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my relation with the word is ive said it before but it was NEVER TO SHOW hatred towards black people and ive NEVER had any hatred towards african americans but its just a word you commonly hear all around chicago

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i just felt bad for them

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my first time hearing it was from my black friends in middle school and i didnt have no reaction

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no it hasnt changed

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2. yes it has changed because its being used alot more then what it was, and it dosnt make it any better if other people are comfortable saying it

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3. my first reaction is like why do they think its okay to say it?

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The first time hearing it was from my Grandma (she black btw) she sometimes says it when she sees someone on the road driving wrong.

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1. im pretty sure the first time was hearing people greet their friends and nothing really happened, but I always knew saying the N word was wrong and not okay to say.
2. I think my relationship with the N word has changed because back then I never really reacted anyway, but I just knew it was wrong. When I hear the word now it disgusts me especially when someone asks for them not to say it and they still do.

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3. After hearing the video, I felt horrible because I can imagine how hurtful it can be to be hated for being a person of color 

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3. After hearing the video, I felt horrible because I can imagine how hurtful it can be to be hated for being a person of color 

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feel horrible they had to go through so much.

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feel horrible they had to go through so much.

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3. I was shocked and mad

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3. It saddens me the fact that non black people use it towards black people and that they feel like they can't really change their mindsets.

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2. It has not changed. in a way, I did not like it because the more I heard that word being used, the more negative it became

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2. It has not changed. in a way, I did not like it because the more I heard that word being used, the more negative it became

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I feel bad for those who have to deal with racism.

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2. It still make feel bad and uncomfortable

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i just feel really bad for them because they have to deal with that when they did nothing wrong

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I feel pity or bad for what they had to go through

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2. I feel disgusted when non black people say it, and use ignorant excuses just to be able to say it and silence black people's voices on how they feel about it.

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I have become more accustomed to the word and do not have a reaction when i hear it.

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um, no it has not. i say the word all the time, but i DO NOT use it as a way to express hatred towards black people because i AM NOT racist, we just tend to use the word as a nickname for our friends, and we don't necessarily use the word "🤬" we change the "er" to "a" .

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3. I felt bad and disgusted at how they're treated

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3. I felt bad and disgusted at how they're treated

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i didn't know that people used it to offend them

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i didn't know that people used it to offend them

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I still don't know how I feel about hearing the word.

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1. I was 10 years old when I heard it being used by an adult towards a classmate of mine and I was shocked and disgusted

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1. I was 10 years old when I heard it being used by an adult towards a classmate of mine and I was shocked and disgusted

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2. I used to not think much of it but now I find it useless and as a dumb word to use

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2. I used to not think much of it but now I find it useless and as a dumb word to use

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1. The first time I heard the n-word was when I was like 5 these bully kids say it to a black student. I didn't have a reaction because I didn't know what the word was yet like what it meant.

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1. The first time I heard it was when I was 9 and it was from my brother's friend who was black, I was confused what it meant because I didn't knew what it meant.

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1. I didn't think much of it because my cousins said it a lot when I was growing up. 

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1. I didn't think much of it because my cousins said it a lot when I was growing up. 

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I heard it at school in middle school and I didn't feel much nothing happend.

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i did not have a reaction.

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i just heard the people around me saying it, because i guess they used it as a name to call their homeboys/homegirls. and i didn't think much of it i just knew it was a bad word

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3. I think its not okay to say the N word and that I feel bad for them and that im sorry they had to hear that said.

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3. I think its not okay to say the N word and that I feel bad for them and that im sorry they had to hear that said.

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3. i felt very disgusted

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2. It hasn't really changed since I first heard the word because many people I know still say it now but now I think it's not okay for ANYONE to say it literally NOT ANYONE.  

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2. It hasn't really changed since I first heard the word because many people I know still say it now but now I think it's not okay for ANYONE to say it literally NOT ANYONE.  

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the first time I had ever heard the n-word was when I was around 5 or 6. my uncle had brought his friends over and would sometimes refer to them as his n-words. I don't remember if I had any sort of reaction to hearing it

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2. yes ofc it has. i dont feel hurt when people say it i just think the people who say it are weird

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I feel bad because they shouldn't´t have to go though this still

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3. I feel very sad for them, it's sad how they have to listen to this disgusting word they don ´ t deserve.  

