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[ 08.21.26 ~ August 21, 2026 ]

🎀 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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buwan ng wika dance

unproductive choreo

soon performance

ai theme

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lower screen time

scrapbook making

fun but not reflection

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lock in

inactivity

adopt me lost streak

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ioipo

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sasaasa

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asasasas

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hsn themes

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[ 07.26.26 ~ July 26, 2026 ]

🧃 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so.. wow! after seeing a ton of cute ads, i just decided to download this stupid and cute little game so i could check out what the hype was about.. 😭 after completing the tutorial, the app isn't much really! it reminds me of pokemon go, and since i don't leave my house daily, i'm barely gonna get steps 😿 (but i wonder if they record "steps" as being in a car)

i'm probably not going to use it and eventually delete it one day, but it looks souper cute! i'm obsessed with the idea of it and the character design 🥺 (i love, like, anything cute) so now i have another cute thing to obsess over! ✅ also it takes up a lot of my battery though.. #draining

also, i never knew it was handled by nintendo until i saw miis and the loading screen of the app. i WISH i had a nintendo switch man 😿 tomodachi life was all the rage for some reason for a while even if it has apparently existed for years now.. (maybe it had an update, idk!)

once i have my own adult money to purchase things i like, i will! ✊ hopefully i'll be able to afford a good phone with good storage, battery, and graphics too.. i NEED that 🙏 (my phone's camera sucks, battery drains easily, and storage is.. eh)

ps. if i can, i can even use these little pikmin to make a design for my weekly preview overviews! (wpo) 🥳 + upon searching my blog, i found out that i haven't really mentioned my wpo much, heh! but trust me, i've been doing it since around 2024 (but dropped it shortly after), then picked it up again in 2025! hoping to be more consistent this 2026 :)

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august - alias

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[ 07.25.26 ~ July 25, 2026 ]

🧃 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

and just like that, the month is almost over.. (again) honestly, blogging is one of the things i'm most behind on at this point 💀 maybe i'll be more active when my time management is actually effective! i've just been working on schoolworks and stuff because the deadlines are so soon 🙏

we need to start listening to the upper batches! (yes, we.) i asked a recent graduate 😉 (who is also someone i admire) what they could give as advice, and she told me: "do things as soon as possible, don't procrastinate," and as early as now, i can see that!.. 😁

honestly, i admit, because of my busy schedule, i haven't been able to talk to some of my closest friends 😔 (and that's so sad..) personally, connection is everything! it shows people you care about them— it shows your effort. (you guys know i feel about and how much i love those 🥳)

so i thought of an idea! specifically, one of my best friends enjoyed a video i sent and said it felt like watching a youtube video or listening to a podcast 😎 (for context, i made that video to serve as an example for another friend who wanted to try daily journaling via videos)

since there's an unbelievable amount of things happening every single day, like the idea of making a topic outline for convos, i'll be sorting these videos in gdrive for her, hopefully every week! 😋 (best friends NEED to know the tea.)

ps. doing this can also improve my camera presence 😙 maybe i'll be a cooler vlogger one day! but for now, i'm your #1 kind and creative girl that vlogs, blogs, and plogs! (which stands for photo logs)

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16 Personality Types from Biscuit's MBTI

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[ 07.25.26 ~ July 25, 2026 ]

🧃 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so today, i randomly did a mini research sesh about the 16 mbti today out of curiosity.. actually, i saw biscuit's mbti test, (check it out for yourself over here!) and i got enfp, which is different from my usual enfj 😿 (spoiler alert, both are actually kinda inaccurate..)

it brought me into a major rabbit hole, searching about and trying to find deeper meaning and definition about the cognitive functions 😭 i really tried to understand them all and compile information from all my sources..

in the end, i conclude that you will never find an accurate personality type for you, 😓 because though some people can share the same mbti, due to their environment, external influence, and circumstances, they can act pretty differently from each other 🤷‍♀️

i believe that i'm esfj because extroverted feeling (fe) is definitely my strong suit, and i guess introverted thinking (ti) is kind of my weakest point out of the 4? 😟 i'm going through #denial right now though because of the many places i have "enfj" on.. 💔

ps. the character designs are SO cute, i'm obsessed! i'm not sure about the validity of the site or the test, but i wish them well with improvement and with the future of their site 🙏

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[ 07.20.26 ~ July 20, 2026 ]

🧃 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so.. i've procrastinated WAY too long 💔 so many days have passed and we're legit the last group to present (for the oscillating universe theory and cosmic inflation) and i still don't think i'm ready! 😿 i can't distinguish the line between "not enough research" and "too much research" for our topics.. i'm just scared to be called to answer a question 😷

honestly, i have been researching though! i searched lots of things, pondered about the theory, and looked for information tirelessly.. (i'm just not sure if that's enough 💀) and the most unfortunate part is that i don't think my groupmates consider me a trustworthy source because my constant "i think.." and i'm aware of that! 😓

but i don't know, is it worse to sound unsure but talk about things i've gathered, or confidently give information (and potentially be wrong)? 😥 i mean, i read through all i could.. (i am NOT watching like 14 hours worth of alan guth's lecture on cosmic inflation.. i do recognize and appreciate his life's efforts though! 🙏)

the craziest part though, is the fact that research is always going to be with me. i mean, i'm JUST starting a life researching technically because everything in the world starts with studying.. 😬 (which includes or is technically research) and honestly, i would've been more confident talking about cosmic inflation if i was able to cite my sources, because then i would have someone to blame it on! 😁 (if it's wrong)

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[ 07.19.26 ~ July 19, 2026 ]

🧃 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

lately, i've been lowkey liking more unique songs 🤤 (i'm actually not sure what the genre is.. the only genre i know is pop! but i like this kind of music a lot 👍 it's very addictive) the attached song is a popular song i formerly judged by the title (i thought it would be weird) but came to like!

i've been singing this nonstop (and that reminded me of another song i felt the same way towards!) which is 'in my room' by julia wolf 🎵 so if any of you guys know more unique songs like that, let me know! or maybe we have the same messy music taste 🤩

next worth mentioning is 'before he cheats' by carrie underwood! (which is country i believe) i found this from a video where they did "complete the lyrics" and i was so shocked at how cool this song sounded 🤯 (was obsessed for it for a while, heh!)

last but not least, a filipino mention! (another popular song) which is 'what if i miss you for the rest of my life?' by janine berdin 😮 i found out about it because of its popular crazy chorus! (i did not know janine before this) the voice in here is SO crazy that.. i applaud her!

ps. i call these 'unique' because they're pretty specific and fitting to the singer's voice, 😋 and to portray or give off the same vibe the original song does, you need to practice the way the artist says each word 🙏 (that's why most covers vary either in tone, vibe, or beats per minute)

actually, singing these kinds of songs are fun and interesting to me because i get to try different ways of singing using my voice 😁 (in a way it feels like you're playing a different role/personality, which is cool!)

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[ 07.19.26 ~ July 19, 2026 ]

🧃 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after maybe 5 years of using my black wireless mouse, it has unfortunately stopped working for some reason.. 😔 as a sentimental girlie, i immediately mourned that because that was all i had for years!

through the many writing projects i did, the games i played and struggled on, and every single point and click i did, it was with me. (even if the scroll bar was broken..) i appreciate the mouse so much 😿 it was technically my friend! it MADE me struggle actually.

but that's just one little thing in my life! i have to move on 💔 (i was heartbroken at first, but felt even more heartbroken after i remember when i had to give up my very first pink wireless mouse too 😭)

anyway, after searching around my house, i was able to find a spare mouse that could use! it changes colors (rainbow) and is more flatter, but none of that matters because it isn't my beloved black wireless mouse :(

ps. literally a day after this post, i found out my calculator of 4 years was BROKEN 😨 (the universe hates me.) my heart stopped when it wasn't turning on.. i tried to give it cpr 😰 (kidding!) but it never opened its eyes again. actually, it did! but only for a split second when i wiggled it around a little 🙁

also, i wonder if people think i'm crazy for writing a whole post around some mouse 💀 like who's this weirdo mourning over lifeless things.. #i-love-every-thing

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[ 07.18.26 ~ July 18, 2026 ]

🧃 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

honestly, i know i haven't been doing much lately.. (i've been SO tired and busy on school days that i've just been eating and sleeping at home! ✌) but i do have a mega long to-do list! and an informal list of things to do everyday. 😿

i bring this up because i just realized that, written or not, i often have a list of things to do lined up in my head 😮 (and if i have no task in mind, i just do nothing.. which is a rare case at that! i'm always thinking 🧠)

life can get exhausting.. i mean, i do a lot of things from the moment i wake up until the moment i sleep 🙏 you know, every little action is still something we choose to do!

