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Today I woke up really late today. I slept at 3 am in the morning just now… I hate Uni life now, bring me back to the days when O’level was a good time… My mom just told me to get ready because we were going for late lunch at 2 pm. Apparently, I just skipped breakfast, which was good because I can save more money now. Maybe I should do that every day… if I had saved at least rm 5 a day maybe I could have bought that Mary-Lou-Womanizer highlighter…wah. Thinking of it makes me sad, because my mom will never allow me to buy it ☹. My family was planning on to eat at the usual place which was ‘Sambal Hijau’. It was located near to my cousin’s house (@ TTDI). The place was really crowded, it was quite hard for us to find a spot to settle in. Thank god it only took a while for us to sit down. My mom ordered 10 drinks just for 4 people which included me, the waiter was shocked at first to hear that we were going to finish all of it. He was cool with it, I guess? After eating, my brother was getting ready with his stuff. He was asked to be posted to Perak, Manjung. It took atleast 4 hours just to reach there. Goodluck to him.. hehhehhe…serves him right  :/

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I actually wanted to get out of my grandma’s house. Why? I just had this “tak sanggup” vibe again. It felt like Raya last time. My grandma was nagging and lecturing us throughout the whole day. Maybe I should have stayed at VL for the whole weekend. I know it is not nice to say it sometimes. I’m not bragging or anything, she would sometimes give me lectures even if it means the smallest mistake that I had done…like not arranging the dishes accordingly to their height or stuff like that… sigh. Makes my face turned sour again and I do not like that feeling. I’m trying so hard to enlighten the mood. Making a pokerface sure doesn’t help at all. It so hard becoming the only daughter in the family. My brother was too busy dozing off in his bed or either playing videogames on his laptop…erghhhh. My mom was out the whole day. She had other matters to do whenever she lands in KL. Her priorities matter to her more, she had to pay bills and taxes which was already overdue. Well I had to do the chores at home, which means I am in charge most of the time. Feeding Syarif (my youngest brother) was such a pain. After all the chores was done, the only thing that could calm my stress down was surfing the web. Maybe there was a sale on Sephora, who knows right…? I should have bought the Mary-lou-womanizer highlighter the other day… It was on sale …Now the price was back to square one…. *starts crying in pain*.

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Today we had pengajian Islam as usual. The whole 3 hours of lecture was really tiring for me…. Maybe due to not enough of sleep yesterday…hmmm I should sleep more now…hehheehe…anyways I was going back to my grandma’s house today. My mom was gonna fetch me, but the car keys was with me. So it was a problem actually. She had arrived in KLIA at 9 am…and my brother had just passed the car keys to me…which means it was a huge problem now. Why? Because my brother just told me that his class was just cancelled…sigh. I want to choke him now…so bad with a tight rope around his neck…. He really is getting on my nerve sometimes. Anyways, after class was finished I quickly had my lunch quickly, I felt bad for my mom…she was already waiting for me…sigh. The bus ride came on early this time, which means I had still enough time to clean my room. When I got of the bus, I saw my mom standing with my two younger brothers…. Oh yay, now I can go home 😊 wait I still need to clean my room first…NO!

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After class, we had an usrah with seniors, we would usually do it pada masa Jumaat malam. It was different than usual…rather than reading the Quran, it was mostly verbally talking. Aisyah was the host for today’s talk. Not to mention we had cooked ‘sambal ikan’ and bought food for today’s talk. We were starving from all the cleaning and cooking. Nadya and I was in charge of cleaning the house while both Aisyah and Ina was too busy cooking. Atleast we finished cooking before the seniors came .. Phew… It also ended pretty smoothly. I was in charge of reading the current issues from today’s news. I learned quite a lot from the Quran stories. I mainly forgot the character’s name. So, I’ll just say that he was very humble, obedient, very pious toward Islam and also obeyed most of the orders from the Prophet Muhammad. It really inspired me to learn about the Al-Quran more, I hope that I will understand thoroughly through this.

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Today was the day. The day that I will turn into a real woman. Well, not really, Im just getting older. Good old 18…Thinking about makes me feel old…Nooo, I want to be 17 forever and ever. Bring me back the days when being a teenager was good enough. Now I have to take full responsibilities… Which means I can now go to night clubbing….hee-hee..jokes aside. Now I feel depressed… I don’t want this day to come. Time sure flies really fast today. When I was opening my whatsapp, I received a notification. The Royals group was wishing me, and that was already a great way to start my day. Before biology lecture was starting a few, people wished me…. even after class there were still people wishing me. Hmmm …thanks I guess. After physics tutorial classes were finished, the whole of 11 A was also wishing me… Ok this was getting kind of awkward. You know that feeling when people starts singing you the birthday song, and all you do is just sit there awkwardly, not knowing what to do. Well that was me the entire day…. After we had our Zhuhur prayer, the whole batch of foundation had to take a photo session. It took us 20 minutes just to take the picture… 20 minutes wasted on me…not really…After class was finished, I was too tired to even think about any assignments, so I went for a hot shower. That was all I needed… a good soothing relaxing hot shower, from there I could have my really deep thoughts. The question that still remains in my life…what am I doing with my life? Sounds depressing but it actually true… Then the lights suddenly went out…Not again, the power was out or either one of my housemates were playing with me. One of my housemates shouted at me, saying that there was an emergency…. I ignored them, because I was tired with their hindrance… They kept on kicking the door…I gave up, wrapping a towel on my body and I soon opened the door…” SURPRISE” they said, “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!” I was burst laughing because it was unexpected. They bought me a cheesecake… I was already in tears… Thanks guys…Now I’m in the womanhood club…LOLZ

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This was actually the last day that we were going to dissect a rat together (with Az)… Oh how am I feeling? Both quite sad and happy… There won’t be any more of these…Not to mention Az came in late today. When Sir Mahathir had instructed on us to do the experiment now, I felt lonely because I thought that she wasn’t coming today. Everyone else was already pairing up. I had asked Lai, Balqis, Nurin and Aisyah. They were already booked with each other. Sigh… oh well I can do it all by myself I guess. So, then I gave Az a quick message … but no reply. I gave her a call…still no reply.Hmmm what do to now? After 15 minutes, had passed I gave her another call, she finally picked up. “Hello?” she groaned. “Umm, hi? Az you feeling ok?”I asked. Judging by her voice she just woke up, well it was either a good thing because I was her living alarm clock…she may have overslept again. Hmmm what to do? “May I help you?” her voice was still sleepy. “You coming to class? Or no?”. “Class!? Wait what time is it now?”. I looked at my watch and told her it was almost 10 am… She quickly apologized and called an uber while she hung up the phone call. Ok… the first few hours were troublesome for me. Sir Mahathir told us to take photos of the rat while we were dissecting it. My hands were smeared with blood and I couldn’t take photos with a bloody hand. That’s too disgusting. Ewww, the smell was unpleasant, I had countlessly sprayed Dettol on it. The pain of taking photo…Az please hurry up. Then she came… we had one hour left to spare. Oh well atleast she came…

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Today was really bad… I was having  a gastric pain throughout the whole day. Even though I had ate rice, my stomach was such in pain. The pain was unbearable. Countless of money wasted on food… it was still not to the standard. I was searching for remedies on the web and here is what I found:

For most people, the signs and symptoms of gas and gas pain are all too obvious. They include:

·         Voluntary or involuntary passing of gas, either as belches or as flatus.