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3. I feel very sad for them, it's sad how they have to listen to this disgusting word they don ´ t deserve.  

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1. the first time hearing the word to be honest i thought it was just another curse word but didnt know it was used in this reguard

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1. the first time hearing the word to be honest i thought it was just another curse word but didnt know it was used in this reguard

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2. since i first heard it i still jus heaar it in songs and i do feel uncomfortable when a non color person says it cuz its like you shouldn't even say it in purpose cuz those words were made to discriminate people from their color and thats just not cool.

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I don ´ t cuss so I don ´ t have a good relationship with the N-word, when people say this it's very disrespectful I feel uncomfortable. 

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I don ´ t cuss so I don ´ t have a good relationship with the N-word, when people say this it's very disrespectful I feel uncomfortable. 

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1. The first time i've heard the N word was when I was 9. Nothing really happened because in the area I lived in it was used commonly. And my reaction was nothing because I was used to hearing this word and I really didn't know the meaning of it at the time and i thought it was okay to say. 

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1. The first time i've heard the N word was when I was 9. Nothing really happened because in the area I lived in it was used commonly. And my reaction was nothing because I was used to hearing this word and I really didn't know the meaning of it at the time and i thought it was okay to say. 

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I dont feel any type of way towards the word unless its being used for harm

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My reactions to people that had the first experience of them being called the N-word is, I just felt so much empathy for them because they can't go out without being called that and I'm just disgusted with this world whit the way they just say it with so much hatred towards them and it needs to be stop.

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1. I heard people say the N-word in school 3 weeks ago in Spanish. He was not black but I can tell he was very mad and talking to his friend and then he said the N-word. I was shocked he said it like it was nothing like a normal word.  

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1. I heard people say the N-word in school 3 weeks ago in Spanish. He was not black but I can tell he was very mad and talking to his friend and then he said the N-word. I was shocked he said it like it was nothing like a normal word.  

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My relationship in the word has been the same, and I still have the same opinion that it isn't okay to say even if you aren't saying it towards someone black, you still should consider that it should never be said and try to excuse it.

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the first time i heard the n word was from my brother when i was like 11

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I heard some of my friends testimony at yesterdays rally and i felt so bad for my friends because i wouldnt expect this type of racism at our school

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I grew up around my family saying it but only to family and friends they never said it to random people on the street unless it was from people around the block.

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1. is not something i remember i just grew up hearing it and just thought  it was a curse word. i didn.t know how i felt because it was just a word with no meaning 

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1. is not something i remember i just grew up hearing it and just thought  it was a curse word. i didn.t know how i felt because it was just a word with no meaning 

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yes because its not just a word it has meaning behind it and it isnt good at all. the history on how the n-word was brought up was disgusting.

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being black, I hear it everyday either as a joke or a "joke"

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The first time I heard the n-word is in middle school, I would always hear it in lunch people that weren't black say it and my reaction was just disgusted because it wasn't a word non black people should say.

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I heard the word when i was little and i didn't think much of it because I didn't know the history behind it because i was little.

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2. At first I thought the word was funny, but for real it's wrong.

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2. At first I thought the word was funny, but for real it's wrong.

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1. when i first heard it, i heard it in a song but if we talking in person i jus heard my colored friend use it

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when i hear the N word now, i felt really disappointed that they are still using it

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shocked

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My reactions was why are people still rasict, they didn't do anything to anyone and they just get called the n-word

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The last time i heard it was in my 6th period, someone was talking to another person and they said the N word. i was honestly shocked

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It was like okay with it cause they were not said to me.I feel like it sad to say that word cause you don't know that some people are okay with it or not okay with it.

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3. i had some connections and the same thoughts as them. I had a good connection with one that said that there teacher said the N word it happen to me when one of my teachers said the N word but hes white. he probably didnt mean to offend anyone but it was even worse since there was only 2 black students at my elementary at the time.  im sure he didnt mean to though. 

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3. i had some connections and the same thoughts as them. I had a good connection with one that said that there teacher said the N word it happen to me when one of my teachers said the N word but hes white. he probably didnt mean to offend anyone but it was even worse since there was only 2 black students at my elementary at the time.  im sure he didnt mean to though. 

