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My heart never sank as low as it did when you told me you lost the intentions of giving me your heart, it broke me up to the tiniest of fragments, to the unbindable means. The man that I’ve always wanted, now admitted that he didn’t want me.

It must’ve looked pathetic, try to bring you back after all that I’ve done- subliminal talks in hopes that maybe I could bring everything back, that we would be okay again.

lee hojung [ sh ] Jul 16, 2017 21:38:18

i hope you feel better soon ; ; also is it bad that i wish you guys would eventually make up and end up together - s igh s

kim minkyung Jul 16, 2017 21:43:52

its not bad silly, I wish for that too : )

It wouldnt be an exaggeration to say that you intoxicated me, from the way your jacket fit loose on my shoulders yet comfortable nevertheless to the taste of your lips on mine and the way you held me so delicate, so warm. Recalling all that makes me wonder what made me resent you so much, why my fear overpowered my urge for your every being.

You weren’t around at the time (unless you were lurking) but I posted “I JUST READ SOMETHING AND IDK IF I SHOULD FEEL SOFT OR EMO.”

http://smrookied.tumblr.com/post/138729045515/boyfriendjaehyun

Then I realized that I did feel emo because god knows I wanted those tummy kisses, I wanted you to randomly flex just to impress me (and trust me, it would), I wanted to have you to sing me to sleep and make breakfast with you– but I told myself that I already lost those chances to the blind selfishness I called fear, and the regret would build up with me forever.

As to why you came back I can’t think of any other reason aside from that I’m just really that fucking attractive – kidding, I’m kidding. You know that I hate being poetic but you just bring out that side of me, and I want to continue to show more sides of myself until you can read me like the back of your hand.

I’ll let you kiss me, and I’ll kiss you in return- again and again if I have to, as long as it makes you stay.

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you so cute here

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i think you are made of sugar, curiosity and rain.
suga because you are sweet and your kisses are worse that temptation
curiosity because you are a baby girl who wants to know the most powerful weapon ever - love.
rain, because you are washing all the pain away and will start all over again.

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they can make even the gods fall for them

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i've been screaming in silence when you whispered those words to me, ruining all my hopes.

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why were you so cold to me?

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why did you allow me to poison you with the aroma of my lips?

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why did you made me think i'm finally capable to turn all the seeds into trees?

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i accept our fate. i really do and i want to move on.

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more i try to erase you from my mind, your celestial image is more conspicuous

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you told me you will consider my words when i will stop being a hoe. i thought i wasn't sincere, you laughed in my face.

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can i be a hoe when i have no idea how to breathe when i'm around you?

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even i started to laugh. every piece of my soul is begging for your response, for your touch and affection.

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my juvenile spirit is surrounded by the blossoming florent, being asphyxiated by the deliverance speculation. you.

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i wanna say forever, because i have no idea how the time works, but i'm ready to be captive in our own eternity.

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tell me you love me once again.

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i will kiss your lips again.

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but please, never kiss me in return. i won't be able to let you go after.