·         Sharp, jabbing pains or cramps in your abdomen. These pains may occur anywhere in your abdomen and can change locations quickly and get better quickly.

·         A 'knotted' feeling in your abdomen.

·         Swelling and tightness in your abdomen (bloating).

Sometimes, gas pains may be constant or so intense that it feels like something is seriously wrong.

Gas can sometimes be mistaken for:

·         Heart disease

·         Gallstones

·         Appendicitis

Well that wasn’t helping at all…so I searched for food remedies to cure it.

Yoghurt: Yoghurt is especially beneficial in treating gastritis caused by bacterial infection. It also forms a protective layer on the stomach and intestinal lining.  Take a bowl of yoghurt daily for effectively treating gastritis.  It is an excellent way to get rid of gastritis problems.

Rice: Rice gruel is helpful in forming gastric juice.  People suffering from gastritis can take two bowls of rice daily for treating gastritis.  In severe cases, take larger quantity of rice.

I couldn’t eat two full bowls of rice… that would ruin my diet program…Oh well, atleast my gastric is gone now…J

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It was nice to meet my grandparents again. They even cooked me ‘ikan patin masak tempoyak’ even though I don’t eat it. I will never eat it because of the fermented durian paste which has a really strong smell saying to me DON’T EAT IT. Hahaahaha, at the end my dad was the one finishing it. During the drive he had a stomachache thoughout the whole drive when were were returning back to KL. We even went shopping at KL as a stop because I was searching for an English translation of the al – Quran and apparently I got it. I was making a promise to understand parts and parts of it each day. So thanks dad for buying me it . Lots of love ❤

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My dad was arriving KL unexpectedly…who knew. He just gave me quick call stating he had just arrived here at 10 am. Well it was Saturday and I was dozing off in bed. He told me that we were gonna go back ‘balik kampong’ to meet my grandparents there. They were staying in Raub, Pahang. It was only a 2 hour’s drive from KL to there. My brother wasn’t tagging alone as he was busy with his assignments…huh…yeah right! Alasan je tu tak nak balik. Even though I had many assignments due… I should never obliged my dad’s order…karang dia kecik hati pulak. With my willing and opened heart I just followed my dad. Before we went out, I said goodbye to my grandma and gave a long lecture to my brother because he was too lazy to even to the house chores. That’s why I don’t like my brothers….none of them will listen to me. Actually is sounds quite sexist… in terms of house chores. They would usully picked me as the sacrifice …sigh. Sometimes I wished that I was better of a man… Anyways the drive was ok… as usual, I would have a debate with my dad in terms of politics. Sometimes it saddens me to see political issues nowadays… when will God gives us a sign as a whole. As my dad was driving and talking about current issues to me, I was already dozed off… the next thing I knew was that we had already reached at Pahang.

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Today was Azreena’s birthday…and she doesn’t even know about it. I may have accidently wished her even though we planned on making a surprise in class. I felt really bad about it. Maybe I should learn more on the arts of keeping one mouth’s shut even more. Even though I may have spilled it, some people still doesn’t know about it. Thank god about that. After the first 3 hours of Pengajian Islam was over, my friend Ina quickly rushed down with Nadya to meet with Az’s mom. While they were busy, Balqis was also busy keeping 11A down, making sure no one leaves the room. If one left then the whole plan will be spoiled…and who wants that. So everyone was really curious thinking who was the big guest coming over. The atmosphere was sure full of suspense and curiosity….Everyone was already feeling impatient as it was already half past 12. The it came, the cakes, food and beverages, even her mother came to wish her as well. Az was busting in tears with joy. We as a class of 11A wished her a happy birthday. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDAK BIRU….HAHAHHAHA, props to Az’s mother for sincerely buying ‘nasi arab’ for us… Dah 19 tahun ye… You’re getting old 😊

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FOSA day. That’s it…lol. We were too busy selling goods to each other. Not to mention Nadya’s and Balqis’s food were sold out in just the first 2 hours. Good profit on us. The day was tiring. We managed to get a good profit…but judging by the profit it was among the foundation students who were supporting each other. So in other words we were the one supporting each other mostly. There was also a game called the ‘Escape room’ and oh my god! My group had to wait for like 3 hours in total, but hey! at the end it was actually worth it. My group consist of Lai, Farah and Filzah, and they were good companions ..so props to them. The outfit, acting and set up was on point my god!!! I would really recommend it to outsiders because hey, who doesn’t like some adrenaline rush an excitement. My rating would be 5/5 stars… woooo. Anyways I’ll just end here.. too tired to think…so adios 😃

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Nooo, my group was presenting for SCTL, who knew the day had come. I was planning on wearing all black like everything black even my shoes and hijab. That will make me look like an emo or super depressed. Nah I should change, so I decided to wear my brightly coloured orange patterned blouse paired it with my newly palazzo pants and my usual black shawl. I looked good, well decent actually. The pants made my legs look slimmer, wow.. I’m impressed actually. I should buy more of these pants. They were extremely comfortable and pairing wit with high heels made it even more stylish. Well it wasn’t a waste of money after all. After class was finished, my housemates were quite busy with doing stuff that I don’t know … They told me that tomorrow was FOSA day. They were primarily in charge of food stalls for 11 A class. Balqis was planning on making ‘kek batik’ while Nadya was making “roti jala’. Nadya told us that she forgot to buy coconut milk, but apparently she had an alternative which was substituting it with Sprite. Sprite? Like thee Sprite? The green coloured fizzy soft drink.. who knew… Well, it turned out unexpected and the taste was a bit different than usual. Rather than having a savoury taste it had more of a sweet taste. I was really impressed with my housemates idea.. so props to them!!!

