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So if you've figured out now, this is your actual monthsary surprise, however i can't tell if it's really a surprise or smth to be said and done daily, i hope you'll still like this one and i hope my butt wont make so many mistakes in it oh my oh my  ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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In amm honesty isurely had a concept on how to do all this, yet i have no idea how this will actually turn out, this is actually making me quite nervous because i haven't ever been more scared of ruining smth like now, i'm knocking on wood wishing this will turn out great but let's get this started.

Aaah i really never know where to start but ey there is no turning back hm? ㅋㅋㅋ

So we've known each other for a while now, feels like ages honestly and i never expected to end up dating you. I know there has been that thing back in Tsuki, your butt still manages to make me feel quilty with that but what to do 😩
I surely had a crush on you for a while, might have been obvious or not, who knows, but my idiotic butt just shrugged it off because...you know-

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Let me start with how much i changed because of you in just these few weeks.
First of all, i usually wouldn't be the type to get shy so often and esoecially not so quickly, it's something only you manage and i lowkey never felt more helpless and soft than that around anyone. Its funny how i probably could tease the heck out of anyone else, yet there is you and just a simple "babe.." would be enough to get me weak and turn me into a puddle and it'honestly just weird, i've never been and felt that way.
Also i'd never ever pull of PDA like...i dont know...i just always found it weird i guess, but now i just want to let everyone see that you're mine and mine only😩💗
I've also haven't ever been so clingy and dedicated like i am with you. Heck not to make you feel bad but i feel like crying when i miss you so much, that's why i always fall asleep when you do ㅋㅋㅋ
Also literally, i've never felt more loved like i do with you. You make my heart speed up any second we share with each other, you spoil me all the time, you make me all giddy with calling me yours and heck i get goosebumps. I feel so safe with you it's crazy in my opinion, i've never trusted anyone as much as i trust you and i know i could tell you everything, knowing it's safe with you and i honestly couldn't thank you more for all of this

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'Till this day i actually also find it kind of amusing how we don't know the most basic things about each other, but yet know about each other so well to know what the other things amd how they act and feel, what a mutual understanding hnnng 😩💗
We've also only knew each other for a few months, yet we've always had each others back like whew, feelz great ;;
But enough of that ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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I lowkey keep feeling bad for staying away almost the whole day thanks to work 😩 like whew i miss you so much all the time and i'm glad you actually aren't getting pissed for me staying away so much and instead keep showering me with love like holy fucking.. how did i even deserve you? You're just too sweet and nice and lovely and adorable and whew have my babies juseyo- O K N O jsjkfkfkf xD
No but seriously, i love you so damn fucking much and i cant believe how you kinky lovely bum can keep up with my weird retarded ass 😩💗 i still cant believe how you could fall for someone like me but that aside~
You mister are a butt for turning me into this super cute sulky and clingy creature. Heck i cant even sleep properly without hugging something bcuz i suddenly got so clingy 😩
Im just this close to actually get myself a ticked and leap over to you just to cling on you like a koala while showering you with kisses and love, yiep im sure we both would pretty much emjoy that until you'd get sick of me *nods nods*💖

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In all honestly, i thought about making a lot of promises in this as well, yet i feel like if i do i might just end up dissapointing both of us. I feel like i womt reach up to the expectations i'd cause with making too many promises, that doesn't mean i wont make any at all, that just means i'll make truthful and wise choices with what i promise so let me tell you the most important thing i thought of.

No matter the circumstances, i'll love you nonthless, even if you'd turn into a whole jerk, even if you get sick of me, even if we fight, i'll still love you the same, it'll never change. I love you today, and i'll love you the next day, more as the seconds keep passing. Thats what i can promise you and i won't take that ever back. You have my whole love, loyalty and my devotion💗

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Sounds legit but lame right? Hahahahaa
To the crackhead part of this thing. You sir, are a whole kinky lil shit, like damn, not that im complaining BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I'D PLAY ALONG AND ENJOY IT? WIFKKFKX TF IS YOU DOING TO ME? CAN I LIKE LOWKEY SMACK YOU WITH MY FOOT? YOU CALL ME INNOCENT AND YET I HIGHKEY ENJOY THE KINKY STUFF YOU PULL OFF HOW IS THAT INNOCENT? JYJDJXJD AAAAAAAAAA dont get me started on how sodt i get when you're babying me holy shit, im too soft even simply thinking about it ugh. I cant handle the duality of you wbxkdkwjfjfjf

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Ok no but for real now.
I love you so damn much baby it's insane and ugh i don't know-thank you?
I just am so happy that you fell for me and esoecially that i fell for you, you make me happy like no one else can and i actually feel complete with you by my side. You know i usually am sceptical about things that involve love and all but that somehow never was the case with you, and damn it im usually a open book yet i dont even know if it was obvious that i had a crush on you ir not even tho you called my jealous bum out everytime. You make me feel like no one else could and for the first time i don't feel like i have to be a secptical jealous lil bitch because i trust you and i know you're mine just like i am yours.

You actually keep up with my random annoying butt and im deeply sorry if i ever pissed you off with my weird bullcrap. You know there are things i tend to get kinda mad/pissed at i mean you noticed once or twice in the last few weeks yet i just cant stand being like that with you for too long, i feel like if im being too stuck up about things that domt really involve in we'd just end up having a ridiculous fight and i definetly could never stand having a fight with you whatsoever, i'd prolly be the type to suddenly give in and spam you how much i love you and how sorry i am while im tearing up like a waterfall 😩

Also like i just cant say no to you 90% of the time bc why should i stop you frim anything you like to do? 😩
That aside i've never in my life felt so loved like you make me feel. I've had my guard down with you from the start and i deadass cant say it more but i find it hella adorable when you get protective, call me crazy but i get giddy when you get protective and i think "woah he really loves me a lot" bcuz really never ever got protective like this about me before😩
And also, i get crazily hyper when you tell me simply 'i love you' like fuck butterflies, i feel a whole damn zoo when im with you.

You know how i've been in my emo phases before, i'd be lying if i said i still dont get those random moments in which i just get hella sad and depressed but i forget about those whenever i'm with you, thats the kind of impact you have on me, amd it doesnt matter if i have the same impact on you, all i want is for you to know and not forget that i love you oh so damn much,
Know that i'm always here for you, know that i'll always support you, know that i'll always be here to help you and tale care of you like you take care of me.

You know people say word arent enough to show love, its actions that do but that is firstly idiotic and i think and hope my sincere and idiotic words are enough to show you how much i love you and how much you mean to me bcuz i really am not good with wlrds and expressing my feelings all too well most of the time and you really just make me lost for words. Even now i hardly manage to write something and i honestly want to bang my head somewhere for being so damn unromantic and lame 😩

But to wrap this up
Thank you for everything baby
Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for taking care of me
Thank you for taking me the way i am
Thank you for showing me how love feels
Thank you for making me happy and laugh
Thank you for brightening my day when i dont feel good
Thank you for just being there
And thank you for loving me...

I love you so much, with my whole heart and soul, with my deep devotion and sincirity, with every bit of me.
I love you so damn fucking much baby and Happy first Monthsary
❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜❤🧡💛💚💙💜

Lots of love,
your Babygirl💖