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a year has been spent encountering someone as consequential and as lovely as you are. words cant actually describe how i feel blissful to have you as a partner of mine, but also someone whom i could always rely on no matter if it was a sorrowful day full of euphoric moments. everything that has been spent throughout this whole year has become something that i lionized, something that i cherish a lot the more i refuse to let them invade the feelings of my mind further. 365 days had been spent, months and seconds had always become a journey for us to encounter with and without even sensing the time that flew so quick, a year officially passed since the first time we decided to take this relationship of ours into a whole new level

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thus, thank you for always being eager to encourage and to take initiative to ask me about things that remained unnecessary, but something that i need the most. sorry if i had ever become someone unsatisfactory for you, if i couldnt fulfill your desire or become the person that you desire to be. therefore, i wish both of us to improve and develop together as a personage, to not spend so much time in useless things that we will regret in the future and start building trust and commitment with each other although it may not seem simple at the first point, may it become something intriguing for the upcoming epoch too

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its hard to put into words just how much you mean to me. every day with you feels like a gift, a beautiful journey that i never want to end. from the moment we met, i felt a connection that i’ve never felt before. your presence fills my heart with warmth, and your smile brightens even the darkest days. you’ve become my anchor, my partner in this crazy ride we call life. you’ve shown me what true love is, and i cant imagine my life without you in it. you bring out the best in me, and you’ve helped me become a better person. your kindness, your strength, and your unwavering support make me want to be the best partner i can be

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i promise to cherish and protect what we have, to stand by your side through thick and thin, thank you for being you and for making every moment we spend together a precious memory. my sanctuary, thank you for loving me with a depth that words cant fully express. with you, i’ve found a love thats pure, a love thats real, a love that i want to nurture for a lifetime

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i'd like to appreciate you for everything you have done to make this relationship happen, though sometimes i may not become the personage that you desire or wish to be. thank you for accepting me the way i am and for whatever else that i am encountering in my life

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i love you as much as i love pink color >__<

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tulip warna pink ini cocok untuk kamu. rasanya, lucu banget. aku persembahkan gambar bunga tulip ini untuk pacar aku, dunianya aku. arya sahdeva. tadinya, aku mau milih bunga mawar untuk aku berikan ke kamu. tapi sayangnya, aku kurang suka. jadi aku milih bunga tulip pink ini untuk aku berikan ke kamu. hope you like it. i love you ♡

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sayang, hari ini 365 hari setelah kamu sama aku. Walaupun kita udah sering banget berantem dan ada aja halangannya, tapi itu ga membuat aku, dan kamu melepaskan satu sama lainnya. dan apa yang kamu bilang itu bener. “kita emang pernah putus nyambung, tapi bukan berarti masing masing dari kita hilang kan”. kamu bakal selalu jadi memori yang paling indah dalam hidup aku, aku bersyukur punya kamu. aku harap, kamu pun juga bersyukur punya aku. i love you, arya

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tolong dengerin lagu itu. lagunya enak, tapi biar lebih enak, dihirauin aja ya soal skandal group band itu, apalagi vokalisnya. yang penting fokus ke lagunya aja. for your information, lagu ini ngingetin aku ke kamu, lho. Dari judulnya aja, “It’s Not Living (If It’s Not With You)”. kaya, aku gabisa deh kayanya kalo ga ada bubis. bubis segalanya untuk aku, dan aku gamau kehilangan bubis, untuk kesekian kalinya. aku suka banget sama lagu ini. selain karena alunan gitarnya yang enak banget, lagu ini juga lagu kamu banget! semoga kamu suka sama lagunya ya, sayang

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Listen to It's Not Living (If It's Not With You) on Spotify. The 1975 · Song · 2018.

