# data[].attributes.body
This is gonna be my first love letter to you, I haven’t done one of these in ages babe, so this might be all over the place and illiterate HAHA. If you’ve gotten love letters in the past na well, expect MORE from me 😤 hindi ako content sa message ko sa timeline because I have a lot to say to you. I guess we’re both still new to this whole commitment thing, and you went into my life so unexpectedly, despite that, I think perfect lang ang entrance mo sa life kong nagkakagulo 😭. I am honored to have known you past our landian, and our kantutan, to know what bothers you, to know what puts a smile on my baby’s face, what food you like, how I eat much more than you do and you always let me finish our food myself. You’re the love of my life forever, and I’m so positive to plan a future with you, sabihin na natin na it’s too fast, pero this one just isn’t infatuation, and I hope you don’t feel like I’m just an infatuation, I’m so in deep with you love. Whoever is making you feel down talagang malilintikan sakin babe, nako, ako pa-cute at pa-demure lang ako, pero pag may nabangga sayo? macacancel talaga ako sa timeline sa bunganga ko.

Sometimes babe, namimihasa ako na i’m super paalaga sayo, it feels so nice to have someone treat me so gently, even if we’re not about to fuck. Just the mundane day in our lives, kahit super tamad ko maligo, kahit i’m so annoying, you manage to still look at me with that look in your eyes that makes me feel like my life is worth living again. I hope you know na I will also take good care of you, and I know naman na you like making alaga me hehe.

Alam mo babe, pag nagbreak tayo, wala na, mamamatay nalang akong single kaya bawal tayo magbreak ha? walang magbbreak, I love my clingy boyfriend so much and i’ll always find time for you my love. I will make sure you won’t be neglected kasi I never ever want you to cry because you’re sad, and if ever something’s bothering you, bawal na bawal mo sarilihin love okay? please promise me that kasi we’re together now and we share these burdens together. I love you baby.

Next year i’m positive you’re still the guy I’m gonna post, you’re still the guy i’m gonna kiss, you’re still the guy i’m gonna travel the world to, you’re still the guy i’m gonna eat my meals with, you’re still the guy i’ll wake up to every single morning. I know na i’m not getting ahead of myself whenever I make plans with you in the future, even if it’s very out of character for me, you’re worth the risk. Kahit sumakit pipi ko kakaluwal ng baby, basta kamukha mo go lang HSHSHAHAHAHAHA.

You always make me feel so safe, I could drown in your scent and it kills me to know if magbbreak tayo hindi ko na maamoy yung amoy mo forever that already smells like home to me. So walang magbbreak okay? forever tayo, period, as long as you can tolerate me. by the time comes na hindi mo na ako kaya, i’d still be so thankful na i’ve come across you at some point in my life, and you got to be my boyfriend, like ang swerte ko super.

I love waking up to the sound of your light snores, or when you hold me closer to you whenever I move a bit and kiss me on top of my head even if you’re midsleep na. I love you so much, I love walking around with you kasi you’re so pogi and wala silang magagawa but just stare at you. Until now I can’t believe I ended up with someone as pretty as you.

I love you my Xavier Kai 💗

loveee,
your Nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.body
hello to my favorite boy in the entire world, first of all, i’m really sorry, i made you feel so shitty sa first monthsary natin, i made you cry and all, but I hope I cheered you up 🥺 even just for a little bit.

this month was full of me getting so excited to wake up to your messages, and sleeping on a plane going god knows where with you, you’re the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for, I wouldn’t ask nor wish for anyone else because you make me so happy in your own little ways and especially yung surprise mo sakin, god I didn’t expect that at all, I was so overwhelmed grabe, you made me so happy and I wish I made you happy too kahit late na 🥺 all the efforts you gave me is unmatched, and I will reciprocate no matter what happens because that’s what my baby deserves.

There’s still lots of things I have to learn about you, the things I should do and the things I shouldn’t do, and I’m more than happy to go on this journey with you, sometimes hindi tayo aligned, pero I will also make adjustments for you, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me nung 2023, despite that shitty year, you came in clutch to turn my life around.

