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ADDITION OF JIMIN (will I write this for salukipop?) 

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ADDITION OF JIMIN (will I write this for salukipop?) 

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after the sacrifice sex thing is established, there's gonna be one night where

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tae: [explains about the priest's recent attempt to "purge" him]
kook: have you ever....
tae: what?
kook: never mind
tae: no what is it? please don't hide things
kook: have you ever... tried ending things yourself?
tae: suicide? [kook nods] yeah. it didn't work. [small explanation of trying to jump but the wings sprouted and it was more agony bc of his body weight on the wings]
kook: you... you ARE yourself right now, right?
tae: of course.
kook: [kisses him]

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- so the priest thinks that sending tae to a place of half death where he 'dies' by hypothermia would help bc he's submerged in an icebath and the priest is all: you need the person that loves you to bring you back
- the priest believes there's an underlying reason in the supernatural world that's creating this evil in tae
- he doesn't nkow about taekook but he does know that in the church, tae and guk are inseparable despite tae not really being allowed to have friends and though the priest looks down on their friendship because it borders on unnatural homosexuality, he knows tae doesn't care for anyone else and this evil is worse than the evil that is homosexuality
- so he draws tae a bath of ice and herbs and the priest is against witchcraft but this is a necessary evil
- and guk submerges tae until tae's heart stops at which time stop s for him and he's told to go find the source of his curse in the between aka purgatory / and guk is terrified

me:
- NONE OF IT WORKS IN THE END BC THIS IS SOMETHING TAEHYUNG IS MEANT TO ENDURE just saying
- im thinking either he does the ice and kook gives up early and crying and is like no i can't do this so then he's punished instead of tae
- or the ice and temp death works but tae basically has a dream that jungkook is an angel incarnate [Mihr] but i wouldn't know where to go with it... yet
- in other dreams tae has he's seen kook with wings of some sort but i can make it so that he doesn't know it's kook until the ice back but after that he always dreams of kook as an angel BUT kook is in no way supernatural / he's staying human irl

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http://paragirldemonology.blogspot.com/2010/01/classification-of-belial-january-demon.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belial

http://www.dpjs.co.uk/belial.html

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http://shoujisoo.tumblr.com/post/153988979654

There will definitely be a part where Taehyung thinks it isn't okay to celebrate Christmas and thus he never has before but Jungkook brings him over to his house and his family loves him

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the curse will not be lifted by the end Jungkook and Taehyung just learn to sort of.... work around it? Like it'll get really bad one night and Taehyung won't be able to control himself and Jungkook is gonna get hurt probably physically but it isn't going to change anything bc Jungkook is gonna deliver and iconically cheesy line of "I was in more pain watching you with your wings (or something like that) rather than when you almost clawed my heart out."

Followed by a pause and a light laugh from a goddamn hospital bed and a "I would have given you my heart anyways"

And while Taehyung is trying to keep himself from crying he's like "You literal piece of shit you have a whole life ahead of you and you're willing to deal with this curse of mine"

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brother let's cry, cry, let's just cry...

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maybe a moment where jungkook is stressed out and goes on a walk or jog on his own through a giant park up to a spot that overlooks the city and he basically has an anime moment and screams his heart out PROBABLY because he loves taehyung and wants to help him but doesn't know how

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taehyung definitely has dreams of jungkook being a heavenly angel.

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contrast – in relation to dreams?

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the first official time they talk can definitely be outside of a church. like just because taehyung's cursed doesn't mean his family is so they still go to church in hopes that taehyung can be "saved" and before his family comes out here comes Jeon Jungkook in his gotdamn Sunday best

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the first official time they talk can definitely be outside of a church. like just because taehyung's cursed doesn't mean his family is so they still go to church in hopes that taehyung can be "saved" and before his family comes out here comes Jeon Jungkook in his gotdamn Sunday best

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(They haven't spoken in the two years they've known each other; they're classmates that have always been in the same class but nothing more)

(Figure out how that's gonna start and change) [update: outside a church]

Despite who you are
I will recognize you

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private school uniform is basically this but with a blazer (bc who doesn't like blazers) and a super cute, super legit emblem over the heart (not that i know what that is)

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Kim Taehyung doesn't know how much longer he can keep this façade of his going.