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Yay today was the presentation, I had actually prepared both physically and mentally. After this I could finally focus more on my studies. Kachoww!!! As usual the day was pretty normal, just like my daily routine. Eat, pray, study, sleep….. I want to go to Sephora. Buying “theBalm’s” highlighter could satisfy my stress completely. Who doesn’t want to have a flawless face like Jefree Star? He could cut his ex with that jaw line doe… Ok, I need to be back in reality. My mom would be for sure scold me for wasting money on unnecessary things. Well, she is right though…Not to mention, that it was my turn to cook for my housemates. Usually we would take turn to cook, and apparently Nurin had nominated me for doing it…great. I was planning to cook chicken curry. It turned out not bad actually… well it didn’t ‘pecah minyak’ but it was still edible. I’m such a good cook *starts crying in tears*… Hehehe, thanks mom for teaching me how to cook by Whatsapp…

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My brother and I went back to VL at around 1 am. Which was late due to a relative coming late yesterday. We had to interact with them. I didn’t knew them much because they were from my grandfather’s side. Oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ….NO I had English presentation today. I feel bad for my group leader (Farhan) because he did most of the powerpoint slide. Even though I did some, sure it wasn’t enough. Maybe the next English project I should tell Farhan to lay some of to us. Then we could make it even better than previously. My mom’s flight was at 10:00 am in the morning… that means my grandma is going to stay alone. Sometimes it worries me, her physical state was actually chronic. Due to her ego (no joke actually), it makes the whole household and relatives quite troublesome…sigh. I know that I shouldn’t complain but we should know whats best for her. Whose gonna make her food while she’s laying in agony in bed… that’s the REAL question???? Sometimes my relatives would nicely advice her, asking her to either stay with my mom, my uncle or either my mom’s first cousin. Lord hear me your prayers.

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It was Sunday, and my mom was leaving KL already. Just for one day I got to shop. No Sephora for me then. Sad life I guess… My brother first send my mom and younger brother, but before that we ate “Nasi Arab” at Cyberjaya. It was a one-way drive by the way. As usual we ordered the usual… I was starting to feel sick eating it, apparently, I had eaten ‘Nasi Arab’ 3 times this week. After we had sent them, my granma wanted to go for grocery shopping at Tesco, but due to her condition she wasn’t fit enough. Her feet were starting to swell from standing too much. I told her that my brother and I could do her grocery shopping for her but she obliged…sigh. What can a grandchild do for help? I even got nagged by her. I do understand why she did it, maybe it was for releasing the pain in a different matter. God have mercy on me ☹ Mercy, mercy, mercy… I should sing this Shawn Mendes’s song to my grandma… then she should understand what I feel. Hmmm? Negotiating would not help at all, so the only choice was finding the nearest small market in the area. There was only a Malay market called “Pak Haji’. It was ok for a single person living at home. The veggies were not that fresh, but for the price range it was good enough. I even had English presentation tomorrow…great.

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The whole day was a pain to me. I was tortured to clean the whole house making it sparkling clean. My mom tortured me, and that’s not good for me. Firstly, I had assignments to be done and secondly the whole half day of Saturday was gone just like that. So much for opening my mouth. It was almost 2 o’clock and I haven’t started my self-study or even my Maths tutorial. At 5 pm my mom just stated that she wanted to pay back my work of effort for making the house really clean. So, she treated me with shopping, we were going to Bangi Sentral. It was known for having good style of clothing there. The sense of fashion there are on point gurl. Not to mention some shops were having sales, so win win for me then. Hehehehe. Walking from shops to shops was really a pain. The ideal dress just wasn’t there for me. We even went from every stall in Bangi. I was already giving up hope then. My mom was already persuading me on picking up any dress because were behind schedule and I was only just using it for just one night. Thank God, God gave me a sign… The lost shop which was from the very end of the building had the ideal dress that I wanted. The colors were very flattering. The decorations were very classy but the downside was that was too long. It was an additional of 3 inches from my feet. For 5-foot girl that is quite long. Like really long, the pricing wasn’t that bad. We even got a promotion with rm 40 less. God was surely on my side now 😊. The owner forced me to follow them on Instagram, at first I obliged because, why should I? After I left, I quickly went into the car with my mom and turned on my Instagram account. Guess what I did next??? Unfollowed them... cuz I hate people spamming on my feed.

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I’m quite disappointed with the news they just told me. Agama Islam lecture was actually cancel. Cancel…. sigh. So much for not following my mom’s order yesterday. I should have listen to her and straight away went home yesterday night. Not to mention I could have slept in my more comfortable cozy bed with the freshly scent of Downy lavender fresh scent. I could already imagine it. Me and my bed. Just the two us alone… cozily attaching to one another. The sweet days of me having a peaceful dream as I was swept away by the calm effect. Now it’s just getting depressing the bed in VL is hard as stiff. The smell was unpleasant. That is why all of my clothes needs to be washed immediately. It had this strong smell neither my housemates nor I could handle it. Oh, how I wish that we could move to another apartment quickly. I just couldn’t stand it no more… Patience is the key to success. That should be my new slogan for the day. Tehee 😊 My mom was bringing my Tok wan for our late lunch. She picked me up at around 2 pm and yes, I was starving to death. Well not really it was just that I skipped breakfast which was not good. The gastric pain was coming to me and I should avoid that regularly. It wasn’t good for my health condition. I have been having it at least once a week. I should reconsider my diet properly. But who cares ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I need to eat more junk food and we were going to eat at “Sambal Hijau” later… so free food. That means my wallet is not gonna cry againg.

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Who knew that single phone call from someone can actually change your day. Hooray my mom was coming back to KL. Now I can go shopping for my GFE dress now. No more for being left behind like I used to. Not to mention now I can buy more makeup at Sephora. Adding more make-up collection to my shelf sure can brighten up my day even more. HAHHAAHAH my wallets going to cry sooner or later. So much for the “saving up money routine”. Anyway’s my mom called me during the time I was doing my math’s quiz which was not good. Why? Cuz later she will always tell me “Apa gunanya ada telephone mahal ni kalau tak nak angkat?” as usual that was her catch phrase. If this was reverse, surely, she would give me some useless answers such as ‘Oh, I was sleeping’ or “I accidently silent the phone or I forgot to charge. Great… so much for having rights, right? Such a hypocrisy. That means I can meet my youngest brother. I surely do miss him, the last time time that I saw him was last year. Oooo that was quite long actually. We even went to eat yong tau fu for dinner. It was at Shaftsbury Square right next Subway. The food was nice but the process was slightly slow we waited for like half an hour just for a small plate of curry yong tau fu but he food was scrumptious. They told us that the shop was still new, and yes by the decoration I could tell. At least it was new experience to try out new restaurants in Cyberjaya… better than eating nasi Arab all the time.

