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i hate myself. i hate my body and my personality and just everything really. people will always say that "you don't have to be perfect" but who cares because we all know that that is what is expected anyway. besides being "perfect" is not what i strive for, it's the very fact that

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I feel like I have a lot of mental disorders, but I don't want to seem like I'm self diagnosing. I just don't know how I can tell my parents I need help because mental disorders are looked down upon/ ignored in my family. Another reason why I find it so hard to tell my parents that I need professional help is because they would always just say "why are you sad? we give you everything" etc. 

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I feel like I have a lot of mental disorders, but I don't want to seem like I'm self diagnosing. I just don't know how I can tell my parents I need help because mental disorders are looked down upon/ ignored in my family. Another reason why I find it so hard to tell my parents that I need professional help is because they would always just say "why are you sad? we give you everything" etc. 

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i want to be in a relationship but i also don't want to give up being single.

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its so weird but we lover anyways cuz she collects them and sells them on ebay

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with all the jokes aside, life is honestly the word that sums up your existence. what happens if we were not here? what if everyone died? the world would be so quiet.

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If a girl rejects you 2 times will she accept you on the third attempt - Seoul 

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If a girl rejects you 2 times will she accept you on the third attempt - Seoul 

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i kinda um like ivy park
👉🏻🥺👈🏻

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my friend got sold into an arranged marriage and i dont know how to contact her because the last time i talked to her her husband got mad and she was wearing a hijab and wasnt allowed to show her eyes

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my friend got sold into an arranged marriage and i dont know how to contact her because the last time i talked to her her husband got mad and she was wearing a hijab and wasnt allowed to show her eyes

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my friend keeps selling drugs and sketchy stuff on the black market, wait its just the market for her

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my friend keeps selling drugs and sketchy stuff on the black market, wait its just the market for her

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this person i know keeps complaining that im being mean to it but she doesnt realise that animal rights are different to human ones and i need to call the vet.

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this person i know keeps complaining that im being mean to it but she doesnt realise that animal rights are different to human ones and i need to call the vet.

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i dont know whether or not to unplug my dog hes on life support

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i dont know whether or not to unplug my dog hes on life support

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my friends an illegal immegrant who came to this country on a boat naked and i wanna report her to the government for being illegal but im scared shes gonna throw a monkey at me

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my friends an illegal immegrant who came to this country on a boat naked and i wanna report her to the government for being illegal but im scared shes gonna throw a monkey at me

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my friend is obsessed with a guy who is named j****n and she even has a necklace with his initials

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i dont like it when i breathe, its exhausting

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i dont like it when i breathe, its exhausting

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I feel like I'm trapped sometimes that I don't have anyone to talk to. I know that everyone else is better than me and I could never be as good as them

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my boyfriend gets pissed at me cuz i hang out with a lot of different guys and gets annoyed that i always text guys and he's way to overprotective and tries to control who i talk to and hang out with like he should trust me smh lmaoooo

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my boyfriend gets pissed at me cuz i hang out with a lot of different guys and gets annoyed that i always text guys and he's way to overprotective and tries to control who i talk to and hang out with like he should trust me smh lmaoooo

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i went drinking with my friend and my boyfriend got pissed at me and my sex life has decreased

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i went drinking with my friend and my boyfriend got pissed at me and my sex life has decreased

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my friend keeps flexing her iphone 12 plz kick her off shes so rich

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my friend keeps flexing her iphone 12 plz kick her off shes so rich

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(arthur)

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arthur keeps saying shatay i wanna drop kick him every time

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arthur keeps saying shatay i wanna drop kick him every time

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i feel like my bessie is overweight but idk how to tell her but she needs to lose weight her mum told me to help her

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i feel like my bessie is overweight but idk how to tell her but she needs to lose weight her mum told me to help her

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yasmine is so hot. i rlly hate ivy cuz i always see her w her like can u not. 

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yasmine is so hot. i rlly hate ivy cuz i always see her w her like can u not. 

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my short friend is in love w our chinese teacher and cant stop sucking up to her

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my short friend is in love w our chinese teacher and cant stop sucking up to her

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ivy park is so hot i always fantasise about her and how her long dark hair lightly drapes over her shoulders and i wish she would talk to me 😔 but she alr has so many guys who want her and i just want to make out w her even if we wear masks😷. i get jealous sometimes because yasmine always is with her and yasmine is like her favourite person ever and i know i will never live up to her standards 🥺 mr popov pls help me!!!!!

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ivy park is so hot i always fantasise about her and how her long dark hair lightly drapes over her shoulders and i wish she would talk to me 😔 but she alr has so many guys who want her and i just want to make out w her even if we wear masks😷. i get jealous sometimes because yasmine always is with her and yasmine is like her favourite person ever and i know i will never live up to her standards 🥺 mr popov pls help me!!!!!

