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On the opposite end of the spectrum, there are traits that I wish to embody for me to be able to become the best version of myself possible.

•Hard-Working - I would love to be more hard-working. Some people never seem to get tired and plow endlessly towards their goal. I believe they have a lot of God's best traits as well. They're very determined and I believe such a trait would benefit me a lot. Whenever I make a mistake or feel like I'm not as doing as well as I could have, I blame myself for not trying hard enough. Maybe if I was more determined it wouldn't turn out this way. I already believe in myself, so the ability to strive even harder would push me even further towards my various goals.

•Prayerfulness - even though I don't like stating it, I get tired a lot, and often I'm so overwhelmed that I even forget to pray sometimes. This makes me feel guilty, like I'm not committed or that my faith isn't strong enough. I would like to be more prayerful and be reminded to pray more often. I believe being prayerful would put my mind at ease and remind me that if my faith is strong enough I can embody the good values of God.

•Independent - I believe I could still be more independent. Sometimes I feel like I'm too reliant on friends and family, since they already provide for me and keep me company. I refrain for asking them for help since there are so many other things they already do for me. I wish to grow less dependent on them and would prefer for them to rely on me instead. Independence would also prepare me for when I might be away from them in the future. I heavily dislike the thought of being a burden or hindrance to anyone, so being greatly independent would help me improve mentally and as a person.

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There are certain traits that prevent me from being the best version of myself, and although I would like to fix them I'm not always very aware of how.

•Being overly positive - well it may not look like a negative trait at first, I can often reframe negatives into seeming fine when in reality not everything is alright. Sometimes the best method in facing our issues is to realize they're bad in the first place and take the severity of the situation to improve.  However, I'm not very good at that. A positive person is someone who can shine light and showcase God's best values. I want people to think I never feel down or that I'm troubled by anything. Sometimes I even hesitate to ask God for guidance because it would be admitting I have an issue. If I could be more comfortable with confronting the negative emotions and scenarios in my life, I probably wouldn't be as hindered towards self-improvement.

•Overthinking - like others I can tend to overthink a lot and predict outcomes when I don't really know myself. If I make a mistake I tend to think about it for the rest of the day as well as think about what others might have thought of it. This prevents me from growing because it limits what I allow myself to do in fear of predicted futures that I played out in my head.

•Envious - occasionally, I have difficulty accepting what I have. I  secretly always seem to want more for myself, and that's no issue, but wanting more can sometimes cause me to feel jealousy towards others. "I wish that ability came as easily to me as it does for her." Whenever this happens, I internalize it deeply as well because that's never a good look, you have to be happy for other people. This greatly reduces my path to growth because I can fill my head with the things I want rather than what I have. Overall, it's an unpleasant emotion that I often pray to get rid of.