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Bee Bumble

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Hi, i'm having the time of my life with my bestie. 

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Hi, i'm having the time of my life with my bestie. 

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Baby you're fucking amazing. If you ever read this please just come to me so we can fuck some more like the sex monster and goddess we are.

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*******. my babs. my everything. i always say i love you, but it's so much more than that. i'm having such a difficult time putting my feelings into words, so just bear with me!! you're the one i wake up to everyday, the last person i talk to every night, and the only one that i love with all my heart. i remember the first time we ever talked, and i honest to god did not see you meaning so damn much to me. we've really been through hell and back, too. after what happened, i never thought i would talk to you again. i was infatuated with you, but i knew it wasn't in my rights to act upon that infatuation, so i sat back and watched everything happen. that night that i messaged you, my heart stopped when you responded. sometimes it still feels like a dream. we've made it through all the ups and downs, and i'm confident we'll make it through the bumps in the future as well. and just-- i love everything you do, wow. you're wonderful and i have no idea how you've managed to put up with me for so long. thank you for putting a smile on my face every day, for picking me back up when i'm down, and just being the only thing keeping me from floating away sometimes. my thoughts are stars i can't form into constellations (thanks john green), so i'll just stop here for now. happy "anniversary", baby. i hope we love each other for a long time.

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again, someone dislikes me because of my sexuality. lmao sorry i'm not straight.

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alright i'll let y'all finish, but i need y'all to know that whoever wants to mess with hwang miyoung needs to get in line behind me. - sjk

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wow jay park, can you get any more perfect? at this point, you're bound to get me addicted.

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wow jay park, can you get any more perfect? at this point, you're bound to get me addicted.

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jay park makes me so damn weak. i can't help but be selfish of him.

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Notice me. 🐢 🌸

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Seohyun is my woman and I do mean mY woman. Go get your own. 👀❤️

I'm greedy and possessive so if you touch her or look at her I'm going to have to bring out the heavy artillery. And I don't mean finger guns.

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jeon jungkook is my husband. i love him to death, and i'd do anything just to keep that baby boy by my side forever and ever.

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oh, how i desperately want to be able to be in changwook's arms for eternity. how i want to be his, how i want him to call me his baby. i want to cuddle with him, make love with him, do cheesy shit with him. however, it seems as though these wishes are too far out of my reach. it's not wrong for one to dream though, right?

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i'm no saint for you to have to be good enough for me, angel.

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@XIUMIN

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it's all a fucking game.
do you know what it's like when you know you're nothing to them? when you know they're only going to brush you off for someone you know is not good enough for them? the desperation and the slyness you have to adopt, the mask you have to put on, the act that everyone seems to believe?  do you know the taste of broken pride and hopes, of attachment so deep it rips you out of yourself, it changes you completely, until all that is left of you is a disgusting green-eyed creature that seems to run your mind? of anxiety that drives nails through skin and of regret and self loathing that rips the air out of you?
all of this is a fucking game, because time will pass and even if they wanted you back all along none of you would mean anything to one another. nobody will ever fucking stay, no matter what they say.
love is nothing but pain and betrayal.

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So yeah i guess i'm falling for people that aren't interested in me. It's okay. I mean, not finding my name in the ac or not having any message for me in here is clear enough i guess. I should just stop getting my hopes too high... yeah probably...

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Minseok + Suzy = A thing?

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dear jongdae: your crush isn't very subtle, but you can still holla @ me tho.

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MY BABY , MY LIL PRINCE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3

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Is Minseok taken?

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i know you don't like me, and that's okay, but i'm so attracted to you. i'd do anything for even a glance my way at this point.

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why do i keep getting my hopes up, why do i keep getting hurt? am i doing something wrong?