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- a sad and hearbroken student :'(

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Has life after death ever crossed your mind? I've been thinking after what will happen after death, I, myself am not a religious person. However, I do like feet. Final message to the world. Good by e 

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Has life after death ever crossed your mind? I've been thinking after what will happen after death, I, myself am not a religious person. However, I do like feet. Final message to the world. Good by e 

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IM OBSESSED WITH MINECRAFT AND I CAN NEVER STOP

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IM OBSESSED WITH MINECRAFT AND I CAN NEVER STOP

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my bessie has a weird obsession w her maths tutor

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my bessie has a weird obsession w her maths tutor

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sorry i meant her mum

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my friend is into 40 year old men and is obsessed with like older guys

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my friend is into 40 year old men and is obsessed with like older guys

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i am the elite simp when someone speaks to me i simp. if they breathe i simp. if they throw up on me i still simp

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i am the elite simp when someone speaks to me i simp. if they breathe i simp. if they throw up on me i still simp

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im actually in love with david dobrik :)

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Seoul is worried he will never lose his virginity send help please!

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Seoul is worried he will never lose his virginity send help please!

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is it just me or are perms on guys disgusting it literally looks like pubic hair

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is it just me or are perms on guys disgusting it literally looks like pubic hair

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IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

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my friend supports biden and im a trumpist

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my friend supports biden and im a trumpist

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i fell in love with an online friend

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my best friend thinks its ok to kiss me and invade my privacy

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my best friend thinks its ok to kiss me and invade my privacy

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i like being submissive and i like the idea of being controlled by someone in a relationship

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i like being submissive and i like the idea of being controlled by someone in a relationship

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i have arguments with my boyfriend sometimes which is fine but it makes me think if it is okay to have arguments that often. having arguments can improve your relationship but these arguments can get really tiring.

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I feel so happy  when the main characters in a book or a movie suffers

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I like children who are trapped in zoo like schools

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I like children who are trapped in zoo like schools

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 i find people to get hurt funny, especially children or old people

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 i find people to get hurt funny, especially children or old people

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Alasdair is planning to come out the closet dw guys, we support you no matter what!

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Alasdair is planning to come out the closet dw guys, we support you no matter what!

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I can't help but to always want to have different opinion to my friends and family. I don't get why but it makes me actively find justification to disagree with the mainstream opinion (often unintentionally)

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my bessie is a communist and she sucks up to xi jing ping

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my bessie is a communist and she sucks up to xi jing ping

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I a

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I need to stop overthinking everything. pls help me

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I need to stop overthinking everything. pls help me

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like i always think that everyone hates me lol

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i rlly hate school. I feel like its a chore and im being forced to go everyday. pls help. like rlly hate it here i dont have a fav subject and im stressed about everything n idk what im gonna do w my life

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like they treat me kinda badly but like at the same time that done and that makes me simp so hard cuz like

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Im attracted to muscly hunks who are massive softies

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Im attracted to muscly hunks who are massive softies

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I find guys who are muscly and liike stereotypical guys who are are muscly and hot but have a soft side and can also be soft and break the stereotype of a guy and he can like cook and clean and not get grouped into toxic masculinity

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i dream about oskare lua and shennon ang tgt all the time they would be such a cute couple 🤠

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i like the idea of kids tripping over stuff

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i like the idea of kids tripping over stuff

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she's so annoying and loud like can you shut up you can't even cook

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So I like a guy who isnt friends with me but he maybe knows i exist but i want to get to know him better but i dont what to do or how to approach him. But the things is ai also dont know if hes single or not so i dont want to go after a dude who is taken

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Sometimes i get way too nervous over little things and i let my fears control me, my parents keep telling me to overcome my fears but i can't do anything about it. every time there is an event coming up my brain just starts thinking of all the possibilities of everything that could go wrong and it ends up ruining good days, sometimes i also feel like everyone is judging me

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uwu i like cats

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i think my bessies broke and pathetic and i cant be friends w broke people sorry.

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i think my bessies broke and pathetic and i cant be friends w broke people sorry.

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My friend keeps pointing out my insecurities and even though I laugh it off, it actually hurts a lot inside.

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My friend and I somewhat can deal with each other but i find her rly annoying like all the time but we kinda get on at the same time and shes so annoying and her face and everything about her is so annoying

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My friend and I somewhat can deal with each other but i find her rly annoying like all the time but we kinda get on at the same time and shes so annoying and her face and everything about her is so annoying

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i always have immense pressure, either by people around me or self pressure. never i really do will be good enough for anyone around me so i just embrace being pathetic

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i find my best friend very annoying but idk how to tell her. she's rude af and her attitude is disgusting and complains about being ugly all the time. it's honestly really annoying. help me.

i need therapy. thanks. someone? help.

what if we didn't exist. what would it look like? it would be quiet like an empty carpark. right?

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Seoul can't decide which Black Pink member he likes most. He also has an unhealthy obsession with thighs.

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Seoul can't decide which Black Pink member he likes most. He also has an unhealthy obsession with thighs.