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Today was really a quite surprising day. Firstly, I got an appreciation gift from an unknown person. Fariz was spreading these messages to us (the only people who got these kind of messages). When I woke up, it was quite unexpected… like was it a guy who gave me these. Then I told myself….NAHHH, no guy would ever give me these kind of gifts, except for my dad of course. The last time he bought me was a gold necklace…too bad it turned out the size was too small. At the end, I didn’t wear it…lol. Anyways, the appreciation post got me thinking… huh? Who knew someone would ever care for me. I must thank that person sincerely. Like EXTRA SINCERELY... with a cherry on top. I asked all of my housemates and they also got the same message as me. From the same sender with the same message description. Hmmm who was the main suspect. That got me thinking the whole day actually. Not to mention today was the first time we as the batch of Royals, wearing our main T-shirt. Cool right 😊 Hehehehehe. Ok back to the main story…. I Interrogated my whole housemates and all of them gave me the answer, NO. Great none of them are really helping me. My main suspect was actually Balqis, well she kept on giggling the whole day, but she told us that she wasn’t the sender and she too showed proof of the same message to us. Ughhh, its killing me slowly… so the next suspect was our mentor madam Suhailah. I was already locking on that answer during the announcement of the distribution of the flowers… Well At least I tried suspecting who was it… at the end all of my housemates laughed at me. It was actually AZREENA !!! Wahhhh, I wasn’t really expecting that actually…How nice of her, I shall remember this moment because I really like flowers and free stuff. Rather take this opportunity while it still last. TEHEE 😃

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Apparently, I’m not going back this weekend because my brother was just assigned to Melaka for his practical work…sigh so much for not learning how to drive faster. I still have phobia about it. There was one time I almost hit a person with my dad’s Jeep. Well it wasn’t my fault actually it was probably hers. Who asked her to have a conversation on the middle of the road. I mean who does that, like REALLY!!! She even eye rolled me. Probably I should just run over her… just kidding. That sounds to mean. So, I hope she steps on a Lego…. That means the only people not going back this weekend was just Aisyah, Ina and I. Just the three of us just as usual. Az was also not going back but she’s not staying with us anymore. She was staying with her MMU friends at Siberia which was not too far away from CUCMS Varsity Lodge. It only took about ten minutes just to reach there. After classes were finished I was too busy scrolling through Instagram. It was then I saw photos of clothes that I was searching for. Munirah was the promoter and instantly I ordered it.

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Today was shopping day. When I meant by shopping I meant Food grocery shopping. Like you could imagine the trolley was full of food supplies for the whole month. Make it 2 weeks, because I can finish a pack of chips in just one day. We were planning on going to Giant but my brother too lazy to drive. It was only a 30-minute drive from my grandma’s house to there. So much for having siblings who you can count on. So apparently, we just went to Tesco. As usual… It took us about 2 hours for grocery shopping and we had lunch there. Did you know the most shocking news to me? Chatime just changed their name and it sound really weird. It was called ‘Tea Live’ which was not exotic as its usual name. I was going to order a pearl milk tea and then I just realized the name and logo was different. The theme colour was still the same and all but it was just so weird to say ‘Tea live’ instead of ‘Chatime’. Not to mention the drinks were at half price. A buy one free one discount as it was only valid until the 22nd of February. As we reached home, we saw our uncle just also arriving. Not to mention he even brought food…lol. He rode his motor bike alone from TTDI. More food for us then…

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Yay, it was already the end of the week which means visiting my granny back home. Wohoo, that means more chores to do…great. I mean I don’t mind doing it. It’s just the nagging. It can make me have a bad temper, which was not good. It’s not that I’m complaining and yes, I understand that she’s just trying to help me improve sometimes but it can sometimes be harsh. Well not too harsh just her voice was a bit higher than usual. Maybe it was the tension from her younger sibling who keeps prompting her to pay him. Well, what can I say it’s complicated. Anyways story aside, during the weekends we would usually go out for lunch. Usually like a restaurant called ‘Sambal Hijau’, very famous for its ‘nasi berlauk campur’…Mmmmm saying the name can already triggered my salivary glands. Their ‘ikan keli bakar’ with ‘sambal kicap’ and ‘sambal belacan’ can already be my lunch. Served with plain white rice and a bit of veggie was a go for me. Usually we would go quite early like around 11 am because if we were to come a bit later the food would be finished quickly and also the seats were limited. The place could also be stuffy as it was overcrowded. The place was quite famous as I had seen some local celebrities come and go there. Some even took pictures with them. There was once I saw Rozita Che Wan and her husband Zain Saidin eating there with their friends and family. I did want to take a picture with them…but I was too shy and it ended they went home eventually… oh well.

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Noooo, today was our exam and I’m not even prepared for it. I was truly exhausted yesterday. I even slept quite early, like around 9 o’clock. I barely even touched my Math’s textbook or even my exercise book. So much for procrastinating. Apparently, I was too busy watching Youtube videos especially Jefree Star’s one. Like OH MY GAWD. He uploaded a new video about Lancome’s new rose glow highlighter. The price was also nice which cost around 60 bucks (convert to rm probably 200 and above). Just for one face highlighter that weighted around a small pack of eyeshadow was surely costly. But… but it was very beautiful… Im like gurll, I need to buy it right now. My mom is sure gonna kill me if I did buy it. She keeps saying what’s the point of buying it if I don’t usually wear it. Then I replied, “Have you ever heard of collection mummy? No, then u should…”. Well I didn’t say it obviously but I did tell my granny. She scolded me with a lecture about something productive…sigh…so much for telling her. I hope Maths will be easy for me. The only thing I could do was just pray for the best and tawakal ta illallah. End of story.

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My hands feel numbed especially my right hand. I was already struggling to get out of bed. Every time I tried using it, I had a pain sensation. Ugghhh…the pain. God have mercy on me. The pain is unbearable… I would rate it a 7.5/10 for the pain, but oh well the bowling was good. We had so much fun yesterday, not to mention I got to eat ‘Yong tau fuuuu’…. But it was costly, so my wallet was aching already. Apparently, I spent rm 300 in just one night, my mom is gonna kill me if she ever finds out about it. I’m gonna cry soon, I should start saving up some more money in my piggy bank. It had only 5 dollars and 40 cent, that’s not good at ALL !!! How does one even save their money without having the desire to buy exotic food like Subway sandwiches or red velvet cakes from Secret recipe. Not to mention ChaTime….Mmmmm the pearl milk tea’s are the best... Aya, enough talking about wasting money and more talking on productive stuff. So apparently, one of my housemates had made a date agreement with a senior for a Quranic discussion at the Fi Sabillilah Mosque. It was awkward at first but it ended pretty well. We got to know each other well enough, they were from the fourth year of MBBS. Kak Syifa and Kak Mirah were very nice , yet it was awkward… but it was really nice knowing them. They even told us some experiences they had during their degree course.

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Today Madam actually promised what she promise last time which was going bowling...yay! Her daughter Safia was there also, so double win for me. After class was finished my housemates and I went to Alamanda to go for bowling. Bat and Fifi was tagging along because they were the same mentee as us. More accompany then. Az couldn't come due to her mother's birthday party. Then we were divided into 2 groups. My group were Chut, Ina, Aisyah, Nurin and I, while our rivals were Balqis, Mdm Su, Bat and Fifi. At 7 pm our game was finished, we apparently had 2 games played. My team lost... There's not much to say about that, so no comment on that. After our maghrib prayers we had dinner. The food was good as we chatted the whole night. We arrived at VL at 11 pm.... and I was really exhausted....what a great day to end.

