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when you notice youve been experiencing anxiety 

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when you notice youve been experiencing anxiety 

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i cant tell if i have a crush on people or not

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i cant tell if i have a crush on people or not

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do you ever look in the mirror and think 'when did i get thicc'

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do you ever look in the mirror and think 'when did i get thicc'

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this is kind of a reply to mints last post but its also not sooo its a little long

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this is kind of a reply to mints last post but its also not sooo its a little long

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yall remember that guy who broke my heart? Yeah, im not over him, and so what? I gave my heart to a guy for three years and one day when I actually thought he might ask me to home coming, the same day he told me he didnt like me. But you know, he still wanted to be my friend, and I knew he still cared about me because he did everything in his power to comfort me. He told my best friend and pretty much begged her to be with me when he told me and he called and didnt text. WE of course didnt talk for about a month or so but then we started texting again. we text about every other day now and we are better friends now then we were before. but I am still a little heart broken and I might still have a crush on him. I don't even know anymore. all I know is that he really cares for me, even if its just as a friend, he would do anything to support me

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SO my friend has a heart in their contact name for me and ive known them since we were bbs and idk what to say cuz they told me that they have a crush on someone at her school so idk if the heart is platonic or not or maybe they just have a crush on multiple people, its not impossible to like two people but still im so confused and now everythings getting harder and harder as more people like me and idk what to do with my life anymore

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SO my friend has a heart in their contact name for me and ive known them since we were bbs and idk what to say cuz they told me that they have a crush on someone at her school so idk if the heart is platonic or not or maybe they just have a crush on multiple people, its not impossible to like two people but still im so confused and now everythings getting harder and harder as more people like me and idk what to do with my life anymore

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when you have to write an entire play in two nights :D

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when you have to write an entire play in two nights :D

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imma delete this vent padlet, it's getting full. welcome to the new one! https://padlet.com/Feather_Dawn/cxkpjrv5mifdzogc

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I was sitting next to this guy I'm kind of friends with on the bus and he put his freaking arm around me and I was like dude what the frick

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I was sitting next to this guy I'm kind of friends with on the bus and he put his freaking arm around me and I was like dude what the frick

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this annoying gross guy obviously likes me and i hate him he’s friends with a fucking perv and says ‘ur gay’ to everyone and like who gives a shit if anyone’s gay why is everyone using it as an insult
he’s mean to everyone but acts super nice to me and flirts with me even tho i have a rainbow keychain and the gay flag on my arm and even tho i ignore him and show him that i’m not interested, he relentlessly flirts with me and it makes me feel really weirdd and awkward and uncomfortable and i just wanna flip him off and say ‘fuck you i’m gay’

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and one of my friends said she used to have a crush on my a month ago but not anymore. its not bad its just a little weird cause no one's ever told me that they had/have a crush on me before

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also for some reason people start school later in finland or smth so i'm in 5th grade here instead of 6th so i'm a little woried then when i get back and go straight to 7th grade i'll be behind.

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if it is i'll make a new one

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sO i finally met someone irl thats a fellow weeb and watches all the same anime as me and ships the same ships as me but theyre friend group is like 'YoU lEfT tHe GrOuP aNd MeT NeW pEoPlE waAaA'
theyre being so dramatic were still in that friend group and we still spend time with that friend group and they even wrote a speech about it saying that its betrayal and were sitting in the corner talking about AnImE and anime SUcKs and we abandoned the group and we dont spend time with them anymore-like bruh we spend lunch with them every day wtf is wrong with them and half my friends hate me having new friends its so annoying nobody wants us to be friends and idek why theyre making such a big deal about it

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i have some friend problems at school. i stopped hanging out with my original friends because they stopped speaking english so i had no idea what they were saying, and my other two friends just don't seem like the right sort of friends for me. the only friends that i really like are my downstairs neighbors, and they're not even in the same grade as me. :(

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today when i was on the bus a random guy in florida called me and i screamed at him and hung up, he called me again and my friend screamed at him and hung up and then he called me AGAIN and my friend said HI and he said ‘hi kIdS’ like wtf and i hung up

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im pretending to date someone and its kinda fun thats all i wanted to say bye now :D

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im pretending to date someone and its kinda fun thats all i wanted to say bye now :D

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I’m actually really proud of this

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ive been holding this in for a long time

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ive been holding this in for a long time

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s o y u z n e r u s h i m y

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yall know that thing when your own worst enemy? I mean, I thought other people hated my art and constantly would torment me, causing me to have many insecurities to the point of where I show no one (But yall) my art and I hide my sketch book and carry it around constantly because I don't want people to see what's in side. but one day I told my parents all things things and they asked me who hated on my art and I couldn't think of one person. it turns out I was the only person telling myself its awful and constantly comparing myself to others. I have a much bigger support system then I thought and no one is really hating on me or my art. I'm the only one telling myself I'm not good enough

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yall know that thing when your own worst enemy? I mean, I thought other people hated my art and constantly would torment me, causing me to have many insecurities to the point of where I show no one (But yall) my art and I hide my sketch book and carry it around constantly because I don't want people to see what's in side. but one day I told my parents all things things and they asked me who hated on my art and I couldn't think of one person. it turns out I was the only person telling myself its awful and constantly comparing myself to others. I have a much bigger support system then I thought and no one is really hating on me or my art. I'm the only one telling myself I'm not good enough

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Kittydogs newest song outcast.. It just hit me in a more personal way then it should of. I totally recommend it

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Kittydogs newest song outcast.. It just hit me in a more personal way then it should of. I totally recommend it

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do y’all ever keep on saying mean things or doing mean things and you know it’s wrong and you want to stop but it’s like your default reaction and personality?