I love you so much, being with you feels so easy like breathing. I always feel so lucky whenever I realize na ako pala yung pinili mo, and thank you for supporting me throughout and being there for me at my lowest moments, I wish I can do the same too.

You are so beautiful inside and out, and it feels so nice to be the only person to know certain things about you, I will treasure you forever and spoil you with my clinginess, I love you so much my baby, looking forward to spending a year or more with you and achieve more milestones together.

# data[].attributes.body
parang nabuhos ko na lahat ng medias ng fcs natin 😭 kaya i’m here to make you a letter ulit, it’s so cute how everything’s compiled here, next thing we know tignan mo makaka-ilan rin yung monthly posts ko here and mapupuno ng letters tong padlet every month. This month was magical, especially our valentines dinner, pero it was also rocky, given our conflict in time and understanding towards each other, pero tignan mo love na love parin kita, and I will never get tired of you, siguro that’s very bold of me to say, pero kahit ano pa yan, pipilitin natin ayusin. Sorry for my shortcomings especially this month, pero I can’t say it was the worst for us, two months palang naman natin and we’re still adjusting to our differences, kaya it is also a very crucial stage in our relationship, and kahit wala na po tayo sa honeymoon stage, love, I just want to let you know na hindi pwede yon, araw araw honeymoon natin, you’re so pogi pa naman, how can I resist you? tapos you’re so kind-hearted, and whenever I look at you for a long period of time masakit tiyan ko in a good way and puso ko kasi you are still a lot to take in, you’re way too good to be true, and I’ll exert more effort in making you feel like MY princess every single day, syempre actions speak louder than words, so let March be another month of love and new experiences, travels and milestone for us.

I love you my doctor na sobrang super duper pogi 🥹

- your nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.headline
lagi kang may flowers for me and you deserve your own too 🥰

# data[].attributes.subject
lagi kang may flowers for me and you deserve your own too 🥰

# data[].attributes.headline
baby look what i got us for next week ! well for you talaga 

# data[].attributes.subject
baby look what i got us for next week ! well for you talaga 

# data[].attributes.headline
baby i got the tickets to disneyland california kasi tignan mo may cars land sila hala tuwang tuwa nanaman ang baby ko

# data[].attributes.subject
baby i got the tickets to disneyland california kasi tignan mo may cars land sila hala tuwang tuwa nanaman ang baby ko

# data[].attributes.body
Waking up every single day to the fact na I have a loving boyfriend by my side, what else can I ask for? It really has been a rocky journey leading up to this, but we’re still standing given our circumstances sometimes, we always make it work at the end of the day. You always emphasize how proud you are of me but I’m here to remind you how proud I am of you too, for being so good at everything you do, for being the best boyfriend in the whole entire world, for pushing through days wherein it feels  so overwhelming to even just exist let alone participate, I am always someone you can put your whole body weight into, and cry to when it gets too much. I will always be that person. You inspire me to be better, you inspire me to push through the day with a smile on my face, and you are the reason I wake up in the first place. Your soul is just as beautiful as your face, and it will always radiate, even during our bad times, I will never see you as my enemy but rather someone I need to be on the same page with despite our differences. I may be peculiar at times, showing my love to you in little weird ways, but you’re the reason I believe in love, and without you in the picture, my life wouldn’t be this great. You’re the love of my life, and I wouldn’t trade you for anything in this world. I love you my baby, to more 3 months with you.

# data[].attributes.body
5 WHOLE MONTHS grabe love, natiis mo ako? lahat ng flaws ko ladlad na ladlad sayo and yet you still look at me lovingly and treat me like a princess every chance you get and i’m so forever grateful my once tl crush approached me that one morning na hindi pa ako natutulog and nagpopogi hunting pa (you).

I’ve said everything sappy na I have to say pero I just want to kwento my excitement when you said “hey” sa dms, I was beyond ecstatic love, I don’t know, kahit I was keeping my hopes down, lalo na ang daming girls na naaligid sayo and i’m not that special nor girlfriend material to begin with, I can’t believe humantong tayo sa ganitong point, me making a FIFTH MONTH anniversary post for you.

