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You seems happy with your friends,
Like all those things that you did together with them,
Provide you happiness that you seek for,
But yeah I wonder is it truly that you happy with them?
Because sometimes I saw you been left out by them,
Been mocked by their jokes,
But still you stay calm and try to fit in,
Doesn't it hurt you?
Oh I forgot that you always locked yourself in your room,
To make sure none of your friend knows you've been hurt by them.

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I'm an open book,
Where you can sketch everything that you want,
Tear and wrap the page if you didn't like it,
Keep it on the shelf or put it away,
Cover it with plastic nicely or,
Let the book fill with dust and look old,
It is all depends on you,
Because the choices is in your heart,
I can't do anything except trying my best showing you,
My inner beauty that others can't see.

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I hate myself,
For being overprotective,
Being too caring about people who don't even care about me,
Do things just to make others satisfied while I'm not,
Be too kind that people can easily take advantage,
I just hate myself for doing all this things,
Because no one ever appreciate me,
No one even cares about me like how I cared about them,
I just hate myself for being too weak that people could stab me,
I hate myself,
I hate myself so much.

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I tried my best to make you realize,
That I'm still here around you,
Even I'm hurt that much but yeah,
Still you see me doing fine,
While actually I'm not.

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Out of those people that hurt,
You saw him,
You care about him so much,
That you didn't realize that I'm there too.

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We spend some of our precious time together,
Hugging, kissing, crying,
All of that we did together,
To show our effortless love towards each other,
But then this one person came,
And take you away from me,
No, he didn't take you away,
YOU are the one who walk away from me,
You blind with all of the perfection that he has,
But you didn't realize all those efforts that I put,
To make you the happiest person in life,
Yeah you blind.

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It seems that time plays it's role,
For us to either meeting each other,
And fix the relationship to a better one,
Or forget all the problems that we have,
And move on from each other,
It depends on yourself,
There are always time for you,
But you yourself have to decide,
Either you're going to fix it,
Or you're fine going through rough time.

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I just want you to remember about me,
Like how I’m remembering about you every single day,
I just want you to love me,
Like how I’m loving you every second I see you,
I just want you to care about me,
Like how I show my effortless caring towards you,
I just want you to do all those things,
But yeah I just can ask it from you,
You’re the one that have to decide,
Either doing it or leaving me behind.

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We used to share all our thoughts together,
Cry and laugh is a normal things we do,
Loving each other days and nights,
Because of one tiny little misunderstanding,
You vituperate me like I’m the only one who makes all the mistakes.

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Thank God my mom gave me a few friends that understand me well.

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All those pretty smile you draw,
Sweetness of your words,
Attention that no one could ever give,
Kindness that always offered to me,
Makes me high as I'm smoking the weed,
Imaging myself in the cloud nine,
Full of your face,
Yeah that's the old memories,
That I couldn't forget.

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It's raining,
There's nothing in my head,
Except your adorable face,
That makes me insecure,
Every time meeting you before,
Now it seems like we don't know each other,
Comparing to the past that we shared together.

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Heads up to the wonderful skies,
A midnight full of glittering stars,
Accompany the big white gorgeous moon,
Make the environment seems brighter,
Calm a person's heart,
All thoughts and problems just flew away with the wind,
What a great night aye?
For a lonely person,
Who loves the bright of the midnight.

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The world seems too cold,
Without seeing all those smiles that portrays on your face,
Laughter that break all those quietness,
Having each others' shoulder when needed to lay on,
All of that just disappear,
When there's one person hooking you up,
Away from me,
Makes the world the coldest place.