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do y’all ever keep on saying mean things or doing mean things and you know it’s wrong and you want to stop but it’s like your default reaction and personality?

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do i have anger issues?
and i hate myself for being an ass but i keep on acting like it and it makes me hate myself even more and it’s a giant loop and i let out my anger that is to myself on other people
rip capitalization

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i feel like i'm the only one here whos not really dealing with stuff

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i feel like i'm the only one here whos not really dealing with stuff

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its weird

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you know its funny that I dont have depressioin or anxiety so I dont have a serious excuse that I feel the way I feel. I mean I don't want to kill or hurt myself but I feel like imp constantly taking care of others bc they have depression so they are probably more sad and have more issues then me so they the frick am I still sad and why the frick do I feel like only one person cares even tho ik a lot more people do im sorry but im dealing with some crap rn. my dad keeps telling me to grown up and stop writing about cats and stop reading fantasies and im struggling with school I cant find my home work the semester is already half way through and I seriously need a metal break day but I dont even have time for one of those anymore

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you know its funny that I dont have depressioin or anxiety so I dont have a serious excuse that I feel the way I feel. I mean I don't want to kill or hurt myself but I feel like imp constantly taking care of others bc they have depression so they are probably more sad and have more issues then me so they the frick am I still sad and why the frick do I feel like only one person cares even tho ik a lot more people do im sorry but im dealing with some crap rn. my dad keeps telling me to grown up and stop writing about cats and stop reading fantasies and im struggling with school I cant find my home work the semester is already half way through and I seriously need a metal break day but I dont even have time for one of those anymore

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its mostly likely that by the time your around grade 4 or 5 and up, someone has or haves a crush on you, so dont put yourself down if no one has CONFESSED. :l

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I made a ventish animation meme to the song bruno is orange but it would spoil "the new book" soooooo... yeah no I cant show yall cry

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My friend confessed to me. This is probably getting old for some of y’all, this is the 3rd confession this summer ToT

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It’s funny how friends to lovers is my favorite trope and it’s also my life

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My parents keep on telling me to lose weight which is pretty dumb bc my gym teacher says that I'm fine and all my friends say that I'm fine.

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My parents keep on telling me to lose weight which is pretty dumb bc my gym teacher says that I'm fine and all my friends say that I'm fine.

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Also boys are gross and half the boys at my school are perverts.
So yea, those are my problems ig?? This is really nothing compared to yall but I still wanted to say this

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I wanna go help clean up the hurricanes but I also have a foot ball game on the same day and my team is making me feel bad ab wanting to go clean up the hurricane HaLp

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this dude who likes me is OBSESSED with me and I dont like it

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this dude who likes me is OBSESSED with me and I dont like it

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hes driving me crazy and idk if i spelled obsessed correctly

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ik yall are probably going through worse but this is a vent padlent and imma vent how much I want

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ik yall are probably going through worse but this is a vent padlent and imma vent how much I want

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1. me and the guy who I was kind of dating for three years told me he didnt like me anymore just when I was hopping he was going to ask me to homecoming
2. My last guy friend who is super nice likes me but since the guy i kind of dated said he didnt like me anymore, i dont wanna get in a relation ship and I hope he doesnt hope we are gonna date bc I dont wanna lose another friend
3. my mom got in a car wreak. shes okay but money is tight since my sister collage and its stressing me out
4. It turns out I havent been getting enough iron and thats whats making me constantly tired and i have to take pills everyday. ik its not that bad I just hate it bc it feels like everyone is calling me fat bc im not eating enough protine.
5. at gymnastics today, I felt super sick and dizzy and I hadent drinken any water the entire day (it was 5:30 at this point) and it was super hot and I almost threw up. I almost landed on someone else trampoiline while they were jumping and I would nearly fall off the trampoline and I was a actually sacred for my well being.
6. high school really sucks

ik this all seems stupid but if I come out with a vent animation soon, you know why

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Don’t you love it when adults assume your gender and sexuality 

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Don’t you love it when adults assume your gender and sexuality 

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You know how ppl say that ur mental health affects ur physical health?

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You know how ppl say that ur mental health affects ur physical health?

