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"Family is not an important thing,it's everything."-- Michael J. Fox

I grow up in a huge number of family,It appears like it's too messy and noisy but Its full of happiness and love that I'd always cherish and wish to have.We're eight siblings but sad to say we'd lost one of us which is the fifth one.I've never regrets of where I grow up,on what the state of life we had,and how my parents raised us in a most discipline way.We're just poor but we are happy and contented of what we had as long as we had each other to lean on.We only have a simple ways of living, everyday we need to work hard for us to be able to have a food to eat and finance our everyday's needs.My father is jus a farmer and my mother is a housewife but I never been ashamed of them because for me,they are the best thing nor gift that I've received in my entire life,a treasure that you couldn't buy.Eventhough,It's not the most perfect family in the universe but I'm still grateful to have them.Though,there are really times that life measures our patients and how we understand things about unexpected happenings we encounter but it didn't lessen my love to them.I was born at Baranggay Tag-amakan, Asturias, Cebu until I got the age of 15.After that,I was being transferred to my sister's place for some personal matter.I pursue my studies at Buanoy National High School,I preferred to be away from them for the sake of our dreams for me to be able to finish my studies.

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Who we are today depends on quite a few things, the people we meet and interact with, the challenges that we face and the experiences we are put into and how we handle them. The challenges and influences that have shaped and changed who I am today.
Hello,I am Rodgelyn Morales C.,18 proudly believe that "If you don't believe yourself,who will?" I'm such a funny,sweet,friendly, sensitive and I won't deny the fact that I have a negative kind of mindset.Im literally jolly and happy when everytime I've sorrounded with people but the sad reality is that I am completely opposite of what people see about me.My life is full of meaningful relationships and memories.
I am an individual,a person who makes mistakes, laughs, cries, hurts, smiles and loves. I am who I am through my joys, sorrows, heartbreaks, happiness and my loses. Each step in my life and each moment that goes by make me up as an individual person.Each passing moment is a new life experience for me and makes me grow into the person I want to be. Day by day, hour-by-hour I take a new step in my life, a step towards another, into a world full of knowledge.But because of unexpected happenings  everything turns out into an opposite version of me.Throughout my life, I have always thought of myself as a failure. I was a failure for not being smart enough,or good enough.I always criticized myself for not putting in enough effort in order to work up to my full potential. Though, this wasn’t about working up to my full potential, but for not fulfilling the unrealistic expectations that I had burdened upon myself and by the people closest to me. The burdens that I carried weighed me down like how an anchor holds down a boat. Only, it was attached to my mind, instead of my ankle or a ship. The weight of the self-hatred and low self-esteem that I had made me feel like I was drowning. There wasn’t a bright horizon that could be seen in the distance, but instead more black and gray clouds that would bring another storm my way.Day after day, I would look at myself in the mirror, tearing myself down. I would tell myself every night that I was never enough. I believed that I was a weak and worthless individual, a waste of time. This kind of hateful thinking made it a struggle to stay afloat. Before I knew it, I was weighed down by anxiety and an eating disorder. Each morning I would wake up to only to prepare to endeavor the difficulties of my illnesses.At this level,I've tried to work on it and in order for me to do it I must learn from myself first to begin, to let go of the dark and anxious thoughts that had plagued me.

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Never stop learning because life never stops teaching.

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"There're always new skills to learn and techniques to adopt.

"The most successful people in the world understand that they must continuously learn to be successful. For us to live life to the fullest, we must continually look for ways to improve."-A.J Agrawal

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"Hobbies are great distractions from the worries and troubles that plague daily living".--Malone

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I actually love doing new things because it seems like gaining new knowledge and as well,as experience.
Playing instruments,baking and cooking are just some of my favorite thing to do especially when I'm bored.Recently,I spent most of my time into it,it's because I felt too frustrate and through this way I can be able to feel better.It turns out like my therapist everytime when I want to escape into my personal and academic matters.I also pursue my practices to developed my calligraphy skills and learning new languages.I also do love to travel around the world but maybe now is not the right time to fulfill this one.Capturing pictures with related to nature's or everything found in the skies became one of the best things that captured my interest.
Moreover,I also love watching movies in YouTube or even in TikTok about making DIY crafts along the lines of flowers,cards,frame,bouquet and etc...I find myself enjoying while doing this activity which also help me felt. Additionally,playing with my niece and nephew is one of my most favorite thing to do as I spend time to bond with them even in a short period of time.

