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Come on sophia. You can do it. Just let them go. You'll start smiling more. They're fake.... They don't mean anything.. All the pain will go away. Just start smiling, start letting them go...
It'll help everything!.... Your life will be better without the fake friends....or will it... They're fake but they're real... They're mean but they help you...How... How do I continue this... How do I keep them but lose them...

I
Give
Up.....

how... just how do I keep doing this....
how do i continue not sleeping at night....
not being enough....
not being the person they need....

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Just smile... It'll stop the tears.... It'll bring your best friends back...

They'll like you more....
They'll start talking to you...
They'll start being with you...

Even if its fake.....

Why do I think this.... Why do I try to smile when I can't....
Why do I think that I can end the pain just like that....

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You were the one person holding me from falling...
It's me who made you let me go...
I ruined my life and you left me....

I'm falling a long drop...
Getting worse....
Thinking what could I have done to stop this...

Nothing...

Nothing can stop this none ending pain...
The long drop that's coming for me...
The hand that's reaching up from the ground to grab me...

I need a miracle but I can't find it...
I need somebody to come save me but they can't find me in the dark....

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I can't sleep...
I stay up all night thinking abut you...
about the memories we had...

I just want to hear a word from you...
Get a hug from you...
ANYTHING

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why did I think pad would be different then irl...

It's not....

Fake friends...
Nobody believes you...
People hurt you...

Nobody loves you....
Nobody cares about you or your life...

How you feel about things...
How you think about things...

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My stomach twists and turns...
I'm confused...
I'm in pain...

Idk what to do with the rest of my life...

I think for a whole day but never get an answer....

I stay up all night thinking about you but nothing happens....

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you're my heart beat.... but why is it my heart beat unhealthy....

I need to remove it but can't... afraid to die....
I feel the pain in my chest...
I feel- empty without you......