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Well I barely ate anything recently and I’m not sleeping and locking myself in my room constantly. I also lost 13 pounds and my hands are trembling bc I’m starving myself. Yay depression. My mom took my computer away again and questioned all my decisions online and made fun if my online friends so hooray
Right when things were getting better. I didn’t have lunch today so r yesterday and I haven’t had dinner for 3 days straight
Ok sry for dumping this on yall

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Last night I cried until I was too tired to cry anymore lol

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Last night I cried until I was too tired to cry anymore lol

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i had a ref

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also i think the thing with my dog is getting a little better (phew)

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so my computer is literally collapsing and my mom wont let me get a new computer or phone until august.
also, my google account is going insane and i cant log in to pinterest, google drive, and google hangouts. and i really need google drive so i can save my files onto it so i still have them when my computer breaks (which is anytime soon now!) and now i want to cry. i need to text people, i need to save my files and i need to look a dumb stuff on pinterest so i stay sane. my mom set up my google account to be for under 13 kids and now its completely flipping out and it wont give access to any apps, its blocking ads on stuff and its not letting me log in to anything. im having a mental breakdown rn because backchannel is gonna be deleted from padlet in two days and thats the only way i can communicate. life is hell rn and my mom doesnt even seem to notice that i am going insane. i really want to be able to talk to you guys over the summer and how am i supposed to do that without any working device, or even being able to log in to anything?
and since pinterest and other things like that are basically being blocked, i cant look at comfort ships and other things, which are like the only things keeping me together, im already starting to crack under this pressure.
i really need some emotional support and help with all this technology shit so if you know anything that miight help plz tell me. im desperate.
if you read to the end of this, you are the best and i dont want to make yall worry about me, you should be thinking about your own problems. <3

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oh ye i remember something else our teacher did

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oh ye i remember something else our teacher did

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so we're doing social justice and stuff and she was like, 'you guys have no idea what its like to be descriminated against' and 'you should be lucky that youre not living in a bad neighborhood'
and that since im white im never gonna understand what its like to be descriminated against but like
i live in a neighborhood with a bunch of homeless people and im gay and transgender how is she supposed to think-

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this isn't really bad but i wanted to revive the chat soo
so i don't really like my teacher because if like two people in the class cant do sometin she thinks none of us can do it and i think shes kinda full of herself cause she keeps bein' like, "my daughter perservered through so and so" or, "my grandson has written a book", or ive been teaching for like twenty years" or whatever and once when we were doing remote she sent us this vid to watch for part of our work and it was just this video of her 4 year old grandson getting famous or smth and it had nothing o do with our work.
soooo ye tell me if you agree mint

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i saw this picrew thing that had a ventish option so i used it 

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i saw this picrew thing that had a ventish option so i used it 

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yep im still slightly depressed.
and guys i'm fine i'm fine if youre wondering i used to be rly depressed but im fine now ig

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dis is the cutest thing i've ever drawn

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the whole 5th grade has to take this stupid class called new victory. we literlly spent a entire 60 mins looking at a picture of a horse and explaining the pictures MOOD! its so dumb so there >:(

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everytime I think about it I feel like imma slip into a panic attack
so there
ahh

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so i have nine-month-old twin brothers, and my dog maggie is kinda stressed out about them and shes growled at them a few times, and my parents are worried about it and their trying to find a solution but im sooooooo scared they're gonna say we have to give her away. i've even heard them talking about it and saying that its a possibillity. and we've had maggie since she was 8 weeks old and i do not want to give her away ;-;

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on the vent padlet, you must downvote things cause everythings supposed to be bad. also, if a problem you posted gets solved, you can post that here to.

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My parents want me to take more care of my hair and other crap like makeup and it's getting super annoying and stressful so now I'm getting the silent treatment for not doing what my parents want

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I feel like we need to make this the new background

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I feel like we need to make this the new background

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I guess I shoud post this on the vent padlet

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I guess I shoud post this on the vent padlet

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its a cat that basicly is made of anger, stress and sadness :D

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so i keep on getting abunch of peer pressure from my mom to keep on doing music classes and stuff and i already have 2 classes that have abunch of homework and 1 of the classes is an hour long and super strict and my teacher hates me because im a frigging introvert and it sucks but im forced to keep on doing guitar and my mom will be really dissapointed if i quit

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I might have yo quite color guard or gymnastics, and I love them both. I feel like my lifes going on a downward spiral but also not and I need sleep :D

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this is mint and i am mad that you didn't invite me to this padlet lmao
anger
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im having dinner at yellowfang's house btw

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last week our science teacher made us do this project of like a community with  parts: factories, forest, city, and farm. the farm needed to have at least 100 animals and the forest had to have at least 50 trees. guess who got stuck doing the farm? Dawnpetal did! guess who got stuck doing the forest? Mint did!

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this is obviously old because its before i got my glorius hair cut

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Yall. my stupid teacher is making us build a mini roller coaster in a DAY its suposed to e a group project but guess whos going to do the entire things? Morningsong is!! she gave us so little time and my partner isnt even going to be at schol tomorow so im all on my own and I have no idea how to make this work and im all over the place!