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starting the new year right with my eli :>

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i'm just letting you know that i keep everything that you give me, babi :>

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I'm really just thankful that you're part of my life. It's crazy to think how much you were able to affect me and my life decisions in such a short amount of time. I hope every time I open this message, we're still together. We're still us. Laging may Yara si Eli :)

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babi~

we have a new addition to our family. it's your time to name him this time ^^

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do you still open this? well, hi my eli :)

I'm sorry that I had to take a sudden leave without letting you know first. It's just that everything got too overwhelming for me and I had to take a step back. I know in myself that if I continue to stay for another hour my mind would push me to make decisions that I'll regret.

I miss you a lot, babi. I want to rest with you, cuddle with you, and just be with you in general. I miss those times where we didn't need to care about tomorrow because we didn't have work or how we could travel spontaneously. I miss all of those with you, Eli.

Babalik naman ako mga next week po. Hihinga lang ako. Alam ko sabi mo na pwede ako tumumba sayo, pwede ako maging mahina sa harap mo pero ano kasi di ko pa alam kung paano gawin yun ng hindi ka naapektuhan? I really love you to the point that I don't want to share my pain with you because I don't want you to get hurt. Selfish ba yun? Sabi ng friends ko selfish daw yon hahaha edi sorry pakiss na lang /t

Lagi mong tatandaan na si Eli laging may Yara. Hinding hindi mawawala si Yara kay Eli. Lagi kang may uuwian dito, mahal. Dito lang ako ikaw na yan eh di kita matiis.

Kwento ko sayo kagad kapag okay na utak ko. Magulo pa shea rn, babi. Parang need ko pa iarrange ang aking tots kasi baka pati ikaw maguluhan hahaha sorry na nga kiss na lang kita mwa.