let you pay once to use copyrighted images and video clips in personal and commercial projects on an ongoing basis without requiring additional payments each time you use that content. It's a win-win, and it's why everything on iStock is only available royalty-free - including all Chaos images and footage.

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People have fantasies and dreams for their lives but the reality of their lives doesn't allow them to achieve their goals. Rex always promised he would build a Glass Castle for his family however that was always a fantasy. In reality, he never made any advances because he was always drinking and never caring for his family. Jeannette recounts "He explained that he was going to hire a truck to cart the garbage to the dump all at once. But he never got around to that, either, and as Brian and I watched, the hole for the Glass Castle's foundation slowly filled with garbage." Jeannette and Brian held hope for the glass castle that would one day be built however this was only a fantasy that they had, the reality was that Rex would never allow that because he was always making empty promises. The photo shows the contrast between an old and new home, it depicts the house that the Walls family had in Welch and the glass castle they dreamed of building.

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When a child is constantly neglected by their parents they become self-sufficient at a young age. Throughout the Walls kids' lives they needed to fend for themselves. Jeannette was only thirteen years old when she started her job. Jeannette says "we were about to run out of grocery money; and my babysitting income wasn't making up the difference. I had seen a help-wanted sign in the window of a jewelry store on McDowell Street called Becker's Jewel Box." The main reason that Jeannette wanted to get a job was because the money that they had wasn't enough to keep her family stable while her mom was away. Although Jeannette was only thirteen years old she was already aware of the struggles her family faced and tried her best to help her family, mainly her siblings. The photo I chose relates to the theme because the person is all alone walking along a tough path just like Jeannette and her siblings who had to be independent while they were going through a hard life.

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Disappointment breaks the trust and faith that someone has in a person. Jeannette's disappointment in her dad is seen when she says "I began looking through all the junk in the bedroom and finally found Oz on the floor. Someone had slashed him apart with a knife and stolen all the money. I knew it was dad, but at the same time, I couldn't beleive he would stoop this low." Jeanette instantly knew that her dad stole the money however a part of her didn't want to believe that her dad could take part in a malicious act. The picture of a piggy bank being shattered shows both Oz being slashed and how when a person disappoints you, you feel broken on the inside.

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As a person gets older they become at peace and accept the fact that they can't change who their parents are. Growing up Jeannette wished to get out of Welch because she can't deal with her dad's antics and her mom's lack of parenting. In the last moment with her father, Rex looks at her and says "He winked and pointed his finger at me. "Have I ever let you down?" He started chuckling because he knew there was only one way I could answer that question. I just smiled. And then I closed the door." This quote displays how both Rex and Jeannette have accepted each other. Rex knows what her answer to his question would be and Jeannette smiles at him and leaves. After everything, Jeannette came to terms with the type of person her dad was. I chose the photo of a person sitting and staring at the sky because I think it perfectly captures how at the end of the book Jeannette found peace and has accepted her upbringing.

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One will always have unconditional love for a parent despite the hardships they put you through. When Jeannette sees her dad in the hospital, she doesn't remember the bad part of his life, instead, she remembers the good and the love she had for him. Jeannette expresses, "I had the crazy urge to scoop him up in my arms and charge through the doors- to check out Rex Walls-style one last time. Instead, I took his hand. It was warm and heavy." Jeannette still loves her dad after everything that he put her through and she just wanted to hold him one last time. I chose the photo of a heart being shielded from the arrows because it displays how much you want to protect a person you love and how through everything you still love and care for a person.