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so, this is the day when we got together. you were asking me if i really want to be with you.  may 27 last year. it was so lame because there's no confession or whatever but i never regret saying that i want you. this is shua account where facebook used to lock it but thankfully i managed to get it back. i read our old conversation. we were so extra and childish. /chuckles. we looked so excited talking to each other. until now, i'm still excited talking to you, you know? i hope you feel the same. i hope your feelings won't change. ♡

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remember this? your first prank to me. damn i got so freaking upset and mad when i suddenly see you doing a fake relationship status with someone else. my heart was skipping a bit and i was shaking. 🥺 thank god, it was just a prank. i got so attach to you already and i really want you to be mine. i'm so glad that i finally got to make you mine. shakes my head. my wife is still so naughty up until now. but i still love her so much.

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Just stay with me
I need you to stay with me
In the beautiful, shining memories
I draw you out

Just stay with me
I need you, stay with me, ooh ooh
Just look into my eyes
Just for one moment

I know it’s a bit late
But don’t let me go
I still love you
When I look into your eyes
I’m afraid my heart will explode
Hold on to me
Don’t let go of me, please

So stay with me
I need you to stay with me, yeah
Your beautiful, shining smile
I’m lost inside

Hold on to me please
Won’t you hold on to me, ooh ooh
Our memories beautiful like the stars
Are now…

I know it’s a bit late
But don’t let me go
I still love you
When I look into your eyes
I’m afraid my heart will explode
Hold on to me
Don’t let go of me, please

Hold onto me
Even if I do wrong
Understand me, please
Just stay by my side

I know it’s a bit late
But don’t let me go
I still love you
When I look into your eyes
I’m afraid my heart will explode
Hold on to me
Don’t let go of me, please

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Eric Nam - Hold Me [Lyric Video] (Han/Rom)

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we didn't do much on our first date and i can't even remember the details but i had so much fun being with you that night. we ended up falling asleep in the car, the next day we went to the McDonald's drive thru and han river, you insisted to drive the car but i was a bit scared. but yeah, you're someone i can rely to, yet you still freaking me out when you did the emergency brake. /grins.

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so,, like after 2 months we got together. you made a surprise for me. remember that night, we were fighting. you did a prank on me right? i got frustrated and sad ofcourse because i thought you wanted to break up, but then suddenly you showed me "daddy, i'm coming" thingy which refers to our babies. i don't remember the details but yeah. you pranked and surprised me. you know how happy i feel when i know i'm going to be a dad? i'm SO SO SO HAPPY. like i'm going to have kids with the love of my life. they're growing up now. time flies so fast ain't it? kinda sad but happy too. they're going to grow up pretty like you, handsome like me. healthy and chubby. chuckles. i love them so much. they're our treasure.

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the happiest week for me. i couldn't forget those days moments. we ate delicious seafood, we swim in the rooftop pool, bought some souvenirs, had some fun and did some silly and freaky things. remember when both of us got so emotional on the special dinner? you made a surprise for me, i was so touched and you made me cry too even i don't want to cry. i couldn't forget this vacation. 🥺

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that memorable night, when i proposed to you. i bring you to a dinner and you thought it was just a normal dinner right? i was so so nervous while planning on how am i going to propose to you. i kept thinking. "what if she's not ready yet?" "what if she thinks it's too early for this?" so many thoughts in my head. since i'm not the type of person who always make a surprise for someone, ofcourse it is really nerve wrecking to me. but yeah! i managed it well. you accepted my proposal and i was so happy and still happy thinking about it. ❤️

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a really big day for us baby. the happiest day of my life. you were extremely beautiful in that wedding dress. can i go back to this day? grins. kidding. everydays's life with you is just like a dream. i still can't forget the night when we were practicing our vows. the hanger as the priest? 😛 i'm still smiling and laughing thinking about it. you laughed so hard that night. thank god, we didn't laugh on our wedding day. and,, i didn't expect that you prepared so much surprises for me that day. you made my manly tears fall down. i couldn't thank you enough. you're always making me fluttering. even you didn’t do anything, you're still making me flutter. thanks for everything baby. thanks for being my wife, i'm so happy that you're in my life now.

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so, right after our wedding day, our brothers sent us to the airport. everything was ready and i didn't even know tho. and yeah, you made a surprise for me once again. you like making surprises so much huh? we ride a private plane that day. it was so nice and comfortable. and i still remember how you were kinda flirty with those pilots hmph.

first, we went to venice. it was nice and relaxing. im sorry if it bored you, but i hope you had fun. i like it when we ride the boat together, the atmosphere was so beautiful and nice. and that night, coughs. you made a surprise for me.

and the next day, i think? i wanted to make a surprise for you too. we woke up early in the morning. you were so drowsy and almost get out from the room naked. silly girl,, then we ride the private plane again and you didn't know where am i bringing you yet. i hope you like it there. you like maldives right? the beach is so beautiful. we're naked there in our hotel because no one is around and it was fun.

we didn't really do anything in the honeymoon but it was a memorable trip for me. i love it. ❤️

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it happened during our honeymoon. so sudden right? it was while we were watching a movie at the beach, at the end of the movie you suddenly having a contraction and i was so worried. i didn't expect it would be that fast. so then, we rushed to the hospital with local's help there. i was going inside the labor room with you, i was so nervous for you. im sure you were so nervous too right? we were going to have our twinnies.

and finally, the babies are safely delivered! jinwoo is the elder one and ryuwon is his little sister. so technically,, they are french people right? because they were born there. grins. look at that picture,, they were so small. look how different they are now even it's just a few months apart. when i was writing this, they're going to be 3 months old in a few days.

i'm glad i'm finally having kids with you, never thought of this before but i am so happy. thanks wifey, i love you and babies so much.