I hope you know how grateful I am every single day I wake up and I see your pretty face or I smell your cooking from downstairs, thank you for letting me live with you and serve you as my husband, someday magiging totoo na and hindi na pampakilig factor.

I LOVE YOU KAI KAI KO stay with me forever and ever please.

# data[].attributes.body
A month has already passed of us being engaged and yet it hasn’t sinked in at all, although we do everything together, and we face our problems together, I’m still just as in love with you as the night you showed your vulnerability to me when you randomly went to the beach on your own at god knows what time it was in the night, and I hesitated to even come, because I assumed I wasn’t the girl you wanted to be there, I wasn’t the girl you were longing for, and yet for some reason kahit at the back of my mind I was scared to get hurt, it didn’t dawn on me na matakot ulit, I was going to be there for you as a friend, regardless of our mindless intimacy prior to that, I was willing to let that go and be your platonic shoulder to cry on. I never realized you had that side to you, you were a mystery to me through and through, and I was scared to let you in as well, but look at us now, we’re about to get married soonest, and I treat every single day as if we already are married. It’s an honor to witness all the sides to you that no one could ever see. Thank you for always going out of your way just for me. I love you forever and ever, I hope you still feel it to this day. See you in our 8th month letter love~

# data[].attributes.body
you saved me, and that’s not an exaggeration, i was at the lowest before we met. all the smiles and the laughter, they’ve never felt more real before i met you, i saw the world outside of the four walls of my little apartment with you, you raised me and my inner child, and i couldn’t be more grateful. i am incredibly happy i got to experience all of this with the most beautiful boy, inside and out.

i’m at peace knowing i got to be a big part of your life, i made you smile i held you when you needed it the most.

you taught me a lot of things about love and being at ease with the thought that i can fully depend on a once stranger.

it was surreal to play house with you, and experience the life of being married to now being your bride, i’m sorry, if i made you fall asleep wondering where you went wrong, to the times i made you cry and i wasn’t around, to the times i chose my work over you, even when i promised you’d be my priority, you are so precious and i’m the luckiest woman in the whole solar system i have a husband who seems intimidating at first but a huge baby, my baby.

I’ll never find a love like you, and i’ll keep seeing you in the little things whenever we’re apart, I look at the woman I am right now compared to before we started talking, I am at my best version my love, it’s all because of you.

It wasn’t hard at all to love you, it’s so easy to fall in love with you especially when we first slept together and you were at your most vulnerable beside me, I wanted to kiss you in a way wherein I can indirectly say you are loved, and even if at the time I thought that will be the last time i’ll see you, I felt my heart ache in the best way.

I knew I wanted to be your friend still, watch your smile that could light up a room, but how lucky was I that i’m the one you chose to pour all your heart to, it was strange to me, it was a new feeling, I couldn’t quite wrap my head around that concept of someone actually seeing me as someone they can keep, and despite my attempts at pushing you away as I didn’t want you to regret choosing me, today i’m the woman who will always fight my place to still be chosen by you, even on the bad days.

I remember when I was up onstage, I couldn’t see from all the lights, and I saw you from afar. It wasn’t that hard to, you are physically so perfect I could spot you from a mile away, I fell in love all over again, you were wearing something different than usual and it made me want to jump on you then and there, I love you so much and I could go on about how much you make my heart hurt from beating so much.

I’ll be with you forever, as long as we can both muster up, even if you don’t want me anymore, a part of me is still yours.

I love you.

🤍 Mrs. Lopez

# data[].attributes.body
eto theme song ko sayo eh :P add ko na sa kantot playlist natin hehe HDHSHAHAHAHAH JOKE BABY THIS LETTER IS WHOLESOME PO HNNGG GISING KA NA XAVIER KO MISS KO NA

baby, my love, the love of my life, you are the most gentle, soft spoken man i’ve ever met and that is such a big turn on for me, then you get so daldal when we’re alone and you always remind me na i’m loved, kaya ive physically and emotionally changed exponentially because everything you touch turns into gold and i am at my best self.

Kai, always remember na kahit magaway tayo in the future, I will never ever break up with you okay? I will bear your last name until the very end, and even at the end I am holding your hand and staring into your beautiful eyes, I love when they disappear whenever you smile, and I love how your whole face lights up whenever you do, kahit you’re always resting bitch face not until I get to have you alone.