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I woke early today, at 4 am. I was felling anxious and stressed because today was my MUET oral exam. Preparation was ok for me, but he courage for me to do it was not there. My heart was beating fast and my palms were sweaty. I CAN DO THIS! My self motivation for the day. Just for today I guess. Anyways, my MUET partners were Wardina, Solihin and Raziq. We were given permission by Ms. Mun Yee to proceed with out MUET. Apparently I was ditching Azreena for Bio Lab this time. We were continuing our rat dissection again. Serves her right... just kidding. Hehehehehe :) I miss her. After the Oral exam was done, my team did great. I started off badly and ended pretty well. So a pat on the shoulder for us then for having the courage to speak up formally. May our MUET exam excel well...

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Yay, today most of the classes were cancelled...It is either a good thing or either a bad thing. The good thing was that I had the whole morning to myself. The bad thing was that, I woke up early for nothing. So much for ironing my clothes at 5 am in the morning. I should use this opportunity to do my studies. So thanks to my English, Physic and Biology lecturers for doing this. Not to mention some of us were having the MUET oral exam. Good luck to them I guess. I was doing some self studying and assignments, and that's when I was crying as my heart was breaking. I had Bio lecture from 4-6 pm. NOOOOOO....this wasn't a great day to start, I'm gonna cry soon but I can't because I'm still in campus and that could embarrassed me. Not to mention I will be having my MUET ORAl EXAM TOMORROW....NOW I fell stressed...

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I overslept this time. I was in Ina's bedroom. My body was aching due to my sleeping position. I feel like dying, I had a neck sprained. The last thing that I remember was watching a movie with her. Maybe I was watching the movie called The Great Wall. I was watching halfway I think. The next thing I knew was that I still had my glasses on while my body was on my comforter. The time was at 10 am.....I feel bad now. My alarm was suppose to wake me up at 5 am to do my homework and assignment. Maybe due to yesterday seminar made me like this. The day ended well I guess, so much for waking up late today.

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I woke up really early today because I had a MUET seminar from morning until evening....Aya my whole Saturday gone. So much for rm 100...Anyways it started off alright, the presenter today was really sweet, we even managed to get a 30 minute breakfast break. It was suppose to start at 8 am but most people weren't there yet. So my housemates and I had the opportunity to use the time to go to McDonald. The canteen wasn't opened and were already hungry. After we had ordered at McDonald, we still had a spare of 10 minutes left. Balqis was speed driving in just 4 minutes, wow. I'm impressed actually.
Then the seminar started, I was in a rush to find my seat. The morning talk was good, we even had a short break. The food was good they had 'serimuka' and 'karipap'. They served either with tea or coffee. Then the seminar continued again from 11am till 2 pm. During that thime luch was serve and we had our zuhur prayer. They served us 'nasi tomato' which was really good especially the sambal...wahh. At 5 pm I was really exhausted, during the last part was troublesome for me. I had struggle listening to the speaker. My eyes were halfway shut, yet my brain was managing to stay awake. Oh well, I l

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I was struggling keeping up with my room. Well, it was really a messed... maybe due to stress I didn't bothered much about it. I should remind myself many times not to do this again. There's so many task to start. My table's dusty, while my bed is also quite dusty too...maybe I should change apartment next time. VL is very dusty, not to mention the smell, OMG. It smells very unpleasant, maybe due to lack of sunlight. Apparently the first thing I did was packing my clothes and folding them. My brother was picking me up at 10 pm and we were going back to see our grandma. I had only one hour left, so much for procastinating. Apparently I managed to cleaned my room tip top in just 30 minutes, congratz to me !!! YAY. My room smelled really nice and had a floral smell, which was already good for me.

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Nooooo, Madam actually cancelled the plan today. Actually she had something urgent to do. So it was kinda saddening for both of us. Anyways I was planning to do some revision today. So I started with Maths....Man was it hard. I barely did any question. I was too excitingly looking at the white wall. Something about it makes it fascinating actually. I probably had lost 3 hours just looking at it. Just like that, my 3 hours gone. JUST GONE. I should probably do something useful once in a while. Then I decided to switch on my laptop to do my Biology lab report. I did it, but then I just finished decorating the cover page. The content inside I haven't even touched it. Great, Now I just lost an hour now. I should really do my work now. But then I started to binge watch 4 movies in just the evening until night. I don't even know how it happened but wahlaaaa. SO much for assignments... It started with an ad from the internet from sephora to viewing it to watching all make up gurus onlne to i dont even know. The next thing I know was that I was watching a teen movie. The next one was an older film starred AUdrey Hepburn, the movie was called 'Breakfast at Tiffany's'. The movie was good, the plot was amazing. The actors and actresses were very charming and good looking (not to mention the male protagonist :D ~ very handsome and good looking to me) *fan girl intensifies*  The ending was cute tho >w<. I would rate it 9/10. So I would recommend to watch it.

Moral of the story: DON't PROCASTINATE

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I was having the lazy feeling again.... Make it go away.... I had to do my physics tutorial, why can't we just the holidays again. Not to brag or anything but come on... Thursday is a holiday and then again I had a lecture on Friday. Not to mention it's 3 hours.... Besides today wasn't a heavy lecture. Just Bio and a bit of physics. It was ok, sir teaching was funny. Him sharing stories in his past can surely enlighten the mood of the class. Physics tutorial lessons was as usual. It wasn't boring just a formal learning day. We were suppose to have affective domain today, but but but....it was cancelled. So Madam promised to take us to go for bowling at Alamanda tomorrow during Thaipusam day. Yay, atleast there was something to do tomorrow.

