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She was a good girl today, you went out to get pants, work trip for me, usual stuff. All is good. Just an extra fee that caught us off guard but all good 

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-Brandon

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Thanks for the fun weekend, we played, had fun, bought some stuff for valentines! I had a great time.  Happy valentinrs babe

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Waiting for my bubs, I’ll suggest we play resident evil! Love you.

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Miss you honey, had a bunch of fun with you today babe! Thanks for being with me! We had a lot of fun, played a bunch and also watchedand you went to the June party. Love you babe sleep well

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The picture is not loading, sadly. But we finished RE game, it was so nice! Thank you for playing it, better than the YouTubers I watch haha.

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Today is rainy day again. Just a reminder that I love you a lot! 💗

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Gpod day normal, love you honey. Funny memes tonight hah

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Today was great, watched from, you had an interview, went to my aunt, we played resident evil, watched some more bay show, and than done a fun quiz :). I love you honey. I had a great weekend with you!! :) keep me updated okay? Thru out your day

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You got the job today! And today i started my first job. Started very early, around 6. Did some brushcutting! Yeah the ppl were alright. Drove the truck a lot, did some leadership stuff! As for you, your first day went so well they wanted to hire you immediately! And you know whats funny. 3 ppl and 1 extra all left at the same time, same for my job too, very funny hahahahaha. Yes did quite a bit of supervisionado stuff! 

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When. I find some time to add more i will. But we had a bad argument today. Ill add more another time cuase my new job starts tomorrow very early at 6. Yeah.. alright love you babe. Look how seperayed her eyes look lol

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Today: Went to work, super rainy. Was dry tho, rain gear worked. Brush cutting all day. We couldn't watch today cause fot you: got an interview! Also got new piercing idea. Also your father hit your car god damn it. Broken tail light. Oh well. Probably while reversing. I like your new piercing btw. Very good honey!

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Today was another normal day nothing extraordinary. But allergies sucked, for the rest of the day it sucked cause my head hurt but i think I'm getting better now, at least i hope. For you, your mother was terrible as per usual. A lot of brush cutting and spraying, more cutting and than ending at weeding the nursery. Terrible day full of allergies but yeah what can you do. If i don't get better by tmmrw morning i think I'll take a zyrtac medicine. Yeah I'll be fine really. I think you applied and got a post ready to put up on-line. Amora was also a good girl today

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Today: woke up 5:30, left pretty early this time and got to work early 5 mins ahead of time. Normal day, went to two diff sites today. Feel like the day went by pretty fast. Sprayed, did a bit of brush cutting, and some more spraying. Anyways yeah. Normal day. First day of the last week I'll be working here, feels like it's only been a few weeks but it's been almost two months, crazy. Well i hope my new job will be good, at least its paid better. I'll be emailing the manager to know more about the next job. Ah yes i also asked you to look into jobs today and ty love. You did for me. Also there was a cold breeze for you today interestingly . Amora was okay today and you applied to some jobs. You also got someone to help you find jobs 

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I can’t believe I’m saying this but it’s actually pretty cold today lol. I’m here with Amora and I’ll be heading down to shower soon. I got an invitation for a job selective process today, I’m feeling hopeful that something will come through soon, especially in admin. I don’t know, it’s just a feeling. Have a great day at work, I love you. 💕 

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Today we did a lot. Yes i didn't do the Journal for the past 4 days cause. We played resident evil, watch evil, watch evil memes haha. No just normal memes. We stayed with amora too. And also yes we did a lot. I'll add more tomorrow

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Today was a usual day. At work there was a tick situation fuck. Yeah went to work pretty late fuck cause i woke up late. Need to wake up earlier so i can leave earlier. Do not leave after 630. Need to be in the car before than. Anyways i wasnt late but still, 729. Yeah today we went pretty far in rockport to do some surveying of invasives in a srsc site. Very remote, at a place called Illabot creek. Need to remember this for later documentation. Anyways i basically walked a lot of miles today through a bunch of forest with 10 liters of water on my back. For you, you did your hair omg. You split and than braided them so they could be extra curly tomorrow. Ah u look so beautiful, I'll add the photo to this journal. Well the photo i included was your ourfit this morning, very casual. OH FUCK HAPPY ANNIVERSARY. TODAY IS OUR ANNIVERSARY, 3rd month or 2nd married now. Hurray ;-) ah yes you also trimmed the nepenthes. We watched evil and memes. Weird ep today, kinda mid about this drone guy tormenting drivers. And memes as always. Love you so much honey.

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Sorry for not posting much, I don’t receive notifications. Love you! 💞

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-Amanda

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Today: woke up same time as usual and drove to work as usual as well. I think today went pretty well, sprayed bb at Cumberland creek as per usual. Had an interesting morning start, moving logs out the way since the site was off road a bit on unmaintained road. Mgʻgʻgʻgḥgʻbi Sorry feel asleep. Yeah did that, went home. We watched memes and evil. Had good time! I love spending time with you honey. We did argue a bit near the end over nothing tho. It was cause you hit your nose. Ah yes you did your nails today too they look awesome! 

