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spiritually: "Never shall I forget those moments that murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to ashes" pg. 34

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"I did not fast. First of all, to please my father who has forbidden me to do so. And then, there was no longer any reason for me to fast.And no longer accepted God's silence. As i swallowed my ration of soup, I turned that act into a symbol of rebellion, of protest against him" pg. 69

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Emotional- " One more stab to the heart, one more reason to hate. One less reason to live" pg.109

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Emotional: "They passed me by, like beaten dogs, with never a glance in my direction. They must have envied me."

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Emotional- " I did not weep, and it pained me that i could not weep. But i was out of tears. And deep inside me, if i could have searched the recesses of my feeble conscience, i might have found something like : free at last!...." pg 112

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*Emotional: “One more stab to the heart, one more reason to hate. One less reason to live.”  CH. 8
*Physical: “They are committing the greatest indignity human beings can inflict on one another: telling people who have suffered excruciating pain and loss that their pain and loss were illusions.
*Spiritually: ¨The officer came closer and shouted to him to be silent. But my father did not hear. He continued to call me. The officer wielded his club and dealt him a violent blow to the head.¨ CH. 8

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Emotional: " Where he is? This is where hanging here from this gallows..." "That night, the soup tasted like corpses"
Physical: " I obeyed." I no longer felt anything except the lashes of the whip."

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Emotional: "I did not weep, and it pained me that i could not weep." Pg. 112
Physical: "From the depths of the mirror,  corpse was contemplating me."  Pg. 115
Spiritually "I no longer accepted God's silence. As i swallowed my ration of soup, I turned that act into a symbol of rebellion, of protest against Him." Pg. 69

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Emotional: " My heart was about to burst there i was face to face with an angel of death." Pg. 34
Physical: " My right foot began to swell from the cold. I could not stand on it. I went to the infirmary." Pg. 78
Spiritual: " As for me, I ceased to pray. I concurred with Job! I was not denying his existence, but i doubted his absolute justice." Pg. 45

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spiritually: "Never shall i forget those moments that murdered my GOD and my soul and turned my dreams to ashes"

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emotional: I did not weep and it pained me that I could not weep. But I was out of tears. And deep inside me, if I could have searched the recesses of my feeble conscience, I might have found something like: Free at last. pg: 112
Physical: Suddenly I broke into a cold sweat, I couldn't feel my leg! Had they amputated it? pg: 79

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emotionally: "For the first time, I felt anger rising within me. Why should I sanctify his name? The Almighty, the eternal and terrible Master of the Universe, chose to be silent. What was there to thank him for?" pg. 33

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Physical: From  the depths of the mirror, a corpse was contemplating me. -p. 115

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Emotional:The beloved objects that we carried with us place to place were now left behind in the wagon and, with them,finally.our illusions pg.29

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Emotional: "i pray to the God within me for the strength to ask Him the real questions" pg.5
spiritual : "my eyes opened and i was alone terribly alone in a world without God without man without love or mercy i was nothing but ashes now but i felt myself to be stronger than this mighty whom my life had been bound for so long" pg. 68

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Emotionally: " My father had just been struck, in front of me, and I had not even blinked." pg. 39

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spiritual: "But further, there was no longer any reason why i should fast. I no longer accepted god's silence" pg: 69

Spiritual: "The darkness enveloped us. all i could hear was the violin, and it was as if juilek's soul had become his bow. he was playing his life" pg: 95.

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Spiritual: "And then, there was no longer any reason for me to fast. I no longer accepted God's silence. As I swallowed my soup, I turned that act into a symbol of rebellion, of protest against Him." Pg. 69
Emotional: "Not the shadow of an expression. Defeat." Pg. 69
Physical: "His eyes were watery, his face the color of dead leaves." Pg. 107

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"From the depths of the mirror a corpse was contemplating me. The look in his eyes he gazed at me has never left me " pg 115