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Today is the day that we were going to dissect a rat. Yes, a rat....who knew that today was the day that we were gonna do it. My lab partner was Azreena, but she came in late to class so she kinda missed some parts of the procedure. Sir Mahathir was the one instructing the lesson. He did it with ease, especially cutting the skin of the rat. With just one swipe and skin is quickly separated with its muscle tissue. After sir had given each of us a rat, we were told to gather all the equipment's for today's experiment. Firstly I pinned the rat on the dissecting tray. I felt so sad and painful for pinning it. All the hands and feet were pinned, and it looked liked it was a sacrificed for science. (poor rat :P). Firstly Az was the one doing the first part like dissecting the skin, I was only guiding her. After that we did it by taking turns. Az told me the next dissection I should do it firstly... Haih I'm not ready for this.... Anyways everything went smoothly, we got to learned the digestive system pretty clearly by looking at it. With smeared blood and unpleasant smell, it was quite an experience. Imagine dissecting a real human body, it must be scary for us newbies..... Dealing with mixed emotions and stuff.. Oh well, we must overcome it sooner or later anyways.... Adios

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Today wasn't really a good day to start, because the house was a mess. There was trash all over the floor, the trash can plastic was ripped to shreds and not to mention the floor had feces in some places. We had a rat issue. So much for the holiday and cleaning up the place :(. I want to cry and put poison in them so badly.... Anyways today's lecture was good. We had Bio in the morning, next we had to do an English presentation. Man, was I sleep deprived. I barely had any sleep and my eyes were already drooping during Bio. Besides the presentation for English was great. Everyone had a good time... I think. Our poster was ok, but the others were better in terms of decoration and dressing. Atleast it's finish and I can relax a bit now.... After we had English, we went down to have our lunch and I just founded out that there were 2 new food stalls in our campus...OH MY GAWD...They had soto and lontong. I just realised that after I had just purchased my food. Well one of my friend just purchased a soto. It looked scrumptious with the peanuts and the ketupat in it. The soup had an oozing smell, my salivary glands was already secreting saliva as my friend was enjoying her lunch peacefully. Now I know what to eat tomorrow I guess....

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Well today was the last day for me to stay in Brunei....I'm gonna cry soon, the holidays are gonna be over soon..... and I haven't finish my maths homework....hehehehe. I'm gonna die of Maths soon. Anyways, my family and I went to Daerah Belait just for sight seeing. It only took a 40 minute drive from my house, if you drive around 150 km/h and above...you could reach there in just 20 minutes or less. Belait is known for it's oil and gas production. The place was abundant with oil pumping called nodding donkeys, they help to extract the crude form of natural gas as they are straight away sent to Lumut for the next process. We eventually toured around Belait, went grocery shopping and took some photos. The only good grocery shop in Belait was 'Supa Save'. The place has varieties of British, American, German and etc goods available. Belait has a lot of foreign engineer workers from other countries to work in the oil industry. You could say Belait is more developed compare to Tutong. Back in Malaysia, it is quite hard to find exotic products like foods and everyday products. Even if it was available, I bet it is expensive. So I had 2 trolleys full of food just waiting for me to bring back in Malaysia to eat. YASSSSS

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Today I woke up late, but not to late. I woke up at 10 this time. Today I was planning to meet my old best friend. Her name is Habriyah. She is the same age as me. So we were planning to meet near our old former school, just near bandar. At frist we planed to meet at our favourite sushi restaurent....but it was closed :( It only opens at 6pm *cries painfully* and we just came at 2... great. So we just went to coffee bean just like the hipster Bruneians would do. Just drink coffee with their laptop with them. I don't even know what they are doing. Work? who knows.... The whole 4 hours was just us chatting and telling about our current life. Apparently Habriyah had a guy best friend. You could say they were having a thing together, but due to his academics he was soon changed to a different school. Poor for her, but she was cooled with it I guess. (When will I have a BF *Cries is pain again*) At the end of the day we took several photos. her sister was the one who captured the picture for us. I soon uploaded it online for everyone to see. Mahn, I"m gonna miss her <3

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Yay! My mother promised me that we were going to Tutong to finally eat the special soto. Wahhh my wish has been granted. To start of my mother told me to drive the car there. It was only a 30 minute drive from my house. So I tried driving the whole ride. WAS It SCARY... People were driving from the range of 100 to probably 200 km/h on the highway. The best that I could was 70....and yet people flashed me, some even cut me and that I don't mind at all. The problem was the tail gaiting drivers, driving too close to me gave me a phobia. What happens if I suddenly stopped the car, would an accident happened.....haih I'm thinking to much now. The driving was unusual for me. Firstly I was not used to big cars, secondly the car that I was driving was an expensive car (My dad's Mercedes) and thirdly I had a bad tummy ache in the morning. Maybe it was from the driving, don't know tho.... Finally after the whole scary 30 minute painful drive, we reached Bandar Tutong. The place hasn't even changed since the last 10 years. I asked my mother to change positions to drive cuz I don't want to experience it again. So we brought my grandma to a fresh local market which was very near to my dad's clinic. They sold really fresh vegetables and fishes here. A bundle cost BN$ 1 (equals to RM 3). Tutong is mostly famous for its vegetations and farming as the place is abundant with thick forest. Not to mention I got to finally eat the soto that I was craving for. Man was it delicious...YUM! SO IT WAS A WIN WIN SITUATION FOR ME :v

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Wahhh.... I overslept again dis time. Now the time that I woke up today was at 1 o'clock. Great. Even my parents aren't at home. They must have gone out to fetch my two younger brothers. It was suppose to be my job, sending and fetching them. A daily routine for me to wake up early during the holidays. I even skipped breakfast. The good thing was that my mother had cooked spicy fried rice with egg 'sambal'. Judging by the colour, I bet it was really spicy. The smell of the chilli was really strong. So I tasted it and guess I was right after all. The fried anchovies sure made it taste even better with scrambled egg as the garnished. I have such a kind, warm-hearted mother. It's been too long since I last tasted her dishes. I think the last time that I had tasted her dish was just last year, during december. For just 2 months ago sure feels like a whole year being away from her. Ever since I had stepped out of the house to pursue my further studies, I realised I had to do the house chores all by myself. Even finding plain water just for drinking can be a pain in the ass..... So much for being dependant I guess.

Moral of the story: Appreciate your mother...why? Cuz she makes bomb ass good food....so you better stuff yourself until your tummy feels like exploding....hehehehhe...take it from me. I starved myself when I'm not with my parents.....why again? Cuz I'm too lazy to go out to find food for living....

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Well today marks the last day for of my holiday.... I'm crying now (not physically but emotionally) Haih... my flight was at 9 in the morning. My family and I had a big breakfast, I had scrambled eggs and it was delicious...nyaman banar as the Bruenaians would say it. Our boarding time was at 8:20 am but we went in at 8:55 am.... We were having a joyful time, taking pics with my family for the last time and chatting as we share our feelings. I hugged both my parents and gave them a salam before leaving. I will dearly missed them even though they will visit me in just 2 more weeks. The airport manager was already giving a reminder for the last call for the passengers to board on the plane. And guess who were the last person to board it... not us, but we were second last to get in. As soon I sat down on the plane, I fell asleep. Without knowing, we had just landed safely in KLIA. I was suppose to do some pre reading of Bio....but I was too tired. I had barely touched the food given by the stewardess as it was still perfectly layed on my tray. Well i just had to tapao it home then. My uncle had just arrived at KLIA just to pick us up. Soon he send me straight away to vl as it was a one way journey back. I even have english discussion tonight with my group for our presentation tomorrow.

