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My loveliest, dearest, and the cheekiest Benny. Seeing all those notes from everyone who loves you got me thinking. They all see the same wonderful things in you that I do. You've got this way with words that can make anyone smile, and a sweetness about you that's just... real.

You know, it's the little things you do that mean the most. How you always appreciated me in little-est thing that I did, or your exuberant enthusiasm whenever you saw my face. Or the way you created a new nickname for me, that's super cute.

And then there's your kindness. You've got this big heart that just keeps on giving. Whether it's checking in with me and assuring me that everything's going to be okay or just your hardwork (I know you're working so hard, even you caught GERD), you do it all with this genuine love that's rare.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that you're my favorite person, Benny. It's not about grand gestures or poetic words; it's about the every moments that we share. It's in the way you make me feel safe, loved, and always a bit amused.

Here's to us, Benny. To the real, sometimes messy, but always beautiful life we're building together. Can't wait to see what's next when we meet again.

Love,

Auddy.

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masih salting ga kalo aku panggil ganteng? hahaha

ashton, thank you so so much for accompanying me the past 2 days. you treated me well despite your busy rl schedule and other circumstances. you made me really comfortable and feel okay with being clingy around you. you were the perfect balance of iseng/jail and also mature and calming.

i love being babied by you even tho "i'm in denial" (your words not mine) that i'm a baby wkwkw. you saying this kinda healed my inner child i guess? and that's very very cute 🥺🤏🏼

i also enjoyed our otp session bc a little tmi,

- i do like your voice >.< kayaknya the first time we called you said i speak like i'm always smiling/laughing and that's bc i couldn't keep myself composed from hearing your voice (another tmi / confession wkwkwk)

anywaysss i genuinely enjoyed our little time together, and when we meet again i hope it's in under better circumstances and that we can spend more time together (this is cewe with quality time as her love lang HAHAH)

p.s. i feel honoured being your first C here 🩷

p.s.s. please take good care of yourself - no sakit sakit! jangan mam pedes, jangan telat mam, mam nya dikit dikit aja tapi sering okeeey?

see youuu baby!

-- maiii

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im surprised that we clicked immediately right on the first minute we talked.

you’re fun, talkactive, sweet and very comforting—i feel like coming home while talking to you.

it was a very short moment but you give me so much memories to treasure bro, really.

til we meet again ya bb, we still have a lot to share. x

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KAKAK BENJIIII!!! Thanks a bunch for spending the entire day with me yesterday! My Sunday turned into this vibrant palette of joy because of you. It's pretty surprising how effortlessly we clicked. :D Your sense of humor and adorable charm truly made my day brighter and I didn't expect us to hit it off so well.

Even though yesterday was short, it felt like a glimpse into something special. I genuinely hope we cross paths again in the future, creating more colorful moments together. <3 Your company was a genuine delight and I can't wait for the possibility of more shared laughter and stories.

Take care and remember to keep that infectious smile glowing. Be happy always, Kak Benji "MEMANG ❤️"

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Hi, Ben. It's N. It was a really ’fun’ night with you. Thank you for being such a great company. On God, I could feel myself shiver because you clearly took a good look on what I have written in the form. As if being sexy is not enough, you're effortlessly funny too. I can see that our sense of humour matches in such a short time, can't wait to throw playful banters with you again, if the stars aligned.

Until we meet again. 🤍

N.

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Benya. I didn’t lie when I said I’m blushing or salting, I really meant it. You are good with your words, you know how to melt the iciest heart, there’s no awkwardness between us, thanks to you. I feel like I already know you for years, it feels really comfy and warm talking to you. If I must describe you, you are: cozy, warm, and sweet. You feel like home. I didn’t regret spending the days with you. It is the most beautiful days, thanks to you again, Benya. See you when I see you, B.

Yours forever,

Kaiiiiy.

