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After several years,I still remember the challenge I've Incounter where been so happy before I thought our family is strong enough and no body can apart of my family👪.But i was wrong,my parents have a misunderstanding and Got devorse,We migrated to province,We leave him alone and because of that he can't accept what happen to our family and felt abandon.He lives alone,he drunk and drunk Because of alcohol his internal organ was affected and dying,He become weak and weak every minute🤒😷 He lost his job being a general in airport(PNP) because he felt everything was gone and no body love's him,he didn't tell us his condition.He always calling us but we don't mind him because his annoying us,in the middle of the class,when we're so busy doing our project,he just telling non-sense things,we're so selfish we don't give him a time,he got weak and weak and his dying.

My mommy sacrifice manage mining in zambales without my daddy helped,she's the one manage our family business,taxi's and japan surplus but when we notice that my daddy suffered and dying we need a lots of money to saved my daddy,our family business was bankrupt.I still remember what he said when his in the middle of the death he cried and he said "I don't want to die,I want to see all of you growing up,brougth to altar and got married,I want to see my grandchild running I want to be with you in this incoming christmas,you don't know how hard to be alone every christmas,when christmas come I didn't not celebrate,Im just sleeping and waiting the sunrise😭.And I remember when my grandmother said"when your daddy is a live he will do every thing just to give you comfortable life,even abandon him,he always thingking all of you my grandson,and granddaughter very minutes,every seconds of his life"😥😥.If i can back the time,I want to give all of my time to be with him,hug him so tight,kiss him because before when he kiss me in my cheeks I felt shy😳.But when I found out his dying I felt guilty,I dont want to see him dying thats why I didn't visit him in the hospital,but If I can put back the time I wasted,I want to be with him hug him so tight😭he just wanted to hear my voice in the phone before he death but I speechless,My tears felt in my eyes and all i can do is cried,But if i can put back the time,I want to see him before he died,I want him to hug one more time,spend my time with him,hold him and be in his side before he will pass away,But my daddy died after that day😢😔,when I saw him lying in the dust I felt Im dying and give up.😥😭😭 I need to be strong because there's a lot people waiting for me.They said this wold is a war and crying eyes can't see clearly when walking into a battle.To be strong again when your around giving me Love that stretch further than my scars.this challenge is testing how strong person am I so i must exceed to this challenge I've faced.Where walking to difficult roads often lead to a beautiful destination👣👣