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I didn't slept the whole night, I was putting an all nighter thing to finish all of my assignments. The pain of becoming a college students. It really messes with you, you know that. The only thing that I did was just doing 3 questions of Maths. Just 3 doeee. I thought that I could do like the whole chapter but apparently it underestimated me, I guess. MY GAWD. So much time wasted just for that. Oh well I still have a few more days to complete it so no harm. I just realised I didn't even went out with my parents. Even my parents went out for lunch for 'soto'. I heard there was a special Brunei 'soto' sold in Tutong, but I had to finish this assignment and besides I had to study for Bio. I was going to take a resit after the Chinese New Year holidays anyways. The stress is sure piling on me now. No wonder people don't want to grow up....

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My Dad actually got to book a hotel in Brunei, which is quite shocking, why? Because it was a sudden decision and secondly it was very near to our house. My mom kept quiet about it, by her expression I knew she was pissed about it, but didn't wanted to start an argument. So apparently everyone had to follow his rules, packing our begs and luggages. We were checked in a beautiful hotel room with two large size beds with comfy plain white comforter, the bathroom was quite big for a size of 2 people. Did I mention there was a huge bathe-tube, hehehehe. We thanked the bellboy for helping us with our luggages ( we even gave a tip to him for his service :) )Very Interesting :D Yay, now I can finally have a bubble bath all to myself...weeeee. Anyways, my family and I went for a tour around the whole hotel area. The place was abundant with many coconut trees as it was near the shore area. The beach was very beautiful, hearing the calm sea waves made me relaxed, my brothers were too busy playing sands. They even made a simple sandcastle which was pleasant for my dad but not for me. They could have done better in my opinion. After that, my mom and I had planned to go to the spa around 5 o'clock. It was a soothing sensation, they made a thai massage which was really nice yet painful. You could say it has a guilty pleasure sensation. All my muscles felt different afterwards, the strong smell of lemon grass was still lingering on my body. Sometimes you do need some good massage once in a while to release tension. Take it from me. At night, we had a big dinner. We ate at a 'pantai restaurant' just near to our room number. There was an abundant of seafood variety, ranging from lobesters to many shellfishes. Man, was it a feast. My stomach was going to explode from overeating. I think I ate five plates of salted egg crabs....... which was not good for me :( But who cares it's the holidays, it's not like I'm gonna eat it everyday :D TEHEHEHEHEH

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Today I woke up really late. How late you ask? At one o'clock, it was probably one of the latest time that I had woken up. Great, half the day was gone. My mother had already cooked lunch and I just skipped breakfast. Great work Syahirah! I should set my alarm clock. Maybe because I was too tired from all the travelling. The day was as usual, doing my daily routine which was washing the dishes, the clothes vacuuming and also watering the plants. Is my purpose of coming to Brunei to clean the house because I think I'm doing a good job :) hehehehe. I'm a wife material indeed. Today was the first day of Chinese New Year. SO HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS, MAY THE YEAR OF ROOSTER GIVE YOU A GOOD HEALTH AND PROSPERITY. My family and I eventually visited our old  Chinese neighbour. It was really nice to see them, they gave us mandarins and ANG PAO (free money wohoo). There were many delicious delicacies like dim-sum and so many more. I eventually stuffed my selves too much (remind me again not to do it again). During night time, my family and I had our dinner. My dad said to me to decide where should we eat for dinner. Without hesitation I told them to eat in "Excapade Sushi" (a famous sushi place in Brunei). Now my stomach was full twice. I ate a lot of sushi and salmon sashimi. I should remind myself not too eat too much when I'm back in KL later .....

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My body was aching badly. Especially the spinal cord area. Gosh the floor was even cold, even 2 layers of mattresses wasn't enough. Soon I woke up to realized that it was around half past six. Everyone forgot to set their alarms I guess. Maybe we were too tired after cleaning the house non-stop yesterday. The only thing that actually surprised me was that how could the four of us could fitted the small spaces as we slept there. Kinda amazed actually. We should probably not do it again. Cuz 1. our body was aching, secondly it was cramped (well not to cramped but just nice for relaxing in the mean time). Not to mention, not even one of us managed to watch the whole movie. The only one that managed to watch half was just Aisyah. She told us that as she was watching the movie, she was asking some questions at us. Soon she realized that she was just talking to herself (lol), then half way she switched off it and went to bed. Poor Aisyah, but who cares. Well today was the last lecture before the holiday starts. I was really having the lazy vibe again. Great. Just what I needed. So I kept on telling myself, "it's just a 3 hours class". I kept on reciting it like 10 times already and walah! it changed my perspective. wahahaah (can't believed it actually worked). Anyways, after class ended I was straight away sent to the airport. My grandmother was already waiting there with my brother. So I had to called an Uber driver to send me. The ride was smooth, the fare was as usual, quite pricey but was ok from Cyberjaya to KLIA. I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY PARENTS, FRIENDS AND RELATIVES BACK IN BRUNEI. IT'S BEEN TOOOOOOOOOO LONG. When was the last time I visited Brunei, probably last year. I hope something has changed there, maybe a new shopping complex or a new food chain, who knows. By the way tomorrow is going to be CNY, better visit all my Chinese friends to get more ang pao. WAHAHAHAHA.

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The holidays were near. My housemates were thrilled to hear the news that I had passed my driving license test. Now I could be one of them, officially an adult now. There was only one lecture today which was just Maths. My mood was very "malas" cuz come on it's almost the holidays. It means more time to relax, not time for more essays and quizes :(. Sometimes growing up can be a pain. More assignments less time for us (cries in pain). Anyways I finally found out the song that I was painfully searching for. It was from Ed Sheeran. The song was called "Shape of You". The song was catchy, same like other newly pop song every year. I think I heard this song the whole day, like from the beginning I woke up till both of my eyes were shut close. So much for having Spotify (thanks SPOTIFY). After classes were finished, one of my housemate's suggested that all of us should do some cleaning teamwork after we had done our maghrib prayer. So I agreed to it, how hard could cleaning the house be. It's just taking the broom and sweeping it. Well, guess I was wrong. It was more than that. We apparently cleaned the whole house, even the small occupies spaces like under the sofa and even the kitchen's cabinet drawer. Surely it was very tiring (I had to squat down for like an hour just to sweep out the excess water on the floor). Man was it satisfying af. The newly aromatic smell of freshly apple scented floor cleaner made a chine to the tiles. Apparently most of us had nothing to do. So Ina decided to binge watch horror movies in my room. The mattress comforter was layed neatly on the floor in my room. All 4 of us (Aisyah, Nadya, Ina and me) layed side by side in the dark room to watch 'The Ring 2". But soon I realised not even 30 minutes into the movie, I was already knocked out sleeping. LOL !!!!

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Today was a big day. Well kinda, the whole day I studied Biology even though we had Physics. The lectures today was ok, as in ok for me to understand.