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im so fucking unwanted

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i know i'm not the very best with cheesy stuff but hi, nam joohyuk. i'm claiming you now, please let me love and take care of you until your dick shrinks into a micro penis. if you agree then please hug me. 🙆🏻

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was sort of disappointed that my name didn't pop up. now all i can think of is that one person who i'm fucking infatuated with and how they don't like me back. how they're probably having a fantasy about having someone else in their arms, or how they probably weren't even thinking about me when they wrote.

though, that is to be expected when i, myself, scurry off in fear at the presence of a potential relationship. i'll always admit that i'm fucking scared shitless of commitment, feelings, love, and all that other shit.

i know that there's probably gonna be another note responding to this one with a sappy, reassuring comment like "aw, it's okay" or maybe a comforting one like "come here, i'll love you" or something. and don't get me wrong, i appreciate comments like that. i really do, unless you comment something like "plenty of fish in the sea!" then you humor me. how long can i keep looking until what's left of me are my bones, craving to be touched?

i'm sorry if this seems so fucking sad and shit. believe me, my moods are rarely good. and i'm having one of my low lows.

alternative title: the words of a completely hopeless non-romantic.

pen name: monkey

sorry if this post break the rules or something. just needed to get these feelings out anonymously.

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neither do i. let's be miserable together.

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that moment when someone majorly pisses you off only to guilt trip you afterwards.

uh, i think the fuck not, you trick ass bitch. leave me alone, thanks.

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i hate myself so goddamn much you don't understand. i only wanted to be happy but i drive everyone away from me and i am so sorry that i exposed you to my stupidity. it's my fault for being so fucking slow. i'm sorry.

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Joohyun/jeongha/whichever pussy you be.
I will always have you back.
😘 Such short sentence that holds a thousand meanings

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i think you lost interest in me. i'm really sorry.

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where to begin, aah. well let's start with i love you, it may be a simple three words but the words are ones i hold so dear. i can't stop saying it and no matter how many times i say it, i don't think they will ever truly amount to the love i have for you so do know you're my number one, my love, my babe, and most of all the best mommy this little could have,, , wipes tears bc happy and grateful af. i can't wait to spend the rest of my days with you and be with you during your up's and downs, during your frisky moments and during your cuddly moments ( no one gives cuddles as great as yours ) and i most definitely can't wait to spend everyday with you. i would make this longer but we have so much to experience together and so much to look foreword too so you'll just have to wait till our one month!

alubu,
your princess kyul.♡

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hi kyulkyung baby. truth is, there's lots and lots of stuff i want to do to you, kitty. however! if i had to choose just one— lately i've been having the fantasy of taking you in school. bending you over a desk in your little skirt and bringing my hand down against your pretty ass until you're red and squirming for me to stop. i imagine you whimpering that we should stop because we could get caught but when i turn you over, you're lifting your hips like a little slut, rubbing yourself against my hand. i imagine you wrapping your slim legs round my head as i eat you out, imagine you panting and grabbing uselessly at the desk you're on— imagine some loser walking by and seeing us like this from the windows and my little princess is so flustered and embarrassed but you're so close that you don't say anything and keep wriggling closer to my mouth until you're making a mess of yourself, come all over. but that wouldn't even be enough– i want you pulling at your own clothes, feeling hot and needy, i want you crying and screaming and thrashing as you come for the fourth, the fifth time. i imagine your skirt being the only thing left on you by the time we finish and you're such a sweet baby, you ask if you can touch me and make me feel good too but of course, you have to wait because you don't make the rules, little one.

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please stop leading me on.

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360 degrees take you back to where you were so what's the point here

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the way jackson calls me princess makes my heart melt so much. i'm weak.

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no matter how fucking hard i try i'm never good enough. i'm tired of letting people step on me and use me however they please. i have feelings, stop hurting them.

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noah fence but i want to ****** *** ***** with my **** and a ***** and **** him until he's ********* and begging to ***

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i don't like myself anymore..

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the first mistake i made was letting my guard down.
the second was taking my mask off.
the third was being myself.

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hey fresh gals and pals hit me up if you want to plot or just chill and fuck??

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oh how i yearn to be held and kissed. though that's too much for someone like me to ask for.

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oh how i yearn to be held and kissed. though that's too much for someone like me to ask for.