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cukup sekian hadiah untuk hari jadi yang ke satu tahun ini. maaf kalau berantakan atau terkesan aneh, i try my best to make you happy, lewat hadiah yang aku kasih. semoga hadiah ini membekas dihati kamu, dan semoga, kamu selalu inget dengan aku yang akan selalu beri kamu hadiah setiap bulannya. terimakasih, sudah sayang sama aku with all of your heart. tolong jaga hati kamu itu, cuma untuk aku. and please take care of yourself, ada banyak ketakutanku ke kamu. dan ada banyak kekhawatiranku ke kamu. dan kalau boleh minta 1 hal, aku pengen banget, kalau kamu ga tiba-tiba ninggalin aku diwaktu malam karena ketiduran. maaf, aku kesannya egois banget karena ngelarang kamu untuk tidur duluan. karena akupun sama ngantuknya dengan kamu, tapi aku gamau membuang waktu aku untuk istirahat sedikitpun. akupun sering memaksakan diri aku sendiri, untuk tetap chattan sama kamu. Karena aku sangat menghargai setiap detik waktu antara aku dan kamu. rasanya, aku sedih banget. Sedih yang bener-bener sedih karena mulai sering ditinggal tidur sama kamu. aku merasa kesepian banget, walau cuma ditinggal tidur tapi aku merasa benar-benar kesepian. terimakasih sudah mau bertahan, dan sudah mau berjuang sejauh ini. im glad to meet you, arya. tolong sayangi aku seperti aku yang sayang kamu, walau dengan caraku. maaf, kalau cara aku terkesan lain dan ga terlalu sat-set-sat-set seperti pasangan pada umumnya. but one thing you shold know, i love you, with all of my warm-heart. my heart only belongs to you. i love you, arya putra sahdeva. you are the most beautiful gift i ever had.

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one month and 1 year. things have been passing for quite of a time and iam very proud that we are able to finally make this day come true. there are so many things that we had passed throughout this whole month, and you have always been a source of happiness that iam longing for no matter day or night

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i would like to make this a special just attribute for you and for everything that you have done specifically. awalnya aku bingung jujur mau buatin apa engga. soalnya masih kecewa aja soal bunga bbrp tempo lalu yang hilang. jadi takut kalo semua yang aku kasih nanti bakal hilang. tapi aku gabisa rasanya kalo ga ngasih hadiah wkwk. jadinya aku mutusin buat bikin aja, trus disatuin semuanya biar ga berantakan atau bingung nyimpennya dimana. meminimalisir kehilangan juga

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bulan ini flower bucketnya mawar merah dulu. dengan background warna biru pastel karena aku suka banget warna pastel. fyi, rose atau mawar itu punya maknanya. kalo dari google maknanya itu memiliki arti cinta yang menggebu-gebu, kasmaran, kecantikan, keberanian, penghormatan, keromantisan dan gairah. Mawar merah juga menjadi cara klasik orang mengatakan "Aku mencintaimu" dalam bentuk bunga. kaya anjaaaayyyy dari sebuah flower bucket jadi ucapan kalo aku sayang kamu. keren ga keren ga? keren dongg bucet. semoga suka yaa sama bunganya

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my dearest, it is with a heart full of devotion that i lay my feelings bare before you. from the first time our eyes met, i felt the stirrings of something extraordinary. your smile, like a beacon in the darkest night, illuminated the path to my heart. your laughter, a symphony of joy, resonated within me, filling every crevice with warmth and hope. in you, i discovered a kindred spirit, a soul so beautifully entwined with mine that it felt as though we were destined to find one another in this vast tapestry of existence

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Listen to Lover on Spotify. Taylor Swift · Song · 2019.

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my love for you is a profound and unending river, flowing through the landscape of my life, shaping the very contours of my being. it has weathered the trials of time, carving canyons of memories and valleys of shared experiences. your imperfections, far from diminishing my love, have only magnified it, for it is in your flaws that i find the authenticity that binds us together

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you are my sun and my moon, my north star guiding me through life's uncharted waters. your presence is the solace that calms my restless soul, and your absence, the ache that reminds me of the depth of my feelings. i long for the day when our lives become one, when i can hold you close and whisper words of love that will echo through eternity

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until that moment arrives, know that you are the compass of my heart, the reason i wake with gratitude each day. our love is a tapestry woven with threads of passion, trust, and unwavering devotion, and i cherish every moment we spend together, for they are the building blocks of a love that is boundless and everlasting