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How I feel when I hear the word is shocked because the word is a racial slur and it is not okay to use it.

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yes because I didn't know what it meant before

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2. I dont know when ever i hear this it either some guy friends that use it or some random kids that arent even black using it. It just disgusted me like you know that its not a good word and you still use it. probably not to offend anyone but your still using that horrible word. 

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2. I dont know when ever i hear this it either some guy friends that use it or some random kids that arent even black using it. It just disgusted me like you know that its not a good word and you still use it. probably not to offend anyone but your still using that horrible word. 

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I think it was the first time I heard it was at middle school with some people saying the N word to someone else at school.

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My relationship to the word hasnt really changed on it since I oftenly dont hear anyone say it.

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i was a little kid when i heard it so it was fine until i grew up and knew what it meant and didnt say it at all

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i was a little kid when i heard it so it was fine until i grew up and knew what it meant and didnt say it at all

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1 the first time i heard it was 7th grade i didn't really know it was i was in a private school but when i went to a pubic school i heard

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1. The first time I remember hearing the word I was with my cousin and she has darker skin then the rest of us and a man referred to her in that term

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1. i didnt know but it meant but i knew it was a word you shouldnt say so i was shocked.
2. yeah now i know what it means and i still get surprised and uncomfortable when i hear it
3. i feel bad they have to go though that

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the first time i heard it was in 7th grade when my social studies teacher said it while reading about slavery

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My first time probably has to 8th grade, my teacher was giving us a lesson of and she was reading a letter and accidently said the N-word and had a lot of repent when she said it.

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1.the first time i heard the was when i was in 7th grade and a lot of kids were saying it like just random and as if it was some type of normal word which it isnt. I then myself started using it but i was lucky enough to have friends and family that told me the background of that word and i stopped every since they told me what that N word meant. 

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1.the first time i heard the was when i was in 7th grade and a lot of kids were saying it like just random and as if it was some type of normal word which it isnt. I then myself started using it but i was lucky enough to have friends and family that told me the background of that word and i stopped every since they told me what that N word meant. 

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In 7th grade my social studies teacher accidentally said the N Word while reading about slavery

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I only remember my black friends ever saying the n word without hard r infront of me. It didnt really bother me.

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first time i heard it was like 4th grade

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1) I was 10 and I was watching a movie called Straight Outta Compton and my initial reaction was confused.  

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1) I was 10 and I was watching a movie called Straight Outta Compton and my initial reaction was confused.  

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i heard for the first time in a rap song when i was 8

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i heard for the first time in a rap song when i was 8

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i hate how people say it and it bothers me

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i hate how people say it and it bothers me

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1.) One thing that stood out to me is that people now at today don't understand how hurtful the n-word is.
2.) When i heard it come out of a non- African american person it made me feel uncomfortable.
3.) I feel like African american people shouldn't go through this.

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I feel very bad like one of them said she was first called the n word when she was like 7 or 8

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3)I feel like people shouldn't have to go through this.

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i don't have a relationship with that hard ER word i hate it people get beat for saying stuff like that.

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1.I think I was 12 when I heard it, I was like what ? 2. No, I'm just like why:/ 3.idk

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1.I think I was 12 when I heard it, I was like what ? 2. No, I'm just like why:/ 3.idk

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2. I don't think much of it when I hear it I just mind my own business.

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2. It still makes me feel uncomfortable because I'm not black and it feels bad because we know it's a negative word

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I just feel pity for them.

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2. I still don't know how I feel about it 

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2. I still don't know how I feel about it 

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2)Nothing changes much I always hear it

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3 i didn't know people would use it in such negative ways

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3 i didn't know people would use it in such negative ways

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yes I hear people use it to greet eachother now and I don't really hear it used in an agressive or insulting way.

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1. I remember in 7th grade when we were in class learning about slavery there was the n word and my teacher was reading out loud and said it. I felt uncomfortable, they are white

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1. I heard this word for the first time in middle school and didn't really have a reaction.

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2.Since the first time i've heard the word theres still not a reaction

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2.Since the first time i've heard the word theres still not a reaction