ps. because i've been putting off writing so much posts lately, (i usually write the post in my head when i'm thinking about it) i'm not able to differentiate what i have or haven't said yet 😭 (making me feel like a crazy person! idk)

actually, i feel like i've been socializing more than doing any of the tasks or projects i have 😬 (i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not) but i have to learn to be wiser with the already limited time i have..

don't worry! i'm gonna get my blog together again 🥺 (honestly, with how many empty posts i have, it reminds me of how i felt when my internet went out for like a week and i had posts to do too!) let's hope life doesn't get busy.. (i say as i have a million things to read for acads 💀)

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[ 07.16.26 ~ July 16, 2026 ]

🧃 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

now that i have more time to blog (since it's technically the weekend), it's so weird seeing all the empty posts.. (really seeing the fruits of my procrastination! 💀) but it's okay! we all get lazy from time to time.. motivation is pretty random 😔

actually, i'm not sure why i've been so unmotivated to blog.. maybe i'm burnt out? 😿 i do constantly think about it, write in my head, but never have the time to actually do it.. and that worries me, because this is just the first week of school! imagine how it might be when i actually get busy. 😟

ps. i've been trying to get back to reviewing movies again on letterboxd! ✌ whoever checks up on me over there, stay tuned for more reviews maybe.. (but i really don't watch movies a lot)

not sure why so unmotivated to blog

ps. fun pop of screen

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[ 07.16.26 ~ July 16, 2026 ]

🧃 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

school library

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[ 07.15.26 ~ July 15, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

11c separation

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[ 07.15.26 ~ July 15, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so yay, i have some good news! 🥳 (i'm not sure if i mentioned any of this already) about a week ago, i lost my cylinder-shaped hairbrush that i use everyday to comb my hair AND the flat comb i brought to school after i lost my main one.. so i was lowkey upset and confused how and why i lost 2 combs in only 2 days 😿

i've successfully gotten them returned though! both coincidentally given to me by other people 😭 (i'm so grateful i got them back 🙏) but at the same time, i unfortunately tore 2 pairs of pantyhose and am actively unintentionally breaking my other things..! (which is concerning and i'm worried 😟)

ps. before i started writing this, i was lowkey contemplating

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[ 07.14.26 ~ July 14, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so.. wow! for the past few adopt me updates i honestly haven't really been able to get into them (unfortunately) 😿 though i am mega grateful that adopt me even releases these amazing updates with fun pets so consistently every year! i just haven't been able to grind.. 💔 i'm not sure if it's because of my busyness or lack of interest huhu

for the previous valentines, sugarfest, and summer camp update, i've been rarely active in them (it's lowkey repetitive/boring) and so only got a few things from the events 😪 i think it comes down to being a preference thing though!

honestly, adopt me peaked with the speedy stables update, some of the christmas updates, and the one sakura update 🙏 (sure there's a few more but these are the ones i remember farming for the most) like.. am i growing out of it 😱 (kidding guys! i'm not, it just depends on the update)

ps. the song attached is something i've been crazily obsessed with lately because the beat and tunes all throughout fit so well 😻 it's actually such an amazing listen! i found it a souper coincidence when the title was technically related to this topic, so i added it here!

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[ 07.14.26 ~ July 14, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so hello everyone! i would like to apologize for my inactivity.. (people who check my page often would know! though i doubt anyone really does 🤧) i thought of numerous thoughts in school and they were GENIUS but i forgot to write them down 💔

i've developed a habit wherein i procrastinate writing posts, and yes, the motivation and idea to write them do wear off over time! i'm losing the main reason this whole blog is for 😿 i need some time to get myself together.. (even my positivity needs work 💪)

a quick life update, i've been pretty occupied with homework, stress, doomscrolling as rest (unfortunately), and making weekly preview overview (wpo) templates! as i'm running for secretary (yet again) i'm getting ready the designs.. 🙏

regarding the wpos that i made in the past 2 years, i eventually stopped over time because embarrassment got to me or school life just got busy! 😓 i hope i can stay consistent this time around (IF i get secretary.) and keep designing!

i'll make sure to do my best in whatever i'll be doing 😎 (but i can't do that if i lack sleep.) so after calculating my hours, i only have 3-4 hours free at home.. this is so cooked 😭 i miss when life was easier! (we should always enjoy when we can huhu)

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[ 07.14.26 ~ July 14, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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[ 07.14.26 ~ July 14, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

i immediately thought of posting on my blog after me and an online friend tried this out (see how blogger i am!), "this" being voice acting! 😱 now, it's not professional or anything, (he got random scripts off tiktok i believe) but i think i did okay-ish!

attached above is a picture of one of the scripts we voiced! 😁 some of them had bad grammar actually, so i had to tweak the words.. (it definitely influences overall listening because bad grammar is kinda a pet peeve 😬)

it's such a fun thing to do 😭 literally anyone and everyone has the potential to be a voice actor! if i could make a game or something, i'd have so much fun adding in the voices of people i know 🥺 (woah.. future project ideas?)

to anyone out there that loves roleplay, performing, or anything related to voice acting, i suggest you try it out as a hobby or practice it as a skill! you can make your voice more versatile to different character/personality types and it'll be souper cool 💯

no shame to anyone at all! i wholeheartedly encourage you all to join in on it because it really is fun 🥳

ps. i did find myself cringing a little and laughing when listening to the recordings back, but maybe that was because i was in public using earphones 💀 something being cringe is definitely just the beauty of it though 😉

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[ 07.12.26 ~ July 12, 2026 ]

🧃 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

happy national fries day! 🍟 (i've been thinking of this ever since july started.. or the promo was revealed 🙏) so since it's a celebration of amazing french fries, there's a buy 1, get 1 free at so many places! (specifically potato corner.) obviously i will be getting it today! i love their flavors.. #foodie 🤤

spoiler alert: instead of talking about the "before," i talked more about my experience, which is the "after," and it's very unfortunate.. 😿 stay tuned and keep reading below!

wow. i don't even know what just happened bro 😭 i wanted SO bad to enjoy this fries promo (kinda like a cool tradition) but i wasn't able to. 😓 my parents thought it would be a cool idea to buy a voucher for our order online, which would make the fries cheaper, BUT since we didn't pay anything, we can't avail for the free fries 😱 (i was horrified when it happened)

man, out of all days that we could've done that, they really chose today! so #not-smart.. try again next year, i guess 😢

fries

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[ 07.11.26 ~ July 11, 2026 ]

🧃 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

sasas 7/11

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[ 07.10.26 ~ July 10, 2026 ]

🧃 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

glee club fails

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[ 07.09.26 ~ July 9, 2026 ]

🧃 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

messaging faster than irl

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[ 07.08.26 ~ July 8, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

beaver scratch

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[ 07.08.26 ~ July 8, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, to check our proficiency and skills, we had a link test (literacy and numeracy test), where our mathematic, english, and filipino skills were tested! honestly, i was expecting it to be easy (somewhat like ncae) but it wasn't-ish? 😭 it was easy, but not really like ncae! really short and easy to take ✅

honestly, i left like 5 questions blank or unanswered for the math one, because i swear, one of the numbers had an incomplete question.. (not all the given were stated 💔) i was pretty stumped all throughout this one, and i ended up using if-then statements to justify my answer instead of actual solving 💀

for english, it was just quick reading comprehension so it was pretty easy! the thing about these things though is that, questions on interpretation, meaning, or symbolism or something else can be really tricky 😿 (they could all be right.)

in the filipino test, i was surprised to see data of shs learners who are frustrated, instructional, and independent readers! apparently only 13% of filipino shs students are able to read the language independently.. 😓 (kind of concerning!)

ps. i just found out that "althroughout" is a word that doesn't even exist.. why are there so many wrong words that people use and i've been influenced to use! 😰 apparently, it's "all throughout" and not whatever i knew before!

also, because it's currently still orientation week, everything's been kinda one thing after another, so i haven't been able to visit the library, but i hope to do so soon! ⭐ i can't wait for my library card 😉

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[ 07.08.26 ~ July 8, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

of course, this year, i've been feeling especially inspired and motivated! hence the new goals i've been setting.. people have said that if you like singing, you should try out for glee club, 🥺 and that's what i'll be doing! tomorrow.

it's insane and i'm honestly kinda scared.. 😨 i really don't expect to get in! my vocals aren't spectacular or anything, and i never took voice lessons in my life 💀 (i kinda wish i did though) after years of singing on my own, independently, as a hobby, here's where i'm at! 😁

i'm sure my competition will be pretty crazy because.. a lot of people are talented around here! (especially in music) but still, i'll make sure to give it my all 🥳 (even if my voice has been sounding weird lately..) no matter what, we ball! 🏀

now, i've heard it's like choir and all (from friends), and i definitely have no experience in anything related to that, so that might be a reason for why they could reject me 😿 but that's okay! at least i tried, right? (saying this in past tense! unless i won't be able to audition tomorrow for any reason 💔)

also yes! the song attached IS my song for the audition.. (but i'm nervous because i don't know if i can do it justice 😰) and i've been practicing for the past 4-5 days! if you're wondering how or why i chose it, well, i heard it on my spotify shuffle and it just clicked inside of me 🙌

ps. i'm definitely more at ease and less nervous because i'm actually going to this audition with a friend! we both love singing so wish us good luck 🤗

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[ 07.07.26 ~ July 7, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

hate reading

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[ 07.07.26 ~ July 7, 2026 ]

🧃 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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[ 07.05.26 ~ July 5, 2026 ]

🧃 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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[ 07.04.26 ~ July 4, 2026 ]

🧃 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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[ 07.01.26 ~ July 1, 2026 ]

🧃 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

and with that, we end june and move onto the next month, hello july! 🌼 also, i decided on changing the date's emoji to a juice box because it's so school-coded and i just realized that i used the previous hat one for two months!