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Today: work time, two diff sites. Had salmon today nice on the bagel. Drove normal. 2 new ppl started today, interesting. Was with not the usual crew today, crew of 4. Sparying blackberries mainly on two diff sites. Went by nicely, ah yeah even took a nap in-between sites cause it was a 30 min drive. Anyways besides that for you amoras new collar came, youll use mainly for handling her in day care mainly i belive. Ah yes you also applied to 12 jobs and even got indicated one but didn't take cause of dp. Oh yes the 2nd site had sheep 🐑 hahaha, i showed you and you showed your parents which is the above Pic, funny creatures. Ah yes also we watched evil and memes, lovely way to end the night. We did argue a bit, it was over something dumb. Just not being listened to was the issue on your end. It was over a misunderstanding primarily as well too. Interesting to see sheep, dont usually see them huh. Ah yes i love you honey very much :)

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Today: woke up around 8 and we watched evil! Yes first thing in the morning is evil watching time, yeah i tried to wake up at 5 but that didnt work out. Anyways evil and breakfast, good old bagel with fish. Than after that was some indie time i believe until more evil during lunch! Than i downloaded the new resident evil game!! Its re requiem oh my god!! Its been good so far :-). Laptop ran it great. And than more indie time as you had to take care of amora and the dumb baby came. Amora was good, u spent time with her at home. Chill day todah with her, she did abuse u a bit tho. For you, your carne girls account reached 1k! Congrats babe yay, see the photo above. And than we played some more resident evil for the night until more indie time. Ah yes during the indie times we would listen to music to chill out with each other :-). And than finally we fucked around with each other, u kept taking screen shots of me it was super funny ahha. And than we watched some memes, much to your hesistation, than the acreen froze on my face and that was the funniest shit to you lmao. Well yeah, quite the chill day. Thanks for spending the day with me, i think discord showed 12 hrs of time? Ah i love you honey i cant wait to see you tomorrow. Love you

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Today was a normal day spent alot of it watching evil and playing games! Yay were finally playing games after a long time of not omg im happy

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Today: usual same old wake up time and commute. Same work at walters. This weekend, NOT during our time. So on my own time I'm gonna reslly get up to speed on my documentation stuff. Anyways yeah, brush cutting and ring spraying at walters. Good stuff :-) anyways laptop arrived and also you decided that soon amora will go and get looked at. Consulting for the girl to spay her.. yeah. And laptop came hell yeah. Couldn't use cause no time but tmrw i will, it's so nice and clean looking. So thin and light too :) awesome sauce. We also watched evil and memes. We were both slightly horny  , i know you were lol. Ah yeah this commute i thought you'd call me but ig you didn't :( you never call anymore ah that's ok .. yes I've also been listening to video game analysis videos in the car now. Awesome way to use time in the car nicely

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Today: woke up at 545, bit later, left pretty late too, almost 630 basically. Thought was gonna be late but wasnt, cause i drove well, got to work at 729. Worked at nooka today doing some spot spraying of poison hemlock. Surveyed a vast bank of restored forest. Cool and chill day. Ah yeah speaking of that, i should be taking more notes, staying on top of my stuff. Need to enter all the data i have before i forget all of it. Now that i got that new crew lead position it should be easier for me to do. Ah yes and also the position, will prob start in mid may, just submitted my documents to him. Hopefully everything works out there. You also got a job today! Well a sort of informal one with edivaldo, he's trying to start his own hr company and he hired you to help him, you were a recruiter before but now youre a partnership coordinator, or something similar. You see how it is, a company, than you give advice based on issues. Let me know if this is right or not, cool stuff you do babe. Observation, poison hemlock looks like carrot to me. Good night honey sleep well baby. Oh yes we also watched an ep of evil. Cool and short ep, about this kid that disappeared, thought it was the devil. Instead it was cause he got stuck under a building due to elevator button not working. Also watched 2 funny meme vids. Love you.  Ah fuck also no laptop yet god fucking damn it. We will see. Maybe tomorrow or later. Hopefully soon. Excited for your switch case to arrive to, that will be such a fun decoration to have ha

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Today: Went to work same time, went to guames island, did ring sprays and fixed some plantings. Today i had to tell them about my new job that i was looking into. The manager was not happy and i feel a bit bad but i had to do what i had to do. Its an opportunity, the better one. Im not doing it out of malice or anything, just the fact that this is simply better. Besides that, the laptop arrives tomorrow and I'm going to treat it like a baby! Well we'll see if it comes, i wont check if it comes so i can be surprised. As for you, the leash finally came and it worked out very well! You had a pretty good day which I'm glad to hear and see. You did some things alone without me, but thats your choice. Ah and the new job id have would be just like before but this time In seattle. I'll keep you updated about what happens next for the job. I love you honey

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Today was a good day! The harness surprised me positively, I got a case for my switch I’m so excited! Now I’m waiting my husband to help me with Cozy Caravan game update :). Miss you and love you honey! Congrats for your new job, I’m so proud of the man you’re turning into. 💞

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So ive noticed a trend i should address, I'm less likely to complete my usual routine tasks, such as these, when the weekend starts, i should probably fix that cause theres no way I'm gonna catch all the stuff i did in the past 4 days in to one. Plus not including other stuff too that i shoild be doing frequently. I didn't stretch enough.. well ok. I'll keep it brief. Tomorrow i promise to be better. On friday i went to the post office to drop off an order, it was for the chair, someone bought! On saturday i sold the camera lens, the rokinon, for 50$.. not much but i went all that way oh well, i also bought some plants, an artichoke and a pearly everlasting. And today, i mainly stayed home, planted the pearly everlasting, and studied for the pesticide exam. We watched a lot of the series this weekend and had a lot of fun chatting too. I remember us chatting about the job market, esg, amoras upcoming spaying, me coming there soon. Ah yes and i thought i should mention also that theres a new job i might accept. Ive been emailing thia guy back and forth about this job, a leadership position job, that would be way better for me cause its here in seattle and also hopefully pays more.. as its a leadership position. I just started this job tho and the ppl here are good plus i just got used to everything too. But well this is clearly the better op, I'll keep u updated. As for you, ah yes you also did an interview! It was with a ceo, she wanted to get to know you cause of your potential, see? Its not you babe its the job market thats so hard to enter into. Ah yeah the leash, we bought a new one for amora cause the other one simply isnt good, and also the leash too sadly. Quite dissappointing but oh well. Ah and we also talked about decorating your switch! You know i kind of feel build. You should also be able to have fun too. Im going to give you the money for it ok? Idc if its money for the house, i want you happy no matter what because thats my ultimate goal. We watched a ton of series and i cant wait to watch some more with you. I love you honey.  Oh yes and in the pic is of you before the interview with the ceo person. 

