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"I shall not describe my life during that period. It no longer mattered. Since my father's death, nothing mattered to me anymore"(113).

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"I shall not describe my life during that period. It no longer mattered. Since my father's death, nothing mattered to me anymore"(113).

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"My father had a present forme: a half ration of bread,........"(98)

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"My father had a present forme: a half ration of bread,........"(98)

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"to please my father who had forbidden me to do so."(94)

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"to please my father who had forbidden me to do so."(94)

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"sons abandoned the remains of their fathers without a tear"(92)

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"sons abandoned the remains of their fathers without a tear"(92)

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"the boy was yelling: 'If you don't stop crying instantly, I will no longer bring you bread.  Understood?'" (63)

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"the boy was yelling: 'If you don't stop crying instantly, I will no longer bring you bread.  Understood?'" (63)

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"a boy of thirteen, beat his father for not making his bed properly." (63)

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"a boy of thirteen, beat his father for not making his bed properly." (63)

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"Happily, I caught sight of my father." (61).

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"Happily, I caught sight of my father." (61).

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"We began practicing in front of our block. I would command: left, right! and my father would try"(55).

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"We began practicing in front of our block. I would command: left, right! and my father would try"(55).

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"I decided to give my father lessons in marching in step, in keeping time." (55)

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"I decided to give my father lessons in marching in step, in keeping time." (55)

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"please sir ... I'd like to be near my father"(50).

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"please sir ... I'd like to be near my father"(50).

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"'Would you like to get into a good Kommando?' 'Of course.  But on one condition: I want to stay with my father." (48).

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"'Would you like to get into a good Kommando?' 'Of course.  But on one condition: I want to stay with my father." (48).

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"Take care of you son. He is very weak.." (45)

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"Take care of you son. He is very weak.." (45)

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"But seeing his advice that his advice had come too late, and that there was nothing left of my ration, he didn't even start his own. Me, I'm not hungry, he said".(44)

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"But seeing his advice that his advice had come too late, and that there was nothing left of my ration, he didn't even start his own. Me, I'm not hungry, he said".(44)

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"My father told me, You mustn't eat all at once. Tomorrow is another day..." (44)

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"My father told me, You mustn't eat all at once. Tomorrow is another day..." (44)

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"Not far from us, flames,huge flames, were rising from a ditch. Something was being burned there. A truck drew close and unloaded its hold: small children. Babies!"(32)

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"Not far from us, flames,huge flames, were rising from a ditch. Something was being burned there. A truck drew close and unloaded its hold: small children. Babies!"(32)

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" my father must have guessed my thoughts, because he whispered in my ear: 'it doesn't hurt'." (39)

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" my father must have guessed my thoughts, because he whispered in my ear: 'it doesn't hurt'." (39)

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"Not far from us, flames,huge flames, were rising from a ditch. Something was beingburned there. A truck drew close and unloaded its hold: smallchildren. Babies!"(32)

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"Not far from us, flames,huge flames, were rising from a ditch. Something was beingburned there. A truck drew close and unloaded its hold: smallchildren. Babies!"(32)

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"I stood petrified. What had happened to me? My father had been struck in front of me, and I had not even blinked." (39)

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"I stood petrified. What had happened to me? My father had been struck in front of me, and I had not even blinked." (39)

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"I had asked my father to sell everything, to liquidate everything, and to leave. "I am too old, my son," he answered. "Too old to start a new life. Too old to start from scratch in..." (34)

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"I had asked my father to sell everything, to liquidate everything, and to leave. "I am too old, my son," he answered. "Too old to start a new life. Too old to start from scratch in..." (34)

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"My father took care of business and the community." (33)

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"My father took care of business and the community." (33)

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"The man now sounded angry. "Not fifty. You're forty. Do you hear? Eighteen and forty." (30)

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"The man now sounded angry. "Not fifty. You're forty. Do you hear? Eighteen and forty." (30)

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"There are rumors, my father said," (14)

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"There are rumors, my father said," (14)

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"but one glance at my fathers face left no doubt..."(13)

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"but one glance at my fathers face left no doubt..."(13)

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"I could see my father turn pale..." (12)

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"I could see my father turn pale..." (12)

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"My father's view was that it was not perhaps all bleak, or perhaps he just did not want to discourage the others, to throw salt on their wounds" (11)

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"My father's view was that it was not perhaps all bleak, or perhaps he just did not want to discourage the others, to throw salt on their wounds" (11)

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"I had asked my father to sell everything, to liquidate everything, and to leave" (9)

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"I had asked my father to sell everything, to liquidate everything, and to leave" (9)

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"My father took care of his business and the community." (8)

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"My father took care of his business and the community." (8)

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"my father went down to the cellar and buried our savings" (11)

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"my father went down to the cellar and buried our savings" (11)

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"my fathers view was that it was not all bleak" (11)

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"my fathers view was that it was not all bleak" (11)

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"My father was a cultured man, rather unsentimental". (4)

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"My father was a cultured man, rather unsentimental". (4)

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"MY father was crying. It was the first time I saw him cry". (19)

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"MY father was crying. It was the first time I saw him cry". (19)

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"My father had accompanied the deportees as far as the ghetto's gate" (18)

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"My father had accompanied the deportees as far as the ghetto's gate" (18)