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sasassa

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[ 06.29.26 ~ June 29, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

since life's been pretty much boring and the same everyday, i decided to go see what's happening on roblox.. (because i wanna have fun for once 😿) and i did see some tiktoks with comments of people recommending games!

fast forward to the future.. i checked out 2 games that i did found interesting which were clean the library and animal hospital! (

roblo games

ps. motivation

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Grimace (McDonald's Mascot) and Grimace Socks from Google

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[ 06.29.26 ~ June 29, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

honestly, as a kid, i've never went to any in-person birthday parties in mcdonalds or jollibee, nor did i know their mascots, so when i heard my cousin would celebrate his at mcdonalds, i had no idea what to expect.. 💀

but i was a huge fan of the happy meal toys! of course, i knew the basic ronald mcdonald and jollibee, but like no one else 😭 plus, i rarely saw the other mascots, so i don't get why they didn't give them more exposure!

lucky me, the party actually ended up being pretty fun for a kid's party, with likely, the same structure and activities as every other party! (i say this because of the prizes i won 😁)

i managed to bag a grimace glass cup, grimace socks (hence the photo), a loot bag (of candies), a small fifa world cup designed squishmallow, and obviously, food! 🤤 (they gave so much food per person i was astonished)

of course, the things i brought home are worthy enough to have a whole paragraph to itself! also, i took a ton of freebies, as much as i could, and it felt amazing doing so 🥳 (by freebies, i mean like anything lying around)

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[ 06.29.26 ~ June 29, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

and unfortunately, our time has finally come..! 😰 i'm down to ONLY 3 days left until our orientation day and exactly a week from the official start of classes.. i received the sections letter already, but of course, i'm writing a blog post before even checking it! 🙏

i'm so unbelievably nervous i don't even know why 😔 it's like.. i'm just not ready for school, at all! i'm not ready for it to start, for me to walk to class, i'm still so lost and confused.. but then again, when are we ever really ready? :(

maybe it's because i'm just not ready to face reality! summer has been, sure, boring and not that fun, but i've gotten used to a life where i could relax, work on my personal interests, and just enjoy life with not that much rush or pressure 😿 i'm gonna miss this..

life is just full of daunting situations like this! 💔 honestly, after june ends, i'm sure i'll have a lot in store for me.. (who knows what they are!)

update: i was planning to have my friend reveal it to me, but my mom ended up walking in and telling me my section before we could even do it 😭 oh well..! my section and classmates aren't that bad, i hope, and maybe i can make friends, right.. here's to good luck for all of us! 🍷

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[ 06.26.26 ~ June 26, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

as much as i want to be the type of person that studies in advance, submits their assignments early, or whatever else that makes someone seem really responsible and good with time management, i lowkey just am not built like that 😭 deep inside of me, or maybe it's human nature, i feel like i'm just prone to feeling lazy no matter what! (very unpredictable)

plus, starting or doing a task totally depends on my motivation for it at that moment.. so, time to confess, i have had some projects lately that were NOT finished in advance despite the entire week of time 💀

but that's lowkey because, almost every day of summer break, i've been doing something different or focusing on other things i want to do 😁 but then i thought, what's a project without cramming anyway?

it's like when you look back on your school days and remember a particularly stressing moment (heh.. research..) but feel nostalgic enough to reminisce the memory! 🥺 it's basically like finding the good in even the worst things in life

cramming is a totally relatable feeling that you can share with others too 🙏 #real (but it's not something i should WANT to experience, which i don't anyways!)

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[ 06.26.26 ~ June 26, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

one day, i randomly got recommended a book review video on my page (it was 2 hours long) and i instantly clicked on it, thinking it was gonna be awesome! 😻 (color or design theory is REAL because i just felt compelled to click it)

shoutout to him, channel name "frankie's shelf" on youtube 😁 now, i don't know anything about this guy, but i already admire the videos, book reviews, that he posts, because that is AMAZING 😱 (videos like this are perfect for audiobooks)

seeing the different types of youtubers on the platform AND feeling ambitious, filled with ideas, i have no idea what kind of content my future youtube channel would even do 😭 there's so many paths to go on and ideas to use! it's giving me big dreams! (i might just do a little bit of all 🤷‍♀️)

ps. as i type, i'm listening to his video about a wordle book here 🙏 i don't think ANYONE should have made wordle into a book honestly.. it's really hard to! it's a game! the romance is just stupid and the plots are scraps tied together but it is a MESS. 💀

you know, sometimes i enjoy reading books (like popular ones, if i can) just so i can mark it done and give my review on it! and sure, if nobody (my close friends) will listen to me talk or complain about it, then youtube is actually a good platform to conduct a 1-2 hour yap session! 😁

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[ 06.26.26 ~ June 26, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after more days of not writing (all i've been doing is binging series and doing design or scrolling ideas..) i have to go back to it! i swear, i really am not burnt out writing this time, but i've kinda gotten used to just providing ideas and not actually doing it 😭 (like how we could think but never do things!)

i mean, even design is hard too! by doing one page of design these past days, i've learned that, i guess, designs are more easier when you have these 3 things to start with:

complete info! 🙏 like, you have the text, length, no changes (because even the slightest differences can impact the design format/layout)

a prompt, theme, or vision at the least.. 😓 (i find it harder to work with only a single color or something vague because it's just not enough!)

motivation and time. obviously. 💔 i mean, on a single page, i've spent way too much time obsessing over small details and brainstorming than actually doing it.. and it took me like 4 hours!

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[ 06.25.26 ~ June 25, 2026 ]

👒 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

as someone who thinks a lot (and has been spacing out a lot more lately..) i've been thinking of how you can be productive and brainstorm instead of feeling lazy and like you haven't done anything.. well, it's simple! 😁

i've been doing this for a while now, "this" being thinking whenever i do something physical like chores or tasks 😀 it helps you to get stuff done while using your creativity juices to produce something original-ish, from your mind! 🥳

sometimes, the reason our mind draws a blank is because of too much reliance on searching for inspiration 😓 i mean, we'd just be getting and consuming that information, maybe some of our mental processors could be overwhelmed 🤷‍♀️ (so just be whelmed! lmao)

make sure to take some time for yourself too! i saw that you can meditate mentally anywhere at anytime as long as you calm your mind 🧠 taking a step away from our screens and life can really help you realize the better things and beauty of living! (this is what i usually think about when i go out into nature 🌳)

it's true what they say, that going outside can make you feel better, but not because of the environment, but actually because of your mindset! 😉 (so give yourself some applause, that's something awesome!)

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[ 06.23.26 ~ June 23, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

when watching an anime lately.. (lowkey gatekeeping it for a while!) i stopped watching it for a day or two because i was waiting for my friend to follow along, and the fact that i wouldn't have a "streak" or straight watching record of it irked me a little 😿

i consider myself as a person that really likes, or even obsesses, over recording and making lists of absolutely anything, so that little mistake/gap threw me off.. 💔 it's just, if i were asked how many days it took me to watch it, there'd be 2 answers: one including the gap days, and one not 😿

but that's also why i use goodreads and letterboxd! 😁 but.. there wasn't any site for series.. (except IMDb or some unpopular-ish sites compared to those) so i thought to make my own! in notion.. 😈 #notion-girl

going back to my roots, it was really fun! i was already a little self-educated with databases, sorting, and rules, so i got that easy in like, a day! 🥳 in a way, it's kinda inspired by how i use goodreads and letterboxd, so that would probably help me actually use it!