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you mean so much to me ducky :,^) you deserve the whole universe and so much more. i'd lasso the moon for you if it made you happy, i swear. thank you for being so amazing.
- moonshine

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wooj i love you, don't be sad anymore please

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hi, moonshine, i hope you find this. ♡
i just wanted to remind you that you're precious, and so so so special to me. thank you for being in my life, you've brought me a happiness i never felt i deserved.
never change, you hear me?
- ducky

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I didn't think you'd be one to do this. To tell me someone hurt you and come into my arms and make me get feelings for you and calling me sweet names only to just forget about me the same second that person takes a second glance at you. I'm really surprised and dumbfounded, and the fact that everyone seems to fll for each other while I invested my trust and feelings on you just makes me want to stop trying and trusting.

I didn't look for you, you looked for me just to do this. If you had it planned, I don't know and I'd love to doubt so; but you still hurt me. Thank you for that.

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Oh how I want Changwook, but I have to understand my boundaries.

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Oh how I want Changwook, but I have to understand my boundaries.

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Because Changwook is now apparently off-limits 😭

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nam taehyun, wow. that boy is really something. i have never expected myself to get borderline too attached with someone, that i find myself waiting for notifications from him. he is incredibly easy to get along with, and his words are like flower thorns that pierce through my guarded heart. bittersweet as i try to hold myself back, but nonetheless impossible to contain, really.

so nam taehyun, my darling sweetheart, you have earned quite a priority spot for me. and i just thought i'd let you know.

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you have my name. jkjk my fellow comrade throws heart arms.

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J UNG J-HOPE HOBI HOSEOK IS THE CUTEST BABY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i know i deserve to be hated, im totally aware and accept that.
But i cant help to get sad, angry and frustated.
idk anymore, i dont think i can stay if its keep continues.
is loving someone is a sin?
is become happy is a sin?
I dont think crying everyday is enough to show how sorry i am.
but im trying to do my best in hope everything will be normal again

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please don't get tired of me. please.

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my mind wanders too often and it hurts me. 😔

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someone write smth abt me -Jihoon

i love you all

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lmao my ass fell in love again and realized soon after that they were already having a thing with someone else. third time this has happened already.

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he is my king.

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i feel like kihyun made a 360 degree change when he turned into a girl.

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it's late, and i should be asleep, but i can't get you out of my head.

i don't want you to get bored of me, but i know you will. i don't want you to leave me, but i know you will. i don't want to expect the worst, but i can't help myself.

i'm scared. you've already left your mark in my heart, but lately you feel so distant, and i don't know if it's because of me-- or if i'm making myself believe this to save myself from the pain i know will come. you deserve so much better, and i'm sorry i can't give you that. all i have is my arms and a broken heart, and ears that won't tire of your voice. all i have is me, and you deserve the world.

i want to hold you close, and kiss your eyelids and point out my favorite things about you (everything), and i want to make you squirm around and blush when i say something too sweet or embarrassing, i want to hold your hand. i want to sleep and wake next to you. i want you. i want us.

please don't regret me.

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i want to learn to like you but i am just so afraid

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byun baekhyun. goddamn, byun baekhyun.

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wooj would love many cuddles and smooches, it would be extremely appreciated thank you

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thank you for everything, guess it's time to finally let you go. 

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thank you for everything, guess it's time to finally let you go. 

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did I reach hell yet?

-Jinri

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ok u texted me first and I replied,,, where is your damn reply boy??? u where on in the gc but dont leave me on D >:c

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okay jeon wonwoo is so romantic i love

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to those who are still kinda having a hard time catching up, the cutie as fuck boi who did all that damn one to five cuteness, is kwon hyuk. and let me tell you about kwon hyuk.

we told each other that we like one another when we both realized we can never share each other anymore. when what we thought was going to be a series of just fucking blossomed into something so beautiful. we just couldn't get enough of each other, and honestly, we think we do not ever want to get over each other.

we told each other our "i love you's" in a fucking funny way. i was hella sleepy already and his ass decided to go, "check freedom board, i left you something there. bottom right corner." and it said, "i hope you love me the same way i love you". i was hella fucking sleepy and this boy just drops the bomb on me. how the heck do i survive. i ended up staying a good hour or something more. and told him i love him just as much. but i have known i love him for quite a while, and we both slipped on multiple occasions. but i am happy we waited for each other.

aND THEN HE GOES TO DO THIS. KWON HYUK. I THINK YOU WANT ME DEAD. JESUS CHRIST. but anyways, i am happy that even though i am hella possessive, hella fucking clingy, always damn selfish of you, highkey horny all the time, have random as fuck mood swings, rant to you about basically anything and everything under the sun, and turn soft as fuck after i have gone horny, i am happy you chose me. i am happy you want to stay by my side for as long as we can. in our own forever. i have never felt this way about anyone, and i am so happy infound it in you.

