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I like to play games, so much that I play everyday.
In the game, I got my friends, my existence is clear. Everybody wants to be friends with me. I even have a boyfriend in the game. He's really nice to me. He always helps me out , dealing with life. He's like my family already. That I trust him a lot. But you know what I just saw? My best friends account was the same as his. Same account as my bf in the game.i have a lot of 'what if'.
What if, he knows that his gf in the game is actually me?
What if, he finds  out and break up with me?
How can I handle this situation..

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Dear inner self,
HI☺️, I know you've been struggling up until now. You are having a hard time in accepting yourself and in forgiving youself. You've been silently crying every midnight or dawn while your family in your house were sleeping, while you, you are currently eaten by your negative thoughts. You are having troubles in accepting the love others gave into you because you are too sensitive and afraid that maybe it's not true. That maybe they are just sympathizing you or worst they will break it once you trust and accept their love. But hey! It's okay, I know someday you will able to face those worries and able to conquer it all. Just trust the process of healing, you're doing great, don't rush.

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I just want to asked if you loved us,because we didn't feel your love in the slightest,there is nothing else to do but just drink,we feel like we don't have a father,we can't rely on you,we can't approach you at the time we wan't to emphatize dad,we are always fighting and can't get along because of your behavior,but I can't do anything because even if we turn the world upside down ,you are still my father.I still hope and pray that someday you will also think of changing,that's what I wan't to tell you personally but we're not talking.

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miss your stupid face
get back to my place
I need you
It hurts like hell
_mitot

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It's been 18 years, yet, I still haven't heard an apology from you. But don't worry, you're already forgiven because I have to, for I won't allow myself to be stuck in this pain forever. All those years, I have been bottling my emotions, but I chose not to tell it to you because I want to protect my peace and I want to respect you for the sake that I have your blood running on my veins. I am still uncomfortable being around you, but I still visited you 'cause my grandma & mother told me to, if it weren't for them, then I had no reason to visit you. I am already happy and doing great with my life. My mom is also happy, and I hope that you're happy, too.

These are the words that I wanted to tell you, but I couldn't.

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To my papa i know you choose your other family over our family I just want to let you know that I am still greatful and bless on having you because I have witness your works and sacrifices during the days when you were with us but suddenly you change but I guess you were just destined to be my father but not the best version of a father but dont worry i may forgive you soon always take care

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To my papa i know you choose your other family over our family I just want to let you know that I am still greatful and bless on having you because I have witness your works and sacrifices during the days when you were with us but suddenly you change but I guess you were just destined to be my father but not the best version of a father but dont worry i may forgive you soon always take care

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_angie

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Based on my experience its better not to tell what you intend to speak up on someone. Yes, its something like I was so selfish but we should also need to consider of what would might be the outcome of this one that's why I prefer to hold up things to myself rather than telling it.

-JAY-

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To myself 😌 I really don't know if you can do and achieve the goals that you wanted to achieve but still please still fight don't give up. Eventhough you had encountered a lot of problems and challenges in life. I am hoping you will still hold the promises that you've said into your family. Just stop thinking negativity that can lead you down. Egnore those people who drag you down. Still rwmember you have him. You have God that never failes you to fell that you are unlove. Continue of what you are doing, change for the better, changer for your weakest part of you. Learn to be brave not to be weak, just for you to be success.

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To myself 😌 I really don't know if you can do and achieve the goals that you wanted to achieve but still please still fight don't give up. Eventhough you had encountered a lot of problems and challenges in life. I am hoping you will still hold the promises that you've said into your family. Just stop thinking negativity that can lead you down. Egnore those people who drag you down. Still rwmember you have him. You have God that never failes you to fell that you are unlove. Continue of what you are doing, change for the better, changer for your weakest part of you. Learn to be brave not to be weak, just for you to be success.

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Is there ever a time or even a day that you think of me that I cross your mind and make you think that what if I take the chance because I give you a lot of chances and I can't even count in every one of those choices, you choose the other side, you choose the prettiest, second you choose a bolder than me, and it makes me think is there something wrong with me? What does she have that I don't have? I always hoping that one day, the only choices you have is me, that one day you realized that I been here all along and that you deserve me. You always told me that you're just afraid to lose me, afraid to lose the friendship that we build, but aren't you afraid to lose the chance to have me? Do you think that if you introduce me to your friends and your cousin that would make me fell better? All along all I wanted is you. When I tried to move on I always come back from the start, and always validate my foolishness thinking that it is because you are traumatized by your exe's, I always try to myself to be patient, because maybe  a miracle might happen, I was trying to improve myself, I'm trying to be better version of myself, and I hope you too are gonna be a better version of yourself, stop drinking, and don't get sick because I still worry . And lastly I just, want, to say, I won't leave you no matter what happen , but is this how our story end? Who knows!

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In my case, I prefer to keep things to myself and only spoke to those people whom I've trusted. Coz whenever I speak up for my stand some might not understand my concern or situation. Some may call it "overreact" without even knowing the whole story or experience what I've been through. So I guess its better to keep it than asking for pity from who doesn't care at all.

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In my case, I think it's the other way around. My encounters with some people finished too soon because of supposedly unspoken feelings and words I told them. Most of the time I speak without thinking especially if I am driven with so much emotion. The reason why I maintained my circle of friends small. They already understand this side of me which also made me comfortable being with them. But, I am also in the process where I am practicing to evaluate things I am going to say. However, I am keeping my guard up and not expressing myself much especially when I am talking to people I barely know.

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In my case, I think it's the other way around. My encounters with some people finished too soon because of supposedly unspoken feelings and words I told them. Most of the time I speak without thinking especially if I am driven with so much emotion. The reason why I maintained my circle of friends small. They already understand this side of me which also made me comfortable being with them. But, I am also in the process where I am practicing to evaluate things I am going to say. However, I am keeping my guard up and not expressing myself much especially when I am talking to people I barely know.

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There is a certain situation that it is better to keep it to my self rather speaking up, when I know that person will be hurt by my words. But sometimes I just blurted it out without realizing it, I think that's what happen when you are an honest person.