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[ 06.22.26 ~ June 22, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

lately, i've been wanting to tone down blogging a lot more, but because it still feels like such an obligation, it's like a weird habit that i can't just "turn off" 😓 if i talked to my friends about it, they'd tell me to just stop, but like many other things, it's not that easy!

it's become a part of me that even if i could stop blogging at any time at all, i still can't.. 💔 (so all i can do is complain) i wonder what this feeling is called! also no, it's not sunk cost fallacy..

also, since i don't usually proofread my blog posts, they're all prone to mistakes. (and i don't think i have many! but i probably might have some..) 🤧 so, just out of boredom, i read one of my posts (that take about 10 minutes to type one) and i've realized the huge difficulty difference between reader and writer 😱

i mean, sure, it's already been a quite obvious thing, but this is my blog! people here definitely read my posts faster than i can type AND think, because i still need to process the information and type like i'm talking to someone! 😤 (it's like making a video and talking to a phone.)

but then i thought, if my blog was something pretty popular and i did post everyday, it'd be cute for people to read these posts like little snacks everyday! 🥺 (similar to any bite-sized 2-3 min lessons or media you can consume like videos or something!) #a-girl-can-dream

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[ 06.22.26 ~ June 22, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

it's been a while since i blogged! (it's because i'm behind on like everything..) i NEED to get my act together.. so heh, give me a bit 😅 unfortunately, this is kinda a habit.. how i forget or procrastinate on things and they turn into piles 😔 (if you know me, you probably already knew that!)

anyways, time to clean some clutter! it's been days of ideas on ideas piling up in my notes.. it's amazing, really, because it's such a variety 😭 i mean, i have story concepts, single line lyric ideas, poem topics/prompts, etc. i need to be taking action.. (but you know, i do enjoy sorting these out after a while of them being a mess! 😋)

organizing is one of the no-brain activities i do when i can't function at the moment, and i think it's awesome ✅ actually, when i made a list before of those tasks that didn't require much brainpower but still had to get done (aka "rest/dopamine tasks") it was such a genius idea! (heh.. my to-do list is never-ending 🤧)

ps. it's been a WHILE since i've been productive and made good to-do lists, so once i get the hang of it, maybe i'll drop some tips! 🙏 + grinding could definitely be a rest task! i love the new fishing mechanic in adopt me actually 😁

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[ 06.18.26 ~ June 18, 2026 ]

👒 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

while scrolling today, i saw someone use the word "adorkable" in a reel, and i was honestly so stunned. like.. what! 😭 then i started seeing it on more reels and really thought, "wow, do these people even know dork diaries?" and upon further investigation, apparently it's a real word 😨

i could NOT believe my eyes seeing it on dictionaries. like, it means being socially awkward in a cute way apparently..! and i thought it was a cute, original, word combination of dork + adorable from dork diaries 💔 i NEED to know who made it an actual word..

you know, i still remember when i read dork diaries and thought the word was mega cool and thought of using it! 🥺 (it's how i never forgot) i honestly do love finding some cool words from media i consume and trying to incorporate them into my life.. (it's like nerdy references trust!)

anyway, i just wanted to share something that i thought was unbelievable, and i hope that i don't see that anymore! 💀

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[ 06.17.26 ~ June 17, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

the spread

2 weeks of school left

applying to magazines

should intern

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[ 06.17.26 ~ June 17, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

when i was younger, i never really watched anime, or anything really, all because i always doubted myself in finishing seasons or regarding them as something that would take forever 😭 but now that i'm older, trust me, i totally appreciate them now and am looking forward to watching peak!

i've been looking for more anime movies and series to watch.. (though i will be taking action in watching them later on..) actually, i've been meaning to make an anime list soon.. (one of my best friends had one before! but she lost it.. so that really sucked 😿)

after seeing videos of animes that people will NOT watch and animes that they love and consider peak recommendations, i stumbled on a video of a guy reviewing 25 romance animes, in which he mentioned watching one or some (?) of them with his friend! 😁

obviously, i thought his idea was ultra cool so i will be stealing that.. let's hope i can consume more media and get my list going! 😉 (i haven't even finished ouran high school with my one friend..)

ps. special shoutout to my friend who, today, asked me if it was 06/17 or 07/17 because for some reason she doesn't know the months! 💀 (how unique..)

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[ 06.16.26 ~ June 16, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

want to go flow state

writing study soon like art study

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[ 06.15.26 ~ June 15, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

social deduction games

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[ 06.15.26 ~ June 15, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

wall of affirmation

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[ 06.13.26 ~ June 13, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after finally cleaning my room, i admit, i'm a bit of a hoarder i think.. 😓 (i have tons of packaging or boxes everywhere, and it's taking up space!) which is why, i decided this would be beneficial for a hobby i've been wanting to try, which is.. junk journaling! 🧾

by cutting them up, i can explore my creativity by putting together fun spreads, lessen waste in my home, optimize empty notebooks, and have fun! (it's like a ton of birds and one stone 😁) i'm sure others have thought of this, but i only discovered it now..

anyway, 100% recommending you guys do it! you don't need any skills (just scrap and your mind) and it basically gets you a souvenir (pretty design 🥺) trust me, art is art! no professional needs AT ALL. i hope it goes well for you guys! 😉 (wish me mell too! see what i did there?) (it was a reference to a sanrio character)

hopefully, if it all works out, i'll be creating spreads sometime soon! (for the perfectionists, this is a sign to step out your comfort zone and try something new 🥳)

ps. another plan i want to do + suggestion for you guys is to ask shops or stores for a new, clean packaging (and state your reason, junk journaling!) i saw some people do it, and apparently it works 🤧 (let's see if it's fact or cap..) but i do think people might be stingy over it.. who knows! 🤷‍♀️

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[ 06.13.26 ~ June 13, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

for the past 3 days, i've been fixing and organizing stuff in my room, so now it's finally clean! 🥺 honestly, i'm not a clean freak or anything, so i kinda let it get messy when things get busy.. i haven't done a deep clean in all my things for about a year 😵 (that's just how it is..) but i swear the air feels lighter now!

it also led me to find a ton of things i didn't even know i had.. and get rid of a lot of things! (thankfully 🥳) i have so much stuff though, so i NEED to invest in organizers and boxes one day. also, though some parts of it got tiring, it was also a fun experience to clean my room! 🧽 (kinda like decorating)

now that my mind got a refresh of where everything is, i'm definitely going to be using them more! except for the books.. (i never got around to reading those) i'm gonna have to get myself and my hobbies together before school starts 😶

actually, i have a ton of hair clips and accessories, so i really have to hairstylemax this year 🙏 (as i've said the past 2 years..) there's only so much you can do with your hair! (and mine kinda sucks 😿 but we ball!)

after being deprived of blogging (or my electronics, because i had to lock in.) for so long, i've been DYING to blog. yearning to write! 😌 (the world needs my words!) so i hope that my post ideas will make up for my absence 💝

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[ 06.13.26 ~ June 13, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

honestly, i'm not a frequent reader of the bible, but i have this "verse of the day" as a widget on my phone screen and i do enjoy seeing these! i especially like the ones that are meant to help us stay positive in harder times and trust in God's love (like this one) and i just felt like sharing it because the design and message are cute 😁

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[ 06.12.26 ~ June 12, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so.. confession time! the reason why i tend to sometimes delay writing posts is because of lack of motivation or mood 😿 it's like how you can crave something now, but won't feel like eating it later! i have exactly that.. which is why i try to write posts the second i think about them (but that hasn't been the case.. at least lately!)

it's been about 2-3 days since i've last blogged, and i guess it was a pretty good break 🥳 (it wasn't really by choice) but i thought of numerous ideas during this break, those of which i will now share with you guys!

the thing is, it's way easier for me to write with a prompt (like this one!) or advice-related (?) posts 😎 compared to event or life update posts (when there isn't much to talk about) like, it's just more easier to enter flow state when my mind is thinking of ideas for certain topics 😋

ps. if anyone was curious about where i get my blog post ideas from.. it's just me and my mind! the thoughts come to me at awfully random times, and i'm actually grateful about it 😁 i don't use any sources, generators, or whatsoever ✅ (all original!)

fun fact, it reminds me of a lot of pre-made ideas i had.. like things to build in bloxburg, things to write (stories or poems), etc. but it feels good to do something like that, actually! 🥺 + i treated those options like a roulette. (spin the wheel type shurt!) (did i even use the word roulette right.. my bad! 😭)

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[ 06.12.26 ~ June 12, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

this post will serve as some sort of advice for those worried, thinking about their future, don't know what to do or how to feel about everything.. because i feel for you guys! 💝 lift your head up, and start your journey, because better late than never :)

have you ever heard of the phrase, "fake it until you make it?" 😁 well basically, i think that could help you find the passion, skill, or talent you're looking for! like in movies, try out something you don't think you'd ever like 🤗 for example.. it can be simple, like reading, speech, or writing, or a little tough, like cooking, drawing, or a sport! ✨

i heard that it's better to start doing so the younger you are, when you have more freedom than in adulthood! (so enjoy your life) eventually, these things might develop into a habit or improve into something you actually enjoy! 🤩 (which is so great)

now, i want to leave you with a popular quote i really like (and might mention more in the future) 😉 but then again, no pressure! make sure you do everything out of free will and that your heart is happy 💖

" Jack of all trades, master of none. But oftentimes better than a master of one. "

remember, everyone has a purpose in life. you'll find yours sooner or later, but for now, enjoy doing what you love, and meet people who will love you all throughout! 🥰 make healthy mistakes too!