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Today was like any other work day, wokr up at 5.. wait I'll start with your day first why not. I think you studied power bi and got good at it, got 2 certs (nice job honey!), denied a interview cause it was per vacancy, even tho it was with an international company barely get anything, put one of the leashes for sale today (above pic), and also made a linkedin post! Awesome updates through out the day honey ty. I'll keep my sectuon brief, i dont think u need too much details. Went to work and went to the site, upper skagit river, cumberland creek, did some surveying, trail making, and brushcutting. After that went home. Loved watching the series witj you today PLUS memes ah yes it was perfect. I love you honey,  it was a great day today. I'll miss you bubba. See you tomorrow 

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So for today, the day for me started at the usual time 5:30. For breakfast i had some tuna and cream cheese with a bagel. Let the house late, 620. Saw a crazy crash on i5 and made it to work. Went to the site as the past two working days, it's name is the name of a street near it, Matthews i think. Anyways worked there all day, it was hot, until we ran out of things to do, we went to another site after that, pretty much a little bit after lunch, to look for tansy ragwort, and other Invasives. It was less circle spraying, more spot spraying but we soon ran out of time pretty quick since we came after lunch. Bunch of logistics goes into my work and it's hard to make it all work out. Yesterday it did but today not so much. Anyways went home, my mileage is getting better btw! I think now ita 32.5 mpg! I wonder if there's a better rate i can get but id have to be very slow. But before this job it was 30 tbf. Anyways after that we watched some of the new series we started, the episode was about halloween and the diff stories of the diff characters. Quite the charcter sevelopment episode i think.  Than we thought about how amora will stay cool and dry with a house. As for your day you cleaned all of amoras room and her stuff, ty for doing that honey. And than according to you, you spent most of your day studying power bi. Makes sense but you said the hardest part was the fórmulas. Haha well i wish you luck honey. Oh and for some reason discord gave you nitro, who i thought at first was a lover of yours hahaha. Well yeah that's most of the day. You should tell me more of your day even if it's mundane. I can too if you care but i don't think you do. Love you honey. Pic is of you cleaning her entire room

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Today the day started at 530, i barely got any sleep the night before bcs i was busy looking for the prefect laptop. I did after a few hours of constant re-reading and researching. Slept hella late.. loke at 1 am. Not good and would never do again. Idk how i lived thru this day healthily but i did. Sleeping early tonight thank god. Anyways yeah, another normal day, went to same place as last Thursday, circle sprays and did very well almost did everything expected and more. Need to write this down before i forget, need to cataloge my documentation cause i didn't for last week yet. I'll do on the weekend. Anyways after that we called, talked a bit about jobs, how it is shotty right now but you've gotten some new opportunities. Im excited for you! We were gonna watch the series but we ran out of time and decided to watch some funny meme together instead. ❤️  i love watching. As for your day you realized that the harness was quite shittu after walking her today because it just didn't adjust properly, the leash was also bad, and she just pulled too much. You got a bit mad at her but dw,i talked to her and she forgives you. You also got news that you were a finalist? But no interview yet so let's see. And you got contacted by an international Corp about a potential job but it's bad cause it's not fixed income. But you'll look more into it tmmrw. Your mother sucks ass per usual always inviting your aunt. Sorry about that stress. Just wanted to remind you that even if our time zones and distance separate us, doesn't mean i don't love you. I married you for a good reason my love. Always remember that. I love you very much sleep well honey. Ah yes also amora was being a silly girl today haha, playing with her food. She's not that dumb mostly

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Past 2 days were: sold some stuff at usps, sold the camera and laptop. Bought a new laptop today! Bought some more gifts for you! God damn is getting hot af now and it's not even summer. Got the laptop back to sell. Went to dentist to clean my mouth up. Very good, fixed up my hole and loose wire. You went to see you aunts new baby. Listed more stuff on ebay. Oh yeah the laptop is called asus zephyrus g16! It's very much like a Mac very thin yet can do many things. Crazy how computers are getting so small and powerful. Ah yes end also went to best buy to buy thermal paste. I tried to fix it but alas no results. I did get it to turn on though, twice. Idk how but i did. I sold the laptop with everything and came with the box. We started watching a new series called evil, interesting story about this woman who is a lawyer joins a church to investigate weird incidentes of supernatural stuff. We will keep watching soon. Love you honey

