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"I had made my voice as cold as possible. I said, "You haven't given me a chance."
It is telling you that she is being cold-hearted because it says that she made her voice as cold as possible.

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"I said, "I don't want to think of you on the train all alone. You will need me."
That is telling you that she is being dishonest and manipulating the grandma to take her with her.

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"I was not used to be called beautiful."
This shows that she is shy because she isn't used to many things and doesn't talk much

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"After a few weeks it became clear that I was not using any title when I spoke to her."
This shows that she is being ignorant of her mother because she is avoiding any conversation with her.