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[ 06.12.26 ~ June 12, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

happy independence day to all the filipinos out there! i'm so glad that we have a day to celebrate our independence every year, and i pray for more improvements in our country.. (i think there's still hope!)

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[ 06.10.26 ~ June 10, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

i made this post as a reminder to everyone that we do have more than one chance! as someone who's been upset, disappointed, angry, and so much more NUMEROUS times.. 🤧 i'm here to say that you shouldn't stop trying! you can do it! 🥺

it's honestly comforting knowing that we have room to make mistakes from time to time, and learn from them! because there's always another hour, day, week, month, etc. to change and improve yourself 🙏 you have time to enjoy life and work hard at the same time 💯 so don't worry too much!

as my research advisor said, nobody is perfect from the start! sure, you can have a natural talent for something, but it's hard work that really gets you SKILL. ✊

ps. a little unrelated but also kinda is.. i lost a competition at my school which was like a bullying campaign 😭 honestly, they included the popularity (likes, reactions) of a post and actual skill (in drawing it) in the criteria.. so i say this was kinda unfair!

like many others.. the most popular one always wins 💔 (some were only popular because they were promoting their work, and i wasn't!) they should've had some kind of voting system for people to vote for the winners if they were going to count post popularity anyway! (i probably wouldn't win anyways..)

it wasn't my best work unfortunately.. but i relied on the meaning to get my point across 😿 (basically that you should be yourself, express it in your own style, etc.) huhu.. i guess there's always next time..

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[ 06.10.26 ~ June 10, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, i was thinking about why the small details are what really matters, and how they can affect a ton of things! let me explain it in bullet points 😉 so here are the different ways that the small details in life can make a change!

to oneself - small changes in outfit, environment, or your things help you express yourself and allow you to feel or work differently 😮

to others - you can make someone's day by giving them a simple compliment or talking to them! it is such a big help on it's own 💘

for the environment - taking responsibility, picking up your own trash, it still makes an impact on the world! 🌍

to influence - one small action you do can inspire so many people, isn't that amazing? we, as a community, can all work to do better! 🤗

to show you care - love isn't about the money or time you spend with someone, it's being attentive! remembering small things about someone sets the standard 😁

alternatively, these small details can be used to notice negative things about them, so it's good to be concerned! awareness is the number one thing you should have 🤓 never be swayed by others!

remember, you are in control of your own life. to take initiative and make a change, you are completely free to do that! even if you're one in billions of people, you're one of them that makes this earth complete 🥰

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[ 06.08.26 ~ June 8, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

let's talk about a game from roblox this time! 😁 so, this game called mafia has been recently brought to my attention (since some of my friends play it) and so i played it! honestly, i enjoyed it only because it updated a lot in aesthetics compared to when i last played it ✅ it could be promising!

when i played it, i experienced a familiar thrill i've really missed! the intense feeling of when you have to use social deduction and clues to find out who's evil.. so intense that it gets to the point you start doubting everyone and second-guessing yourself.. wow! 🤧

i have a lot of experience when it comes to games like these! from flicker, to bloxston mystery, and now, mafia! (nothing will beat my two og though) the fact that these are always the more unpopular ones.. (like 5k or less active) why do people often prefer grinding or pvp games? 😭

you know, i love games like these a lot because they're all somewhat the same and it does require skill to play 😼 (even if i'm good at it, i've never been good at being evil. it's another level of hard!)

i suggest you try it 😎

could you be the mafia?

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[ 06.08.26 ~ June 8, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after the longest time ever, (weeks procrastinating + years NEVER doing this) i've finally renovated my phone for once! (this came from my design skills fr) i think it looks gorgeous because it's such a fun pink theme that i worked hard on! (i took like 3-5 hours to find all the icons and photos.)

surprisingly, the apps layout was easy to make! now that it's done, the only thing left is to ACTUALLY use it instead of automatically going to apps everytime 😭

ps. uh oh, i've been kinda running out of blog ideas lately! i wonder what i can talk about on here.. (honestly, all i got is webtoon and roblox, nothing much to say!)

a little update! (hello, this is future me, now 10 days later..) my phone STILL doesn't have icon widgets.. i know i'm lazy! i kinda just forgot about it and occupied myself with other stuff 💀

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[ 06.07.26 ~ June 7, 2026 ]

👒 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

honestly.. i think you guys might relate with me on this, more or less! (it's just kinda concerning for this to even happen to me) 😿 i mean, i wish i could start clearing my memory because maybe my storage is getting full.. 😓

recently, i've been forgetting my dreams (even a little more than usual) i mean, normally i manage to remember a lot of details in them, even so vividly that i still can imagine them when i read my entries from years ago.. 😪 but now? it slips my mind as soon as i wake up 😟

i don't know if it's because of the complexity of the dream, or maybe because a hundred thoughts fill my mind the second i wake up.. i don't know, maybe both! (wow, me, chillax! 💀) and it kinda upsets me because these are so story-material!

my brain's just so awesome to narrate a good story with plot, dramatic effect, and peak writing! 😎 it sucks that i have to let go of all of it once i enter the real world again.. see, i wish we could remember dreams like real memories 😢 (and i don't get why we don't!)

so far, my to-write list of story ideas is ever-growing.. am i cooked or am i cooked! (i aim to be an all-rounder final boss ⭐) i'll get to them all one day, trust..

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[ 06.07.26 ~ June 7, 2026 ]

👒 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

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[ 06.06.26 ~ June 6, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, i had the longest afternoon nap in a while, and it felt great! (the best part was that it isn't hot, it's rainy season now!) isn't that the best thing ever? 💃 anyway, i'm glad i did that because i got like 5 hours last night.. plus, i had a dream in those 3 hours! 🤩 (even if i can no longer remember)

i've been sleeping less because of the fact i read webtoons for the past, like, 3 nights.. 😭 (got on that GRIND.) anyways, i even had the urge to write lately, but due to insane no motivation? writer's immobility? my body just kinda refuses to do it 💔

you know, i think my fyp KNOWS me too.. 😰 i saw a reel of someone talking about all the productive things they'd do in summer (like drawing, reading, etc.) while MY summer's almost over.. 🤧 what a wake-up call! additionally because i feel obligated to study, clean, but also want to enjoy myself by playing games and stuff.. life is hard! 😿

i'm pretty nervous for the new curriculum, schedule, and workload too.. 😞 actually, i need to man up! i need to be more open and confident if i want to survive in a new school when i do move 😓 but i also need to invest time in my projects if i wanna spend my last teenage years wisely!

ps. a little explanation, the title just means to be aware and make use with what time you have, no matter how short or long it is, make it worth it! besides, time doesn't stop for anyone, so take control of that fact ✊

also, in another sense, it's like 'you only live once' or, well, be grateful for the life you're living now! you'll never get the past back, or you can't control what happens, so maximize what you can do for your future! 😼

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[ 06.06.26 ~ June 6, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

i wanna take this post to encourage and influence you guys this time! (since i've been kinda bursting with optimism) in this world you're living in now, there's a ton of opportunities! so why not take them? 🤩 i suggest you go join that contest, show your skills! join that raffle, maybe you could win? join that team, be a part of something! 🥳 because at the end of the day, why not? what have you got to lose?

all these posts i've been seeing is what got me saying this 😭 but what i'm saying is, if there's a chance, take it! (additionally, lottery, if ever any of you try it, can be addicting! know when to stop 🙏) your greatest weapon is perseverance 😼 stay strong and believe that you can make it! (maybe i'll be secretary soon.)

also, introducing yourself to someone with a motto you follow in life or really like is such a good trick to look unique and be remembered more easily by others! 😉 (i just discovered this recently) i mean, a motto can be so defining of one's morals, beliefs, and personality!

honestly, i'm all about making an amazing first impression actually! the first day of school is really defining 😎 as well as how you act in class and to your peers! (though i kinda failed to do well.. but i did dress the part 😁) i love wearing a signature pink accessory to design myself and make me look fun and approachable! (hopefully)

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[ 06.05.26 ~ June 5, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after maybe 2 whole months of the heat from summer vacation killing me and making me feel sweaty, lazy, and unproductive, i finally feel normal for once! i can finally say that petrichor is amazing 😁 (after learning rare, archaic words, i can finally use one!)

petrichor just means the earthy smell you get after it just rained (and i think that's so poetic) anyway, since the change of environment, i feel way more lighter and not sweaty! the sky is cloudy, the ground outside is wet, my window's open, and everything's just perfect 💝

living in a tropical country, i swear, light rain is my favorite kind of weather here.. it's not too hot, too strong, it's just right! plus, if you're in an air-conditioned room, it feels colder because science! 🤓 (i'm currently not in one though)

after days too of unfortunately ghosting my writing duties, i do have to come back.. but i continue to have breaks 🥺 (like playing roblox.. heh!) anyway, though switchlit and small projects are a good way for me to earn experience and improve my skills in writing, which is great! 💯

i hope, now that the weather may be slightly more pleasant, i can be more productive these days 🙏 i also hope that others, like you guys, may be blessed in every step you take for the journeys to come!

