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BACK TO TRAINING
I went to football training again after about half a month, because my schedule has cleared up a little bit. Despite my schedule getting even tighter as I add my training to it, I still enjoy the fact that I can do some kind of physical activity where I can forget about most of the things that I am always anxious about.

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SONG CREATION
It usually takes me long to create even the roughest ideas of my songs. Yet, somehow this week, I came up a few song ideas that need minimal refinement for it to be finally produced. I feel like the sudden inspiration is something that I am really grateful for as this is something I rarely get, especially this quarantine.

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RELATIVES VISIT
Throughout this whole month, I rarely got to go out of my house. The only times I do get to go out are only when I visit my nearby relatives. This first felt very simple to me, yet I realized how valuable it is and how giving the experience is to me and everyone else experiencing it.

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LACK OF SLEEP
I feel like most people will say that this is common for everyone this pandemic, yet my lack of sleep if stemming from the fact that I am too anxious about various things at night. Aside from this, I actually have numerous sleepless night.

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LAPTOP MOUSE
I was and am currently trying to cram an entrepreneurship pass, then suddenly my mouse losses battery. Of all the times that it could have lost battery, it died off when I am actually doing something important and that need a mouse for efficient and effective work.

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DEATH OF A LEGEND
Recently, a football legend died. For some reason I kept thinking and pondering on why it felt so weird for a great person like that to just die. I felt something unnatural within me. I felt powerless at the same time knowing I am no better than him in life.

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I personally think that I haven't really been doing anything in relation to God. Although, I have recently had this urge to try and improve my relationship with him. I guess I can say that this was His doing and that He is willing to forgive me for what I have been doing.

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Dearest Lord,

I am sorry for not being as close to you as I was before. I am sorry for all the bad actions and intentions running through my mind. I thank you for still hanging there, despite me being as close with you. I thank you for also guiding me everyday from when I wake up to when I fall asleep. Thank you for everything. I hope that I can talk to you more nowadays. I know I am busy, but I think that I am willing enough to make more time for You. I love you God!

Amen.