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Bible study Thursday 9.30

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No spending unless its essentials milk etc, no taxes atall, walk to town if weather is nice. No sunbeds whole of April. Strictly shop at aldis.

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No weapon formed against me shall prosper

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Pay the money to Heather for theothrapy course confirm dates

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My wee gorgeous chops see you in heaven I love you 😍 ❤️ 

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My wee gorgeous chops see you in heaven I love you 😍 ❤️ 

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Leave for work 4.45 on the dot

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Dentist Bus 17th November

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17th November dental bus

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Change the address online for provisional

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Teach me your ways lord

6.30 Coffee and time with God
7.30 Breakfast Bath dressed
9.00 work for Heather Who am I
10.30 Class with Heather

Lunch panni with cheese ,tomatoes yoghurt Banana yoghurt n honey

Nap

Work

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Break from social media
No face time
No messages to stevie let him do it
No replying right away
No distractions
Keep focused
Time with God

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Wednesday 11th December 11.30

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Stevie conflict No Open relationships no negotiations he ignores me one day I blank him for 3. Kirsty? To be watched gid bring to the light at Xmas what he has lost heal my heart and protect me FB is off all week.

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Stevie conflict No Open relationships no negotiations he ignores me one day I blank him for 3. Kirsty? To be watched gid bring to the light at Xmas what he has lost heal my heart and protect me FB is off all week.

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He only contacts me when he needs summit money and he is much better off than me.

I'm the one doing all the running

He never likes my posts or makes it known I'm in his life

Never takes me anywhere or shows appreciation intact I feel taken for granted

He expects me to work around his schedule NO my terms are you can book the whole weekend off meet me at the station. Carry my case buy the Chinese and atleast take me out somewhere I'm no paying that money to visit a gut who expects me to pay for everything and clean his house 1 or twice let's it slide be no 3rd time.

What is with the picture of a young girl my daughters age on FB happy birthday looking real close for comfort. He is either with me or not I refuse to be a boots call I'm worth more than that.

Never took my feelings into consideration when he put that up.

Never called to see if I'm allright knowing I'm not well.

New Standard's

I want a man who is proud to say this is the women in my life and include me in it

Who takes my thoughts and feelings into consideration someone who can put themselves in your shoes and see your point a grown up conversation.

Someone who would go to extremes to be with me.

No cheating that has to be a clear boundary.

Be open to my faith in God and support me in all I do to serve him.

Assure me I'm loved wanted and needed and they need me too.

Treat me well buy flowers  take me out include me in there life's. Feel privileged to have me.

Have an unconditional love in all ways.

So far Stevie is none of thr above, no declaration, no concern, no doing things together and the sad thing is I have allowed it.

Turn it around or leave
Be brave tell him not to go arranging the weekend just yet If I'm available I will let him know.

FB post really ? So pretty clear then I'm a secret. The post made me feel like I ment no

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Change learn to be flexible
Looking after yourself avoid burn out
Heather

Wednesday Marie called said to take care of myself. Look after yourself don't burn yourself out.

Kate knowing God's voice peace comes from god 🙏 the enemy brings in confusion, devision and fear. My mum has done this and Nikkia aswell. Knowing God's will for the time being cut them completely off its affecting my mind. Fears and confusion about stevie when he has always been honest. Overcome the fear by accepting it may be over December will show me as I listen and obey god. He knows what is best.

Friday Mel showed me to look after myself she said she would contact Marie that is allright I will listen to them and learn from mistakes. No phone calls atall at refuge.

Work is god showing me an opportunity to move on in the new year yes he is. Jane has said it if kerry is supervisor why would she not want the best and easy job for me? She is getting paid to do both redcentric and the cores at supervisor rate. I'm doing the cores mostly on my own. This is taking advantage I trust God will remove obstacles.

He has provided me with a tutor and money for driving lessons go with his plan this coming week.