(Especially when Jeon Jungkook, boy genius, keeps sneaking glances at him during class.)

(Taehyung still sees him.)

(He's also wondering why Jungkook hasn't talked to him yet. It's been two years.)

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- Tae's bon an angel and has to keep his wings at bay (they first come out when he's five years old)
- the blue eyes he's born with are technically Belial's eyes — he's like the reincarnation of Belial, forced to carry the fallen angel's curse
- the smiling after crying was just an indication that he's a "special" addition to the Kim family and he has this thing with his personality where he doesn't smile unless someone tells him to BUT it's not like he has a mean face; it's just solemn all the time
- and because of the fallen angel curse he's forced by his family to dedicate his life to the Jeonnan church in hopes that his soul will be stronger and overpower the curse's urges in him, AKA the nighttime craving/urge

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- he's the church boy
- from the suburban part of town and he has to pass the Sokhae forest every day to get to Jeonnan (which he only gets into because of his high performance at the local school) a year later
- he always sees the estate in the forest but never goes up there
- and so their first sight meeting is at school but the first interaction is at church

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the whole reason tae lives in Sokhae's forest is because it's like a constant offering to please Belial

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despite the curse, tae is still forced to go to church because the priest believes he is stronger than this curse on him even though his back burns every time he enters the church (and the priest's method of 'aid' isn't exactly the most... merciful)

so you know those poltergeist/possession movies there's the whole exorcism ordeal and there are different ways of dealing with it like starving the demon/host and tying the host down to a bed in an uncomfortable setting and leaving them there like that or whatever

after a while tae would sneak out to see kook after these sorts of evenings and one of tae's maids is on his side so she's obviously going to cover for him when he sees kook

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so i wasn't entirely sure where the "thirst he feels in the middle of the night" was going to be aside from something very dark - i was thinking of death but that would have been a bit much

so learning about this "creates wickedness and and guilt in mankind through sexual perversion, fornication, and lust" thing is making me think of...

tae and jk have a pretty innocent, quiet relationship at first

jk keeps asking him to come over to his place even though he knows he doesn't have much to offer but even though tae wants to he isn't allowed

and tae has brought up how he wishes jk could visit him in his estate but his parents don't like having guests over [he doesn't know that tae lives alone]

and jk gets suspicious after a while

he learns that kim taehyung is a part of the kim family

jk gets tae to describe what his room looks like and jk takes advantage of that one quiet night when he decides to trespass bc he wants to visit tae (prob with like.... lemon cookies or something because they're tae's fav) and he'll see this giant looming shadow or something aka tae and his wings

and the second time jk does this he knocks on the window and tae actually breaks it to get ahold of jk and drag him into the room and that's the first time jk is almost raped

and so he learns tae's giant secret — not just about the wings but about how he carries belial's curse and it's how the curse IS that he's overridden with lust at night but it's very sporadic, it's not every night, but his wings come out every night and it's almost as if taehyung has two personalities

AND TO GO ALONG WITH THE STORYLINE BECAUSE JK HAS FALLEN IN LOVE WITH TAEHYUNG SORT OF UNHEALTHILY HE ALLOWS HIMSELF TO BE LIKE A CONSTANT SACRIFICE??? FOR SEX AND SEXUAL ACTIVITIES SO I'LL HAVE TO PUT UP AN AO3 WARNING AND THE "CURSED" TAE OBVIOUSLY STRIVES OFF OF THIS BUT IN A MOMENT OR TWO WHERE TAE IS CONTROL OF HIS OWN MIND BUT NOT HIS BODY HE BASICALLY CRIES AS HE ENTERS JK

so basically they become lovers with a forced sexual relationship due to the curse of a fallen angel that is supposedly worse than lucifer himself and tae will say, and i quote, "the wings are the least painful part"

and so the whole reason jungkook agrees to the sex is to keep belial's lust at  bay and the love he and tae share is beyond real but they hate that sex is forced upon them rather than it be their choosing

jungkook def develops a hate towards the curse rather than to tae