I am beyond blessed to be married to you, you basically dedicated your life to me and I will do the same, no sorry’s for this letter as I am soooo happy this year and you were a big part of that, notice how i barely have breakdowns every night like I usually did? you’re the main reason, Kai, I love you in every lifetime.

# data[].attributes.headline
HAPPY 11th and 2nd month of being my husband

# data[].attributes.subject
HAPPY 11th and 2nd month of being my husband

# data[].attributes.body
HI MY BABY KAI,

this month, naprove ko how lucky I am, no exaggeration, I really want to focus on you and not me, pero let me just say how much you comforted me that one night and it permanently made me see myself differently, you always reprimand me when I talk negatively about myself, it felt so alone realizing na somehow no one had my back, but you were an angel and don ko lang narealize na it’s okay to be weak and need someone sometimes, you know all the right words to say, and it feels so empowering to say na I have a husband like you, not for the clout lang sa timeline, not for show, but because we have this mutual obsession with each other that transcends even at the darkest moments of our lives.

I hope I can be that person for you too, my love, because you are mine, you save my life over and over and I wish I can be that ray of sunshine at the end of the dark tunnel, like you are in my world.

You are everything good in my life, even if it feels like it’s suffocating, I just think, I still have my kaikai and somehow I can pick myself up from there, never ever lose that smile of yours okay? I love you, no matter what happens sating dalawa i’ll never stop loving you.

loveeeee,

your nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.headline
HELLO LOVIEEE i will try for the second time on my ipad, HAPPY 11 MONTHS AND 2 MONTHS AS MY HUSBAND

# data[].attributes.subject
HELLO LOVIEEE i will try for the second time on my ipad, HAPPY 11 MONTHS AND 2 MONTHS AS MY HUSBAND

# data[].attributes.body
this month was one of my roughest for sure, pero you were like a light at the end of a very dark tunnel, you’ve been so gentle, so kind, despite my rough edges.

I want to make this letter all about you and less about what you’ve done for me, but I have to give credit where credit is due, you are so beautiful inside and out (given na yung out no, lag lag panty talaga when I see your face palang)

You always reprimand me whenever I talk negatively about myself, you’ve been the best husband anyone could ever ask for, even if everything feels like it’s falling apart, laging may angel sa shoulder ko assuring me na better days are coming, and i’m not as bad as I think I am (you are the angel)

That night, naiyak ako kasi, you were the only one who was there for me, and I felt so lucky, you make me feel less alone, and whenever I’m sad, you get sad too, hindi ko alam ilang pamilya sinalba ko in a fire nung past life ko, pero grabe, kulang pa yon sa kung gaano ako ka blessed sa mapapangasawa ko, you are insanely intelligent, kind-hearted, and you make heads turn whenever you pass by, but you only have your eyes on me and i’m so honored to be your wife.

You see the beauty in everything and you contributed a lot to who I am, I wish you are also happy with me, let’s be together forever, okay, KAIKAI???

I love you forever and ever.

<3

your nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.attachment_caption
MY HUBBY NA WALANG KILAY MINE MINE MINE 

# data[].attributes.body
lovie, i don’t know how to start this letter as eleven months is no joke, i do feel married to you in a way na it does feel like you’re my person and i’m yours, i think of how easy it is to not let anyone have access to me because i am so blessed with the best husband in the world and there’s no exaggerations.

ang sarap ipagmayabang how nice you treat me, and i tell my friends that all the time, i remember i was talking to a friend about my situation recently and they asked me how my husband reacted and i said he’s been nothing but supportive and i’m so lucky, kasi you’re my number one support system.

there are times wherein i feel so alone and yet you always remind me to not speak ill of myself, and yet sometimes you do that to yourself, love, i hope that’ll never happen again, if only you saw yourself through my eyes then you’ll know.

i am so happy your friends are around narin, it feels nice having your best friend tell me na nawawalan ka ng internet and all, it feels so nice to be involved in your life like that, i love how shy you get when i drag you to my ganaps, and yet you sit pretty on the side and support me still, has it ever dawned on you na you don’t even have to do much to be perfect? perfection is impossible to attain and yet you make it look so effortless.

