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"Everything Now" is about how one was in a stage of blackness and pretended to make it home again from everything going on now. This songs represents what my life is like right now at this moment. When accepted to FSHA, I had a decision to either be a boarding or day student. Considering that my brothers are now at college, my mom conveyed me to become more self-reliant and independent. She says that "you would regret not experiencing what living alone is like." As I had twenty four hours to make my decisions, I thought about the lessons and my new journey on the hill. Even though FSHA is near home I was homesick and depressed at first. I thought me making a wrong decision and regretting my decisions which is my biggest fear. As I talk to my brothers, one of my brothers showed me this song and said that it will make you feel like you are at home when listening to this song. Therefore, this song helped me adjust to my new journey on the hill and most importantly, cope me when encountering difficulties.

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Arcade Fire - Everything Now (Official Video)

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The meaning behind "Too Good At Goodbye" is about Sam Smith's relationship and being single. This song somehow connects to me considering that I went to school in Shanghai for a year and met international people and this experience means so much to me. The last day before graduation, we had a dance and most of my peers were moving abroad as though I have lived in the States all my life. At the time, everybody cried since we had made meaningful memories throughout the year. In my opinion, "Too Good At Goodbye" means that we are not going to see each other in a long period of time but there is always something better than goodbye. Thus, this song makes me cry and helps me reflect on the friends I have made the past year as well as  experiences.

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"Say You Won't Let Go" is a song that touches my heart and it's one of the best songs that expresses my relationships with others. Last year in Shanghai, I have made friends which we considered each others as "real friends" meaning friends we can depend on when we needed each other the most more so, than just hanging out. We first met at the first dance in the beginning of the school year and we decided to talk to each other when hearing this song. After that day, we started hanging out but as I made more friends, we drifted off and she went back to her old friend group. Moreover, we just said "hi" and we didn't talk to each other for half a year but that changed as we heard this song at the last dance. The last thing she said did and did to me was "Never forget this song ". We as friends would never forget this song but we don't keep in touch anymore and I thought that she would never let me go but she did. Most importantly, there will always be a song that represents where our relationship as friends started and ended.

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The meaning behind 'Too Much To Ask" means that Niall asks for to much of his relationships with girls and his shadow is now being single. From my perspective, this songs means much more that. This song helps me reflect on my thoughts of family, friends, and my actions. The shadows symbolizes my reflections and actions. In addition, sometimes I feel that I ask for too much from family and friends as though I do appreciate everything they do for me. This causes me to feel guilty and regrets. My parents always tells me "there's no need to feel regrets because everything happens for a reason." Even though I feel regrets at times, this song somewhat relates to me and remind to be aware of my actions (shadow) towards family and friends.

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Niall Horan - Too Much To Ask (Official Video)

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The main theme of the song is "confrontation and encountering challenges." I can relate to this because I play tennis and have always express my feelings through tennis considering that it relieves stress and anxiety even though tennis itself sometimes stresses me out (ironic). Also, Tennis is all about focusing on yourself and avoiding dilemmas from opponents. Moreover, tennis is like what I encounter in my daily-lives. Also, Tennis Court is a sacred place for me since it was where I grow and develop mentally as a person. Therefore, this songs means more than just "tennis" to me, it makes me think about all the valuable lessons I learned from my coaches, team, and opponent.