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First Ill write about yesterday since i missed that day: yesterday was yet another work day, but the previous night was spent up and doomscrolling on youtube shorts until it was way too late, leading me to feel super sleepy on the car rides to the site. Woke up at the same time around 530 or later actually, gotta work on that, and went to work. I like how thursday feel cause everyone feels energized and ready for the weekend. We did some spraying pretty far up north near concrete washington. Just usual ring sprays and also some blackberry sparying. That wasn't on the agenda, the blackberry, cause we couldn't find any bind weed at the site, so we just found some blackberry to dump what we had. Rest of the day was ring spraying in rows. Skagit river was nice. Road trip was nice too. Besides that, for your day, it was spent emailing a bunch of recruiters and hr departments bcs of this awesome resource you found. It's a website that has the contactsfor hundreds of hr companies! Ithink you sent 50+ resumes (and you got a response back omg but that's in the future)! You also told me that mariawas acting very bad dueto her parents diet, she was always crying bcs she couldn't poop, sorry about that babe. Anyways i drove back home but something bad happened this night, we had an argument :(. Im sorry honey. I'll just say it had to with your bpd. It can be super difficult to deal with sometimes and i wasn't in the best mindset. I said what i shouldn't have when you were triggered. Im sorry and i love you. Moving past that to today, i woke up slightly later around 8, not ideal. Tmmrw I'll wake up earlier. After that i went to the dentist and got my teeth cleaned and finally filled that hole in my tooth that's been there for months. After that i went to bothell to pick up my broken ass laptop fuck this cost me 1k in student loans lol. But oh well, i can't belive i had to pay these fuckers too. Cause funny thing is that i was able to turn it on, but just for a sec. I tried to replace the thermal paste and put everything nicely, i even went to best buy to get some, but it didn't work at the end.  I put it up for sale on ebay for parts and as broken. Fuckity, oh well.  As for you, your day was spent with Amora adjusting the harness to fit perfectly, you went to Cavaleiros to see if It works but it didn't so you took some time at night to make it fit anug on her.  Also your mother was being as stupid as always forcing you to take her to the market, forcing you to see the baby, forcing you to do this and that I'm sorry babe. But thank Jesus this is over soon, that house is ours. Oh yes and the interview was scheduled for the 23rd?? Can you confirm this oh and also there will be a scheduled electrical outage fuck oh well. And your prescription gives you a headache, not good. We watched memes at the end day too. Love you honey a lot

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Today was another usual day for me. Woke up around 530, went to work around 6:15, and you actually called this time! We talked a bit about the logistics concerning amoras spaying, which will be happening in a few months. Normal day out in the field, went to guames island, and than went home. I got gas before heading home as well. I heard though that today was a bad day for my honey. I tried my best to support her, because a lot is happening in her life. We watched some memes at the end of the day. 

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I can’t wait for us to live in our house together, honey. I want this distance to be over already, so you don’t have to go back anymore. I love you, have a nice day at work!

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Today i woke up around 5 because i heard my phone buzzing, today was another work day. Had breakfast, did the usual commute, Arrived to work around 7:30. In the morning i went to pick up some bareroot plants from a nursery, roses included and than arrived to the site.Today we did some brushcutting in between a monoculture of trees, something i havent had done in a while but something im pretty skilled at. Giant blackberry, 12 feet almost. Did this for most of the day and Ill be honest, sometimes it can get on your nerves but I'm fine at the end. At the end of the day i planted some of the roses than went home for the day. Had some salmon and rice for dinner, took a shower, stretched, and had some tea. As for your day, from what youve told me it was mainly based around this passing of your uncle, understandably. Amora went to the day care today and she was eating a ball haha, oh this girl. Ah and her harness arrived today as well. This is all you told me. We couldnt talk much cause you were feeling sick and didnt do much tonight sadly but its okay. Tomorrow I'll see more what I'll do with my laptop, its done for as i was told today so i gotta get a new one. Oh well. Love you honey. Ah and this pic is for you

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Today was a usual work day, woke up early, around 5:30, i remember being in a slight rush tho but in the end, didnt neee cause yeah it usually works out fine. I tried driving more slowly today, and yeah, i get to work the same time even if i drove faster. So to save gas i think from now on I'll be going slow on the right lane going the speed limit. Gas is super expensive now so i need to conserve where i can. At least the gas in mount vernon is cheap. Anyways yeah, i took this selfie with you before i went to work. Than i took the ferry and went to work at guames island on a privately owned reserve. Walked around in the forest to ez ject some invasive holly. Organized some planting tube supplies to be used another time. And than yeah, drove back home and had a good dinner (fish and rice) and good shower. Im feeling great, and have some tea over here. As for you i heard that unfortunately you had a bad start to your day which I'm sorry about. You said you had to wake up early at 6 because of amoras barking, thinking she was barking because she could smell the black dog from up there, which i dont know, im having a hard time believing because shes lived there her whole life, surely she would have gotten used to a smell as frequent as that. Anyways thankfully you were able to get some more sleep and wake up when i did. After that you studied or applied for jobs or looked for jobs if i had to guess, but you did say it was hard to study today because of your headache. You went to take care of her around 4 and stayed until 6, so that didnt help either. A lot of amora for you today for better or worse. You played hide and seek with her haha. Your mother stessed you and your whole family as per usual with her idiotic behaviour but what else is new. You slept with a headache but i think thats just from the heat of staying up there with her, plus i assume you didnt drink or bring water. Bring some water! Next time. We didnt get to watch memes today cause of that but hopefully tomorrow we will. Tomorrow it rains but i got my new boots today! So lets see. Love you honey

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Sometimes I realize how good it is to be loved, seeing you saying you love that I’m your wife and you made the right choice, makes me very emotional. I know I’m not perfect, I have my flaws and my issues, but you always stay and want to grow with me. I don’t have a job and I’m unsure about the career I chose, but if there’s something I’m not unsure about is that I managed to achieve one of my dreams: find a man that would love me for who I am. I love you, and I don’t know how I could get so lucky to have a man like you. Love you husband, have a nice day at work ❤️.