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Today was quite satisfying. I got to learn how to wear eyeliner (finally). It wasn't easy but it will do. I got to finally show my feminine side. Who knew that growing up with 4 brothers could lead me to this. The jagged line was see able. Aisyah actually laughed at me but I'm used to it already (sad life right?). Who cares. Anyway the day pretty ended normally with our usually routine. Doing homework, studying till late night, binge watching as it was the weekend night (my housemates were busy watching Korean drama I guess... ). Not only that, my mother was picking me up from campus as she was planning to bring me to IOI City Mall. My younger was also here... sigh! (wish he would stop talking, it kinda irritates me, lol). So we toured around the building, window - shopping form shop to shop. My mother was busy purchasing outfits and non of them seemed to interest me. There were sales from all sorts of ranges. Starting from 40% and above. Surely it was good, but meh! I have too many clothes already (probably 2 full containers, not including my head scarves). We were just passing by Sephora, my eyes were already glued to this particular thing. I knew if I told my mom about the price she would obviously say it's not really worth it but somehow her thoughts had changed which was shocking (who knew). So I purchased it. It was a matte-bronzer for contouring the face. Hopefully by this my jawline can be similar with Angelina Jolie's.... lol

Moral of the story.... thoughts can be changed on different persons perception, so please persuade your parents thoroughly so you can get what you want ... Guess what, it cost me around rm$ 200 in total just for a small compact of powder. My wallet's gonna cry soon if i keep spending like this. Guess who's not eating the whole with this kinda budget of the month ..... not me :) hehehehehehe

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I woke up a bit early as usual, which was good for me. My father actually let me drive the car for the first time. It was a Honda odyssey, it wasn't a van nor was it a normal suv car, a mixture of both is what you could say it was. I tried driving it  around my house area, I wasn't use to driving really big or long  cars especially parking it. I mean come on it's a really long car. Not to mention I was still a newbie, so there was still some trial and error with the new adjustments and stuff. Man was it hard, especially trying how to adjust the parking :(, I tried atleast 10 times already.... still there was a little progress. Maybe I'm used to driving a small kancil already... By the way, today I was going to meet one of my old friends who were Izzati and Syahidah, both of them are Bruneians who were still doing their A- levels now. They just got their as-level results, they had achieved with flying colours so congrats to them :). We had lunch together, talking about our current and status life. I just knew that both of them are still learning how to drive which makes me the youngest to get a license among all of them... HAH! Anyways we were going to watch this horror film called Split. I would the the movie a 6/10, why? because I don't understood it... my friend told me there was a prequel before this movie happened. The prequel was released during the early 2000's (no wonder I had never heard of the film, lol). Around 5-6 pm, we soon were going back home, warm hugs and goodbyes were given to each other. I gave my friend Afiqah (she couldn't attend) a cute plushie toy, so I forwarded it to my other friend Izzati to make it a surprise to her. I hope she likes it :).

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Today was kinda tiring for me. Firstly my driving license was trained as early as 7 o' clock. I barely had any sleep yesterday. So I slept around 4 o ' clock. Not to mention I got scolded several times by my driving license teacher. He scolded me because my parking was not parked perfectly ( -_-)". Even my "Z" driving part was out of the line.... sigh!
When will I get my JPJ done.... but the only thing that cheered me up was that my mother bought me new head scarves from "Naelofar Hijab". So I got that going for me which was nice, kinda...

Moral of the story, please pray that I will pass my driving license test and hopefully that I will not repeat it again. I don't wanna do it all again :'(

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I did it. I finally did it. I finally passed my driving license test. All the hard work really paid off. The countless hours of getting scolded, practicing and mostly DRIVING. YES, DRIVING. I had finally accomplished what I wanted to achieve for so long. It felt just like yesterday that I was still struggling balancing between the clutch and the gas pedal.

Man, was that stressful.I still remembered those days when I would usually get scolded by my instructor. Oh how time flies so fast nowadays. Apparently, this makes me one step closer of becoming more mature... hehehehe. Now I can finally show this off to all my friends at Brunei. Thanking mostly to Encik Zain for patiently teaching. Without him I wouldn't have been what I am today, which is an excellent driver (I hope so..).

No matter the conflicts we had in the past, any arguments or disagreements, I really would like to thank him from the bottom of my heart. Despite all of it, we still had a good relationship.

No matter what, driving will probably be one of my hardest task of achieving. Act driving similar to riding a bike.

Moral of the story, It may start hard as first, but sooner or later  the job will get done easily with just a breeze. So patience is the key to success :)

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Today was quite gloomy. Firstly our CGPA for semester 2 was out. My friends and I were shock and terrified to hear about it. Surely I did struggled through thick and thin during finals. Even if I didn't, then  I should at least repent towards my mistake (so that I wouldn't repeat it again). So for this new year, my resolution will really start today (please pray for me :( ... ) By the way we celebrated Chut's (Nadya Natsha) birthday today. Her birthday was supposed to be tomorrow. It was a spontaneous act and I had no deal about it. Baskin Robin's ice-cream cake was really mouthwatering, thanks to Balqis (Nadya's room mate) for buying the cake for her. So the cake followed her cute personality which was ""Asha the bunny" from the game "Fun Run". We cut the cake back home at VL because it was almost dawn and we hadn't done our prayer that time (back from D Pulze). As soon as Chut was cutting through the cake, the door bell rang suddenly. Through my surprise my mom came I soon then realized I had totally forgotten that my mother was arriving from Brunei here just to visit my grandmother (aka Tok Wan. I soon saw my phone and saw 7 MISSED CALLS FROM MY MOTHER !!!!!! I WAS LIKE WHAT AND WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN.... so the moral is the beginning of the story doesn't count, it's the ending that actually matters and please don't silent your phone (just for emergency) TQ :)

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I woke up kinda late today. My mother was returning to Brunei with my little brother ... (sigh). Oh well, I can still meet them during Chinese new year. So the day was as usual, doing my daily routine. Washing the clothes, the laundry, cleaning the house and studying. There was this song I was kinda obsessed. But I'm still finding about it.... It's killing me slowly by the second. I really needed to find the song, Spotify won't do neither does Shazam (sigh), oh well. So much for spending my whole Sunday searching it. The whole day I helped my grandmother clean the house. Sometimes her effort of cleaning worries me, maybe it's due to her health condition. Age is also one problem but it's not as critical as her kidney problem. My mother worries her sometimes, her younger brother used to live with her but there was a conflict a year ago. Due to that she now lives alone :( Sometimes I wished that she would be better to stay with my parents at Brunei. But what can I do, she's quite stubborn for an elderly woman.... Maybe it's because she prefers it that way, don't know tho. So anyways, on the other hand we are planning to head back to Brunei on the 27th of January (can't wait to meet my friends and parents). At first my grandmother protested. Soon later I FORCED her (Can't remember how I did it) and begged her to join me. No matter what she had no choice. MUHAHAHAHHAHA....