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"Family is not an important thing,It's everything."-Michael F.

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What are some of my proudest accomplishment?

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What are some of my proudest accomplishment?

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Accomplishment doesn't only measures on what you become,It can also be a reaction like a smile of your love one's because of happiness.A smile like a medicine that could heal all the pain you've felt and a smile that means a lot that you always want to have.Way back then,I was a consistent honor student I'm not witty I just really know how to care about my grades.Since then ti'll now they always believe on me that I can be a successful woman someday.At this moment of my life I was really happy and proud of myself because finally I already finish my High School Journey.But the most happiest and touchable moment is that when I see my parents crying because of too much happiness.I felt like being stunned on my place while watching them coming through my way to hug and greet me"Congratulations".I can't deny the fact that I became emotional while staring at their eyes with tears and they says;"Nak,Ikaw rajud Ang pag-asa namo".I became speechless,I dont know what to say.My time stop for a moment,I still process those words they uttered earlier.A lot of "What If" pops into my mind,what if I failed them,what if I do things that could ruin the whole me.So,I just hug them in returned and Papa told me "Don't pressure yourself too much If you can't".No matter what happen we'll always be by yourside.So,to all the people who believe in me"Thank You So Much"especially to my parents who always believe that I can,I will not promise anything but I will do my best to fulfill it.

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What are some of the challenges I've faced in life?

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What are some of the challenges I've faced in life?

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I do have a lot of challenges that I've encountered but I will just mention those challenge that really breaks me into pieces and hits me deeply.Since then until now I've always prayed and wished that I hope I  could be able to show them all my accomplishment in life.I've always wished that they will be given a long time nor years to live with us but unfortunately,life is so tragic.I thought he would be able to witnessed us growing up and became successful.Because of unexpected things, life suddenly change into a dark mode of my life.It really affects me a lot and until now I still can't get over about what happened.Sometimes,I ask myself why I didn't take any actions that could may possibly help him to be checked up by a special doctor at that time we really don't have anything and that was the biggest thing that I've regret the most.My father died  last 2 months ago,the happenings is still fresh into my mind and I still blamed myself for not doing anything.His lost is too quick,we didn't expect that in just a glimpse he would dissaapear right away.I felt sorry for him because I know that he fight just to be alive for us.Since he was confined in the hospital I've always look after him until he was already discharged and choose to live at home.I was happy that time because finally he gets better than usual but my happiness quickly faded away.Every minute,hour,days and weeks pass by his condition became worsen.As a daughter,I felt bad about myself while watching him suffering into pains.Sometimes,I say I wish I have the ability to take off his pain eventhough I will be the one to carry it.I would rather sacrifice my own sake for him.My family,My siblings , especially my mother really needed him,his presence,his care,his guidance  and most especially his love.Now,that he lost everything's changed a lot we're not the same as happy as before.Because of what happened I've also suffered ,I became too weak,I've overthink about what will happen in the next day and ask myself can we surpass it?,I also suffered anxiety and some physical problems.Since he lost,It seems like my soul also gone.I undergo suicide,I've tried to kill my own life just to runaway,a feeling where you want to surrender all you've faced in the reality.Until now,I'm still in a stage where I can't accept about everything especially for what happened and I'm still stuck in the darknest nightmare of my life

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How have these challenges shaped me as a person?

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How have these challenges shaped me as a person?