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Today: i woke up a bit later today as well unfortunately, around lunch time for you, sorry. I promise to try and be more consistent with this more often, i think by scheduling and sticking to the schedules can help me stay on track. Besides that, we unfortunately didnt spend much time together today because we were busy. Most of your day was spent hanging out with your cousins. We gossiped a bit about her new long distance relationship with a man from a far away city, but at the same time you learned that your cousin knows some people that could help you get a job, people petrobras, etc. Pretty interesting convos you had, and after this you headed to the ox event! As pictured above, you arrived a bit early so you went to the mall and your father got some food for you and two sanrio cups! Than after you stayed in the event for a while, a few hours actually watching all the oxs go down the stress including falcao, and even participaitng in the crowd!! Super cool and i wish i was there.. we called a bit for 5 mins but than u went to sleep, understandably, u got back at 12! As for me my day was a bit uneventful. I went to the nursery, got some natives but also your drosera!!! A new one that you dont have and is nice looking and I'm sure will sell well. Also went to the forest to harvest some plants for my garden. Did some weeding. Slight studying (very slight tbh) and did some shameful doom scrolling while i waited for you. Yeah gotta work on that. But i got past it. I love you honey. 

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I forgot to write for yesterday,  so to give a brief summary: yesterday i went to the post office again to ship my sold camera stuff, this time it was my ioptron slyguider pro, star tracking device. Dont have a use for it anymore. Ill remember that ups makes and stuffs boxes for you, so thats good to know. After that i went to buy some stickers for you, cute stuff, plus some snacks (choco mushrooms! And hichew!), than i went looking for a store to buy boots. First big five, than one in white center than one in burien, didnt find but bought some insulated gloves. After that went to goodwill to buy you some blouses, found two good ones! I think both are Christmas themed, only two bucks! After i went home to watch some memes with you, we wanted to watch a movie but we didn't cause we couldn't decide lol. We were watching trailers than got distracted by meme vids. Rest of the night was spent listening to music and chatting, super cute day, we were vibing to some early y2k and 90s music (think of green day and incubus). For today though, not as eventful. I didnt go out and we really only called until later but thats alright. Today was spent chilling, we watched some more memes together in the afternoon, you walked amora and noticed the ocean tide coming closer, even ive never seen it that bad, ty for showing me. You got allergies i think so went home early, and than st night we spent our time hanging out, but we had a bit of an argument. An episode caused by my lack of validation, i insisted on you getting an irrelevant job, clerk or cashier, but you felt that it would put to waste years of experience learning and gettind degrees. Very understandable, and your feelings around this were atrong. But i kept insisting, saying the reality was more important. At that point we argued but were okay now. I understand what you said you didnt mean. And i understand i have more to learn to better my understanding if your condition. Thank you honey for your love everyday. Everyday i realize i made the best choice to make you my wife. You make me so happy love.

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Today: Started the day in a strangers home, as mentioned previously, to do the project on orcas island. Day started around 6:30, had a light breakfast, left at 7:30 after packing and prepping, just a night stay. Work was monotonous and repetitive but accomplishing, dense plantings requiring sparying herbicide for about 7 hours. Yeah, longer days, didn't know that days could be longer than what was at earthcorp, butoh well. At least i got to see an orcaat the end of the day, along with my bubba honey. I missed you love. As for what you did today you took amora to the day care in the morning, And spent most of the day studying again today, i don't know what else you did this day tho so, please be sure to update me more in the future. What i do know is this interesting book you linked, its an Ai generated post but a book about pets and plants. I got home pretty late today because the ferry was scheduled late, and also the drive back took a while too. You mentioned that i shouldve been more excited to see you, sorry i didnt show that more but i really was really occupied to get gas. We spent most of the car ride slightly silent, but thats okay. We dont need to be talking all the time to make use of our time. Just being there to talk when both of us want is fine as well. As i got home you went to aleep understandably because it was so late, around 12. And i took an immediate shower too. But oh well, hey the day was pretty good at the end and i hope to spend the next 3 days with you. I love you honey

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Written 4/9: today is the start of my camping trip, and i barely made it to work with only one bar of gas left in the car, i missed the exit on the way but maybe that's fine cause i got gas the next day after work. I got to work early and we spent a lot of time packing to go to camping. After that, we did some work for a bit, at skagit, for about 6 hours than left to go to the camping trip at Orcas island. We took the ferry, went to the managers friends house, very weird and tall woman, her husband no where to be found, but whatever it was nice, and than see showed us this land trust preservation shoreline bay where we ate manager provided burritos. Yes we got burrito! After that, i decided not to shower, and went to sleep pretty early in this strangers home but i felt comfortable. I was given a room after telling them i snore a bit. But yeah, she also had two husky mix doggys that she got from a homeless man living in Seattle that breeds them. You had a bad day.. because it's very hot. Studying today as well. I'm sorry i couldnt be there for you, you know i feel powerless when you're like this. But i should mention i tried my best to keep you updated the entire day, included with photos and vids. This is good right? I wish we could call more often but you dont seem to want to, which is fine, you have your own things to worry about. Anyways, yea, first camping trip in the first week of work and the whole day felt rushed but alright than. I guess this is how things will be? Lets see..

