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yesterday was a hard day Yesterday I realized that daisy doesn't really love me and it really hurt me now I'm questioning what to do I want  to scape with daisy and maybe maker her love me again I think its my fault that she doesn't love me anymore after all i was the one that abandoned her and left her alone for five years but now daisy doesn't really have a choice she has to scape  with me she killed someone yesterday so I'm pretty sure she will want to scape with me we might be able to travel across the country maybe to a nice place in japan I heard its beautiful there and I can finally accomplish my American dream I think that will make me happy it has to that's what I
been working for my whole life

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This morning I woke up at 6 am I was really nervous I couldn't sleep  but I got dress  and went to town and bought all the flowers that were available  and  went to organize them it took me the whole morning to organize the room and make sure that everything was perfect after that I went back to my house and and look at myself in the mirror  for at least  20 minutes to make sure that I looked good  and I started to picture scenarios in my head about daisy rejecting me a I looked out of the window and looked at the sky and and it looked like it was gonna rain at that point I felt released and thought that I could make an excuse to not go But in that moment I thought about my American dream and thought that the last part of my American dream was daisy  I went to nick's house and I felt scared  I went in said hi to nick and sat waiting for daisy  and i was really nervous I looked out of the window and it was raining so daisy´s car arrive
I panicked and I escaped out of the window because I was nervous and I tried going home but then realized that I really wanted to have tea with Daisy and went back. So I regretted escaping.
When I got to the house, and looked at Daisy, she still looked beautiful. She looked better than she did back when we were dating. I wonder if she can tell that I am really nervous.
Then we had tea. Nick tried leaving. But I told him that I was really embarrassed and he told me that Daisy was also embarrassed. I believed him. We had tea together and talked about the last 5 years until Nick got home and interrupted us.
After that, we went to my house. And I realized that I felt happy and that's what I truly wanted in my American dream. To me, Daisy is happy. I am feeling happy. I am excited about getting Daisy back. I see being with Daisy in my future.
Tomorrow, I will try getting Daisy back by  hanging out with her again.

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July 1, 1925 // When he first meets Nick at the party

August 1, 1925 //  after he has tea with Daisy

August 31, 1925 // right before he dies

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Today was a good day today I met daisy´s cousin nick he is nice he can also be useful in the other hand daisy did not show up to my party again but I have a feeling that she could show up at any time at least I hope so because I already have wasted a lot of money making this nonsense parties and this is one of my last chances to get her back I am running out of ideas actually I might have one last chance that would be to use nick to bring daisy back that is a good idea he can become friends and when we are close enough we I can ask him to bring daisy for tea then I can invite her for dinner then invite her to my house and tell her that I never stopped loving her she can get a divorce from tom and I can finally be happy and accomplish my american dream