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i feel very disgusted at the image of my best friend being pregnant

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i feel very disgusted at the image of my best friend being pregnant

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Kids are so annoying and I just wanna drop kick them sometimes. Same goes for dogs like you're literally so small stop being so squeaky and loud before I drop kick you to Mars.

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Kids are so annoying and I just wanna drop kick them sometimes. Same goes for dogs like you're literally so small stop being so squeaky and loud before I drop kick you to Mars.

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i feel like if i came out to my parents they would see me even less than what they see me right now, especially my dad.

my father has always let out his anger or frustrations at me even though i never do anything wrong 95% of the time, and although it's better now i still feel this distance from my dad.

he kinda refuses to acknowledge how he acted towards me ever since i was really young, and i feel as if i never had a childhood because i always dealt with the brunt of everything in my family. (due to many other reasons as well)

they always dismiss how i feel and never listen to what i've gone through and i feel like they think i'm weak

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i laughed when kylo ren died when rey and kylo kissed in star wars because i hate him lol

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i laughed when kylo ren died when rey and kylo kissed in star wars because i hate him lol

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my family is very closed minded and they're homophobic. i really want to come out to them but i know that they wouldn't be happy about it, and i don't even know what they will do after if i do tell them.

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when children get hurt i find it funny sometimes

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when children get hurt i find it funny sometimes

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I'm very nervous and I worry a lot. Sometimes when people are talking or laughing I get very anxious and I panic. I always overanalyze the tiniest things and actions, then I panic over the possibilities and what other people are gonna say to me

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i cannot stand my best friends future babies

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i cannot stand my best friends future babies

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my best friend is in love w my crush </3. they were married in my dream last night. i cried. it hurt. end my suffering pls.

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i love the thought of being pregnant, it's slightly unlikely for me to have kids because of medical issues. but its a dream of mine and i love it

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who wants to name their kids mandy and sally

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who wants to name their kids mandy and sally

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I despise my own father because he is verbally abusive and always has a bad temper no matter what and he takes it out on me and I feel like no matter what i do will ever be good enough. I would like my parents to be divorced because i want him out of the house before i kill myself. thanks

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i hate my best friend but idk how to tell her

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i hate my best friend but idk how to tell her

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sometimes I look at a child and I want to step on them

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sometimes I look at a child and I want to step on them

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it gives me joy it allows me to express my anger kinda psychopathic but i love it lol

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I have an unhealthy obsession's with the Kennedy Family

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I have an unhealthy obsession's with the Kennedy Family

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Like i will take it very personally if you say bad things about them and will get in full heated debates over two dead politicians.

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I am a massive perfectionist. Perfectionism has been something that's become engrained in my sense of being; my attention to detail and how much I value quality is something that I - and others - proudly identify me by. However, my long-held perfectionism has created several negative repercussions that now dominate my life. Academically, though the quality of my completed work is usually always high, it's caused me to fall behind with my work. I now have mountains of overdue work from months ago that I've yet to complete, and all of this is coming back to bite me as I attempt to prepare for my GCSE mocks. I've also always had a very unhealthy lifestyle, which this perfectionism has largely fueled, and I sleep three to five hours per night; this is also detrimental physically. Combined with intense devotion to extracurricular activities and the high standards I hold myself to in that vein as well, I've burned out as a result. My grades have dropped. I'm now barely scraping by. I'm tired all the time. I fall asleep on the sofa almost every day after school ends. Because of this, I also have a hard time focusing and concentrating on my schoolwork, and when I'm in those 'limbo' phases, time flies by and I'm not able to do anything. Mentally, I've also developed a mindset where I now push off all my work when I'm tired because I know that I won't be able to produce high-quality work when I'm in that state, so I end up cramming in all my work at night. But because of this limited time I have, I barely get anything done. And my teachers have noticed. They're now worried. They've seen how well I've performed previously and how much effort I put into my work, but I'm now failing to deliver. My Head of House is concerned. He knows I'm burning out, and he's putting all his effort into helping me, but I keep rejecting his suggestions by continuing with my perfectionist behaviours. He's booked appointments with the counsellor for me to allow me to receive professional help, but - though I know that this is completely counterproductive - I've so far brushed off this advice because it's become monotonous, though every person I've talked to has suggested the same thing (which I know means that that's the path I should take, but I'm stubborn like that). My parents have also always been concerned. They've already been chiding me for years and have continuously tried to help me fix my sleep schedule by placing bedtime limits and setting hard time limits for the tasks I have to do, but I always 'rebel' against this and go past the time limits - in fact, I now sneak my phone into bed at night and continue working there, so my eyesight is also worsening. This definitely isn't sustainable. But it's something I don't want to change. I value quality too much. I know it's unhealthy and and I know that it's significantly harming both my mental health and my grades, but seeing the good work I produce makes me proud and convinces me that I'm capable of great things (though my horrible time management clearly suggests otherwise). Plus, because others identify me by my high-quality work, there's almost a social expectation that causes me to heighten my own already-high standards and expectations.