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I like to sometimes go back and see old photos of us. Who could think we would get so far? I’m happy we had a great outcome from our meeting. I love you ❤️

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Today: Went to work as per usual, you got a certificate in Power BI, applied for the social data analyst position with IDE, scheduled to attend a webinar for esg related topics, i think it was related to corruption and its effects, and as for me, i worked in walters property, did planting and spraying, and documented most of it. We ended the day watching the last two episodes of "something bad is going to happen". I would say the day felt sort of long but also not too much, it went by relatively fast especially the afternoon for me. I woke up same time, left same time, so far the week is feeling fine and i alreadu feel i am getting into the groove of things. Same thing for you too, quite a good day, I'm glad that you are finding oppurtunities and are growing,getting the certificate and webinar, general studying, keep doing your best! We didnt call after work prob cause you didnt want or was busy doing something but at the end of the day we watched and finished something bad is going to happen, yes the last two episodes were quite the tearjerker and an emotional roller coster, still cant believe it ended that way with the guy being such a coward. But anyways, after that we did talk a bit about how you dont trust me still.. quite a serious talk about trust. You dont trust me because you want to protect yourself. Alright than babe, if it works for you go ahead. Just know that i am more than aware of your mistrust. Thats your choice. I try my best during lunch time or break time btw to respond to what you wrote down, that is always my priority when I'm not  working. Kind of like what i did today. Anyways tomorrow I'll be camping/staying at a lodge to do a project somewhere on orcas island. Ill tell you more about it tomorrow. See you tomorrow morning

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What happened today: my first day at work, you scheduled an interview for a position you probably won't get, amora went to get her vaccines, you were offered two volunteer positions, we watched some memes. Today the day started very early around 5 for me so 9 for you, got ready to go to work and we called during that time, we talked about how you were given an interview for a call center positon thats not worth taking cause one, its in person and two, it doesnt help with your career. Youll still go to the interview tomorrow though for experience and connections. After that i arrived to work and did my thing, got onboarded, met the team, learned all the systems, learned where everything went, did some work, learned methods, went home. Tomorrow I'll be going back to work and on wednesday-thursday ill be camping. Besides that, on the way home we talked about how amora got her two vaccines since the guy never came, the vet that never schedules, is super unorganized and never shows up, so you had to go to a general vet instead, how you were given two positions by edivani for IDE (AWESOME)!!, and how there was a weird noise coming from your car. I got home, we disucssed the analyst positon was best for you (social impact analyst, analyzing points of concern on the company), than watched some memes. It was a abit late for you and you got mad i kept you up until 12, so tomorrow i will make sure you dont. I love you honey. Oh also i would get a raise to do the camping trips, 33$ per hour (great) bcs it would be on Orcas island, and that's a different minimum wage. 

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Today for Easter 2026!: You showed me some interesting horror themed animations, they were claymation and had this childlike bsckground to it, at 6 am for me, you went to your uncles condo to celebrate easter with your family (i also was invited to go to my aunts house, Oakling, but decided to spend time with you), was forced to look at our house again for some reason with your parents (it was on the way back from the party), and than we basically spent the rest of the afternoon and evening watching the rest of the series, something bad is going to happen. I believe we made it to episode 6 today, leaving off with the mc communicating with a dead person that could help her stop the curse! Along with that we also watched some memes too, of people failing and falling as per usual, i love winding down the day with some memes what can i say. I did feel a bit jealous today, the series there was a point the character learned a truth, and the characters partner had lied to them. Ofc this led to me being a bit dramatic.. with your exes. You know how i feel about them. But the convo is over and I have my resolution. I recoginize you have no connection or past with them anymore. I know you love me honey. Tomorrow i start my first day at work. Tell me how your day goes so i can document it here! Above is a pic of your candies you got today. Oh plus, you looked so beautiful in your outfit today, just wanted to remind you of how god damn gorgeous you are. See you tomorrow! 

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So for today, i think most of my time was spent in the garden, while for you, you went out with your father with amora and studied too. I'll also need to study as well cause i got my results back from the test, i passed two exams but failed two.. I'll be retaking the next test and will be sure to past this time. Anyways besides, the ethernet cable came and i got the old computer working, albeit slow. You also walked her, but it was raining today and of all thetimes your father decided to get a hair cut, he did and you were forced to wait outside in the reason. We talked a bit about which movie to watch, indecisive as always, than wewatched this new series, started, called "something very bad is going to happen", a horror series, and you got scared cause of that one scene with the dog in the hallway lol. You were a bit scared so idk if you'll want to watch tomorrow again. We also watched some more memes, about animals and people falling (it's always ppl falling lol) and i got to give you a bed time story! Tomorrow youll be going to the bbq for Easter so let's see. I will want you to sleep early, so I'll remind you and myself. No more sleeping late, hopefully. 

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Today i ordered the ethernet cable for the computer, worked on the garden, you went out to the beach, got tan, worked on anti harassment courses, and we watched this weird mockumentary, a fake documentary about a serial killer, i forgot the name but it took place in some obscure eastern us city. We also watched some memes (for a while, like more than an hour) which i loved btw. You also walked amora as well at Cavaleiros i believe. We talked a bit about your postures effect on your appearance, i would help you stay consistent with. You're doing those courses before your post grad to prepare. Tomorrow we will watch some more movies and memes hopefully! I think tomorrow maybe I'll come up with a more structured day and get the old computer setup with the new ethernet cable. 