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[ 06.05.26 ~ June 5, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

hello everyone, apologies for taking so long to say this, but happy pride month to the lgbtqia+ community!

i am so happy that there's a month where the world is able to celebrate people a part of this one, big, loving and accepting community, and allow them to be themselves! 🌈 like yes, be who you are and love who you wanna love!

happy pride

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[ 06.04.26 ~ June 4, 2026 ]

👒 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

now that school will be starting soon (for me), and because other schools have already started, i want to talk about the major change that's going to happen in my school life! like hello, i'm a junior now! 🙁 i'm super nervous that i might be crazy busy, so i NEED to make a schedule soon 💔 (the worst part is, i'm ambitious and busy..)

this school year, if they actually do raise the requirements to meet honors to a general average of 95, i'm saying goodbye to that academic excellence award. 😨 i will NOT be able to be that good.. additionally, i'll have to study way harder and everything!

if i want to achieve something, i need to learn to be the responsible, approachable, and creative classmate that my class will have! because of my former failures, i've been discouraged numerous times.. but i hope i won't give into my fears this year! consistency is key 🤩

i'm sure that i, and maybe some of you (even somehow on the same level as me) will have a hard time adapting this school year. but i'm here to say, that it's okay! let's be ourselves and try our best this year 🙏 put your BEST foot forward and never, never give up!

ps. yeah, i've been watching the sitcom, "the middle," and so i've been relating to and maybe influenced by sue heck's major optimism.. 😁 (i could NEVER reach that level of positivity) if someone can fail and fail again and again, but then achieve their goal? i'm ready to be someone like that! ✊

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[ 06.04.26 ~ June 4, 2026 ]

👒 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

generally, when i found out some of my friends didn't have that many friends, (like me kinda) i thought that it was naturally a sad thing, 🙁 and they should go and converse with people! (as that's what i'm used to) but after seeing brick heck (from the series, "the middle") prefer solitude.. my point actually still stands! (because they're not like him! in different ways.)

point is, communication is important! though i haven't been able to talk to many of my friends face-to-face, so i've been slowly drifting away from socializing too.. (and i WISH summer just started because school's only a month away 😿) but i've been making up by texting my friends sometimes!

but then i realized, wow! i have such a long list of friends (especially on discord and insta) but i don't really talk to all of them 😭 if i want to spread positivity in the world, i'm gonna need to value them more! that's why, i should try conversing with my online friends more 🤩

because, how fortunate am i to be able to text them, (even some that aren't close with me) and have them as a friend? i mean, i should check on them, who knows! 😁 i'll definitely start talking to more people in practice for real life situations!

anyway, moving on, i wanted to mention that, (though i may not agree at times) my favorite part of watching movies is reviewing them on letterboxd! see, during the movie, i already have some things i wanna say, and usually jot them down in my head or in my notes! ⭐

one of my favorite things to do and best way to connect, actually, is through sharing my opinion! i love listening and hearing about the insight and interpretation of others 😋 honestly, that's why i'd love a movie date!

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[ 06.04.26 ~ June 4, 2026 ]

👒 Thursday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

for my fellow creatives out there, (or anyone interested in design) i am here to share a site i found! it's so good so far, and i think it's super awesome for ideas and challenges 🤩 honestly, i mainly use it to give me prompts i'll actually like, and to improve my skills..

it's called sharpen!

click here to check it out 😁

i'm so glad that i found it and hope to be able to optimize its use in the future! (i also wanna utilize it so i can create designs that i can put on my portfolio ⭐)

after a while of generating prompts and going through them, (yet only actually doing one project so far) 🤔 the projects range from things like receipts, envelopes, shirts, posters, (which are personally more easier) to pamphlets, physical products, 3d designs, etc. so it's up to you to really explore! 😉

ps. for those with a passion or interest in any creative hobby that exist, but don't pursue it because you don't have the time, motivation, or means to, i believe in you! never give up hope, and pursue that 🥺 the world needs more art.

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[ 06.03.26 ~ June 3, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

do you have a friend's birthday coming close and you have no idea what to give them? are you looking for a gift to give to a friend in general, no matter the occasion? 🤨 i'm here to recommend you one! this is something i've done and used time and time again, and i swear, it can pass as a good enough gift! ✅

basically, be knowledgeable about a certain thing that they really like! 🤓 for example, watch their favorite movie, play their favorite game, read their favorite manga! you may ask, "why should i do so?" 😟

well, everyone, (especially if their interest is niche) would love to have someone to talk to about their favorite thing! 😋 (plus points if they currently have nobody to talk to) it's such a clever and free thing to get them! i mean, you get to share opinions and stories, so it's basically fun for the both of you 😁

plus, with this knowledge, you can use it as a theme for cards or actual gifts you may make, think of inside jokes that only you guys can get, the possibilities are endless! 🤯 so just open up your mind, and be creative 😉

also, by consuming the media yourself, you're technically putting time and effort into it! (by making it a surprise, it makes it even better 😊) as someone who has experienced a friend doing this for me, it feels awesome! (so go on, try it out 🥳)

ps. be the greatest gift you can give them, an amazing friend!

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[ 06.03.26 ~ June 3, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

when reading a webtoon, i decided to write some notes about it.. (since i reread the first few chapters of it at least thrice because i've lost motivation again. and again.) it consists of characters (short desc., age, etc.) some key story events, and extra notes! (aka my opinions)

now, after finishing it, i find myself being able to remember the story a bit more easier! (compared to not taking notes) i mean, sight isn't enough to jog my memory alone, you know! (especially with no recap, right?)

actually, i have some experience with doing this! i've made discord channels with myself just so i could talk about a certain game i played, or manga i read, in real time! so my opinions are completely fresh and recorded 🤩 though i admit that it may be time-consuming, it might be worth it! (at least for me)

i mean, it's something i could go back to if i forgot the story! it shows my live reactions, what i thought at the time.. it's totally fun to backread! anyway, since it's been helping me, i might start doing it 😁 (i already forgot a ton of animes and webtoons i've seen.. rewatching them is more time-consuming actually!)

ps. typing in my brain is so much easier.. and faster! if only there was something like think-to-speech 😭 (it would be way more efficient, for like everything!)

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[ 06.02.26 ~ June 2, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so, being real, i wanted to talk about how common career crises are.. (context is because some of my friends have been worrying about it, so i wanted to address it!) some could argue that i'm pretty young to be thinking of my future, while others could reason with me for not having a whole blueprint of what i want to do 😿

basically.. okay! talking about this is never easy because of the constant dilemma between passion and practicality. my go-to advice, honestly, is why not do both? because, like a former adviser told me, we will all get tired of our passion one day! (i think deadlines are definitely to blame)

so something that helps me show my gratitude or realize what i want to do a little bit faster is this reel i saw on insta with the question of "do you like the reason you're tired?" 😮 it really helps you reflect, and i think it's an amazing thing to think about!

if any of you are going through this, just remember that you're never alone ✊ (thinking that everyone is going through the same thing is actually kinda comforting!)