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it's our second time spending time together hehe and i'm so happy that i had the chance to be with you again. thank you for taking care of me and dealing with this chatty, clingy and manja baby. it's safe to say i feel so comfortable around you that's why aku bisa jadi clingy gini (which is super rare‼️). i love being on call with you and just like you said it feels like kita bisa jadi deket from that and i really appreciate that you feel that way hehe. you take care of me really well and i feel loved by you hehe. makasih udah mau ladenin aku yang super ngambekan ini yaa bebe <333

kamu jangan kemana kemana ya!! kita belom cooking date 😠😠

see youuu bebe 💗

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Terkadang pertemuan kita terlalu singkat jika dihitung menggunakan angka, tapi adakalanya pertemuan kita sangatlah lama jika kita melibatkan rasa. Ada hal yang berbeda setelah aku melihat dan bertemu dengan kamu, mas! dari sekian banyak orang yang aku temui, sepertinya aku menyesal tidak mengenalmu lebih awal. hahaha, alasan yang terlalu diksi, tapi itu semua benar-benar terjadi.

aku bersyukur bertemu dengan kamu yang bisa membuat aku lebih dari sekedar kata BAHAGIA, jika aku harus mengulang waktu mungkin alasan utamaku tersenyum hanya dua kata ... yaitu "Benjamin Ashton", terkadang manusia hanya bisa merasakan dua hal. Cinta dan penyesalan, keduanya aku rasakan. aku mencintai kamu dan amu menyesal tidak mengenalmu lebih awal, tapi memang benar sembuh dari luka harus merasakan sakit dahulu. bagi aku, kamu adalah obat tanpa rasa pahit. aku suka itu, aku ingin terus terus merasakan bahagia disaat kita bertukar cerita atau bahkan saat mendengar kamu bernyanyi. buat aku itu sangat sangat sangat manis, sama seperti kamu yang selalu aku sayangi.

terima kasih untuk kalimat penenang dari kamu, selamat ya kamu berhasil membuat aku kembali tersenyum. aku sangat berterimakasih untuk itu, Aku sayang kamu.

aku sayang kamu, terima kasih sudah menjadi bagian terindah buat aku. aku bangga bisa mengenal kamu, dan aku senang dengan pertemuan kita. sampai kapanpun, aku maunya sama kamu. camkan itu!

Mas, tolong jaga kesehatannya ya! aku ga mau liat mas sakit, ayo dijaga lagi makanannya. next kita lakukan date yang kamu inginkan, apapun itu aku mau dan pasti suka. karena kamu itu segalanya buat aku, aku seneng bisa sama kamu dan aku bahagia bisa deket sama kamu. aku sayang sama kamu, mas! tolong jaga senyumnya, ya? pastikan juga senyum itu buat aku, hahaha! makasih loh dah bikin pipi aku pegel gegara salting mulu. mungkin segitu aja dulu, sisanya kamu tau sendiri aku sebahagia apa! I Love you Benjamin Ashton 🌹🤍

-yourdel-

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You know, goodbyes aren’t supposed to be called ‘good’ since there’s no positive aspect in leaving someone you love. However, our time has unfortunately come to an end. It’s obvious that you’re the one who painted a smile on my face for the last three days. Even if we have our fair share of banters. I found it profoundly surprising on how I could let loose around you in such a short time. Perhaps, you’re the one who brought it out of me. And for that, I have to thank you. For coloring my days with splashes of vivid colors. For being a friend and a partner. Foe being everything to me.

Good luck for everything you do later, ya mas❤️

— your Sabian.

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KOKOOOO HIHI makasihhh udah temenin dedeee malem malem dan bikin dede ga kesepian🗣️🛵 dede enjoy with our session karena koko (LUCU)🫰🏻🦘 SUARA KOKO MAHSUSMAJSVAKALA BGT PLZ KOKO keren bgt bisa nyanyi, yang katanya gabisa nyanyi bohong banget👺👺👺👺 plz koko jaga kesehatan sampe ketemu dede lagi soalnya nanti dede mau menguras energi koko😼😼 KOKO GANTENGKUUUU YANG JUGA ARIANATORS SEHAT SELALU IY LOBE U🍓🫰🏻

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Thank you so much for being such a good boyfriend. You're the sweetest bean i've ever met and you can make me feel safe more than anyone else can do. You're such a happy pill, my sweet nothing. Please take care of yourself ya? Stay hydrated, eat properly, and don't push yourself too hard. I had such a great time with you, i mean it. Thank you for being affectionate towards me. Oh and btw besok besok kita gak akan nonton film se traumatize Saltburn lagi kok :b See you in another chance, love! 🤍