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Today my glasses arrived, your aunt came to visit your house, and you were invited to an esg group. This morning i went to the post office to drop off the lens order, i made about 90$ from it. Easier to do than i thought. After this i worked on my garden, just weeding, maybe tomorrow I'll plant the plants i bought. As for you, you also worked on your plants. the new tray finally arrived! After those other two your father broke you needed a better one. You also made some new plants too, making new dionaea seedlings. The vet was supposed to come today but he never did. Also, today you accepted an interview for a volunteer position for esg, the position would help get you experience. We did have a slight conflict at night. It was about my maturity, and advice about being careful about who i surround myself with. I understood your advice in the end though. We also watched some memes! Tomorrow you're going to take amora on an early walk in the morning. I'll be there when you get back home

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Today i finally gave my computer to a reputable place. They told me they will have it done at the latest on April 14th. It will most likely be done before that, so we can finally get back to how things usually are. After that we went to anothe nursery, sky's nursery, to see if they had any drosera, they had everything but unfortunately. I did end up buying some twin berry and Nine bark. I also did a quick interview with the pm that missed the interview, for kcd. Also for you, amora was at day care today and you were doing your hair and had dinner with your parents. We talked about amoras future plans of getting spayed and also when we should. The latest will be in July, but thankfully you will have moved to the new house before than, so you can take care of her. We also bought her a new harness today. You spent most of your day studying, preparing for the upcoming post grad studies you have!

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Here is your sea themed gifts: for my wife and for my daughter, can you guess which is for my daughter? Anyways, this photo was taken yesterday, after we had went to the nursery and stationary store. For today, it was spent being a bit busy on both of our ends. Today i went to do my pesticide testing! I'm hoping i did well, this will help me get a raise and make more money for us. Along with that, i got my laptop back from that sus guy. Im gonna go to a more reputable place instead tomorrow. As for you, you went out to imbetiba today with amora and your mother. You also got some courses given to you ahead of time to study! Youll be starting your post grad next saturday (exciting)! Im very happy and proud of you honey. We did have a bit of a conflict tonight, but i think it was resolved when we communicated more clearly. It was about the mortgage, and my plan to live in brasil, how long this would take. Let me reassure you that this distance will end soon. We will find a way. I love you. I'll always find time for you.

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Here's a Pic of março and dezembro, while i was cleaning out my stuff today. Let me also include that my laptop is broken.. its not turning on because i broke a connector inside of it, oh well. I'll be getting it repaired by a shop tomorrow. Besides that, today i spent most of the day cleaning. I cleaned everything. Under my bed, my clothes, my drawers, my hanged clothes. It is spring plus good to get organized before i start working. As for you, you went with amora to the park, i think it was the park in sao Marcos. She barked on the car ride there as she usually does, than after that you went to see the house. There was an event at the community center there but you could barely hear it from our house. Overall a really great and peaceful place our house is in. You had sushi for dinner too! You were feeling some conflicting feelings of not contributing financially today.. but hey. Remember that no matter how old we get, money will always be something we need, for better or worse. You will find an opportunity

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Today was quite a normal day, for me the day started early, where i did an interview with KCD, than soon after, picked out new glasses. We watched the new episode of digital circus and helped align yourself towards your new post grad studies, since you just recently got your diploma. I'm going to help you look for what study would be best to help in terms of jobs and personal growth too. Let's make sure to give ourselves a break though when needed.

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I’m goin to miss moments like this! But hopefully, soon, you are going to be able to live here with me.

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So I did forget to take a pic of us on call today (I'm only remembering now), i will leave a reminder for myself to take one tomorrow. Heres the most relevant screenshot though. Today you lost your hairclip and got frustrated becayse of that, but no worries because you ended up going to downtown and getting new ones! I tried to help by looking on shopee, i did find one though! As for me, not much, just cleaned the car. I got a bit frustrated tonight too, but it was because we had a conflict. Its one i will look more into. Anyways tomorrow is my interview. Wish me luck! 

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I didnt take any relevant pictures today so here's amora from yesterday. Today, your father just signed the contract for ownership of our house and we paid our first part of the down payment! The house is officially off the market and is ours.. it still hasnt hit me yet but I'm sure it will once the mortgage comes, lol. Tonight I had an idea, I'm wanting to take pictures of us while long distance more often and put them here. So pictures of us on call doing an activity or posing for a selfie. It would be a nice way to remember the day, because these days matter too. Today was a normal day other than that, and we had some fun near the end laughing, watching memes and listening to music. I want to give more intentional attention for you during the day too, which I'll try to practice tomorrow. 

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We were busy with everything happening in our lives, including being busy with each other, that we didn't have time to reflect. Well, now that we're apart, now we do. We're married but apart once again, after living for nearly 3 straight months together. Putting it into words, makes it feel dreamlike, yet it was all real. The feelings, the emotions, the love was all real and will continue to be so, as long as we nourish it, each other, and our selves. 

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Everything has been changing so fast lately. We went through so many things, good and bad. I think maybe that’s what I needed in my life tho, a bit of change, new things happening. I feel more alive again and even more in love with you, I can’t wait to feel you in person again my love. We are almost there, let’s keep doing our best, we are becoming very mature ❤️

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It's been a while and a lot has happened. It's been more than a month since ive updated you, im sorry. Life has gotten busy, especially personally as well, with amanda and all. Were going through a large transition right now, in terms of our relationship and in our lives too. So many things have changed. Try to remember, feelings of harsh truths, openness to new feelings from others, a marriage soon to come, an end to a year. How is it for you?

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I cant wait for us to move out. I also got promoted today, that’s so nice and it’s going to help us a lot! I love you ❤️

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I found a nest today. We'll be making a home similar to this nest one day. Not literally ofc but i mean buying and having our own home :-) i also wanted to send your family my regards for your uncles passing

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Its time to heal and be better and love each other :) this dog was very friendly and let me pet them :) maybe we should do the same, let each other pet and love. Sorry i didnt yesterday. 