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[ 06.02.26 ~ June 2, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after reading a webtoon again, (after a long time) i remember being so invested in this the last time i read it, and since S1 is completed, i swear i'll finish this one.. 🙏 actually, i had to reread everything because i forgot it, but it's all good!

actually, reading it late at night really reminded me of the days i did stay up until 1 am in my room reading manga or webtoon.. (back then, i barely stayed up that late 😭) so it was kinda something! i also got a warm, happy feeling, just experiencing the webtoon, and it was awesome 😁

fun fact! when i was super obsessed with webtoon or was in the phase of reading a ton of webtoon at once, (i recently found these again) i drew some panel-like drawings of my daydreams! (panels are super fun and creative though, i should continue that..)

one of the things i'd want to achieve, actually, by consuming media, is reviewing and going through just enough of them to create an amazing and long recommendations list! i mean, look at me, i already have a few, but i'm looking to discover more!

it's honestly hard to find peak though because of all the preferences i have when it comes to this.. i have criteria! 😷 plus, you don't find many recommendations online that you like, because we all have different thoughts on stuff! so anything i find is definitely by chance ⚡

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[ 06.02.26 ~ June 2, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

after being inspired by girls around the globe doing cool projects, (such as non-profits, making apps, etc.) i'm kinda positive that i don't have the schedule, skill, and energy to handle all that, 😅 so i've been thinking of maybe making a simple website with an easy problem and solution! (as a substitute to bigger projects!)

it has to be something that doesn't need constant work from me, but still cool! i mean, i use a few sites already.. (like readymag, strawpage, and google sites) so it doesn't have to be perfect! honestly, i'd want to do it just for the experience, but it also seems cool 😁

i mean, thinking that other girls my age are as ambitious as me, and maybe even starting to work for their dreams is an awesome thing to think about! i'm happy they have the opportunity to do all that, and i have the means to do something simple too!

something i would want to improve on is definitely my design and speech skills.. so maybe i should work on that 🤔 but i'll be searching for website ideas for a while! (but it's not a main project) honestly, if i grow my projects more, i could make a website for my portfolio, like others do!

i've been slacking off from doing anything creative because creative block is ACTUALLY killing me.. it's hard to make something i'll actually like and appprove of in such short time! (poems or simple designs usually take me 3-5 hours) honestly, anything including writing or brainstorming usually does take me a while!

but hey, just another reminder! seeing others doing well doesn't mean you should value yourself any less, because you don't know the journey they took to get there! use them as inspiration or a source of advice instead of turning to feel envious or inferior ✅ you're as awesome as them!

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[ 06.02.26 ~ June 2, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so.. welcome back, me! i haven't blogged a ton in maybe a few days.. (it was actually a week!) i suppose i've gotten enough rest from writing, and it was time for me to come back! basically, when me and my friends went out for her birthday, i had to invest the time to prepare everything the day before (because i'm a master procrastinator)

that includes my outfit, bag, card making, and pose planning! i did a LOT of searching for poses, and we ended up doing none of them.. (still kinda worth it though!) i'm planning of making a pose catalogue (one day, when i have the free time to) because i believe it can be really essential to some people! (especially if you love taking photos, like me)

i have also had to do various tasks over the past few days, and i did start slacking off my other tasks.. i've been enjoying myself, maybe! (not really) anyway, since it's now june, it means i have only a month left before school starts.. (and i'm DREADING the responsibility)

i KNOW how bad school is going to wreck me because i also know that i can NOT handle as many responsibilities as i want to 😭 so another goal for me is to sort out all my stuff so i can tackle them in a more organized and simple way for my everyday school life as a high schooler.

you know what, i don't even know what the future holds for me anymore! my ambitions are too large, my dreams are bigger than my brain, and i have to calm down 🙏 hopefully this will all work out though, wish me luck!

and good luck to all of you too, on your own journeys! i believe in you, so take your chances 💝

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[ 05.30.26 ~ May 30, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

passion projects

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[ 05.27.26 ~ May 27, 2026 ]

👒 Wednesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

bandlab singing

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[ 05.26.26 ~ May 26, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, as i was watching a youtube video, i put it on 1.85x speed and wondered to myself, why am i doing this? 😿 honestly, as i mentioned previously too, it feels like my brain moves faster than my fingers when i type.. even during a speech i did, (it was long) i was told i spoke really fast 😭 so i was thinking about it, and maybe my brain works fast? (this is something i just realized)

i mean, i do a lot of things with pressure, so maybe i'm just used to those expectations and the speed i usually accomplish things at! 😓 anyways, there's nothing that bad about talking or thinking fast! 🙏 (trust, lots of people are like that naturally)

but i do remember when i first adapted this mindset! ☝ it was when a friend told me to watch this anime series on youtube, (which is a secret!) 😁 and she told me to watch it on 2x speed if i wanna hurry! honestly, before that, i never used 2x speed (or even tried it) because i thought it was way too fast (to the point it'd be kinda illegible) 💀

so i did try 2x speed, and i realized that it wasn't that bad. ever since that day, i was completely changed 🙁 because i started increasing the speed on every video i watched, everything at normal speed seemed slow to me.. 😬 (and made me worry about spending too much time)

so okay, i admit it, it's a horrible habit to have. 🚫 it's not like i can control it though! (it's not like an overly-crazy habit anyways) but it's still bad. for people like me, or have it worse, it feels like you want to live life too fast, 😔 and you never stop in the moment to actually bask in the experience and enjoy it 💔

so please! enjoy your life and don't worry too much about how fast time can fly 🥺 and unlike me, please don't let the speed of anything get to you!

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[ 05.26.26 ~ May 26, 2026 ]

👒 Tuesday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so, i recently saw a reel (with photos that unfortunately look ai-generated so i didn't like it or anything.) with trains and people, and the message was basically, don't compare yourself to others, because you're not on the same path! now, i've believed this for a long time now, but the last part sold it for me! 😮

it was, "nobody asks the 8:00 train to come at 6:30," or something like that, and it makes sense! because it has its own route, time, and stuff.. (i'm not a train expert) so okay, some positivity is great!) i hope this can give you guys some confidence too 💝

anyway, talking about time.. first day of using the weekly calendar, tracking my every activity! kinda nervous 😁 well, knowing i had something going, it taught me to be more time-conscious and productive, so i did feel like i had more time for myself today, wow! 🥳

but let me tell you guys something.. i have been waking up late everyday 😭 i've set alarms for earlier times but i just snooze it every time i wake up.. i need to fix that! i do now see that i have to and can start maximizing my days, because every minute counts!

living life like this is a privilege, so live it, don't waste it! 💞

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[ 05.25.26 ~ May 25, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

recently, i downloaded a super cool app i've seen a lot called focustown! it's a cozy game (just for the ambience) where there's a timer, background music, and you can see the small characters of you and other people in the world! honestly, i just join it for the rewards and timer 🤤

it's fun and all, but i wished i could've gotten it on laptop and not my phone.. because after a few uses, my phone keeps overheating (the app must be STRONG..) 😰 and i'm sure that isn't healthy! i don't want my phone to explode or anything, so i hope to use it less.. or maybe i'll ice my phone or something 😭

commercial break! it's getting hot in here, so take off all your clothes! 😁 but honestly, this is the same reason i don't download any big games (like genshin, hsr, etc.) because they take up a ton of space and WILL overheat my phone so bad 💔 (and my laptop? there's NO space so..)

but one day, (trust) i won't have to worry about all that when i buy my own laptop and stuff with tons of space with my own adult money! 🤑

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[ 05.25.26 ~ May 25, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so hello! for those of you who know that i watch 1-2 movies on a daily basis.. 😅 boy do i have news for you! today, (this wasn't planned) i unfortunately broke my cycle, and therefore lost the 14 day streak! 💔 (which i didn't know about before now)

but who cares! i break my streak all the time.. (i've started a ton of streaks in the past, i have a TON of experience with this.) i don't get how people are influenced or motivated by streaks either.. 😿 hot take! just make a streak where you don't have to login daily or you'll lose everything :(

watching 1-2 movies a day for 2 weeks can do things to you! but i do feel less restricted and more free with my watching choices 🥳 so it's not that bad! maybe i could start another one someday, or sure, even continue watching movies without the pressure of a streak! ✅

maybe i even subconsciously did that because i haven't rated like 3 movies on my letterboxd yet.. guilty! 🙏 (we all procrastinate once in a while.) movies are definitely interesting though, and i aim to watch more! maybe explore more series and anime too someday 🥺 (i'm in need of recs! i'm a ghibli girl btw..)

ps. looking at the caption of this post and the starting statement is insanely funny to me 😭 if this was a video, it would be clickbait..

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[ 05.25.26 ~ May 25, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, i decided to share with you guys one of my projects for my soon grade 11 year! 😮 yes, i wanted to get back into vlogging and do some easy editing, (basically two birds with one stone!) so i could practice both of them 🤗 (if i hopefully have time..) and i wish to share this journey with you! or.. whoever wants to see it 😁

therefore, i'm planning to start a youtube channel to post these! honestly, i'm not planning to gain subscribers or earn money from this, it's just for fun 🌈 and i suggest you guys should tune into your creative sides more! maybe you could start a project like this someday.. or today! 🤨

so i took a small step towards setting it up.. i made a watermark! since i have no idea how to use ibis paint (and i have never used it) i resorted to my beloved, canva.. 🥰 so sure, it's pretty simple, but i think it does the job! i took inspo from gachatubers watermarks or whatever cute ones i saw, and i'm proud of this! 🤩

unfortunately, i'm unable to show you guys right now, but stay tuned for when my videos start dropping! (in maybe 2 months or so) let's all hope i do follow through with this and do fashionably at it!