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so this time, i think we fought right? you went somewhere with the babies while i'm at home. you made me worried, so i decided to go out and look for you. but then you gave me the address and i quickly went to that place. i was clueless and curious though. and when i arrived there, i thought you were at someone else's house. but yeah, it's ours. i was really amazed and it's unbelievable though. you were still sulking with me but- i don't remember how we got well again after that. thanks for the surprise anyway. even though we're going to move to a new apartment, we're not going to leave this house forever right? ❤️

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1. you never leave me even as friends, i'm quite a boring person but you still considering me as your friend before. and i'm so grateful for that.

2. you're being yourself, and i love you for that. keep being yourself because i love everything about you even your flaws.

3. you're the sweetest person that i've ever met. you're so sweet you know? you didn’t see it but little did you know you always giving me diabetes.

4. even you're mean sometimes, you always comfort me at the end. i'm so soft for that. your comfort always works on me, like i said just now, you're so sweet.

5. you always understand me. like when i overslept or whatever, you never complain. but you know, just keep sulking if you want. i don't mind because it's so cute and you have the rights to do it.

6. your effort to spend your times with me. thanks for being with me most of the time whether during quarantine or not. sorry though i wasted our times together because i slept in the evening.

7. you care about me and it's showing. whenever i'm sad or down because of something. you always trying your best to make me feel good again. thanks baby, i appreciate that so much.

8. you always making me smile even on my bad days. you're my happy pill. i love you so much!

9. if we didn't talk for a day or hours, i feel so empty, my day will be incomplete without you. you're the part of my life.

10. you makes me feel really comfortable while i'm with you. it's like the first time i can 100% be myself and you still love me anyway.

11. i love it when you're excited or interested about something. you're so cute when you're excited you know?

12. the way you look at me, it's full of love and i love it. i love staring at you because it makes me happy. so you gotta resist it even though you're shy okay?

13. your cheesy jokes always tickling my heart. i love my cheesy wifey.

14. your cooking is everything! i love everything you cook, whether it's simple or the special one, it's always the best for me, better than any foods at the restaurants.

15. all your love that you pours to me. thanks for all your love. i never felt like this before when im with someone else. you makes me feel loved, appreciated and cared. you always noticing my efforts, and cherish me. i'm so lucky to have you, i'm glad you're mine. i couldn't ask more.

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i've been waiting for this day to come, and here we are. it's our 1 year together, 1 year as lovers. congratulations to us. ❤️  we made it, baby. first of all, thanks for everything.

thanks for your love, thanks for taking care of me, thanks for your efforts, thanks for appreciating me whether through your actions or not. thanks for everything you've done to us and me. how lucky i am to have you? even though we're always fighting, let's take a look at the bright side. i love spending time with you always because it makes me happy. same goes to you right? my life is dull without you. i feel empty without talking to you in a day. you're my happy pills, the reason why i smile, the reasons for everything. i love you with me here. i couldn't ask more, having you here with me, cuddling, talking, and do some our daily things is enough. your existence makes me happy.

i want our love to grow more and more, each days. i want to keep loving you, i'm never getting tired of it. maybe i'm not sweet like others, maybe i'm not good at expressing my feelings to you. but i want to let you know that, my love towards you is indescribable. it's not easy to explain in words. i love you too much, infinity and to the moon and back. i mean it everytime i say those words. i didn't say it just to make you flutter, i really mean it. if you ever think that i'm getting tired or bored of you, please don't. like i said before, you're my treasure. i'm not that dumb to let go of my treasure that easily. let's be together as much as possible. let's create more adventures together, it's our 1 year together. but i want it to be 2 years, 3 years and longer.

let's always be happy together and if something goes wrong, we fix it together okay? thanks for loving me. happy 1 year anniversary to us, my love. i love you so much. ❤️

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After I met you
I've been happy with small changes
In the dazzling morning
I open my eyes by thinking of you
I sit face to face with you at the table
I ask about your day
Or my day was pretty good
I want to answer with smile
When we understand each other about little things

I was surprised with the fact that we got used to each other
I love you
Just like now when it's peaceful
I want to be with you forever
I thought that as I was looking at you
I was so happy after meeting you
I was able to love you so much
Because you embraced and understood
My young and immature mind warmly
When we hurt each other with nonchalant tones
I can't bear our distant relationship

So I'm sorry
Even now when I'm anxious
I want to be with you forever
I thought that as I was looking at you
I was so happy after meeting you
I was able to love you so much
Because you embraced and understood
My young and immature mind warmly
After the hot summer
With the sound of rain that I'll miss
When I blush as I get shy
I'll kiss your eyes as you'll have a lot in your mind
Let's walk forward together
Are you happy after meeting me, too?
I'm sorry that I have more that I couldn't give you

I'm selfish and unstable
But I wanted to treat you well
I think I found a perfect love
That I've waiting for a long time
Because you held me and gave me energy
Because you hugged me by being considerate lovingly
After I met you

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Paul Kim (폴킴) - 'Me After You' (너를 만나) [Lyrics Eng/Rom/Han/가사]

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i know it's ugly. it's my last minute drawing i did just now. i planned to do two or three drawings with colors but yeah. i don't have much time. i will draw again next time the better one. ❤️