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cukup sampe disini aja yaa hadiah yang aku kasih kali ini. aku ngantuk banget karena tadi sekolah ga tidur sama sekali. sengaja soalnya biar pas pulang bisa langsung tidur. eh ternyata gabisa karena diajak makan sama keliling dulu sama mama. baru bisa tidur sebelum maghrib-maghrib. huftt dan sekarang ngantuk berat. terimakasih banyak ya atas perjalanan agustus-september yang sangat luar biasa ini. mohon maaf ya aku banyak marahnya bulan ini dari bulan kemarin. maaf juga tadi aku marah, ngambek gajelas. harusnya aku maklumin kalo emang kamu punya mantan sebelum aku. tapi gatau deh aku juga, rasanya cemburu banget wkwk. ga rela juga kaya haduh harusnya kita ketemu sebelum embrio dehh. aku bener-bener cemburu banget gatau lagi harus ngapain. bahkan aku juga bete dari pagi disekolah wkwk, bawaannya mau diem aja, mau marah tapi gabisa, jadi cuma bisa diem doang. oiya masukan aku bulan agutus-september ke kamu, semoga kamu lebih banyak yaa ngucapin ily ke aku. aku bukan tipe orang yang ngucapin ily ke pasangan, tapi lebih ke kaya “aku buatin kamu padlet, dibaca yaa”, “aku buatin kamu carrd” “aku buatin kamu playlist spotify” atau “aku beliin kamu bucket”. tapi aku sadar, kamu love languagenya kan word of affirmation, jadi kayanya ga cocok kalo aku cuma ngasih hadiah doang tanpa ngucapin. jadi aku berusaha nunjukkin kalo aku sayang kamu lewat ucapan ily aku. tapi jujur sedih banget wkwk, akhir-akhir ini kamu ga bales ily aku. sakit sih, cuma yaudahlah. sekian ya untuk bulan ini, terimakasih

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to loving you is a miracle, really. I mean, over 7 billion human that existed in this world. I somehow managed to meet you and be able to call you mine. I can love you, show you how much you matter to me. and basically everything I want to do to let you to know how deep my love truly is for you. Never have I ever regret nor look back for the fact that you are in my life. All I want is to continue to love you with every breath that I take and every beat of my heart so that my life just belongs to you and only you. Knowing you was one of the best thing ever happened to me. Not only you've made me fall in love with you, but you also taught me how to love people without any reason. I mean, honestly I'm just so in love with you that I don't know clearly the reason why. My love to you always grow as each day pass by, and I wish to be able to always stay by your side forever. And something I please is that. we'll always be the us' we always know and feel. If I could freeze the time. I would never use the power to stop our time. Instead. I want it to keep going and I want to see where life leads us. I want to discover new things with you and I want you to be in every part of my memories which will last forever. When our time almost meet it's end. just then I'll freeze it and we will be together forever and ever. I just. love you too much.

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My sweet love, I really want to thank you for being such a good boyfriend for me. I do realize that everytime I'm with you. After those 19 months we spend together, never even once I felt like I'm disappointed or I regret any of my decision of choosing you and spending time with you. Matter of fact, I felt so alive whenever I remember that I'm yours and you're mine. Everything about you just made me feel so lucky to be able to call you mine. Maybe I am indeed the luckiest person alive. I mean, why not? I am the one who can claim you as mine, if it's not something I can brag about, I don't know what is. One thing for sure, I am most grateful for the fact that I'm able to meet you in my life. For me, anything wouldn't matter more than your existence here. No words can explain how my heart beats every time I'm with you. It beats two times faster like crazy. Beside all of that, I want to apologize for all the wrongdoings of mine. I know I may have disappoint you or made you irritated by some of my action, and I deeply am sorry for that. Also, a sincere apology of mine shall be bestowed for the fact that I haven't been able to carve our stories together ever since the 2023's September. Now, I'll try my best to redeem myself through this. I am very grateful for the fact of your existence and you must always remember that you're such a strong man. This world needs you, so do I. Strive on, my love. I'll always be right by your side, accompanying all your life steps. Once again, happy 19th mensiversary for us and may we always count the months till it's uncountable for us, shall we?

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maaf jadi yang satu-satunya orang yang excited dihari jadi yg ke 19 ini.