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I wish they could see how difficult it is to handle things as an "adult." It’s hard to deal with their problems too, especially when I’m already managing my own. I just hope that, eventually, they’ll realize that at times they can be "toxic"—and it takes a toll on my mental health.

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How big of deal the hatred and fear that i felt when i was a child....the thing is....i have a good memory...so all that....i still remember it,all the usage of that Belt ,not just mentaly...but....i fear that belt touching my skin again....its like a weapon of pure punishment and pain,even though sometimes we didn't do anything wrong...😑

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How big of deal the hatred and fear that i felt when i was a child....the thing is....i have a good memory...so all that....i still remember it,all the usage of that Belt ,not just mentaly...but....i fear that belt touching my skin again....its like a weapon of pure punishment and pain,even though sometimes we didn't do anything wrong...😑

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Sana makita nila kung gaano ako nag s-struggle to express myself dahil sa suppression nila noon sa akin nung bata-bata pa ako.

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I wish they saw how I manage to stand up on my own, masanay ng walang inaasahan throughout my school life and life outside

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how I can't say no even when I want to.

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i wish they notice na i'm trying my best to be the best kuya and panganay, and trying my best na tulungan sila sa mga gawaaing bahay. But minsan nahihirapan din ako dahil di ko alam kung ano yung uunahin ko, school works ko ba or gawaing bahay

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I wish they saw that I feel pressure when it comes to academics yon lng

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Nihoah Seth G. Orzal

11 -Aklan

What I wish they saw

• I wish they can see that I try my best to be okay with them

• I wish they can see that everyone has they're own life because in the end the only one you can depend on is yourself

• I wish they see that I don't disrespect them but instead I just want to say what I want

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I wish my family saw that my “resting face” isn’t an attitude, it’s just me processing what had happened. It’s not that I’m mad, it’s just my default setting.

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ωнαт ι ωιѕн тнєу ѕαω

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ωнαт ι ωιѕн тнєу ѕαω

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ѕσмєтιмєѕ ι ʝυѕт ωιѕн 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚗𝚊𝚙 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜

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Sana nakita ng mama at papa ko all those years kung paano ako lumaki, paano ako nagkaroon ng identity, paano ako natuto sa mga bagay, at kung ano-ano yung mga pinagdaanan ko na nagbuo sa'kin kung sino ako ngayon.

Sana nakita ni nanay yung behind at beyond ng kung ano ang pinapakita ko sa kan'ya.

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My voice.

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I wish they saw how hard i try to reach the standards they built for me. Growing up, I was always viewed as someone who can do a lot of things without asking for help. Now that I am older, it became part of my personality that every time I fail to accomplish something — I make myself suffer and feel really bad about it.

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na nasasaktan ako kapag ini-encourage pa nilang i-pursue ko yung path na hindi ko tinake, kasi ang dating sakin, e, kahit anong gawin ko / achievement ko, hindi magiging enough for them.

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I wish they saw na I love and appreciate them so much, I'm just not as affectionate and showy as they expect me to be. I also wish na they know how much I struggle before and I had to endure everything alone kasi I downt want them to see me cry hajshahahahhaha😓

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My sincere love and care for them. I pray that they would see me as someone who they can run to whenever they feel down or whenever they want someone to listen to their life updates. Also hoping that they can give their trust to me.