something in me realized how truly lucky i am, especially during that time na i was self-destructing, i cried alot, i felt so at ease when i allow myself to cry and let everything out, it doesn’t feel so bad when you’re there comforting me, i feel so at peace.

i love being intimate with you because you’re so beautiful and i can’t take my hands off you, it’s also an excuse to look into your eyes a bit more and feel your warmth inside me and upon my skin, i am not the horned up girl i was a year from now, but i wish i can get fucked by my beautiful husband forever.

no hands are able to touch me and no other eyes are able to see me that bare unless it’s you, i only have my eyes on you and i love it the most when you let me baby you, thank you for trusting me to see you at your most vulnerable, i wouldn’t trade you for anything or anyone else in the world.

i love you, kai, it’s so nice to see how we grew into each other day by day and learned how to love each other the way we want to be loved, i’m glad my letter flopped two times because now i can make it as long and heartfelt such as this.

marriage doesn’t feel as suffocating nor does it induce my claustrophobia like it did thinking about it before, you’re such a man who’s sure of what you want and meanwhile i’m not, i envy you for that. thank you for making me feel on top of the clouds, just by having your eyes on me only, i love you forever.

with you by my side it makes decisions much easier, with you by my side this world isn’t too hard to navigate like i thought it was, and despite everything i am so glad to be called your wife, from filling out forms to having my name in random pubmats, it feels so nice to fill them out using your last name.

this last part is to assure you that i am so in love with you every single second passed by, it’s always going to be you, there’s so many men in the world and yet you’re so beautiful inside and out, it’s so cute to allot a bit of our times just to talk to each other, i’m so in love with you.

🤍,

your nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.headline
to the pinaka-pogi na husband sa buong mundo, happy 15th baby ko!

# data[].attributes.subject
to the pinaka-pogi na husband sa buong mundo, happy 15th baby ko!

# data[].attributes.body
to start off, this month was pivotal sa ating relationship/marriage, why? i think we’ve had a couple misunderstandings here and there and yet i’m thankful na we had baby kasi we learned something about each other rin in the midst of it.

I don’t think arguments are necessarily a bad thing, I think it is a privilege to be able to be as open as I am to you, and lovie, please don’t think you annoy me, in fact, I feel closer to you more than ever now na we have a way to call each other as a little alert, I think it’s the cutest thing and thank you baby for thinking of that.

The day my Kaikai stops double triple quadruple texting me, I will get extremely sad okay? you are not my hubby anymore if di na ikaw ganon.

I am beyond lucky nga na kahit ilang months na tayo and we live together see each other everyday eh you don’t get tired of me, in fact mas naging clingy pa ang baby ko, although walang tatalo sa nagbeach ka magisa kasi i didnt talk to you the whole day HAHAHAHAHAH i love you xavier kai, always remember that okay?

<3 your nabi 🦋

# data[].attributes.headline
23rd WITH THE BEST HUSBAND IN THE WORLD!

# data[].attributes.subject
23rd WITH THE BEST HUSBAND IN THE WORLD!

# data[].attributes.body
Thank you Xavier Kai Lopez for the endless patience and for being the best dad to our little princess who turned out to be the cutest and most precious thing in the entire world.

Thank you for sticking with me throughout and for navigating our relationship with me despites the hardships that we have endured throughout our busy days and our misunderstandings that stem from just missing each other so much, but I’d rather argue with you forever than lose you forever.

I’m the happiest girl in the world and none of my feelings faded but rather it deepened as our relationship and marriage got more serious, seeing our early pictures vs our pictures now, i’m at peace, we’re growing old together and we just produced something so magical that will grace everyone’s lives besides us.

Thank you for being so hands on and for being a shoulder I can cry on and allowing me to be soft when things get hard, thank you for calming me down and being the ray of light whenever I’m feeling disoriented and lost.

No one is like you, and our marriage is forever. I LOVE YOU KAIKAI KO! You made me kinder, softer and more than anything you shaped me to become a great mom to our little Hachi.