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IM BACK TO WHOEVER IS HERE

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Its Suy, btw.

Remade my account and all that shiz so

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Jesus how long hasw it been since I've been here?

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Jesus how long hasw it been since I've been here?

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https://padlet.com/text_me_talk_to_me/3m7wrgi7uw4wgorg

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my computers lagging -M-

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Hey guys

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
thumb_up5thumb_down4
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
thumb_up5thumb_down4
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
thumb_up0thumb_down3
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
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●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Empty

audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
thumb_up5thumb_down4
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
thumb_up5thumb_down4
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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audio 1
00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
thumb_up5thumb_down4
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
thumb_up0thumb_down3
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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00:06 audio
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
thumb_up0thumb_down0
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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00:06 audio
padlet drive
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
thumb_up1thumb_down3
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

thumb_up0thumb_down4
Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
thumb_up0thumb_down2
"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
thumb_up0thumb_down1
Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
thumb_up1thumb_down0
"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
-mid
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
thumb_up0thumb_down1
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
thumb_up0thumb_down0
Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
thumb_up0thumb_down1
"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
thumb_up1thumb_down1
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
thumb_up1thumb_down1

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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
 +  8
●
5m
𝐞𝐡-
𝐞𝐡-
fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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x .𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭. x ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᶜᵘⁿᵗˢ.
life of a fuck up-
× .𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮. ×
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fuck you. Smh- the fact u told me u loved me first yet fell off first. I still like you smh...why do u ignore me? Your never gonna answer are you. Your hella simp worthy. But my god some shit u do doesn't make sense. Stop trying est- u have others who actually care. bts stans 주름을 피하십시오. 
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝.
Honestly, it's just me in this bitch. I'm failing all my grades. My family hates me i'm the misfit ofc. I legit hate this fucking state. And all the little worthless cells in it. bro that number 18 gonna hit different. Late car rides bussin music with my bitches. skating under the stars. No1 understands me. I'm so social yet its me against the world. 
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𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.
Ik i'm kinda known around pad. But it's for the wrong shit. Often known as a slut or the bitch who starts shit. Only worth my body yet im "fat" smh. Legit everyone in my life i've had hella arguments with. Thats fucking sad. My dad the literal fuck up i bet would hate me. I legit have so many reasons to be judged i'm different in every way..mentally, physically, im colored living in a all white town, im bisexual, im fucking weird and edgy, mean, i don't have manners, not that smart yet very smart.  I'm tired of being myself tbh...yet i'm confident- this is me...be you. Yet the you, you are fucking sucks. Dont be you? yet your ego takes over.
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𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞𝐬.
Saying that i only have online friends is bullshit tbh.  I mean yeah i have more friends on pad fo sho buttt- i got friends B^) but uh...all these people leaving pad is getting to me. auggie, kie, milo, char barley on, cam, bubba.

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Yk meeee
Yk meeee- kelci was here <3 ilysfmm
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"you are
"you are gay kelci" UFNJBDU -jordan :0
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Estela,
Estela, you're amazing. I love you. No homo. who u.  Im kelciii. 
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"Gay moa
"Gay moaning tbh"- boca.
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"Get bit
"Get bitch slapped by a monke drag queen :>" -rieee <3
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"Morsha
"Morsha will beat anyones ass with no sweat so no need for her fat karen fans" HBFYUHJEIWKMOL
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Est
Est
Est we love you. And ik how you feel ok. I’m failing me grades everyday I get yelled at more than 5 times about my grades. My dad is pissed and I’m the one he takes it out on. My mom just don’t care but yet she cares about my grades. I try to be myself but gw in a community that is against bi and les people it’s hard. I get hated I hide myself in my house.
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𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
𝘶𝘱𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦..
I think things are starting to take turns...yk i say this now but next i have no friends and im cutting my wrists. smh. I wanna be sum1 else...so fucking bad. Ive suggested that my family puts me up for adoption bc im a lot. Might work. Smh i feel like crying for no reason rn...ily. cunt-
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ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＦＵＣＫ ＮＶＭ
NEXT THING I FUCKING KNOW MY ABUSIVE GRANDPA PULLS UP- FUCKING MY NERVES AAA HGRFU:EDKS GOD DAMNIT BRO- I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE I GOT ABUSED FUCK HE SHOULVE KILLED ME.
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Hear me out
Hear me out
It feels like my life is always a constant struggle between me and my fucking emotions, not to mention I have no healthy way of fucking releasing my emotions so I either accidentally take it out on the people I fucking love and cherish or I just bottle it which just makes it even fucking worse. I Swear to fucking god that I've pushed so many fucking people away by doing this and it's only going to get worse to the point where I lose fucking everybody I love and care about and it sucks fucking ass.
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:/
:/
i feel like an asshole and its like i'm abandoning my friends but the only person who tried to stay together was est tbh. so yea i should be grateful that she didn't leave me even with our beefs. smh ily tae.
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"am pro"
"am pro" tae. 
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I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I was recently diagnosed with snake aids
I'm currently listening to snake jazz to cope with my newfound clinical depression caused by the stress of learning I have 1 month to live "feels bad man"
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as you can im a little pissed

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mhm

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I was gunna put the link to my padlet here if y'all wanted but now I feel imtimidated .-.

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um hi guys

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Spoder doe

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Ok I posted something thats bound to get people fighting

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but  like this one

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i don like insects

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I mean its not an insect its a mammal right-

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dat was really unnecessary

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A centaur has 6 legs and is therefor an insect, discuss.

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holy shit ther a lot of people

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hOI!!! kabir

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Im in class rn-

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huh?

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jkb

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Hello?

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alright that is my character sheet

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shfdtf

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hello?

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You here?

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Me as Nightwing

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Dislikes: Not doing justice, Villains

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Likes:Doing Justice, Hero's

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Species: Human

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R o b i n

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Parents: Deceased(biological) Adopted(Alive)

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Robin?-

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Name: Dick Grayson

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First name - Suyiko

Middle name(optional) - Agari

Last name - Phomebus

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Siblings - 247, all unknown

Friends - unknown

Parents - Deceased

Other family - Unknown/not important

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Species - Kitne

Abilities - Black magic, size manipulation, flight

Power level(1-100 mil) - 4 mil

Power type - Dark

Weapons - Chain scyhes(enchanted)

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Sex(gender) - Female

Height - 5'1(average_

Weight - 114

Skin color - pale

Skin type - smooth/soft

Eye color(white of eye)- gray-ish white

Eye shape - bunny-like

Iris color - green

Pupil type - cat-like

Hair length - 2ft

Hair type - fine

Hair color - white

Hair dye - icey blue(taken out)

Fur type(Certain species only) - N/A

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Personality - Villainous

Likes - murder, corruption, spicy foods, ignorant guys

Dislikes - hero's

Sexuality(optional) - Bisexual

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Character lore - Soon

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Species lore(optional) - Carnivorous animal-humans, with spiked abilities.

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Aight lemme remake my character sheet-

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mhm

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Nice to hear!

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Been forever since I've been on here, how're you guys?

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Here is the new one.

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https://padlet.com/kmathur292/ebg2849746neoq4f

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there is the padlet

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https://padlet.com/kmathur292/996apgl2tog78n8x

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ok hol on

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u because i used all my padlets

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ok who's making it?

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