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What I want people to think?
- If those were her memories what type of person is she now?

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- Fill of my void
- Soft toy obsession
- Focus on my memories
- Find a way to represent my memories.

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- Childhood Memories
- Now Memories
- Memories of Family and Friends
- Memories that built my character
- Focus on Memories that started and can be remembered to about 13 years old.

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To show my different memories through different smaller frames.
Example when i saved a bird from a cat and took care of it when i was 13, i want to represent it through cut outs and clay of me in the act.
To show different memories like that through different smaller frames and sequences

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Who is she now, I want the center of my piece to be the biggest thing, me being happy. The things that surround it are the happiest memories from young till now. Only chosen memories will be represented.

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The center of my plan shows me being happy in my illustrated form and in a 3D 2d kind of way. In my favourite form, on the swing with a soft toy like a kid. This is because of the wish of mine where I get to look at the world just like a kid, with wonder and awe.

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I’m going to use different paper cutouts that will be illustrated with my art and also for the boxes it will be cardboard or vanguard board.

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The change is that I’m no longer going to focus on my memories but the memories that lead to the change in me. The change where I am able to be happy with myself as a person and don’t feel the need to fit into a particular clique or group of people. I am myself and I shall show that through the process of letting go my memories. In my box.

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My execution and materials, the idea of showing my memories.

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There would no longer be many boxes, only one big picture and a story. No longer many smaller frames

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The idea of this is to break away from society and the things that make me unhappy to the happier side of me. At the back of the girl, who is 3D, there will be different images that go from dark to happy.

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Multipurpose paper
watercolour
acrylic paint.
I forgot to take progress pictures :'(.

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I first painted out the bridges, water, clouds and plants.
The plants are not at the black side as plants  are meant to be beautiful and thriving so they are at the good side.
After which i split the paintings in half then painted one half a sheer layer of black. Then the other half leaving it brighter and more colour ready.
Then i went on to draw out the female character along with painting her and cutting out.
After cutting everything out i went on to paint the frames in half, half black and half pink. Along with adding butterflies. I painted the box with acrylic paint.
Then lastly the sticking process.
For watercolour i didn't use tube watercolour, i used the palette ones.

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Its a girl breaking away from the holds of society and herself to move on forward in life so that she can be at the brighter side in life. In this case she has a few more things just holding her back from fully going forward. Things like jealousy, insecurities and much more emotions and feelings that are harder to control some times. However the majority of the girl is at the bright side and that is because most of the time and most of the days the girl is a jollybean and is always happy. But, sometimes even this jollybean can feel down in the depths. Its hard on this days especially as you are the one always so happy and bouncy. Not only that but this whole style of retrospections was meant to be like that. Very childlike and children drawn kind of style. Very cartoony. Thats because i wanted to show that inside im still a kid. Im also sensitive and i also get hurt. Just because i tend to take people making fun of me as a joke, sometimes their jokes go too far and i get really hurt but i sstill put on a strong front. To my parents i dont show my child self i always try to be a pillar of support for my mum while being my dads best friend whom he can have smart conversations with. Im always making sure i look smart strong and reliable in front of them. But they would rarely know that what they say hurts.
My mum complains about my dad i listen and try to support her.
My dad talks about his new girlfriend i have to smile and tell him that she was wonderfull. Im afraid of hurting others rather then hurting myself. I have hurt others and i would have to regret it for the rest of my life. I just hope people understand im more sensitive then i seem, i get hurt over minor things even easier.