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[ 05.25.26 ~ May 25, 2026 ]

👒 Monday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

now moving onto the next chapter of my life, (shs diaries dropping soon!) i've decided that i do need a haircut.. goodbye long hair 😿 (spoiler alert, i lost like, an inch..!) for your information, it's been about 10 months, more or less, ever since i had my last haircut! 😁

haircuts are totally healthy because they chop off your split ends (aka dead hair) so you can grow healthier hair! ✅ (so this is your sign to let it go..) if i'm not wrong, one every 6 months or so is the recommended time (i know, i don't follow it! only so that it can grow more 😭)

i get the same thing every time anyways, a soft-layered cut with bangs and my beloved face-framing pieces! so i thought, it won't be that bad, right? heh.. 🥺 i did NOT enjoy my haircut unfortunately 😰 just from the hairdresser's technique with other customers, i knew she couldn't cut the hairstyle i wanted..

though i showed a reference, her snips were honestly kinda choppy! my hair looks.. fine i guess 💔 but the layers would've been so much better if she took more time with me.. she legit took 15 minutes on my whole head, like separating, cutting, and blow-drying. now THAT'S insane because even i don't finish that quick 💀

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[ 05.24.26 ~ May 24, 2026 ]

👒 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

today, i saw a reel of a type A girl organizing her daily schedule in google calendar! (quick context; type A is ambitious, type B is easygoing, type C is.. maybe a mix!) it was insane, she had a whole timetable for her daily routine.. 💀 personally, i'm not sure what i am! maybe i'm type A but slightly type B 🤷‍♀️ idk! i don't have much original experiences..

but! since i have to start being wiser with my time, i decided to try out what she's doing.. (because i didn't know the weekly calendar could look like that!) it took me 2 days to set it up 😩 (choosing calendar tags, emojis, colors, etc.) but it's finally done! i'm not sure if i'll have more trouble with the school or vacation mode though.. 😭

i have a total of 12 calendar tags because i sorted them out for school and vacation mode! 😉 (so my calendar doesn't lag one day..) i also had to use another email for this because no way i'm ruining my main calendar for this! (week vs month calendar are VERY different)

ps. after some time, or even hours, looking at this pure white blog post with black text can be tiring or it may strain my eyes.. so fun fact, i use a chrome extension that gives my screen a yellow tint 😊 (and it does help me a lot!)

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[ 05.24.26 ~ May 24, 2026 ]

👒 Sunday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

since i've been super tired lately, i was thinking that maybe i could be super productive on one day, then rest all day on the next! 😁 (this i'm planning maybe sometime this week) i think this would kind of benefit me.. (i NEED to try having fun or doing something instead of scrolling!)

i'm gonna try to block out pointless activities too (like scrolling) so that i can delegate my time more wisely 🙏 i think it's a great idea! basically, it's the concept of weekdays and weekends (but it doesn't apply right now because of summer break)

anyway, after watching some ads of this game on my page, i finally recommend you guys to play shikaku! basically.. i can't explain this.. but you just try to fit all the spaces in the box? 😭 it's a cool game!

the link's over here!

please try it out 🥺

also, if anyone is wondering, i do enjoy these daily games 😊 i play wordle almost everyday (i say ALMOST because i lost my streak before..) i find these small daily games really fun once in a while because i used to see some of my busmates before playing all the new york times games after dismissal 💀

if you wanna check out all the daily new york times games, here's the link to it! 😋

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[ 05.23.26 ~ May 23, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

so, for some reason, i've been getting songs i used to be really into before, recommended to me! 🥳 (or it starts playing, because i have auto-play on..) i've had a few other artists come back, such as sarah kang, luke chiang, (i love these two! i think their songs are kinda similar..) starfall, (as per the song above!) and many more :)

so hey! give your old playlist or old favorite songs a listen, give them love! who knows, maybe some of them even hold some memories? 😊 (that's why music is so powerful!) maybe you could even try writing a song.. (for the music lovers out there!)

as someone who's sentimental, it's amazing to see these artists 🤗 it makes me really happy to listen to their songs again! (i haven't been able to listen to good songs in a WHILE..) going back to my roots fr! 😉

now, another artist i didn't expect was katy perry 😮 i searched the song for the popular (?) trend with the lyrics of "he pulled me in, i was disgusted with myself" 😨 and i thought it sounded familiar.. and it was katy! the song is so good guys..

i dislike the trend a lot though, because it's often a girl with her lover, then zoom in on her being fat or something.. 🙁 because that's not what the song is about! actually, the first time i was singing along to it, i shed a tear or two because i was also watching the music video. (really sad 😿)

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[ 05.23.26 ~ May 23, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

being honest with you guys, this month, i've been really drained from writing every single day 😭 (and yes! it feels like there is not a day i don't write..) because honestly, i switch between 3 writing sites (?) a day, which are: my blog, switchlit, and letterboxd 😿 (i know! so much work!)

i just hope that this is strengthening my writing abilities.. i treat this like any other responsibility, and it's been giving me some stress actually 😞 but we all get tired of something once in a while, right!

plus, i realized that this blog is one thing that i actually did for myself! 🥺 from my other projects like g10w to some poetry, prose, etc., it's often made for someone else or an external purpose, instead of self-fulfillment.. (i just care a lot about others i think)

once when i was reading newspaper (the philippine star frfr), i thought, how could someone write so much everyday? 😩 for me, i'd suffer so much if i was in that line of work because it's not something i like to do.. (or maybe it's because i'd be pressured about the deadlines 💀)

lately, i've been a master procrastinator! since i've been really tired, i've been avoiding switchlit (because i have no idea how to continue these stories..) i mean, the deadline went from 7 days to 0 hours left 😰 like, THIS is when i'm choosing to do it..? unfortunately!

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[ 05.23.26 ~ May 23, 2026 ]

👒 Saturday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

(yes! the movie above is 100% a movie rec.)

finally, it's the weekend once more! only a week left until i can hang out with my friends.. (i know EVERYONE is yearning to go out 😭) i swear, when i grow up with adult money, i'm going to enjoy life.. (maybe!)

anyway, a little storytime! ever since i saw a random comment on letterboxd talking about how life really got to them as an adult, so it made them happy to be able to enjoy 2-3 movies a day, i thought that was crazy.. but if you look at my letterboxd, i've started doing that too! (but make it 1-2 movies..)

honestly, i don't do it for the fun 😓 just for the grind! some movies i've watched haven't been that good, but some of them, i'm glad i got to see them! (i often watch the "leaving soon" ones on netflix) plus, the more knowledge i know, the more speechful i can become! (i've heard)

i am relieved though that i can find movies to watch! it's not that i'm not indecisive, i totally am.. but i click on anything and just watch it anyway, bad or not 😿 but now i definitely have more movie recs to give! also, maybe i should practice criticism to achieve media literacy sometime.. (i got a reel on my fyp)

ps. can i just say that sometimes my mind moves way faster than my fingers.. 💔 my thoughts are SLIPPING away before i can type them. no joke!

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[ 05.22.26 ~ May 22, 2026 ]

👒 Friday (•˕ •マ) .ᐟ

with this horrendous heat, i've been feeling tired and sluggish. summer is killing me! i wish i could stay in an air-conditioned room all day 😞 whatever, other people must be suffering in crazier conditions than me! bless this world 🙏

but today, something amazing happened! it just so happened to rain 🥳 (and never again.) raindrops are so calming, and the cold air feels awesome! even if just for a second 😿 (i don't get why it can't rain everyday..) i wonder if there was a rainbow actually!

i wonder what it would be like to live in a 4-season country instead of experiencing crazy el niño in a "tropical" country and suffering! it must be cool that your house could withstand all seasons 😭 (and lots of fashion + pics opportunities!)

now, time for a fun fact! i just learned that a single post can actually take me about 10 minutes, more or less 😵 (and that's when i reach flow state.) this is the life of a writer! also, i guess i only know this fact because of how time-conscious i am.. 😓 but now you guys know too!

that consists of thinking of content (usually i start with a short topic though), typing it out, correcting any errors (which happens rarely), then a lot of time making it italic and bold! 😁 because of that, i don't polish it anymore (because i'd be over it by then and work on another post!)

but it's all worth it for the decoration, trust! 💞