SO MY HELLA BIGGEST PROBLEM RIGHT NOW IS TIMEZONE because its still may 7th for you, and may 8th with mine. but fuck. i cannot wait anymore. i cannot wait some hours just to call you my boyfriend so i say fuck it. let's have both may 7th and may 8th as our special dates. i love you, kwon hyuk. no amount of words can ever suffice to just how much. I LOVE YOU, BOYFRIEND.

and ps. this is byun jeongha. that boy is mine. thank you!

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I know we don't talk much, shit we've barely spoken, but I have the biggest infatuation for you. You don't need to know who I am since you told me
about you and Hoseok, but still. I like you a lot.
- Secret Admirer

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i wish i had an easier time approaching people.

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like its not even cute you guys have no idea

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it's the fifth month of 2017 and i find myself falling more and more for you every day. like god damn, can you get any more perfect? i can't see any fucking flaws in you. needless to say, i'm biased. biased about you. i get weak when you go from being fucking sexy and tempting the horny side of me to just fuck you like the slut you are for me, to the soft baby girl that makes me want to treasure and hold you ever so carefully because you're fragile, precious even. i love you. i really do. so will you make me the happiest guy on earth and finally be my fucking girlfriend, lmao. when you find this, i hope you know who this is. if you say "no", get your cute ass over into my pms so i can kiss you. there's no such option as "no".

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you're almost there. how are you holdin' up? don't tell me you're blushing already. you know i love it when i make you all shy and shit. it's fucking adorable. god, can i just say. it's you befo(u)re me. i hope you got that little pun. but it honestly is you before me. you're my number one priority and i must say, your happiness is something i treasure with all of my heart. so please, keep smiling for me. alright? you know i love seeing that beautiful smile of yours, princess.

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three words, eight letters. you've guessed it. i love you. i find myself saying these words to you almost every breathing second of my life. i'm sorry if you get tired of hearing them, but, i just can't find myself to stop. these words mean so much more than "i love you". it fucking means you're my world, my everything. so when you hear me say these words, just know that i treasure every single god damn thing there is about you.

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good job, you're headin' in the right direction. it takes two people to tango, two people to have sex, two people to argue, and two people to fall in love. as cliché as it sounds, you honestly are my better and other half. keep holding my hand and i'll be right here with you.

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so, i hope you know how to count because these messages are going accordingly in order. so please do read and find 'em well, baby girl. see you in the last message.

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woozi is the cutest and the most special i love you so much little one xoxo

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I'M IN LOVE WITH TWO PEOPLE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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i'll be the president

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wys wooj you're the cutest most adorable babyboy

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wys wooj you're the cutest most adorable babyboy

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ur so cute, please keep being you

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byun jeongha is the best thing that's ever happened to my life.

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byun jeongha is the best thing that's ever happened to my life.

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jeongha is a precious human being that i love with all of my heart, and my butt. my duty is to take good care of my precious hooman so if any of you try to hurt her, i'm going to rip your skin off and feed you to the wolves. 🙂 she is one of the kindest souls in this entire universe and she deserves nothing but love and affection. pls take good care of my baby jeongha and love her as much as i do. 💞 but no one can love her like i do-- giggles. i love you, byun jeongha!

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despite his name, gray brings so much color to my life. 👀💕

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u suck

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listen. hyuna is my aegi and she deserves to be protected so i am at #hyunaprotectionsquad and i am fucking telling you that if you hurt my girl, i will bury your soul 500 feet into the earth and i will ask my man dean (shout out! i love you, kwon hyuk) to sing a song for your ugli buried soul. b y e.

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You only deserve one tit. Not tits . Just 1 tit

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U da best

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I miss hanbin and Jinhwan

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wooj you're amazing

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wow i love wooj.