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Handling these traumatic challenges of  life is not easy to take on but with the help of those people around you,who truly cared for you,you could slowly surpassed it all.
Facing challenges and navigating one's way through them builds resilience.Because of those problems also that I undergo I became more independent to face the next chapter of my own story.Its not  easy as usual,you really need to put  your full self to do it.Through those challenges I've encountered I've been awaked into a long nightmare and be able to face the reality with courage.Until now,Im still not fully recovered but hopefully I became better than yesterday's journey.Fighting with your problems is such the hardest and strongest enemy.You can met your better self ,If you will learn to apply the word acceptance unto yourself.As they usually said,"Nothing is permanent" ,everything will just fade away even if you don't want to.So,wake up and learn to deal with the reality and stop dreaming because life is not a fantasy.

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"Success is not final;Failure is not fatal;It is the courage to continue that counts."-Winston C.

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What are some of my future goals and aspirations?

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What are some of my future goals and aspirations?

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I only want a simple life with a simple living.I only want what's the best for my family that's why I study hard to fulfill my dreams in life and be able to achieve those things that I've wished for.
Some of those aspirations in life that I want to prioritize and build are Make a living from something I love,
Acknowledging fear but doing it anyway,
Built and nurture meaningful relationships,
Always do leave others a bit better off than you found them,and Lastly,
Never stop on learning.Additionally,I want to finish my college degree to  have a stable job that would finance my family's needs,be able to finance my own self,studying new degree,build a business,build a facility for those people who are abandoned and of course give myself the freedom to travel.

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1.I like drinking hot coffee even in a hot weather.(Weather wouldn't matter,If Coffee is life!)
2.I got nervous when somebody call my name(maybe it's already the results of always drinking "kape")
3.I secretly play with kids outside like Chinese garter,patintero and so on...
4.I secretly wear childrens clothes and accessories (funny,right?)
5.I really love chocolates(any kind of foods as long as its chocolate flavor)
6.I like to climb in the trees and eat fruits above together with my niece.
7.I'm a chatter box
8.I enjoyed talking with myself everywhere to the point that I was being noticed by everybody and they just glared at me like they are so confused of I'm talking to.
9.I became paranoid everytime I felt comfortable with the environment like I will just dance anytime and sing random songs.
10.When I shared something,I actually associate it with actions.(seems like I'm doing a speech choir)

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Let yourself felt the freedom they deserve.

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"Magpakatotoo"

Be true to yourself” means that you should live according to your apparent personality and preferences. But Aristotle tells us, “The dreams of the good are better than ordinary men.” Our dreams, preferences, personalities, and desires change.
You don't need to play with the reality just to hide the fact about yourself.You are ,who you are no one can change the real self of yours.Its normal to felt afraid or being ashamed of what we had but If we also learn to be contented enough for what we have and accept the real us you will be a great individual.Hiding yourself is like stealing a millions but we are  all aware that nothing won't last ,time will come and It will going to be revealed.If you choose to be true to yourself,It seems like you give yourself the freedom to felt the real happiness.

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"My biggest Influences and Inspirations"

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"My biggest Influences and Inspirations"

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The most influential people in my life have always been the people closest to me.The people who are always there when I'm drowning.My family,special friend of mine,God,and most especially my parents.My parents taught me to work hard and value your relationships. My parents have nurtured me, guided me and comforted me. They hold the opinions I trust the most. They constantly inspire me to achieve.

One of my earliest life lessons was that you become who you hang out with, and this doesn’t change when you get older. I’ve always tried to be friendly to everyone I meet, but at the same time I’ve also become picker about who I spend the majority of my time with. I’ve learned to spot certain positive qualities in people, and seek these qualities out. I’ve also learned to avoid other characteristics. The people closest to you will influence you in many ways so I think it’s important to be selective, especially at an important time in your life when you are building the foundation for your career and making other important life decisions. Surround yourself with people who inspire you and make you a better person. Some friends come and go but the ones who have stayed have had a huge impact on my decisions and happiness. They have supported me and cheered me on and they have shaped me into the person I have become.Thank you for not letting felt that I'm alone,weak,and empty.
I just want you all to know that I valued each of you and I was thankful for your existence because whatever happens you've stayed at my side.I appreciate those people who treated me nicely and truthfully.