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It was a long day. But lets continue forwards, even if theres issue along the way. 

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I found this beautiful red maple, i took it with me. Reminds me of how beautiful you are bubba

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Sorry about my adhd. Sorry. Please stay with me, please. I love you so much

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So you recently got accepted into a job, something im incredibly proud of btw. The pay is based on your performance, so it isn't traditionally per hour, but it's still a great step plus a really amazing opportunity. You might end up with a job if you end up doing well, we will find out. And your psychiatrist prescribed you meds, we'll see tmrw what and how this is going to go

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I really hope we can have our house and everything will work out. I love you!

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-Amanda

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Happy anniversary for real this time! Haha. Tomorrow you go to the psychiatrist for the first time, i wonder how itll go. Youll be ok, and no matter what she tells you, we will get thru this. Ok? :) i love you

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Hi babe, and me. Sorry that i havent been updating this as of late, im going to use the same excuse but you already know its because i just forget some days. But today i didnt! I thought id update here too. Last few days have been tough, there was a crisis, unfortunately i was the cause, but we're both ok now. Im 22 now also, and amora 10 months old. And it's been 1 year and 8 months since i made the promise to you ❤️ many important dates to remember. I love you honey

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I wish us all the best that life can give.

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-Amanda

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Im sorry that i havent been able to update this journal in a while, ive just been inconsistent with finding time to do so, not a big reason as to why. Today was like every other tuesday, just the usual. Not much time with you but i enjoyed the time that i did :-) 

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Lets try to remember to take our time and go through it day by day. I have a feeling we are in for a long marathon of challenges, we have to be able to last long enough to get to our finish. So take each day one step at a time

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I havent added anything in a while, sorry about that. Just been busy with life but ill make up for the lost entries dont worry. Good morning bubba, I'll be heading to work very soon in a little bit

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I’m sorry about the lack of update, things got really busy, but I’m always here loving you and us!

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No time to make an interesting one. I need to sleep.. soon I'm with you. Good night honey. I'll be there

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Can't remember when this was taken but it should probably be remembered. When the clouds are like this it really puts into perspective how big the world reslly is.

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First day of July, soon I'll be seeing you :)

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-Brandon

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Found this bunny a while ago while at work. I love you ok. 

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I was cooking today and as i write this i feel tired. My eyes are falling asleep but i still took some time to try and remember this day. I cooked some pasta, some pretty good stuff was in it. We also watched squid game, true crime, and played. Oh and i also planted tomatoes, and got a haircut 

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Another dog.. just one walking around our site, came through that fence in the back. Today was another typical work day. We were supposed to watch some true crime series starting today but unfortunately you weren't able to cause you were tired so.. ig we will this weekend. Thank you for the stability you provide me everyday. I love you

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You got your laptop setup today! And my feet got swampy as shit but hey, that's part of the job really. Anyways, we also played some fall guys and listened to music to my surprise cause you sleep early usually 

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Sorry that i haven't been posting, just haven't been consistent with this habit yet but i promise i will try to. Thank you for posting while i was away though. During my 5 day weekend we spent all of it together, as per usual, played around, went to the pet store and nursery, and got a new laptop! I write this before i head to bed, i kind of miss you. Im feeling a bit down, if im being honest but only at the moment. Mainly because of the weight of the world and its realities. Im really glad to have you.. im not sure what i would do without you anymore. Knowing youll be here is.. very, very reassuring. Good night love

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I hate this dog, but at the same time love her.. its complicated, so much stress yet so much love. Is this true love? Maybe

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I thought the shiny colors coming from the insects wing was a piece of garbage or plastic underneath them. But as it turns out, its just the light from the sun reflecting of the wings, there wasnt any plastic there. How interesting. Sorry that i havent posted here in a while. You know, while I'm here, let me leave something for you, or for me, in the future. You're looking back at all these memories either idley or for some reason. You don't always come here to see what you took pictures of and what text you wrote about said pictures. But since you're here, appreciate the passage of time. You have a limited life. Spend your time wisely. 

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This damn dog gives us a rollercoaster of emotions to deal with almost every single day.. theres not such thing as a stable week with this one. But yet, i think In the end it'll be worth it. After all is said and done, years from now we'll see that having a dog along with a partner is a fine life to have :)

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I think i forgot to send you this picture i took of you playing with her, so here it is. A moment just like every other captured in its true essence. No posing or anything, just how i like 

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Tomorrow I'll be camping again, this time near Enunclaw, and only for 2 nights. Today was spent doing some professional development stuff, fall guys, and a calming ending. I hope the next two nights I'll be able to talk to you.  Love you

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Well.. the start to June was spent basically figuring out the future of us. Housing, and how were going to own a place for us to live in the future. I understand a bit more than i did before, and we seem to be getting the support of your father as well. Lets see how things piece together..

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I took this picture of a dog from the car a few days ago. I took it for you but i think you were having problems with amora at the time and were stressed. I decided not to send it and forgot about this picture until now. Today same work as usual, at Southgate Park. Today you were more stressed than usual.. something happened with amora, she wasn't behaving, causing you to always have to go up, until you got fed up with her and hit her. I forgive you. Let's just try to heal from this. 

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Went to work as usual today, was just extremely hot. I couldnt be there for you when you needed me to. Thank you for getting through the day without me either way. Thank you for trying every day. Thank you. I know its hard. Please keep trying

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-Brandon