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Sing 1

Sing 2

Wonder

Frozen

Frozen II

I've actually seen these movies before, but most of the time I watched them with Chinese dubbing or subtitles. I want to improve my listening by watching simple movies, and also learn some more conversational phrases through English subtitles.

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Dried Flower - Yuuri

Into The Night - YOASOBI

These two songs were created by my favorite Japanese singer/band. I have performed these songs on stage before. But since they are in Japanese and I don't know much Japanese, I didn't really understand the lyrics. Later, I found the English lyrics and I hope to sing these songs in English and understand what the songs are trying to say through the English lyrics.

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Maybe I am not the one that you were looking for
Maybe we were trying to keep what we cannot afford
Before we knew we found ourselves fighting all the time
I'm so sorry

You know I've been trying to bring it up to you
I guess we're never gonna work it out
Even when we had a tiny apartment for us two
Our conversation was one way, yeah, without a doubt

If we meet again somewhere along the way
Wonder if we can laugh about all that we went through today
I don't even know how, how to tell you the reasons why
Don't wanna cry when you sleep by my side
Yeah, this I know for sure

Not your voice not your face not even your clumsiness
None of it
None of it
I can't seem to say I hate it
Like dried flowers our colors fade
All of the days that we had
Maybe maybe maybe someday
They'll fade away

Maybe you're not the one that I was looking for
But you can't make me cry for you anymore
“Why is it always me？” I used to say
But now I don't do that no more

Breakups and broken hearts are so unbearable
Everything we had turned out to be forgettable
You know I'm wondering how you're getting along
Like are you really doing fine with somebody new？

Truth is I don't want to see you face to face again
I'd really appreciate if you could stay the hell away
Cause' you haven't changed a bit
You want everything your own way
But I still can't help myself
from texting back trying to play it cool

Not your voice not your face not even your clumsiness
Even now
Even still
I can't seem to say I hate it
Like dried flowers our colors fade
It's just a matter of time
Maybe maybe maybe someday
We'll fade away

I see my demons there dancing in the moonlight
Maybe I am going crazy, losing my mind
Even in darkness I can see the colors shine bright

Yellow red and blue calling out your name
From the bottom of my heart, it's so relentless
The love I had for you is trying to break its way free

It's your voice it's your face its even your clumsiness
All of it
All of it
Now I know I hate them all
I've got flowers that will not wither
I'm handing them to you
Will you will you will you will you
Keep them forever？

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Seize a move, you're on me, falling, and we were dissolving

You and me, skies above and wide, it brings on the true night on me

All I could feel was a "goodbye"

Those only words you wrote, it's plenty to understand ya

The sun is going down, the sky behind and visions of you would stand

Overlapping with you and the fence beyond

Remember the night that we met up

Broke into me and taken everything left in my heart

So fragile is that air, it always keeps on revolving near and wide

Loneliness envelops deep in your eyes

It's stuck in "tick-and-tocking" mode

Never refraining shamble, block of sound

Too many terrible noises around

And the voice ringing in me gets louder

With tears about to fall

I need to find me an average happy tiptoe

Locating, never tough when I'm with you

Saw what got seen hid beneath, and louder nights keep beating

I'm going to you, and giving brighter shiny tomorrows

What can "night" for you mean, infinite? You could run with me

Place your hand in mine, you gotta stay, hold up

Want to leave it behind, dark cruel days, in deep, you may have hid before

I'm embracing you until more heat dissolve what is caught up

Sun will soon rise up into a day you're no more too afraid

Keep all of me in you

Only perceiving through your eyes

I see nothing, I'll soon hate you, keep me out, I'm crying out

You're falling into deeper fascination, giving away your love

That expression has got me crying out

She's gonna try to me, she's gonna lie

Got to force a belief and trust to keep on

Every time it happens, heap of attack, and now I'm back in

I got to cry, then who knows?

So we gotta keep on

If you gotta keep on

Then we're gonna keep on

One day, we will understand, I'm believing in you"

No, wanna stop it, you got me tired of walking"

As I show my needs, I reach to get back on, still not fit in

You free my hand, then leave it"

No, wanna stop it, you got me tired of walking"

Never told you the truth, I'm feeling that inside

Back for another "tick-and-tocking" mode

Never refraining shamble, block of sound

Killing, oh, too many words that I gathered around

Won't let me go to your mind"I want it to be done" is what went out

It found a way to finally leak out of me

And for once, I could make you let out a smile

Saw what got seen hid beneath, and louder nights are keeping me down

My new images of you, now, appear heavenly now

What can "night" for you mean when fallen seas of tears are gone

They dissolve into the peace inside of you

Calling to life, hit beneath, crying days in the eternal

Give me what I saw in you, oh, what an end to stop all

Seize a move, you're on me, falling and we were dissolving

See me to it, fog is leaving, bright air move

Want to leave it behind, tucked all days away, forget, and hid beneath

Hand in hand, extend to me, that let me know beyond falls

Through the seas of beyond, so loud and blows you afloat in the sky

New wind moving into you

Tonight, don't ever lose sight of me and let go

You and me are running through the night in dark, I'll take you

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During this time of self-study, I’ve learned a lot of English from the things I love. At first, I felt that studying for ten hours by myself was a bit overwhelming. On one hand, I didn't know what to do, and on the other hand, I worried that what I was doing might be boring. But I found ways to learn English through my own interests. I love singing and watching movies, I improved my English by reading lyrics, singing along, and watching movies without subtitles. Even though I didn't do much, I really look forward to my self-study time, and it has been a fun way to learn!