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Let you down by NF, the past year I've been struggling with my depression and feeling guilty for wanting to move away for college my family didn't help at all. I've always tried my best to please my family and they told me if i moved away they wouldn't support me so i decided to stay here for two years and then I'm moving.

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I just wanna by Lucas Coley, This song motivated me to focus on me and getting money for the better and be more than what my past has put me through. I loved this song last semester.

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Boyfriend by Justin Bieber, It was about 7th grade and me and my friend beronica always listened to this song every morning in round table.

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Tik Tok by Kesha, I was about 11 and my mom made me go try and spend one summer with my dad, i listened to this song all the way there and he lived in Rock Island so it was about an 2 in half hour drive. Funny story i didn't end up staying there the whole summer, i got really sick and my grandparents came and got me from my dad's house.

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Party in the U.S.A by Miley Cyrus, it was the spring of my Sophomore year of high school. I was playing soccer before my knee injury and we won our first away game of the season. I remember on the way back the whole time everyone screaming out this song.

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Kiss me thru the phone by Soulja Boy, I was about eight or nine and Soulja Boy came to Bloomington. It was my very first concert with my mom and a couple neighborhood friends, before i went to the concert this song was always played and they made a dance to go with his songs.

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Runaway Love by Ludacris, I always listened to this song when it was getting rough at home. Then it always ended up helping me get through my problems because there are a lot of people that are going through the same thing.

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Dilemma by Nelly, when i was younger my mom would always have parties on the weekend especially in the summer when all of our friends and the whole neighborhood would just play kickball and eat food. I remember this song always playing in the stereo.

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Dear Mama by Tupac, "No love from my daddy, cause the coward wasn't there." My dad left me and my mom when i was about six and he has never have been a part of my life, he had started a new family and left me behind.

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Juicy by Notorious B.I.G, he said "to all of my teachers that told me I'd never amount to nothin" I relate to this because I've had close family that never believed in me because they thought i would end up like my mom and dad but i fought and many years later i got my CNA license only at 16.

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Keep ya head up by Tupac, he talks about women raising kids on welfare and my mom was one of those for along time. He also talks about men needing to be real to women and i remember my moms boyfriends and how some of them did and some didn't, also taught me what i deserve.